Permission To Seek

Chapter 59 Filling the Darkness

Several hours later….

Morino stared vacantly at his empty fireplace. His body felt the strain of the last seventy-two hours; so much has happen to the Jonin feeling far older than his thirty years. The more he considered the circumstances the greater his anger especially at that bastard Genma. That Jonin was just on a long list of people who managed to piss him off over the last week. ‘How can the Fifth justify locking up the kid, I don’t give a fuck if his freaking bugs destroyed a missing ninja’s body. She was from his god dam clan.’ Those thoughts and others continued to recycle through his mind.

After Shino’s attack and collapse, ANBU closed in securing him and everyone in his party, not that they were under arrest, it was merely a precaution. Since several made overt threats to prevent, Shino’s arrest they had their weapons confiscated and then everyone escorted to the Leaf, under close guard. ANBU special operations division questioned Kimimaro and Haku as visitors to the village thoroughly. Morino heads of this division however since he traveled with the pair, the Jonin decided to allow someone else to do the investigation. Kimimaro cleared quickly because Morino vouched on his behalf however, Haku was placed under strict house arrest and is required to have an escort at all times pending further investigation. Sasuke considered missing ninja, is now under a through investigation about his disappearance. ANBU made a request for the Fifth to lower his rank pending the results of their findings.

Naruto situation is far worse; placed under arrest and detained in the Konoha detention center. The center situated in a remote Region along the Northern borders has a powerful Nin-jutsu covering the surrounding areas keeping it hidden from view. There are no windows or doors and only one way to gain access to the facility. This is the place were ninja who turned down dark paths are detained prior to being sent to the larger institution. This reaction to Naruto because of the Nine-tail-demon inside him; regardless of the fact that he cooperated fully after Shino’s collapse, and remained unusually calm throughout the entire process.

Morino attempted to see Tsunade directly, not only had she refused to see him but also would not receive any message he passed through her assistant. ‘This is a time of bereavement please do not trouble Hokage-sama with these issues, she will address them in due time.’ It ticked him off they had a private visual for the Jonin and Chuunin before their team arrived. Their names not on the stone monument yet, although a memorial with their photos still remained in a special temple near the Hokage Tower. None of the boys on his team could attend; he believed his kid and Naruto would want to share a final moment with the teacher and cocky Jonin.

‘Shit!’ Morino thought bitterly the endless cycle of events, and the facts of their death not released, although word of Shino’s arrest in relation to the incident was widely known. ‘He has made so much progress and here we are again, many in the village will believe the worst of him, and in there eyes he is already guilty.’ He leaned back trying to calm his racing mind when the other reason his mind felt overwhelmed hummed a soft melody from his bedroom. He stood heading toward his current anxiety, someone would give him answers today.

Kimimaro swept long fingers through his shoulder length hair, lifting it as he gently dried the water from the ends. His tenor voice humming a tune he could not remember where he heard it however, now a habit he rarely noticed. Shaking his head staring at the length he sighed then smiled at his own naked reflection. Still thinner than he would like, his skin has regained its porcelain health especially with the additional herbs he and Shino gathered on their way home. He lifted his hair admiring his profile from different angles, and then flexed his tight ass amusing himself and he hoped the Jonin near the door. After a few minutes, he pulled on a silk mint green robe taking a deep breath.

“Why don’t you come in, I thought my display would at least tempt you a little.” He gazed in the mirror as Ibiki allowed the door to drift further open and walked in slowly his eyes hard and cold. “You look like you need some affection.” He added seductively turning to face the scar face Jonin.

Morino leaned against door, his hands buried in his pockets the last thing he wanted was for Kimimaro to distract him with sex. He wanted through answers and the white hair Shinobi better start talking. “I want you to tell me who was involved with your disappearance?” Ibiki paced to the other side of the room, staring out at the darkening sky, closing his blinds casually.

Kimimaro swallowed the unsettling writhing in the pit of his stomach, trying to keep his voice pleasant while he approached the Jonin. “Morino, why are we going over this again, I told you that it is personal. I want to relish in the destruction, of this adversary.” He stops a few feet away from the tall Jonin allowing the mint green cloth to hang open, revealing a tease of his shapely body.

