Kimi he

君へ

To you


To you, who’s too far away from me to reach.

I’ve been wondering who you are – who you really are – ever since the first moment I’ve met you. You won’t tell me, so how am I supposed to know you?

I’ve been watching you – every movement of yours – for an eternity, it seems. Yet I can’t see your real self, no matter how much I’ve been watching you.

I’ve been listening to you – to everything you say – like a prayer and hoped to gain your trust. But you don’t trust me neither would you tell me anything.

And I’ve been wondering whether you feel the same towards me.

How am I supposed to know you if you’re hiding your true self?

How am I supposed to see you behind that mask of yours?

How am I supposed to listen to you if you won’t tell me anything?


Please, even if it’s just for a short, vanishing moment in time… Turn to me.



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誰の為に有るのか?

Who do we exist for?

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Sasuke waited patiently for the blond to step aside, allowing him in. A sly smirk crawled across the raven haired vampire’s face and it took all his willpower to fight against it. The sweet smell of triumph was intoxicating, invading and dazzling his mind. Being an Uchiha, his pride hit its peak, and, being a vampire, it was as though he was reeling in a bloodthirsty frenzy. One couldn’t tell just by looking at him, but the Uchiha acted as though he was high.

“Good boy,” he praised the younger boy’s obedience as he did another careful flap of his pitch-black wings, flying through the open window. Naruto took a step back when Sasuke told him to do so, and though it was difficult, he somehow managed not to fly into something or someone for that matter. Instead it looked like the easiest thing to do as the raven haired vampire landed on the floor gracefully.

He willed his wings away, noticing that there wasn’t any need of them anymore. Groaning, the young man narrowed his coal black eyes at the agonizing pain slightly, not wanting to show any further, unnecessary signs of pain.

The blond eyed him expressionlessly, still fast asleep, his movements only controlled by the vampire as he waited for another command.

When Sasuke noticed the younger boy’s eyes on him, he turned around, facing his blond counterpart.

“Run me a bath.” Sasuke ordered and the younger boy in front of him nodded. It had been a long and exhausting day/night, and the young vampire wanted to relax for a few minutes before he went to bed. That was when he noticed something really important. Where should he sleep anyway?

“Hey, wait!” Sasuke stopped the younger teen in his track. “Do you have a guest room where I could stay?”

“No,” came the brief reply from the younger blond.

Sasuke looked around. There was only one bed, no coffin (surprise, surprise! Naruto doesn’t have a coffin!), and the raven totally refused to sleep on the floor.

‘That leaves only one choice left.’ The young vampire eyed the bed, then the window. Once the sun rise he would be dead.

“Move that…,” the raven pointed at a rather big wardrobe, “…over there!” his finger trailed towards the window. “I don’t want to see the window any longer!”

Naruto who had been following the raven haired young man’s finger up to now, listening to the older boy’s order, nodded briefly. “I understand.” He said solely before he got down to work, moving the heavy piece of furniture… or at least he tried to do so.

Sasuke watched the other boy trying to move the wardrobe, but the heavy thing hardly moved at all, exhausting the poor blond in his attempt to move it.

After Sasuke realised that the blond wasn’t strong enough, he sighed. “How annoying,” he muttered under his breath and took a step forward… then another one to his right and entered the bathroom, leaving the blond alone. His pride kept him from helping the smaller boy.

“I’ll wait for you in the bathroom,” the raven yelled, closing the door behind him.

“Yes,” came the faint reply through the closed door and Sasuke sat down on the toilet, contemplating what he should do next. He could hear the other boy’s struggled groans coming from the bedroom.

‘Hn, he will probably kill me for making him work so late in the night.’ The young vampire thought dryly. When he realised that the struggled sounds ceased he raised his head, facing the closed door.

“Oi, are you ready yet?” the raven haired teen asked but received no reply, instead the doorknob turned and the door opened to reveal the young blond boy.

The younger boy stood in the door frame, nodding slowly in reply to the older man’s question.

“Good.” Sasuke was pleased. It didn’t take the blond as much time as he originally thought it would. “Now, come here and run me a bath.” His voice was cold; his words were nothing more than a stern command.

Usually the young blond would’ve argued with the raven, insulting him and telling him that he could run his bath on his own and in his own house for that matter, but the hypnosis Sasuke had used on him was still active… therefore he was nothing more than the dark haired vampire’s puppet.

The whiskered boy walked over to the bathtub, running in the water. First the warm water then the cold one, carefully not to heat it up too much. When the bathtub was filled with a well temperately water, he turned the water off and stepped aside, waiting for the raven haired youth to get in.

Sasuke eyed the young blond expectantly, waiting. “Dobe,” he said slightly embarrassed. “Turn around. I want to take off my clothes.” Although the raven knew that the blond was still hypnotised and unable to remember his naked form when he awoke, he hesitated to undress himself in front of the younger boy because he hadn’t done anything like that so far in his young vampire life. (A/N: OOC, I know, but … aaaaw. =)

Naruto turned around as he was told, facing the wall as Sasuke got in the bath, a low satisfied moan escaping his thin lips. The raven descended into the lukewarm water, his pitch-black hair swirling under the clear surface. He surfaced again shortly afterwards and brushed his wet, dripping bangs, covering his eyes, away from his face before he turned to look at Naruto.

“You may look again.” The dark haired teenager said nonchalantly, earning a brief nod from the younger boy who turned around slowly to face the other occupant of the bathroom. Sasuke smirked triumphantly at the other teen’s obedience. ‘Why don’t we go a little further?’ the raven haired young man thought, scheming.

