Countdown before a kiss mark fades

V
Aurora’s tears

“Dinner’s in the microwave.” Naruto muttered nonchalantly to Sasuke as he grabbed his jacket before closing the door behind him, looking around Sasuke felt that the room was so empty and quiet, painfully quiet.

Another bitch came on to you again.

It’s that time again. Sasuke stepped in front of the mirror, dressing himself for a date with that woman, what’s her name again? Oh, he didn’t remember, since he just knew her as the woman who wanted to impregnate Naruto, like the rest of the half of the population in their dorm and the guys at the U.

When Naruto learned from the Uciha’s own cocky mouth that Sasuke was dating the blonde’s ex again, he neither wore an expression of anger or confusion, it was as if Naruto had expected it that after that pink haired woman had dumped him Sasuke would go and ‘confess’ to the woman and they would end up dating.

That first time that had happened they had a huge fight over it, but the blonde made the first move to make up in the end since there were no deep feelings involved for the blonde to feel broken hearted, it was just that annoyance of the girl choosing Sasuke over him, or rather felt Sasuke was better to go out with than him. She was wrong, not even a week has passed and Sasuke was already dating another girl, namely it was the woman who Naruto told Sasuke about being a great math tutor to him and yes, Naruto was right.

‘Oi Sasuke, that seminar woman, I think her name’s Chika, she’s cute ne?’

He was only testing Sasuke to prove if his theory was correct, and it just pissed him off when he finally realized of Sasuke’s habit. Why was he doing it? He could go and date just anyone woman, they’d be glad to right? So why did it have to be his ex girl friends? Or prospective dates?

Naruto didn’t like anyone to the point of crying over it, so he just let it slide every time the class would talk about Sasuke dating Naruto’s new ex again. Women pass the blonde all the time, but he had never slept with them so he thought maybe it was that reason that they chose his best friend over him. But Sasuke was really cruel, he didn’t know if the bastard was a sadist or a complete schizophrenic wet-behind-the-years punk, Sasuke could have courted the girl he was courting at the same time, the blonde had really no worries if they ever became rivals but the bastard just had to wait after Naruto had gotten the girl into a relationship and tempt the girl to leave him for the bastard.

He really couldn’t understand it but when Sakura, his and Sasuke’s ex suddenly blurted out something, everything seemed to make sense.

‘Sasuke and Naruto must be reeaaaally good friends. They even share the same girl, the same room and the same taste. But I liked Naruto more, since he doesn’t have an obsession for his childhood friend and doesn’t date his best friend’s girl just to get his attention.’

Was Sasuke… trying to get those girls only to dump them afterwards because he wanted to have Naruto for himself?

Ever since Naruto had branded Sasuke secretly as a monopolistic child who didn’t want anyone else to take Naruto out of his desire to keep him to himself like he would treat a toy. In their childhood Naruto would always be secluded from everyone else because Sasuke didn’t want him to play with anyone else but him, the blonde thought that it would disappear come puberty… but from the way things were going it seemed he’d only gotten worse.

Naruto’s friends may brand Sasuke as a contemptible piece of scum who knew nothing but torture his best friend with his morbid like for inflicting pain on one’s gut and they may see that the reason he’s still not dead from the blonde’s wrath was pity for the little childish orphan, but Naruto somehow one way or another understood of Sasuke’s rather twisted personality. He was a player but would choose to spend time with the blonde and risk getting dumped by the girl or vice-versa instead, would enjoy seeing Naruto fight him to near tears about his weird habit but would get upset whenever he wouldn’t talk to the raven weeks after snatching his current date.

He admitted that sometimes, he’d get jealous when the raven didn’t have time for him, which was almost impossible. Still he felt attached to Sasuke. Maybe it was because the two have gone through the same things together, he wouldn’t make the same mistake again…

No matter how much Naruto seemed to despise the bastard he couldn’t leave him, he was afraid what the raven could do if he did so. Especially when he knew what Sasuke could do and would do to himself if he ever left the raven alone for good, he didn’t want that thing to happen again…

“Sasuke!” Naruto burst inside the hospital room panting raggedly, a look of disorientation in his blushing face obviously from running on a cold winter eve and worry marring his features that had a sudden change, especially his height.

The object of the blonde’s worries remained unfazed by his presence, slowly he turned his undamaged eye directly to the panting blonde and just remained seated on the reclining hospital bed.

