Happiness: A Confusing and Elusive State

Sasuke ran and ran and ran. He'd known that Naruto was a sort of forward person but getting kissed by him? It wasn't something he'd expected, even from someone as unpredictable as him. But there was a repercussion of Naruto's stunt. It left Sasuke confused and guilty. He knew he should of at least said something instead of just running. Their friendship was something that had been reestablished on shaky ground, after his attempt on Naruto's life. He didn't want it to end, but something told him Naruto would do anything to fix it. He stopped inside an abandoned warehouse to consider his thoughts.


There was one real question on his mind, what did he want? He ached for some stability, to have some friends and maybe start seeing someone. Without the world being threatened, what could he do to be happy? He knew the village would probably never fully accept him again and that it was best if he stayed away. But deep down, he yearned for some feeling of intimacy with a person, but who? Sakura had been in want of him since the academy, but there was also Karin to consider and now, Naruto.


While on his quest of vengeance, he had tried to isolate himself from his team, to make it easier to sever the bonds if he had to. But... Karin wasn't one to easily give up on him, especially when he was so close. He had concealed himself most of the time, especially in the beginning, but his body betrayed him. It howled and ached for the touch of a woman. He was ashamed at the time to admit it, but he'd let her into his shell of isolation a few times. He remembered that first time, when she'd finally got to him.


He'd taken a round about way to his room, seeking the solace of being alone. He'd decided to stop in an empty room and investigate, as it was one that he didn't remember being there. He began to sweat, his entire being filled with a nervous tension, one that put him on edge. His hand gripped the doorknob. He waited one second... Two... Three... He threw the door open and saw an empty room. He relaxed. There hadn't been anything strange about it. He didn't remember what it was inside the room, but something compelled him to enter the room.


He'd taken a few cautious steps inside when the door slammed behind him, and he heard the click of the lock. He had whirled around to see Karin, blushing madly with a lewd grin on her face. He knew that he'd scolded himself for falling for such basic trick. Karin shoved him back onto a chair. Had it been a chair? Yes, that is was piqued his curiosity. His arms and legs were promptly bound with some type of chain. He tried to escape, much to Karin's amusement.


"You're so handsome, even tied up. You're finally mine, and no one can stop me." She had said, closing in on him. Sasuke strained futilely, trying his damndest to break the chains. He felt too embarrassed to try and call for help and it had been quite a shock. She put a finger on his lips and whispered into his ear. "I'm a sealing expert. You can't escape." She grabbed his head and forced their lips together. He'd wanted to struggle, to fight, but there was something intoxicating about it. He had felt his dick start to get hard.


He was pulled back from his reminiscing by his boner at the moment. His loins demanded that he give it attention. He took a furvitive glace around and pulled it out. He resumed his recollection of that first time, his hand wrapping around his dick. He'd closed his eyes at that point and didn't notice that Karin had started letting one of her hands wander down to his pants. She'd grasped him in her hand, and he let out a gasp of surprise. He started stroking to his memory. She'd also began stroking and she gave him a wink.


"Enjoying ourselves?" She'd asked. She had stopped after but a minute, pulling herself off of him. She stood before him, in that short skirt. She had unbuttoned her shirt, showing off her bare chest too him. She pulled her panties off and threw them aside. With a quick motion, she pantsed him, revealing his throbbing dick. She had given a delerious giggle and clambered back onto him. Her hips moved downward, and his tip touched her secret flesh. She had stopped, giving Sasuke a frown.

"No, it's too soon for that. I think you need this first." She'd uttered to herself. She'd gotten off of him and and fell to her knees before him. Her tongue caressed his full length, base to tip. "You taste better than I imagined..." She had said to him, right before she took the entirety of his cock into her mouth. It was absolute bliss, the feeling of that first time. It was too much to think about as he let loose back in reality. A few loads shot out and he hastily cleaned himself up. He pulled himself together after the abrupt end to his erotic trip down memory lane.


When he looked at his problem from that angle, Karin was very appealing. But something else bothered him. Was there anything else he needed? He felt perverse, wanting a woman only for the joys she could bestow upon him. There was more to life than that, though his loins yelled at him, telling him to go with Karin. He remembered his time with team 7. He remembered that real connection they had, especially in the throes of the Wave mission. Naruto gave him that feeling, a fulfillment for something deeper.


And what of Sakura? He'd neglected her for the entirety of the time they knew each other. He wondered, did she still love him? Did she even still care? Naruto... He could give him the emotional part. Karin could give him the physical pleasure. Maybe, just maybe, Sakura could be that perfect mix. He'd long given up the notion of having true perfection for himself. But with Sakura, he could have some notion of perfection. But how to reach her? He doubted he could just visit her. He needed something that could ease that pain between them. He left the warehouse, and returned home, head spinning with thoughts.