Breaking Apart

Breaking Apart

Warnings: DARK, TWISTED FIC. RAPE. Yaoi. I am writing this a stress reliever. It is twisted and MORBID with disturbing images. Sorry, I do not have a beta, so this is unbetaed- read at your own risk.


Chapter 5: Sasuke Begins

‘Sasuke’s Thoughts’
“…” = talking

Sitting perched in the trees outside our bedroom window, I watch him. I watch the tears running down his cheeks as he holds his head in his hands. ‘I know he is breaking apart. I know he placed all his hope in me.’ I think as I sit in my hiding space watching him crumble. ‘I can’t be your hero, Naruto. But I won’t let you go either. You are mine. That IS something you can believe.’

With a sigh of regret, I leap down from the tree and head into our apartment. As I walk into the apartment, I can feel the tension in the air. I know he senses me. I did not try to mask my presence from him. ‘I hope he is taking this time to wipe those tears from his eyes. They will only make what is going to happen hurt him more. I don’t want him to believe his tears don’t matter to me because in his mind it will mean I don’t care, but in reality I just can’t afford to have mercy right now. He is slipping away from me and I can’t allow that. Not now, not ever.’

“Naruto,” I call out softly.

When I receive no reply, I proceed into the bedroom. Naruto has gotten under the blankets of our bed and covered his head. The childishness of the action makes me smile sadly. ‘You will never change. You’re such a dobe. The covers won’t protect you today.’

“Naruto, I know you are awake,” I begin softly, as I move over to the bed, “What’s wrong? You’ve been acting strangely, yesterday and then today,” I end with a concerned tone. I am concerned. I feel a certain amount of fear for him right now. I known that he probably is not ready for 'us' yet, but circumstances being as they are, he doesn’t have any choice but to accept me.

I settle myself next to him pulling the blankets back from his over his head so that I can stroke his hair gently. I am not surprised to see he is faceing away from me so that all I can see is the right side of his face and the back of his head. ‘Tell the truth,’ I silently entreat Naruto.

With that, Naruto turns to look at me over his shoulder, “What do you mean, ‘yesterday and then today’?"

With a sigh of resignation, I say sternly, “You never wake-up from nightmares, dobe You lied to me last night. You were upset about something. And today I find you in bed in the middle of the day,” I tilt his head so that I can see his tear-stained face, “And it looks like you’ve been crying. Why aren’t you training with Shino?”

I watch indecision cross Naruto’s face as he decides whether to tell me the truth or not. ‘Make the right decision, dobe.’

I watch as Naruto’s face grow more and more dull with sorrow. I feel a pull in my heart, but ignore it. ‘I would never have intended you feel this way, dobe. I’m sorry.’

“You cheat on me don't you?” he asks bluntly, his eyes settling unblinkingly on my face.

For a minute I stare at him carefully removing all expression from my face to mask my surprise. I did not know what I expected, but that bluntly asked question was not it.

After some silent contemplation while Naruto looks me steadily in the eyes, “Yes,” I reply equally as bluntly. ‘If that is how he wants to play this, I’ll accommodate. Are you ready for the truth?’

“Why?” Naruto inquires simply, eyes never stopping their perusal of my face.

I wait a second pretending to contemplate the answer, but I take the time to contemplate Naruto. ‘This is a pleasant surprise.’ I think to myself. My desire to control him begins to grow in response to this new, composed Naruto. Even with tear tracks on his face, the intensity of his gaze is beginning to arouse me. ‘Have I finally got your attention, Naruto? Maybe you finding out about Shino is just what we needed.’

“I didn’t want to pressure you into sex,” I say honestly with a shrug, “But I refused to go without sex.”

We sit staring at each other in silence. I can barely see the struggle Naruto is waging with himself.

When he finally asks, “Do you care about Shino? About your other affairs?” I almost snort at the stupidity of the question. ‘Of course, Naruto would equate sex with caring. The little prude. Life doesn’t work that way, dobe.'

I suppress my initial reaction and move to smooth his hair back only to have him flinch and look away from me when my hand draws near to him. Anger flashes through me like lightening. ‘I have not given you a reason to fear me yet, Naruto. But, again, we’ll play it your way,’ I think as I grab a handful of his hair and to forcibly turn his face toward mine again. I just barely resist the urge twist it painfully.

“What do you think?” I say softly with a hint of menace.

“I think you do,” Naruto says with pain lacing his voice. His breathing has become more ragged and his limbs are beginning to tremble. ‘Fine. Be afraid, dobe. That will make this much easier.’

“Then, you’re a bigger fool than I thought,” I taunt releasing his hair, slightly throwing his head into the bed.