The stranger was wearing a private school’s uniform, was what Sasuke first noticed, his blazer was the color of baby blue outlined in a darker shade on the collar, the cuffs and the hems over a white long sleeved shirt closed with its blue and green striped tie and navy blue slacks. They were covered in snow, Sasuke saw from behind Naruto his former class mate in middle school and rival for academic status and popularity also wearing the same clothes.

Who are you?

“You’re Naruto?” An ash haired man queried from the side of the door he just burst in and Naruto, though he was wondering who the brown eyes person was, nodded as a reply.

“I’m Hatake Kakashi. I was friends with your parents both yours and Sasuke’s. I also manage the publishing house for them.” He was a young man, probably in his mid twenties.

Why are you here?

Naruto nodded again to say that he got what the man said because he was still panting. “His parents… took care of me when I was having problems with my studies. I was one of their university students. Arashi was my benefactor and Ume acted as my guardian. Sasuke’s father was my boss.”

The use of the past tense confirmed Naruto’s fear, he had already heard it from the news anchor on t.v. while he was packing his things. They were supposed to pick him up, he told them not to but the couple insisted, saying that they wanted to see what the school and the dorm was like, saying that they wanted to see how he looked in a private high school’s uniform. He got the answer why they didn’t come.

Why do you look like Naruto?

Naruto’s hair was longer, his limbs were too, his face sharper and more mature than when Sasuke had last seen him. But in Sasuke’s mind Naruto was still the fifteen year old middle schooler he had last seen departing from their house with Itachi, in Sasuke’s mind that seemed to stop recognizing things refused to believe that Naruto had changed, that all things had changed. It had stopped in the time where they were still in their last summer as a middle school senior, the blonde in his sleek black uniform where things were still intact although it was already threatening to deteriorate…

Where is he? Why isn’t he here? Is he with Itachi?

That day his parents had decided to pick Naruto up together with Itachi who had gone home for his Christmas break, Sasuke was dragged to come with them, all were care free and laughing, even Itachi did.

‘When you see Naruto go talk to him. Although you’re physically apart now, he still wants to be friends with you.’

Itachi had muttered under his breath beside the younger raven, but Sasuke didn’t pay mind to it, he was getting the feeling that Itachi was being nosier about things better left untouched.

The accident had been very brief, Fugaku was driving in a slow manner on a zigzag highway when a pair of wolves crossed the road, he lost control of the steering wheel, the side of the car crashed to the metal fence stopping them from falling to their death on the bottom of the cliff.

Ume was bloody and unconscious, Fugaku was already getting to that part and Itachi’s leg looked liked it was getting ready to be barbecued with the part of the bent metal fence piercing through his thigh.

‘Hurry go pick Naruto up Sasuke. He’s waiting for you.’ The raven was shocked, he was speechless he didn’t even realize that as Itachi was exhaling those words lowly he was already getting thrown off the car before it bounced down and crashed with the rocks and trees, it got caught in the flames in the bottom of the cliff, melting the snow, creating a huge bonfire in the trees where it crashed, illuminating the dark skies a painful red, orange and yellow…

That night the Aurora that danced over Sasuke’s head made the raven’s blood stained face look up, it was beautiful and lonely, it was despicable, as if the sky was mourning for him the snow gently fell from the skies to collect on the blanket of white on the road. Years back he had gazed at the same Aurora with a warm blonde by his side, he staggered to get up, felt his ribs on his side throb with pain he couldn’t even breathe with the thin and cold air, the sharp echoes of sirens fading slowly.

‘I should pick him up… or the dobe would get angry…’ was the raven’s last thought before all things, including the Aurora over him turned to complete black.

He had woken up to see the same hateful color of white, he didn’t want to talk he felt so tired, waking up was a struggle. But he had the feeling that he had to do something, he needed to catch something…

Everything felt so surreal, his trip from the hospital back to an empty and dusty Christmas decorated house. The decorations were removed and was replaced by the nauseating smell of flowers with the gaudy colors of yellow, whites and greens, the Christmas record was put back into the attic, along with his parents’ belongings, their rooms were emptied, as well as Itachi’s.

Oh, it’s a Christmas party.

Sasuke said to himself as he saw lots of people coming in and out of their house in black suits like what his father used to wear to work, sipping coffee, eating cookies, he also recognized Zabuza. He was probably crying for the gift he had received. Maybe he couldn’t believe he actually got one.