Still staring out the window, Morino spoke in an icy bite. “Yes I feel the same way.” His hazel eyes slowly turned. “For me it is pass fucking personal.” He took a step toward the man, ignoring the glowing streak of bare flesh. “I want a name right fucking now.” Kimimaro flinched inwardly, although able to conceal this from Ibiki.

In contrast, Kimimaro’s voice dropped to a sharp whisper. “You will not get an answer today.” He clenched his jaw quickly before he continued. “You are walking on dangerous ground Morino, if you believe for one minute I am intimidated by your temper.”

Morino, paused his glowering face darkened. “Kuni-te was involved. Why are you protecting him?”

He did not answer, telling him anything would confirm the statement. Kimimaro turned away; lifting the silk belt attached to the robe, wrapping it around his waist. “I am hungry; if you want something speak now.” He started toward the door, inwardly trembling.

Morino narrowed his eyes the dull tick he recognized as his patience clicked to a stop, now only an eruption of anger surged out. “Well, you can at least confirm if Orochimaru had a hand in this.” Kimimaro stop briefly then continued stepping wider trying to maintain his growing anger the name reminded him Genma’s insult.

“I don’t know what made you consider him.” His voice still mellow concealing his emotions. “I wouldn’t allow him to take advantage of me.” He tried to hum, but the tune would not form, his mind replaying images of his torture at the hands of the snake demon.

The interrogation specialist noticed the lie; feeding the lurking eruption within. Just as Kimimaro reached the door, Morino spoke again in his chilling voice. “You are lying, tell me why, or is it because you enjoyed being his personal fuck-bag?”

Kimimaro stiffened; his feet would not make the next move feeling sickened. The facts still too raw to ignore, how could the one he defeated death to reach say such disgusting words, the man he loves, he did not turn to face the Jonin he could not force his body to move. “Well I see what you believe.” He whispered. “I will leave in the morning.”

The final words has a distinct impact on the iron hearted Jonin; before Kimimaro could pass through the open doorway, long arms wrapped around him from behind. Ibiki squeezing him firmly against his chest his deep baritone voice rumbling in Kimimaro’s ear. “There is no way I will allow that to happen.” He tightened his grip, as his former lover shuddered in his embrace.

Lowering his head trying to avoid the growing sensations in his body, he gripped the Jonin’s forearm. “Let go Morino, you have confirmed all my fears.” His mind drifting on Orochimaru’s sadistic words how he would never be useful to anyone. “Thinking of you is the only thing that kept me alive. I wanted to believe my feelings for you, and my hope to be with you would be enough. I am a fool.” Kimimaro closed his eyes taking steadying breaths.

Despite his attempts to get free, Morino continued to embrace the white hair Shinobi, however now he lowered his mouth to the porcelain skin kissing him lightly. “You are no fool; you are with me because we share this bond. If anyone is being a fool, it is I. What kind of home coming is this, demanding answers, I know you will tell me in time; patience is not something I am familiar with.” His lover quaked, his body rigid in his arms. “Ki you will not leave, please forgive me, I should never…”

“You said what you feel in your heart!” He hissed still unable to withdraw from the Jonin’s hold. Morino turned him around, a somber look in his hazel eyes, Kimimaro would not meet.

It never occurred to him how his lover may have suffered he imagined Kimimaro would be a constant voice of defiance, regardless of his torment. Now he can see the pain had a lasting effect. Even when the leads pointed at Orochimaru, he still felt Kimimaro could endure the worse that demon placed on him. Now this man could not look him in the eye, and the hurt on his face spoke volumes for how the Jonin’s thoughtless words affected him.

Holding his shoulders, firmly Morino pulled Kimimaro closer tilting his head to place a kiss on his face. “Ki I love you, I will not allow anything to come between us. Your body belongs to me, and soon I will reclaim your heart.” He pushed the robe off one shoulder kissing the glowing skin allowing his breath to wash over it, making his way up the long neck.

