Begin Anew

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Chapter 5





Sasuke regained consciousness slowly, feeling warm and oddly safe. It was the best sleep he’d had in a long time. The first thing he felt was a weight in his back. He also noticed that his pillow wasn’t bunched up like he always slept, uncomfortable though it was. And since when did his bed feel this hard?! Sasuke finally opened his eyes. Before him was a sight he’d never seen before. Beneath him was the Hyuuga protégé, Neji Hyuuga. His moon colored eyes were lidded as he slept peacefully. He seemed so relaxed, like he didn’t have to put up a façade. Oh, but the man was beautiful. Its not that he hadn’t noticed. On the contrary: Sasuke had to force himself to stop staring at the unearthly creature that was Neji Hyuuga, the first time he’d met him in 7th grade.



Before, he’d told himself it was because of the brunette’s odd looks. Soft lavender eyes, almost off white in the light. Long, long hair that looked shiny at all times. In fact, he doesn’t remember a time when Neji was anything but properly groomed. Now he felt the urge to see what the Hyuuga would look like disheveled after a bout of passionate lovemaking. He knew that there was a big probability that that wouldn’t happen, however, so he wasn’t going to push his luck.



Before, he’d been focused on his studies, trying to follow in his brother’s footsteps-before the dementia took over. Afterwards, he had forgotten about everything and everyone. It took him so long to just...forget. Or at least try to. Then... the dobe came along. God, how he owed the blonde idiot.



Naruto had been his lifesaver in more ways than one. He had helped Sasuke cope. He had helped Sasuke trust again. And later, he had been Sasuke’s everything. He had made Sasuke love again. Of course, all of that went to hell when the idiot thought he knew what was good for him and broke up with Sasuke as result. Naruto had been there through his nightmares, when they were at their worst. At first, when Naruto had left, he didn’t know how he could live without the blonde. While he did have nightmares while he was with Naruto, they got worst, much worst, after the blonde left. There were times where he would go days without sleeping before forcing himself to swallow 3 or 4 sleeping pills to get the rest his body needed and just not dream anymore. Sasuke had been on the verge of suicide many times, the only thing holding him back was his pride; he knew it was a cowardly way out of things.



And now once more, Neji had his undivided attention. His eyes trailed over Neji’s face, committing every detail to memory. The regal eyebrows, the long lashes, the pale, delicate looking features and the talented lips. The full pouty bottom lips that begged to be kissed. And that’s what Sasuke wanted to do.



Pressing his lips lightly against the Hyuuga’s so as not to wake him, Sasuke let himself indulge in a moment of unbridled desire and inexplicable warmth, wanting nothing more than to feel Neji against him, the soft lips feeling like heaven against his own. He wanted to feel the other against him, within him, moving inside him; to have Neji give everything he had missed and needed and take from him all his pain and longing and just make him feel.



Feeling more daring, and surprised that the Hyuuga hadn’t awoken yet, Sasuke pressed his lips more fully against the sleeping man’s own, Neji’s lips moving slightly with the pressure of his own. At this point, Sasuke didn’t care if Neji awoke or not. He trailed his tongue over Neji’s full bottom lip and heard a sigh escape the brunette. He took the pouty bottom lip between his teeth and nibbled and suckled the supple flesh. A sudden thought popped to his head—-how far would this go?



Sasuke wasn’t new to gay sex, but Neji was a virgin, for lack of a better term, to it. If they were to take things further than mere kissing, something told him it would, who would top? He really wouldn’t mind bottoming for the brunette, his blood boiling in his veins at the brunette’s dominating demeanor and he knew he wanted to feel Neji inside him; he felt so empty and knew Neji would fill him fully. Yet he knew he loved the sense of power being seme gave him. He had bottomed at first with Naruto and then occasionally, but he loved the control he had over Naruto, making those arousing mewls come from Naruto’s lips just for him.



He shook his head, erasing all thoughts of the blonde from his mind, and set out to accomplish the task he’d begun before Neji oh-so pleasantly interrupted him. Almost as if it were very far away, he noticed that the movie had stopped playing and the clock on the wall read noon. It was just the little details your mind threw at you to distract you from what you’re doing. Turning his attention to the task at hand, he pulled his lips away from Neji’s and a feeling of power washed over him and made his groin tighten when a soft disappointed grunt escaped the older male. He trailed his lips from the Hyuuga’s chin to his ear, blowing delicately at the sensitive flesh before nipping it once. He moved his body slightly forward wanting to get more purchase of Neji’s ear. The brunette beneath him stirred and tightened his arms around him, halting any further movements. Sasuke pouted.



‘Fine. If that’s how you want it.’ The raven thought mischievously as he nipped the lobe harder. Neji hissed, grabbing the Uchiha’s hips, stilling him as he ground his growing arousal into the raven above him.



Sasuke gasped.



“I suggest you stop your teasing, or I won’t be held responsible for my actions.” Neji murmured slightly amused.



“Hn.” Was Sasuke’s only sigh of acknowledgement, before he completely ignored the empty threat and continued torturing the Hyuuga’s sensitive lobe, trailing his tongue down the strong column of Neji’s neck sucking at the juncture where neck met throat.



“Sasuke.” Neji half warned, half moaned. Sasuke’s eyes fluttered at the sexy way his name was said. Onyx eyes flashed to off white before the frisky raven leaned forward and whispered, very calmly,



“It’s not called rape if I’m willing. Don’t worry, I won’t tell the cops.”







so... *looks awkwardly at the glares, stares and shocked omg-she-grew-a-third-head look*



um....yea

onto the next chapter..



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