‘Itachi was a bastard but he was a good friend… that fucker… leaving suddenly like this…’

The raven thought what the hell Zabuza was talking about as he remained seated on the padded seat on the floor, gazing at the pictures that replaced the Christmas tree in their living room, in front of him those picture frames bearing the image of his family laced in black sashes, the area was adorned with flowers and candles.

The snow continued to fall outside, as did the cold that still permeated the large and quiet house despite the heater turned on. And then that blonde guy fed him, changed his clothes, went to bed with him and replaced his sheets every time he would wet his pants and would always smile even though the scratches on his tanned face looked painful. Who did that to him?

It feels good.

To be treated like a child. Wait wasn’t he a child? Maybe this guy’s his nanny or something, his parents were away so they had to be in a vacation and his oniichan’s in the municipal elementary school. Being with this person somehow comforts him.

I want to stay here forever.

YOU CAN’T.

Amidst the sound of the deafening fireworks and the shouts for glee outside. He woke up. The anesthetic worn out and one by one, painfully and slowly the reality he wanted so much to forget repeatedly stabbed him in the chest, making his heart throb hard and fast, his head aching like it was being split in two…

Who is this person!?

The five foot tall raven was no more, just like Naruto had changed he did too. His hair was longer, his beard that Naruto had just shaved began to grow again. In front of the mirror he saw a stranger, staring at him incredulous, scowling at him before it bashed repeatedly against him as if the young man opposite him wanted to kill him, cracking the thin object that seemed a transparent border between the middle schooler and the young man.

*I don’t know why but glomp and schooler seemed to be out the Microsoft Word’s vocabulary…

And they became one. Their feelings. Their memories. Their thoughts. Their demons.

“Sasuke stop!” The distorted image of the two in the reflection of the broken shards of mirrors made Sasuke see a pair of arms, a mass of blonde hair, the mouth speak with a deep voice and his own self. They collapsed on the floor, the blonde’s head buried on the raven’s shoulder while Sasuke cried, his eyes looking up at the ceiling but can’t really see anything, his bloody arms were lying unmoving on the floor on his side, shards of glasses buried in the flesh.

“Don’t leave me… I don’t want to be alone… I don’t want to… I don’t want to… it’s so quiet… why is it so empty… I don’t want to… Naru-chan… Naru-chan I don’t want to!”

“Shhh… I won’t leave you… I won’t leave you no matter what.” And so, the tears of the Aurora came fluttering down from the skies outside their window.

For three feverish days and four delirious nights Sasuke mirrored what Naruto had once experienced before all the bottled feelings suddenly blew up. The burial was held after just a day of funeral because the more Sasuke saw the proof that he was really alone, the more he threatened to break apart if not for Naruto’s presence forcing himself glued together.

And up to now, Naruto believed that he was still keeping his word he made on that sorrowful New Year’s Eve.

“Had a nice fuck?” Even if his will to keep it was already threatening to dissipate.

Naruto ignored the welcoming remark despite the devil already winning in his inebriated mind and placed his white jacket that had those fluffy white fabric on the neckline down to where the buttons were supposed to be and the sleeves, on the back of the chair on his study, pulling off the leather gloves. He flopped himself on his bed with a tired sigh, the tight leather pants that seemed to tighten even more around his thighs and flat abdomen shaping his graceful figure, a strip of flesh was displayed when he leaned his palms behind him and cracked his neck, the red sleeveless top hugging his torso.

Something which the Uchiha lying comfortably on his own bed pretending to proofread his essay with legs on top of the other didn’t fail to notice.

Let’s play with the little bastard a little…

So he also saw how those glossy lips that looked a little swollen quirked to display a simple smirk. “I don’t know.” He started lazily, tipping his head to the side with a languid smirk. “Didn’t have one to compare it with in the first place. But I’m sure I can give you an answer in a day or two…” Naruto basked in the deer-caught-in-the-headlights look of his best friend, standing up to turn his back on the Uchiha whose fingers lost hold of the essay he was holding and let it litter on the bed and the floor. The blonde bent down a little, giving the man behind him a good view of his rear when he went to pick his pajamas on the built in drawer of his bed.