Kimimaro trembled, the heat in his body increased a familiar tension in his heart, and the last thing he wanted was a pity fuck. Shoving against the large male, he managed to get an arms length distance between them but Morino still held him firmly, at the same time averting his gaze. “No Morino, you said enough I know now that it will never be the same between us, just let go!” Despite his effort, to prevent the flow his eyes began to leak.

Morino lightened his hold. ‘So this is how it’s going to be.’ “I will never let you away from me again Kimimaro-sama.” Finally, the pale green eyes met his, streaks of his tear, rolling under his chin. “You are correct in two things, it will never be the same between us and I have spoken enough I will make every part of you mine again.” The Jonin stretched forward clamping the naked body against his, pulling the silk sash with one hand while he pushed the covering away with the other.

“No Morino…. You ….don’t... want.” Kimimaro stammered, still trying to keep the Jonin back, “I can’t do this, stop!” Morino only increased his effort, finally using his extra body weight to grab the slender male around the waist pinning both arms against his body he carried him to his king size bed. Kimimaro squirmed against the silk sheets; a few hours ago, he had fantasized about lying under the Jonin, now things felt different. His heart hitched in his throat feeling the Jonin’s rough clothing rub against his body.

Now Kimimaro lay naked beneath Morino; the Jonin placing rapid kisses on his chest and neck, then rising up on his knees, the sash still half-wrapped around one hand, he smiled lifting the silky cloth slowly toward the green eyes. “I want you to trust me nothing you say will stop me now.”

“But…Ibiki he…” Kimimaro whispered his voice strained.

“Shhhh.” Morino cut over him, and then covered the beautiful eyes from view, he placed a gentle kiss around the material, Kimimaro shuddered so much his teeth chattered together. Morino tried to soothe him with more soft slow kisses. “I will replace all the painful memories, my love, hush I am here now.” Their lips met slowly, the Jonin pressing steadily until his lover returned the kiss. Morino plowed forward, pushing between quaking lips, one hand holding Kimimaro’s face while the other stroked his chest pinching his nipples.

With his eyes covered Kimimaro’s other senses heightened, the mouth attached to his felt amazing. The hands lying at his side reached around the Jonin’s back pulling him down. Morino seized his wrist pushing his hands above his head, holding them there, as he continued to kiss his way down Kimimaro’s body, sucking on the excited nipples and grinding his hips against the erect cock. “Don’t move.” Morino warned rising up on his knees and undressing quickly, however pausing every few seconds nipping at his lovers glowing skin.

Finally tossing his tee shirt behind him he fell across the squirming male, licking his way down the center of his chest, and biting his hips working his way to the base of his cock. Kimimaro pushed his hips forward, his breath coming out in a low panting hiss. Morino, breathed deeply his scent his mind reeling he briefly wondered why he resisted this sexy man a few moments ago. Sliding his tongue up the heated rod his lover mumbled his name, breathlessly urging him forward, as he took the leaking head in his mouth.

Morino wants to replace the dark memories; everything Kimimaro never admitted gave him the answers he sought. The sweet salty flavor filling his mouth he pulled up from the length with an audible slurping sound licking his lips and staring at the blindfolded male. Spreading his legs wider, lifting one on his shoulder he sucked two long fingers. Neither spoke only their touch and the sensations of shared passion connected them. Morino slowly made the connection while he stared in his lover’s face, the full pink lips gapping open while he slipped in the first digit. Ibiki felt a greater need to consummate with his lover, slipping a second long finger in with the first. He wanted to mark him with his own scent and help his lover move past the darker memories of his ordeal.

Kimimaro’s hips thrust forward his cock standing rigid against his abs his breath hitching attempting to slow his racing heart. “Yes my love.” Morino moaned his fingers thrusting in a steady rhythm in the man, his eyes raking over the sweat damp body settling on the erect cock. Lowering his mouth, Morino lapped slowly at the twitching slit, sliding his tongue over and around the tiny opening, allowing his lips to pinch the head in a firm suck that made Kimimaro whimper and thrust his hips hard. It encouraged Ibiki, pausing to spit on his wetted fingers; then he sucked up the length pushing it to the back of his throat his moans mixing with his lovers at the same time pushing three digits inside his lovers’ depths moving them in motion with his thrusting hips. Sucking harder on Kimimaro’s thick cock Ibiki fingers twisted and turned stretching the flexible flesh wider.

