Red

A/N: yay! and it`s betaed. hehe.. thanks to my wonderful beta Jamie. ^_^ so sorry for the long wait, but I didn`t feel inspired since the response was so poor. but thnx to jamie I felt inspired again. hehe..I promise to have the next chappie up in not to long, and yay! finnally I can start feeding you some smut. R&R people! and the next chappie will be up sooner.

Kakashi was standing in the doorway to the guest room, like he had done every night for two weeks now. Ever since he took the red head in under his roof. The boy was such an enigma for Kakashi. He never really smiled, not really.. just these brave imitations. Except from when he interacted with the dogs, and he didn't think Kakashi was watching. That was the only times he let his guard down. And it frustrated Kakashi beyond belief. Why wouldn't the boy trust him? It was almost like the boy was waiting for someone to hurt him.. the way those teal eyes would flicker over the room. Looking for danger.

But still there was something about Red that drew him in. And Kakashi knew it was wrong to feel like this. Red was so much younger than him, and so vulnerable. He should probably have called the child services long time ago. But he couldn't bring himself to do it. Red didn't like strangers or sudden changes it seemed. He freaked the first time Kakashi had taken his clothes to wash. And put out a fresh pair of cotton sweat pants and a soft hoodie in the place he had found the old ones. Red had absolutely refused to put it on, scowling and sneering out "Wheres my cookie shirt?" It was completely ridiculous. But Kakashi figured it had something to do with the pain of not knowing anything, maybe Red felt he needed those few familiarities as holding points in his life?

Kakashi had expected the memories to come back by now.. but the only thing Red seemed to have was nightmares. He would wake up several times at night drenched in sweat, his whole body shaking. It seemed like it helped to have the dogs with him, they would whimper at him and cuddle in closer when he woke up like this, and gently lick at his face, hands or rub their little furry heads against him to calm him down, and it always helped.

Almost like they knew something Kakashi didn't.

Red moaned in his sleep suddenly and arched his back off the soft mattress, mumbling in his sleep before he turned to lie on his side. The dogs stirred in their sleep and readjusted to his new position, Pakkun quick to cuddle into his tummy.


Kakashi sighed and leaned against the wooden door frame, letting his eyes take in Red's appearance one more time, making sure he wasn't in any distress before he padded back into his own bedroom.

That little moan had given Kakashi a little "problem" to take care off. He let his hand caress the prominent bulge in his cotton briefs while he bit his bottom lip. ..shit....he contemplated taking a cold shower, but the desire to cum was getting too big. He hadn't masturbated in three days, and it had been way to long since he had been with someone. He made his decision and went to his bed, laying down he sneaked a hand down into his briefs and almost moaned when he wrapped his fingers around his hard flesh. He lifted his hips off of the mattress so he could pull down his briefs, and kicked them of to land somewhere random on the floor.

Slowly and tantalizing he played with his body, pinching his nipples, fondling his sack while he sucked two fingers into his mouth slicking them up with saliva. God.. he just needed something in his ass. Kakashi was a natural top, but sometimes.. sometimes he just needed to feel stimulation from the inside. To have something rubbing at his prostate. He dimly wondered if anyone had been so lucky? To have felt how it feels to have the tight ass of Red engulfing their cock? To have that stoic face contorting in ecstasy as they pounded into him? Or had someone been so lucky to have been pounded into by the red head? Gods.. Kakashi imagined it was Red's fingers that fondled with his pucker, it was Red's fingers that forced through the tight sphincter muscles. He bucked up into his hand, if it only was a bit slicker, a bit hotter.. maybe he could pretend it was Red's mouth. He reached his hand up to lick at his palm making it moist with saliva before going back to work on his weeping member.

"Mm mm.." he felt a hot wave wash over him as his body shook. God yes! A good taste of the approaching climax. He plunged his fingers faster in and out from his ass, while he jerked into his spit slicked fist.. faster and faster until he could only focus on the intense pleasure he got from rocking his body. He bit back a moan as he spilled his seed, Red's name slipping from his lips as his eyes rolled back into his skull.

He slumped back down into bed and wiped his stomach with one of his socks before he tossed that too to the floor where his briefs were. He felt so good, the calming hormones that was released after a orgasm still flowing through his body as he drifted of into sleep. Never noticing the shy shadow lurking in the hallway, just outside his door.