As if Naruto knew what the Uchiha was thinking then, he slowly stripped off the top, pulling the hem of his shirt over his head to reveal a slim waist and a couple of fresh reddish hickeys that looked like it was purposely left there. Heh. Fuck you Uchiha. The happiness you get from teasing me a virgin ends here. At least getting rid of my virginity would be the only problem I’d have to solve. Naruto thought with a smirk, but the blonde didn’t get the reaction he was aiming for.

He let out a surprised yelp as his arm was twisted behind him, his torso whipping around before his lower body followed as he winced at the death grip Sasuke’s trembling hand was doing to his arm. He could’ve fallen on the bed but the man’s grip prevented his body of that.

“Sasuke, the fuck’s your problem?” Even though their heights were just mere inches apart, Naruto felt as if the man glowering down at him were a far cry compared to his small frame. And not only did the Uchiha’s cold eyes drilling holes into his image made the blonde feel intimidated, he felt cornered with Sasuke’s body stopping the back of his knees from leaving the edge of the bed.

“Get your shit off my face Uchiha.” Naruto growled lowly, equally sharp eyes of pastel blue color glaring up at the man who met his gaze, saw how those dark brows lower even more.

In one way or another Naruto had somehow realized about Sasuke’s sexual preferences lying on both sides because of those sometimes longing gaze Sasuke would give to him, not just out of pure curiosity that he asked Sasuke to kiss him and put a hickey on him, he wanted to see if his instincts were through. If Sasuke really was bi.

A straight man that has common sense would have just let the issue slide and leave things a secret as they were, leave those suspicions as it was and let it be. But Naruto was never one to think things thoroughly before opening his mouth, or had never carefully thought of what might happen if he did something out of impulse, by the time he had decided to just shrug all those peculiar glances and shudder causing caresses off, it was already too late.

When he went to that Christmas party and drank to his content, he just thought of pulling a prank on Sasuke when he asked Neji to put a hickey on him just to see the bastard’s reaction. Never thought that it would escalate to kissing with both teeth and tongue and never thought that Neji was someone who got off looking at kiss marks he himself had put on. It was an understatement to say that he ran off looking like the hunter was on his tail. He ran off half-dressed for crying out loud.

What the hell, the guy’s a homo!? I mean, sure his hair’s long but, so is Sasuke’s!

That wasn’t Naruto’s first kiss, you could say that Sasuke had stolen that already in their middle school festival on a play where he cross-played as the substitute sleeping beauty when the actress got sick in the middle. He just had to lie there anyway, and he saw the technique Sasuke had used to let the audience think they were really kissing… he never thought the bastard would REALLY do it!

Fast forward to the present.

And Naruto found himself glued to the bed with ropes, gagged with his own handkerchief and Sasuke raking his teeth ever so lightly up the insides of his thigh.

The blonde was practically tied to the cushion of the bed in all his nakedness, his mouth was stuffed full of the cloth inside his mouth and a masking tape was there to keep it in place. The velvety texture of the cloth inside his mouth was nothing comparable to how his right arm was threatening to pull of its socket because of the rope tying his wrist with a cloth to not make any visible marks on his skin to the bed post, while his other arm was free and already struggling to pull the ropes from his wrist off.

There was a rope around his left thigh tied like the same that was done on his wrist, there was a cloth under it, pulling it upwards when it was tied to the left bed post, his right ankle was tied to the foot of the bed with the same style but not tight enough to hinder some movements and a pillow under his lower back, his puckered hole tensing and twitching with every struggling and whimper he would make all for Sasuke to see.

The blonde panted hard from the constant but useless struggling he did earlier, sweat beading in every part of his body, making his skin glisten and slick. His flat stomach stretched while his lower back arched a near perfect bow because of the pillow under it. He so wanted to cry but seeing the smug look of the culprit responsible for his embarrassing position then made him hold back, pride got the better of him. He knew he shouldn’t have drank so much.

“Nee… Naruto, you never thought I could do this did you.” The blonde glared deadly towards the emotionless man who was sitting on the space between his thighs in a reclining position, simply enjoying the view with his arms folded as if examining a painting before him.

“Ever since we were children… didn’t I always take care of you?” Sasuke smiled, a far away look on his eyes as the tips of his fingers hovered from the blonde’s right ankle, the smile growing more pronounced as his hand moved upwards his knee, and it buckled, Naruto wanting to curse Sasuke but couldn’t so only a muffled voice was heard. And Sasuke chuckled, looking amused as he stared at the blonde’s eyes.