Naruto closes his eyes and responds, “You’re the second person today to call me a fool. Shino said the same thing.”

My sharingan activates on its own as rage begins to course through my body at the mention of Shino’s name. “Don’t mention him again,” I command sternly, “You will never say his name again.”

Naruto cocks his head to the side to look up at me. I move to lean over Naruto threateningly. I watch him lift an eyebrow trying to be brave. I can feel his trembling. I can smell his fear. The sight of him heats my body. ‘Submit to me, dobe. I don’t care what Shino told you. Yield.’

“Why,” Naruto begins with false bravado, “why can’t I say his name? Shino is your lover, not mine.”

With those words something in me snapped. To hear Shino’s name on his lips, while my body is responding to Naruto’s nearness pushes me over the edge. ‘Wrong choice, dobe. Wrong fucking choice.’

“Is he all you can think about?” I ask jealously as I effortlessly flip Naruto onto his back and pen him to the bed. The feel of his body feeds my coming desire for him and my desire to destroy him. “I told you not to say his name again,” I hissed. I could see the fear in Naruto’s face and I didn't care. “Lesson number one, dobe, there are consequences to not obeying me, try to remember that.”

“And what are the consequences for you, Sasuke?” Naruto asks pushing through his obvious fear to confront me, “Should I cheat on you too? Or maybe I should just leave you to yourself?”

I could barely hear my thoughts over the roar of rage his words caused. ‘Leave me!’ I think with savagery, ‘I will never let you leave me.’

I quickly move to press my forearm across Naruto’s neck, cutting off most of his air supply. I know he can barely breath, but I don’t care. He can breath enough to survive.

I lean down to feel his faint, halting breath on my face. “I will never let you leave me,” I spit into his face, “Never.”

We lay like that for a moment. “What no fight Naruto?” I tauntingly ask, my lips hovering near his face. “Aren't you going to fight me? Are you that fucking damaged you won't even fight back?”

As I watch tears begin to roll down the side of his face, I hiss disgustedly, “You're pathetic. Are you broken already? The fun hasn't even begun, Naruto.”

I grab Naruto’s hands to pull them over his head. I knew this day would come. This is why I bought this wrought iron headboard. I pull two iron spokes away from the frame to bend around Naruto’s wrists to create unbreakable cuffs as I reinforce its strength with my chakra. Naruto does not put up any fight as I tie him to our bed.

“What’s wrong, dobe?” I taunt, “No fight left in you? Or maybe you just like it rough?”

I watch as Naruto’s vacant eyes that had been staring off just past my shoulder come to rest full on my face.

“This is almost how you fucked Shi-“

Naruto’s head is snaps back with a vicious force as I open-hand slap him.

“I told you never to say his name. Don't fucking make me repeat it,” I say as I move to tie his legs to the foot rail of our bed with the discarded clothes on the floor. Again, I reinforce the bonds with chakra.

I stand up and survey my handiwork. Seeing Naruto spread out on the bed forces my attention back to my body as I feel myself getting harder. I reach down to stroke myself as I contemplate how I want him. I start to tremble slightly with anticipation.

'These clothes are no good. They should be the first thing to go.’ I remove a kunai from my holster and begin to rip his clothes off. It is not long before he is lying naked, trembling and tied up.

I run my eyes over the length of Naruto’s body. I take in the naturally tan expanse of skin. Starting at his feet which are forced apart by the bonds, I take in his slightly straining calves. Both Naruto's trembling and his attempts to steady himself make his muscles twitch and tense. The result is that Naruto's muscle definition is far more pronounced. My eyes trace over his thighs taking in the visibly pronounced muscles. As my gaze comes to rest on his groin, I suppress a shuddering breath at what my efforts have earned me. Naruto’s semi-erect member has been cursing my dreams for years now. ‘It is mine now. He is mine.’ The darkened blond hair that displays his round and thickening his cock is visible for my eyes to devour. I watch him writhe under my scrutiny, trying to get away from my gaze. I watch as his dick begins to slowly thicken and become more erect. ‘Want me, dobe. That’s it. Want me.’ I smirk to myself. My body responds to his by becoming fully erect, straining against my pants, ‘finally.’

My eyes return to Naruto’s, only to find him watching me with a blank expression on his face. I can tell he is trying to remove his mind from this situation.

“Oh I see how you think this is going to go,” I smirk evilly removing my black ANBU day vest, leaving only the sleeveless black top stretching across my chest and torso. “Do you really think that I am going to let you get away with not enjoying our first time, dobe? What kind of lover would I be, hm?”