Red had woke up from one of those bad dreams he had every night. And as usual he had gotten up and out of bed when he gave up to shake the dream away. It was almost like his body went numb, and he could feel something pulling at his mind. Like a wet coldness engulfing him. It helped with the dogs, they usually pulled him somewhat back out from it. Stopped it from getting worse. But he always had to get up and out of bed before he felt comfortable trying to sleep again.

He had noticed Kakashi watching him from the doorway. But he pretended to be asleep until the silver haired man left. He didn't want to know why he was watching him. He had a feeling that it was something Kakashi didn't mean for him to know about. So he feigned sleep, tonight Kakashi had already been there when he woke from his dream, so he had just rolled over and kept his breathing steady.

He had waited for a little while before he got up, but the night horror kept trying to pull him back under. The golden eye closing in on him, so he had to get up and walk it off, and since he needed to piss, he headed for the bathroom. On his way through the dark hallway, only the light from the moon shining trough the skylight. He had heard soft sounds coming from Kakashi's room, so he had walked over to the Doctor's door. He didn't know why, it was almost stupid but he had felt like he had to keep quiet, so he held his breath when he peeked inside.

His eyes went wide with the sight that met him. Kakashi lay splayed in the middle of the bed, on his back. His skin was gleaming with a thin layer of sweat and he was panting, rocking his body. Little whispered moans spilling from his partially opened lips. So sweet sweet sounds. His cock was so beautiful, so hard.. and Kakashi was jerking of while he fingered himself in the ass. Red felt himself react to that sight in seconds. And then, Kakashi had cummed, pearly liquid shooting from his cock head, and he had moaned his name. HIS name..

Red's heart had stopped when he heard that. That beautiful sound coupled with his name. Or not his name.. but.. it was him Kakashi had thought about when he came wasn't it? Yes.. and it made his whole body tingle to think about it.

But just what exactly did it mean? And just why had Kakashi done that?

Red wasn't the shy type. But when it came to this. Yeah, he felt embarrassed to ask the silver haired man about it, about why Kakashi had well.. done that?! Like this was something he definitely shouldn't know about.

Maybe this was the reason Kakashi looked at him the way he did? That little glint in his eyes, the glint that made Red shy a little away from the man. Not knowing just exactly what it meant. Red sighed and slumped down to the tiled bathroom floor, smiling softly as Pakkun came wandering in after him, nestling himself a little grudgingly beside him, after Red refused to let him jump into his lap. There was something wrong with his dick.. or, nothing wrong.. it was just so hard and..... sensitive.

Red wasn't stupid, he knew why, how and what and all that bullshit. It was just that it had never happened to him. not after he had woke up from the coma anyways. And he had never imagined it to feel this damned good. But why the hell did he react that way to Kakashi?
Wasn't he supposed to react like this to girls? Shouldn't he have reacted this way to the girl in the alley? And not Kakashi..

Just the thought of that man, gods.. his dick twitched in his pajama pants. And he banged his head back into the tiled wall, refusing to lower himself into actually jerk of. It just seemed so.. dirty. And just the thought of it made him cringe. Again, this was a feeling he was pretty sure he wasn't used to earlier. The old him.. the real him, he just knew that that person would have never sat on a bathroom floor, in the middle of the night, hiding, and fucking jerking himself off! no way..


And thats how Kakashi found Red the following day. Lying on the bathroom floor. Pakkun contently sleeping by his side.

Kakashi contemplated on picking him up and carrying him to bed, but he had to be at work in a little under two hours, and he had to do his morning work out before he took a shower so he
Really didn't have time to let the red head affect him, and touching that smooth skin, to smell that red hair. ..No, no..breathe Kakashi...

No.. he didn't have time for this, so he hunched down instead, keeping his distance so Red wouldn't be startled by his presence and whispered in a soft voice. "Rise and shine little sleepy head."

Red stirred in his sleep and made a little grimace before teal eyes fluttered heavily open, and looked at Kakashi with a confused look.

"What cha doin' on the floor here Red? You had a bad dream again?" Kakashi felt like reaching out to tussle that mop of already unruly hair, but kept his hand back.

Red merely squinted at him, clearly not catching up to Kakashi before he nodded dumbly rubbing the sleep out from his eyes while he rose up, a cute little blush adorning his pale skin. "What time is it?"

"It's only four in the morning, so you should go back to sleep. I have to go on my morning jog, before I go to work. I'll be back around four or five."