“I knew you’d want to curse me… shall I remove that now?” The blonde tensed, as that hand hovering over his knee permanently settled and the raven’s other hand leaned on the bed, crouching over the blonde who had started to move frantically just to stop the man from touching him. Sasuke moved forward until they were face to face, stripping off the tape from his mouth with one swift move and the blonde let out a muffled yelp. Naruto kicked the cloth out of his mouth with a push of his tongue and the first thing that left it was an out of breath ‘Fuck you’.

“Don’t be impatient. I will.” Naruto’s face switched from scowling to staring incredulous at Sasuke as the man continued to talk with his calm and clinical voice.

“You can shout… you can ask for help. But I wonder if they’d still help you if they find you like this… more likely… they’d either join in on the fun and fuck you raw, or run away as if they’d seen nothing.”

The blonde gasped at those words, throwing his head to the side when Sasuke’s hand left his knee and went to caress the side of his neck as his body strained to pull away from the restraints, his only free limb pushing the man off by the shoulder only to be roughly pinned down on the bed by a larger hand.

“Or… You can always cry… and beg for me to stop. I might take mercy on you and think this over…” The tip of the Uchiha’s nose nozzled on the blonde’s jaw, his breath warming the skin there and sending shivers down the blonde’s spine, instantly he felt his skin react to it, making his nipples stand erect and his skin’s texture roughen like that of a chicken’s skin whose feathers just got plucked. “Just like that time when I begged for you to stop… to not leave me…”

“I really hate how you’re always so insensitive to other people’s feelings… and how you’re so clueless about my own. You didn’t even need to care for those assholes. You only need to look at me.” Its tone was grave as the deep pools of black hardened along with his face. Naruto scrunched his eyes shut, not wanting to let the incoming moan escape his mouth when Sasuke’s fingers moved to knead on his nipples, taking turns each and the even white teeth raked temptingly from his jaw down the crook of his neck, but that moan did escape and Sasuke chuckled once again.

“My… you’re sensitive. I remember… you also reacted like this that time with Sai. You like this don’t you? No matter who you’ll show that fucking expression to anyone long as it feels GOOD.” Naruto let out a pained yelp when the raven suddenly bit the hard nub along with a little hard grip on his cock as his hips nearly left the bed if not for the restraints and Sasuke’s body weighing over him. With his eyes closed, all the other senses grew more sensitive.

“Y-you… bastard.” The second time that Sasuke’s fingers gave a painful twist to the hard nub Naruto only gritted his teeth, the painful sensations were all foreign to him, it was painful, his limbs were getting numb from the restraints but something about it, was turning him on and he didn’t know why. His body felt all hot, like his blood was boiling all over and it was just so unbearable to hold in that a couple drops of tears leaked out from the new and powerful sensations being given to his body.

Finally the raven lifted himself off the blonde, smirking at Naruto’s twitching cock between his thighs and the untouched pinkish puckered hole just an inch under his perineum. He was going to let out all the desire he’d been holding out for him this one time, and then Naruto could hate him for the rest of his life afterwards. Whatever. Naruto wouldn’t leave him. He can’t.

“So who’s the nameless girl that you did it with? Hmm?” His voice was like hands crawling ever so slightly over his tanned skin, and he suddenly became painfully aware that he was getting aroused with Sasuke’s clothes constantly rubbing on his exposed cock that would always twitch in response every time the action was repeated.

“Or maybe it wasn’t a girl at all.”

“AH Sto-” Those eyes that were squeezed shut earlier snapped open, thin lines of liquid sliding down the temple when he felt that painful grip around his semi-erect cock jerk him with a gasp.

There was a bite mark on the crook of the blonde’s neck, much bigger than any woman’s mouth can be and this seemed to make the raven fume even more.

“You really like it when you hear people say they like you… you feel so happy and date women indiscriminately just so you can fuck.” The blonde’s thighs tensed and the hips stopped from squirming away as that pale hand went to stroke his member slowly, the feel of that deft palm rubbing at the length of his manhood and that thumb gathering the bud of white moisture coming from his slit was making the blonde hold out his breath unconsciously.

“You like this.” Naruto gulped as the stroking hardened and went faster, gradually increasing as the air in his lungs began to leave and return in the same pattern.

