Better Than Drugs

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Sasuke couldn’t believe what was happening! Naruto wanted to kiss him? Without thinking he nodded just as Naruto pulled him closer with his hand at his nape, he leaned forward and took his mouth with his. The merest contact rocked him. From the first touch, Naruto felt how giving Sasuke’s lips were, parting for him.

Sasuke moaned into Naruto’s mouth as his hands slid up his chest and into Naruto’s silky hair, his fingers entwined into the blonde locks.

Naruto slipped his tongue into Sasuke’s mouth, and Sasuke met it with his own, with slow, wicked licks that made Naruto inhale sharply to groan against him. Naruto’s free hand slid down to take a hold of Sasuke’s waist as he deepened the kiss, and Sasuke moaned his approval, pressing his body closer to the blonde’s.

Sasuke’s mind was in a lust filled haze. He still couldn’t believe this! Naruto tasted like he thought he would, of citrus and summer. His lips were soft has he pressed closer. He could devour the blonde’s lips forever.

Moaning Naruto press his body against the raven’s, showing him how much he needed him. He nibbled the plump lower lip then captured those soft lips again. Naruto loved the taste of Sasuke. He swore he could taste spices, like cinnamon and ginger.

Naruto couldn’t take it no more. He pulled back from Sasuke, they both were panting. Looking into dark eyes he moved his hand down Sasuke’s bare stomach, trailing lower.

Aching to touch him too, Sasuke ran his fingers down Naruto’s chest. Just as Sasuke reached the waist of Naruto’s jeans, Naruto began working his fingers into Sasuke’s jeans.

Naruto moved forward capturing Sasuke’s lips once more, their kiss grew more intense. Naruto’s fingers reached into Sasuke’s jeans to brush against the head of his erection.

Sasuke hissed into Naruto’s mouth at the contact but found his body moving trying to get more of his hard shaft into Naruto’s soft hands. His hips started rocking as he moaned into the blonde’s mouth, “More.”

Naruto slowly moved his hand along the hard muscle as he deepened the kiss.

Sasuke’s knees would have buckled underneath him if not for Naruto holding him. Moaning into the blonde’s kissed his mind cleared a moment as a pair of yellow eyes flashed behind his eyes. He tried to ignore those damn, haunting eyes but they were there and then he felt a slimy hand touch his face which caused him to jerk back from Naruto. His eyes looking around to make sure they were alone.

“No, no,” Sasuke whispered as he stepped back from Naruto, eyes still darting around.

Naruto was enjoying the feel and taste of the raven until he jerked back, eyes wide with what looked like fear. Then he stepped back from him looking around.

“What’s the matter Sasuke?” he inched closer but saw the ravens breathe catch.

Sasuke was in hell, those eyes! They were inside his head, “GET OUT OF MY MIND!!!” Gripping his head he fell to his knees. “He found me, how, how. I was careless, careless,” he rocked back and forth.

Ok this was really freaking Naruto out. Every time he stepped toward him Sasuke moved back.

“Sasuke it’s me, Naruto. I’m not going to hurt you.” He told him softly. As he talked he took out his cell phone and dialed Sakura’s cell #.

“Hello,” her voice was heavy with sleep.

“Sakura, you gotta come back down to the club. Something’s wrong with Sasuke,” he told her.

“Naruto? Just keep talking to him. I’ll be right there.” She hung up.

Closing his phone he looked down at the dark haired man that, just a moment ago was fine.
“Sasuke, I’m right here. I won’t let anyone hurt you.” He whispered.

That voice sounded familiar, Sasuke thought. No it was a trick, it was him and he wants him to go back. No, but this voice made him feel safe. Sasuke looked up into clear blue eyes that were laced with worry. “Naruto?” he whispered.

Smiling Naruto nodded. Before he could go to him, Sasuke stood and launched himself into Naruto’s arms. He held onto the blonde for dear life.