“Come here,” he said; his order pouring from his lips softly, encouraging the boy instead of ordering him, and again Naruto did as he was told as he walked over to the raven haired youth in the bathtub, almost as if he was sleepwalking. Another triumphant smile tugged on the dark haired teen’s lips but he willed it away.

He handed the blond an orange washcloth. “Wash my back,” the raven said nonchalantly, earning a soft “Yes” from the fox vessel.

Naruto put the washcloth on, covering his right hand with the terry cloth and started scrubbing the dark haired teen’s back in slow circles. Sasuke moaned appreciably, urging the blond behind him to continue which he did. The pressure Naruto used to rub his back was spot-on; the washcloth slightly scratching his bare skin caused him to fight against a purr that was about to escape his lips. An incomprehensible pleasure overwhelmed his pale, dead body, he never thought was possible.

Suddenly the raven turned around, grabbing the blonde’s wrist in the progress and stopping him in his movements effectively. Naruto just stared at the raven, not even moving one finger. Sasuke pulled him down by his wrist, almost causing the smaller boy to fall into the water, and locked their lips in a deep kiss forthwith.

The dark haired youth licked the other one’s lower lip, asking for entrance silently. When the blond didn’t understand what the raven wanted and stayed still instead, he bit down on the plump lower lip, breaking the thin skin with his sharp canines and drawing blood.

Naruto gasped reflexively. Sasuke, who had anticipated that, pushed his tongue into the younger boy’s warm and wet cavern. His tongue slid over the roof of the younger boy’s mouth, trying to memorise the taste, the feeling, every curve and bump of the younger one’s mouth, before it slid also over the other’s shy tongue, attempting to coax it into his own mouth in vain.

The dark haired youth pulled away slightly before he whispered against the other boy’s plump, swollen mouth huskily: “I want you to kiss me back, dobe.”

Then, without any further warning, he crashed his mouth against the other’s, ravishing it for the second time within five minutes, but this time the blond kissed back as he meant to do and Sasuke smiled against the other’s bloody lips contentedly.

They stayed like that for what seemed to be an hour before the raven haired vampire pulled away, allowing the younger one to resume his breathing.

Ignoring his growing need, the older one whispered a breathy “Go back to bed, dobe.” Naruto nodded before he turned to leave the older one alone in the bathroom and Sasuke hurried to wash himself, wanting to… do other things with the blond as fast as possible.

When he got out of the bath, his naked, wet body only covered by a small white towel that was wrapped around his slender hips carelessly, he strolled to the bedroom. When he entered the small room, the lithe figure lying on the bed caught his coal black eyes. A cunning smirk crawled across his pale face, knowing what he would do to the slender body on the bed.

He strolled closer to the bed and his cunning smirk turned into a disappointed frown when he saw the toned chest rising evenly and the closed eyes. ‘This guy’s sleeping?!’ Sasuke nearly screamed in his mind. However, his frown turned into another surprisingly gentle smile upon seeing the relaxed, peaceful expression on the younger boy’s face.

“Oh well. Can’t do anything about it, I guess. He’s a dobe after all.” Sasuke chuckled softly before he crawled into the soft bed as well, wrapping his arms around the smaller boy, pulling him into his chest possessively.



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Author’s note:

So tell me, do you like the story so far?

Ne, ne, ne? *kitten look-alike*

So both of them survived their first night together, hn?

I wanted to know how a shy seme would turn out to be (well, except for being shy).

That’s why I wanted Sasuke to tell Naruto to turn around when he undressed.

I don’t even know whether there is a thing such as a shy seme.

It’s so unusual.

It was quite weird when he molested Naruto like that in the bath, considering that he was meant to be shy.

I think I can’t handle a shy seme.

What a stereotype thinking…

But actually… *booting her perverted mind again*

Fufufu… I think a shy seme isn’t that bad.

I watched some Anime I used to watch when I was a child yesterday.

Well, I only watched the openings and realised something.

There are several openings that don’t make any sense.

“Someone hid a treasure on an island somewhere.”

Isn’t that great?

They provided poor children with a vast amount of information in that text.

A treasure on an island, that’s what Mana (or the text) says.

Someone did something somewhere sometime but no one knew that someone did something somewhere then so they all did something else somewhere else without anyone knowing about what they did.

Logical, isn’t it?

I got some tests back…

Sociology: B-

Mathematics: B+

English: A

German: B-

French: C+

Chemistry: … bad.

No, I mean really bad.

It’s not that I didn’t learn for it, I did. Really, I did, but I learned things that were completely unnecessary for the test and we didn’t write the test in our chemistry room and honestly, I don’t know how many protons, electrons and which relative atomic mass plutonium e.g. has when I don’t have a table of the elements in front of me.
It was a complete chaos when we wrote that test.

Oh well, I’m not that bad in chemistry. I’ll still pass, plus we’ll write another test in December. So… Ganbarimasu!

I was quite disappointed when I got Sociology back, though.

The theme was “Roles”.

It seems I misunderstood a task (he should’ve written it more specific).

I was quite eager when I wrote it.

Do you want to know what I wrote?

Well, here is an extract:

“Traditional roles classified people by their age, gender and status. A man’s life was supposed to be like this: he attended school then looked for a training to get a well paid, respectable job with a good career opportunity afterwards so he could provide for his family, a woman and two children (a son and a daughter) ideally.

When he had worked for several years and had climbed the social ladder, he could retire and die afterwards (the order is not exchangeable).

The traditional women’s role was focused on the family therefore a good education wasn’t that important for a girl. She should get married (once and only with a man) and give birth to two children (see above), do the chores and always smile friendly. =)”

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