Red nodded again, "C-can I go with you? On the jog I mean?"

"Sure.. just grab a sweat pant and a t-shirt from my closet, and then we can go. I usually jog along the beach, so you won't need any sneakers."

Kakashi watched as Red slipped out the door to fetch his clothes, a blush still creeping over the bridge of his nose.

Kakashi sighed and rinsed his face with cold water. He felt so hot. Who was he kidding? Not wake the red head up, pft.. yeah. Like that would help. Like it was any better to look into those eyes, to hear that voice. Gods.. he slumped his head and stared at his reflection in the mirror. ..what the hell have you gotten yourself into Kakashi?..

His whole body caught fire those rare times when Red would interact with him. Talk without Kakashi having to ask him something, or when he tried to smile. And yesterday, Kakashi's heart did a little jumping Jack thinking about it, yesterday.. Red had touched him. it was all innocent really. All Red had done was wipe away some chocolate ice cream Kakahsi had gotten on his chin. But it was enough. Kakashi had felt like liquid peppermint the moment those fingers had touched his face. His whole body bubbling.

And it didn't help to think about last night. Shit.. he wanted the red head so bad, it hurt. And the way Red had blushed today. Oh god! What if Red had heard him? Or seen him?? Kakashi felt himself pale. Maybe Red had gotten up to the bathroom just when Kakashi had... oh god! This was too embarrassing.

Kakashi almost jumped when the boy suddenly stood in the door opening, leaning against the door frame. And all his worries was temporarily forgotten. It just didn't look right.. Kakashi chuckled. There was Red, pale as usual, thick black lines around his eyes. A red love tattoo on his forehead his bright red hair tussled, and a bright pink T-shirt ,that would have been pretty body hugging on Kakashi, stating "If you think this shirt is tight..." on it in bright yellow letters.

"You couldn't find any other shirt?" Kakashi was openly laughing now.

"What? This isn't good enough?" Red was clearly confused.

"No,no it..s fine.." Kakashi stifled his laughs as he tried desperately to hold back. "You look absolutely wonderful." He couldn't hold it anymore and started laughing again. Out of all his shirts Red just have to pick the one Jiraya had bought him.

The sand felt nice against Kakashi's bare feet, the way his toes dug into the soft sand with each step felt calming. And the slightly salty air felt refreshing. This was definitely one of the reasons he had decided to buy the little white beach house. To be able to walk straight out to the white beach, without having to worry about any neighbors. It had stung somewhat to his economy to buy this little stretch of beach along with the little house, but he never regretted it.

He loved running by the beach in the morning, it was so calm there then. And the only sound you could hear was the calm, almost lazy pulse of the water stretching over the white sand, the seagulls laughing in their own peculiar way. Sharing some inside joke.

He was pleasantly surprised that Red had no problem following his pace. It seemed the little redhead had good stamina, even after he had been practically locked up inside for two weeks. Even better than Kakashi's it seemed. Even now as he started to feel slightly winded, Red showed no sign what so ever of exhaustion. Kakashi smiled slightly to himself, it seemed Red's elongated muscles weren't just for show..

It was nice.. to be able to run by Red like this,just a pleasant silence hanging over them. Kakashi turned his head to look at his little redhead and frowned. `..What the??..` for each step Red took, it almost looked liked the sand reached for his feet. Like it longed for him to come back. Clearly it had to be the wind?? Right? Sand couldn't behave this way..

"Red..." Kakashi stopped dead in his tracks and watched Red as he turned to look at the doctor. He stopped and looked slightly puzzled. "What?"

"Lift you foot ,can you?"

"...."

"Come on.. humor me.. please."

Red frowned with non existing eyebrows and lifted his right foot slightly up from the sand, staring at Kakashi like he had grown a second head or something. Kakashi just smiled and followed the action.

Nothing happened. He frowned..

"Thank you Red. I just wanted to check something" Kakashi felt stupid now. ..`Yeah
right...moving sand. Stupid!`

"Lets head back.. I don't want to be late for work. Do you have any plans for the day? You can go out you know.. You have the spare key right?."

Red didn't answer him. He just shrugged before he started jogging back to the house. His eyes seemed so distant today. even more so than normal. Like something had happened. That damned boy was to silent for his own good. Kakashi sighed heavily and followed the pink wearing redhead back to the house.