Sasuke couldn’t stop shaking. Gripping Naruto tighter, he kept telling himself that he was real. He was fine. He wasn’t found.

Naruto pulled him closer, then lifting him off his feet he walked over to the stage and placed him on the edge. He stood between the raven legs still holding him. He pulled back and helped him put back on his shirt.

“SASUKE!” Sakura’s voice rolled in a couple of minutes later, Neji walking behind her.
Sakura went to Sasuke and smiled at Naruto who stepped back and let her take over.

Sasuke saw Sakura and broke down. Tears followed down his pale cheeks. “Sakura, I’m sorry. They are going to find me and hurt….”

She pulled him into a tight hug. “Shh, they are not going to find you. You’re safe.” Reaching into her back she brought out a bottle of pills. “Naru, can you get me some water?” she asked.

“Sure,” he walked over to the bar, but Neji already had a bottle and tossed it to the blonde.
Naruto grabbing it “Thanks.” He headed back over. He gave the bottle to her.

“Sasuke, you forgot to take your meds, didn’t you?” she whispered, handing him the water and two small white pills.

Taking the pills, Sasuke down them with the water, “I didn’t think I needed them.”

“You have to let the doctors decide that sweetheart. Come on lets go home.” She helped him off the stage.

“Naru-kun, I’ll drive him home. Thanks for calling me.” She walked over to Neji and placed a chaste kiss on his lips, “I’ll call you later.”

“You need us to follow you?” Neji asked as Naruto nodded too.

“We’ll be fine. See you guys later.” Then out the door she walked.

Neji turned toward the blonde, “what’s happened Naruto?”

“I don’t know. We were kissing then he freaked out. I was scared for him; he looked so terrified, like someone was after him. I just don’t know.” He told him.

“Come on I’ll help close up.”

Both finished the jobs then locked the club up and left. As Naruto drove to his apartment his mind was on the raven, wondering if he was ok.

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“Orochimaru-sama, we may have found him.” The silver haired man told the dark haired man standing by the large picture window.

“Oh really, where?”

Kabuto sat his laptop down on the desk, “I found this on the youtube website,” he smirked as he pressed play.

Sasuke’s voice filtered from the computer toward the yellow-eyed man who turned toward the screen. Smiling as he watched Sasuke move around on a stage in some club in some city singing. “Ahh, Sasuke-koi, you always did love to sing. Well, once you’re back where you belong you will only sing for me,” glancing up at the silvered haired man, “find him.”

“I’m working on that right now.”

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Naruto eyes followed the raven as he moved across the stage. His voice just as deep and inviting, but his eyes...they didn't seem alive. Sasuke had been avoiding Naruto for the past week, and he was getting sick of it. He wanted to make sure he was alright, but every time he called him, Sakura would tell him that he needed more time. If he saw him at the club Sasuke would go out of his way to avoid him or stay away from him altogether. Tonight, he thought. He was going to talk to him. That night after the club was closed the band members came out all except Neji and Sasuke. When Neji finally emerged he was by himself.

Naruto stood and walked over to the pale eyed man, "where's Sasuke?"

"He went out the back about 10 minutes ago."

Naruto was pissed and Neji could see his blue eyes sparkling with anger. "Calm down Naruto..."
"No, I've had it." He hissed as he turned around and walked out the club.

Gaara smirked as he watched friend leave, his blue eyes sparkling with anger. "I hope that brat knows how to calm down an angry fox," he said as he turn back to his books.

Sasuke was glad that Sakura wasn't home. He needed to be alone. Hell he's been alone ever since what happened with Naruto. She urged him to tell him, but he didn't want to, at least not yet. He was afraid that Naruto would reject him and see him as a dirty, filthy person. He already knew this but it hurts more coming from someone he had come to care for. He couldn't avoid him for the rest of his life though.