As that hand continued to pump his cock it grew slicker in time, the length getting coated from the pre-cum which dripped down his slit and coated his cock by the man’s hand, dripping all the way down the puckered hole, something under his skin was tingling his mind, blurring his vision as reason left him when his hips automatically bucked up and down into the man’s hand milking his cock. Naruto was too far gone to think of anything, he didn’t even notice that the voice he was trying to hold in earlier was now echoing loudly in the room.

“Don’t hold it in. You can cum as many times as you want…” As if those words had brought something to snap in the blonde’s body, it suddenly grew rigid, his back arching off the bed for a brief second in suspension as the first of his cum squirted in the raven’s hand and into his stomach, drool leaked out of the corner of his parted mouth trickling down his chin as he continuously let out a shuddering moan accompanied by hard breathing.

“Sa-Sasuke… w-why…” Naruto couldn’t even form a coherent thought, his body convulsed and spasmed, it was earth shattering, like everything inside his body was vibrating, that was the first time for him. He was never to masturbate, although he would get erect and even though he would attempt to do it, before he knew it he was already getting soft.

“Shit you’re faster than Mr. Shinkansen.” Naruto began to see clearly in a few minutes of catching his breath Sasuke pouring something from a tube to his palm, a small square and pink plastic packet in between his lips and he cursed through gritted teeth as he realized what it was for.

*shinkansen-bullet train hehe

“W-what the fuck bast-ow! Get your friggin’ fingers off-” And then another gasp escaped the blonde, a different, more intense feeling than what he had experienced earlier crawled in his body, making his body jerk and twitch to Sasuke’s content.

Even with the condom wrapping Sasuke’s fingers, the warmth and tightness inside where it would twitch and tense every time he would purposely rub that spot was evident, it made his throat get drier, his stiff cock protruding under the restraints of his boxers evident he felt like he would come just listening on the blonde’s moans.

On that bed he had violated the blonde so many times, he would gag him, thrust deep in his hot and tight asshole like there was no tomorrow. Yes, at first the blonde would resist, but in the end he would be consumed by it, then he would beg for more, beg for Sasuke to thrust deep with his big cock, to go harder and faster.

It had always been like that in his dreams, when the blonde was with his ‘friends’ he would lock himself in their room, and intoxicate himself with the blonde’s smell on Naruto’s bed, and before he knew it he couldn’t stop his hand from moving anymore.

And then the self loathing starts, after speaking the blonde’s name in a feverish desire to capture him by the end there would be nothing left but disgust and emptiness.

Sasuke could barely control his hips from pushing balls deep inside of him as his knees threatened to fail to support him, years of suppressing and longing was poured in that one careful thrust and he hung his head low beneath the blonde’s own which was thrown to the side deep into the pillow with a look of pure pain creasing his face, blonde and black mixing together on the pillow.

Sasuke didn’t know what was happening to him but he was trembling, his hands were shaking even when they were flattened on the bed on each of the blonde’s side, his mouth moved to lap and suck on every inch of skin that he can reach while his elbows would sometimes bend and straighten up. The calm Uchiha who’d always know what to do in bed was now shaking out of excitement.

“Naruto… I like you… I love you… love you… so much… been waiting… so long…” Sasuke mumbled under his breath in between ragged pants placing hard sucks on the blonde’s collar bone, his pulse, and his chest where new kiss marks were smothered over the sweaty expanse of golden skin. Naruto lay perfectly still, his only free hand clawing at the sheet on his side with his thighs spread open, he tried to relax, tried to will the pain to go away as he was filled up to the hilt by that throbbing member inside him, why did the raven have to be THAT big!?

His face was thrown to the side, blonde hair plastered on the pillow and the exposed side of his pained face, he refused to look at Sasuke, if only he could plug his ears so he would not hear that frantic sounding voice that Sasuke continued to use as he continued to devour the man’s skin like a fish that depended on water for living.

And then he felt it, felt Sasuke grow rigid over him, something hot and liquid feeling him up quickly, no way, how could that be he hadn’t even moved and yet... more over that feeling like a fast gush of hot water was just shoved inside of him from a hose which used to be just an exit elicited a surprised gasp from him.

“N… no… pull out. It’s hot! Pull out… f-feels like it’s burning inside…. Pull it out!” Naruto nearly begged, all the pleasure from earlier quickly forgotten, it felt like something was burning inside, melting his insides with Sasuke’s cum that frothed hot on the tight rim embracing the man’s length tightly.

But the raven paid no heed, only muttering a slurred word which the blonde failed to hear, and even after realizing that Sasuke had cum, he couldn’t believe when he felt the raven’s cock not lose a moment of erection, in fact it only stiffened even more.