Morino felt the cock’s skin tighten and grow in his mouth, keeping the deep sucking in pace with his lovers racing heart for a few moments longer, he suddenly stop. Kimi gasped the bit down on his lower lip, in his attempt to hold in his cry. Smiling at his lovers’ excitement, Ibiki eased the long legs off his shoulder, and then coxed him to turn over exposing his firm ass for their journey. Stroking his own weeping cock, he rubbed the gossamer ass in front of him. He stood leaving for a moment, Kimimaro shaking by the time he returned, he stroked his fingers through the white hair kissing him and whispering in his ear. Morino then inserted his now greasy fingers filling Kimimaro’s opening with a thick lubricant, still ready to receive him. Half turning his lover so he could grip his cock, Ibiki held the narrow hips, then eased his painfully hard erection inside, the dark wet hole; Kimimaro gasping and pushing back toward him, for more.

Soon the Jonin lay flat across the slender male, his own breath spreading over the white hair. Kimimaro’s body feeling like his own piece of eternity, his heart hammered in his chest as he began a slow steady deep thrust in the man. The white light of euphoria approached quickly, for Morino. He has had years to envision this moment with the person, he loves now all thoughts and worries washed away his body sinking into the consuming desire for release. “Ki..” he moaned reaching a hand under his lover and stroking his rigid member continuing to thrust.

“Yes, Ibiki, neh!” Their bodies slapping together until with a final groan Kimimaro cock rippled as the hot fluid moved up the head erupting across the dark sheets. His ass clenched around the thick cock inside him. Morino movements slowed slightly due to the tightness, but he continued to push deeper riding out the wave from his lover holding his own eruption and then just as Kimi’s ejaculation slowed he withdrew between his thrust shooting his creamy liquid over Kimimaro’s back and ass, some drops landing in the white hair.

Leaning heavily over his lover’s back, Morino kissed the side of Kimimaro’s panting profile, pushing the blindfold off. “You see I can fill the darkness, my love.” He lifted enough to allow him to turn over, and then lay next to each other.

Kimimaro stared at the hazel eyes, his heart still hammering, their lips press steadily against each other. “This is what I stayed alive for, this moment with you.” He caressed the Jonin’s face stroking his hands back behind the muscled neck and pulling him tighter, before releasing. “You smell nice; I see Shino has taken good care of you.” He grinned.

“The brat has his good qualities.” Morino leaned on one elbow watching the green eyes. “Ki, will you join me for a bath, I have a nice hot tub.” He kissed the corners of the full lips, smiling.

“Ibiki-sama how about a quick shower I am starving, we can use the hot tub another time.”

The Jonin chuckled running his fingers through the silky white hair. “Are you sure, what makes you think I am done with you?”

“My ass; it did feel good but now.” He laughed, with Morino grabbing his rump and squeezing it firmly. “Ow, that hurts.” He pushed playfully at the muscled chest.

A deviant grin stretched across the scar face Jonin. “Kimimaro-sama, what makes you think I am talking about your ass.” The corners of his lovers’ mouth began to twitch, his eyes sparkling at the suggestion. “Well if you are not interested, then fine, I don’t know if I will ever want to…”

Cutting him off Kimimaro sat up pushing his hair back. “I will start the hot tub you will see why my lovers never regret their time with me.”

Morino sat up next to him, placing an arm around his shoulder pulling him closer, “I already see why, my love.”

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Woot! Here is the long awaited smut, was it a long wait *thinks* whatever! Haha! It is here nonetheless, =3 I hope you like, I am nearing the end of this drama, and some very dark installments on the way. *got to be dark, can't help myself* Thanks for reading and your comments are very encouraging. XDDDD