Sasuke sat on the couch trying to read his book, but he wasn’t really interested in the pages anymore so he closed it and sat it on the coffee table. He had been on the couch ever since he came home. He wasn't tired and it was going on 3am. The fire he made was nice and warm, he was just going to sit here until he went to sleep well that was the plan until he heard pounding. He looked toward the front door and wondered who the hell was crazy enough to be out this late.

"Sasuke you better open this door!"

It can't be, he thought as he stood and went to the door. When he looked through the peephole there stood the blonde and his blue eyes staring narrowly at the door. "Naruto it’s late, go home."

"You better open this door teme or I will break it down," he growled. He was pissed.

Sighing, Sasuke undid the dead bolt and opened the door. He was startled at the look of anger in those blue eyes he had thought about so many times. He wondered why he was anger then it hit him, 'oh yea, I've been ignoring him,’ Sasuke didn't think it would have made him that upset.

Naruto looked at the dark haired man as he stepped through the door. Sasuke moved back as Naruto closed the door. He had to count to ten to calm down; he wanted to have a rational talk with the teme and not a yelling match. "I want answers Sasuke," Naruto told him. They still were in the front hall. Sasuke’s eyes went wide then down to the floor.

Sasuke didn't know what to do. Sakura's words came back to him, "you should tell him honey. Naruto is different,” she had told him.

"Why have you been avoiding me? Did I do something wrong?" Naruto asked. Had he made a mistake in kissing him? The anger slowly left his body as he stared at Sasuke.

Sasuke could here the uncertainty in Naruto's voice. Shaking his head, "no, you didn't do anything wrong, it was me.....it was me...thinking...." he couldn't say the rest.

Naruto stepped toward the pale man until he stood in front of him. He placed a tanned finger under Sasuke's chin lifting his head so he could see those obsidian eyes, "thinking what?"

Tears started to flow down his pale cheeks, 'shit!' he thought. He hated crying especially in front of Naruto, but the tears wouldn't stop, “Thinking that I could have someone like you." He whispered.

Blonde brows creased in confusion, "why would you think that?"

Stepping back from Naruto Sasuke walked into the living and sat down. Taking a deep breath he looked up at the blonde. "I'm dirty," he whispered lowering his head.

Naruto heard him and couldn't believe it; he waited for him to continue.

"There are things about me Naruto that I never what you to be exposed too. I didn't know I would react that way when you kissed me. It's just that he was in my head and...And I couldn’t distinguish..."

Shaking is head, "wait...who was in your head?"

"Orochimaru."

Sasuke felt dirty from just saying that bastards name. Looking up, he turned his dark eyes toward the window thinking that the snake bastard would be standing there.

Narrowing his eyes, "what happened?"

Sasuke continued, "I was 10 when my parents died. I went to live with my older brother, Itachi, who was married to Sakura. I lived with them until he was killed in a car accident when I was 14. It hit me hard and Sakura couldn't help me. I started doing..." he wanted to tell him, but it was getting harder and harder.

"Go on Sasuke," Naruto urged. He had sat down in front of the young man.

Taking a deep breathe, "I started to do drugs. All kinds, anything to take away the pain of losing everyone; I stole from Sakura to support my habit. I didn't care. She couldn't take it no more so when I turned 16 she kicked me out. I had no where to go, no way to support my habit." Sasuke looked up to see clear blues eyes. He was still here, he thought. "I resorted to petty thefts to get the money I needed. That’s when Orochimaru found me. I tried to break into one of his warehouses. The guy was creepy but when he told me that he could give me all the drugs I wanted I jumped at the chance. But that came with a price.” Sasuke whispered hanging his head down in shame. How can he continue with this? Why is he spilling his torrid tale to Naruto who will only end of hating him for being a ….

“Sasuke?”

Clearing his throat, “he made me sale my body to pay him back and that's what I did. At that time I would have done anything for my next fix. He was my pimp for 2 years.”

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Sorry for the very short kissy face part, but I'm building up so when they get together....Well just make sure you keep a box of tissue near by for those pesky nosebleeds :oP!!!!

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