I watch his eyes widen, and my smirk strengthens. "I can’t have you be afraid of 'us'. Now, can I dobe? I can promise you, you are going to shout from pleasure before this night is over,” I say as I begin as I peel the black ANBU gloves down my forearms. “But you will also cry with pain,” I hiss as I start to unwrap the tape from around my forearms and calves never taking my eyes off of his. “Pleasure and pain are funny things, dobe. Pleasure is so much sweeter after the pain. And pain is so much sharper before pleasure. You’ll see. I promise you, you're going to love this.”

I see recognition flicker in his eyes. “You remember,” I laugh softly, sinisterly. “I thought you would deny it. Most people do. You remember that moment when the pain was so sharp you began to cling to what seemed like pleasure just to get through it. Remember that delusion, dobe. Now think about what I am about to do to you. But with me, dobe, the pleasure will be real,” I say as I move to the bed to whisper in Naruto’s ear, “You're going to scream with it.”

Satisfied when Naruto begins to whimper and tremble. I step away to quickly perform the hand signs to sound proof our bedroom. ‘This is between Naruto and me. No one else needs to know what we do.’ I glance to the window overlooking our bed. I know Shino is out there. Whether I can sense him or not, he’s out there. I perform jutsus to blacken the window and reinforce the strength of the window, walls and door. Neither one of us can get out of this room for at least 3 hours. And nobody can get in. ‘Nobody’s coming to save you, dobe.’ I think as I turn back to contemplate his trembling, whimpering body.

“Please. Please,” Naruto begins to beg softly.

“It is not yet the time for begging, Nartuo,” I say flatly. I move to trail my finger across his trembling body. The sinew and muscles tensing at my touch. I feel a rush of power and desire wash over me.

My eyes run the length of Naruto’s body again. ‘He’s exquisite,’ I think to myself. His six-foot frame, tan against the dark sheets, presents one of the most decadent pictures I have ever seen. I allow my hand to trail over his rippled stomach. His ragged breathing is the only music to be heard in the silent room. My gaze swings to his face and I catch his desire before he can hide it.

“It’s ok to want me, Naruto,” I assure him, “I want you. And I will have you”

“And everyone else, apparently,” Naruto spits at me in a moment of bravery.

My eyes widen in surprise, as an unexpected laugh bubbles to the surface. “What a surprise you are,” I say, “I see you have some life in you after all. That is going to make this so much more fun.”

I turn my head back to my task, as my fingers reach Naruto’s groin. I watch with satisfaction as I see the evidence that Naruto does want me. I allow my fingers to comb through his coarse golden hair, watching his stomach flex sporadically. I watch with fascination as his dick jumps in response to the proximity of my hand.

“Someone’s been holding back,” I think aloud, “If you wanted me this much, why didn’t you take me or let me take you. You really have brought this on yourself with your lies. Why don’t you ever think about things before you act or, in this case, refuse to act? It’s a bad habit you know,” I conclude matter-of-factly.

My fingers wrap around his hard cock. ‘His weight is perfect. About two inches in diameter, he is quite a specimen. Not too thick, not too thin. Perfect. How can he think I can want anyone else over this? Over him? He really is a fool.’ I hear his sharp intake of breath as I begin to tighten and loosen my grasp. I don’t stroke. He hasn’t earned that. Soon I let go of his shaft and move to cup his balls. The soft texture of his skin is a turn on. I feel myself swell further. For a moment, I resist tasting him, but as my eyes turn to his face taking in his closed eyes and the look of pleasure on his face- I couldn’t resist.

“Look at me,” I command as Naruto’s closed eyes fly open, “Good boy,” I chide, “you might make it through this after all.”

I bend down so that my nose is centimeters away from the base of Naruto’s dick. I look up to see Naruto watching me. “Keep looking,” I command releasing more breath than necessary, knowing how good it feels for him. With that I fully extend my tongue and lick him from balls to tip, like an ice cream.

I watch his head fall back with a groan. With that I tilt my head and close my teeth around his shaft hurting him as a threat. His eyes fly back to mine in a panic, and my eyes flash him a warning.

Soon I release him with a lick, “I said to look at me. Do not disobey me, Naruto. You are not going to like the consequences.” With that I straighten up, letting my hand fall onto the top of his left thigh as I start to run my hand down his powerful legs.

I release a shudder as I think of the power kept in this body, in these muscles, in his person. ‘Mine,’ I growl to myself feeling my control slip.

Taking my hand away from his body, I pick up some of the discarded tape. Using chakra to reinforce the tape, I begin to twist it into a whip. “Enough becoming acquainted,” I say with an evil smirk, “Time to begin.”

-TBC-

Next Chapter: Vulnerable Naruto, Sadistic Sasuke.

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