So this is what sex is…

Sasuke had lost his virginity to a third year middle school teacher who had ‘swallowed’ him during one of his personal piano lessons, he didn’t know what possessed him that day to let that woman do what she did, maybe it was the feeling of learning those things first hand for himself and Naruto.

The lustful glances, the admiring stares, he knew what the person’s intention was just by looking at his eyes, and he couldn’t count how many times that had saved Naruto from losing his virginity.

He had fucked so many women who had desire to get his ‘dobe’ so many times that he couldn’t even get it up if he didn’t imagine it was Naruto under him. If Naruto wasn’t going to be his, no one else will.

“Aaah… Ah!” Every time Naruto would whimper with each thrust, Sasuke would feel himself getting closer to the edge. It was a low voice, like it was a high pitched hum that would shoot straight to the raven’s groin, it also helped that the erection rubbing against his stomach wasn’t getting any softer.

Even though the blonde had accepted that it felt good, he didn’t need to like it. It was just that whenever the tip of Sasuke’s cock would rub against that place his body would automatically jerk and twitch, make him pant and moan and lose all coherent thoughts to resist. Their chests were rubbing close together, feel the man’s longish dark bangs brush like silk against his overly sensitive nipples again and again with every movement making him want Sasuke’s fingers to rub them, pinch, suck or bite, do anything to it. Sasuke’s expert tongue drawing hard swirls on his skin would tingle his senses, make him want to crave the touch even more.

And then Naruto felt that again, the familiar tightening of his insides as if it was coiling, like everything was shaking, his body going still in a suspended position his body had acquired in the beginning of the orgasm crashing down. But it was more intense, so intense that his eyes rolled backwards his head, felt his lungs devoid of air, of voice, of any thought in that one intense moment before he collapsed panting, not even minding the raven’s weight over him which he had learned to handle in the many times that they were in that position, though the reasons were totally different.

In that one moment he forgot that his arm and legs were numb from the restraints, everything felt so alive, like his blood was on fire, that it was his best friend who was fucking him when he unconsciously called out his name and in that one moment, somehow without meaning to his only free hand found Sasuke’s back as a definite place to rest.

Or did he mean it?

*Haa… when I finished proofreading this I thought –what the hell, did I just make Sasuke a lunatic?- but I reasoned to myself, calm down, no need to remake the friggin’ eleven page chapter thing again, haa so troublesome. It’s normal for people to feel traumatized ‘ya know, and the length of period of trauma including what state it’s in depends on the situation. Hn, maybe Sasuke’s really lost it, taking the funeral for a Christmas party… he’s nuts, but it suits him, no? All through the time that I was typing this chap I couldn’t remove Sasuke’s maniacal smirking face in my mind, he just looks so handsome in his insanity, makes you want to take care of him all his life, or not? Well to me, a half-crazed Naruto is very beautiful. When his blue eyes are dull and that far away look like he’s in another world… don’t you just want to rape him? I wonder how I did with the smut, I spent five friggin’ hours on this one, even forgot to eat my snacks… ah, little things to pay… I’m on a diet streak anyway so better not get tempted by those carbs… urk, but I love fats! They make every food tasty!

Ahnn… we’re back to the present this time! Yahahaha! Did I flood the chapters with flashbacks? Nnn? Please leave a comment or review.

…. I can’t believe this I just realized someone just erased my first two reviews in A memory of an umbrella and a red paper crane!!! That prick! I actually let him come with me while I was uploading the story and he deleted it while I was away in the bathroom! I know who the culprit is… so that’s why Kativa-chan’s name is missing and the other one too (sorry forgot your name, it’s been a long time… I’m the guy who forgets things in the span of two weeks if you didn’t make me remember you, ehe. I remembered Kativa-chan coz I saw her reviews on one of the stories I was reviewing too.)… it’s ‘coz I just recently looked at the story’s reviews when I noticed the numbers increased. Thank god that prick didn’t know my password. (I even keep a list of my passwords so I wouldn’t forget, what a loser.)

*Recently, I found myself staring at a medical book memorizing the names of a complete set of teeth. I wonder why, uhn, I discovered my four wisdom teeth were still not emerging. So that tooth where it sometimes grows big making you look like a rabbit is called central incisor… and the white covering is called enamel… -mumbling to herself-