Final Realisation

Chapter 7

I lay contently beside him running my hand across his jaw line, lazily watching him react through my sole grey eye. His face warm from a reddening blush that was forming across his face as he tried to distract himself from moaning out in pleasure from my touch.
“You’re so beautiful Iruka”
“You don’t have to say that Kakashi, you already have me down to my underwear”
“If I say you’re ugly will you lose you underwear?”
“No it won’t”
“Well then I still think you’re beautiful” I leant in and kiss his soft lips as he began to blush
“I think you’re quiet handsome yourself, even if you hide behind that mask” I gave him a dopey smile as I ran my hand through my hair.
“Well I think it makes me more attractive to the female population of Konoha, besides I’ve never heard a single one complain about it when they’ve been alone with me” I replied looking up to the ceiling.
“Oh …” I looked back down to see a look of hurt on Iruka’s face
“What’s wrong? Did I say something wrong?”
“No … it’s just that …” Iruka began to blush as he realized that he was feeling jealous that Kakashi had been in previous relationships.
“I’ve never really been in a relationship”
“Iruka that was then, this is now” I pulled him close to me “Iruka I’m here with you” I looked him directly in the eyes “I’m here with you”
“It’s just that I’ve never had a … the only person I’ve ever wanted … it has always been you Kakashi”
I watched him sympathetically realizing that I was probably the only person he’d ever been with.
“Am I your first Iruka?” my words coming out softly
His body tensed slightly from embarrassment as he turned his head looking away trying to avoid my gaze.
“Am I your first?” he replied back
I hesitated for a moment trying to think of a way to answer that wouldn’t make Iruka feel even more inexperienced in comparison.
“It doesn’t matter …”
“So I’m not your first” he interrupted
“No I’ve been with both sides” I replied gently, Iruka bowed his head in disappointment
“This isn’t how I imagined …” he replied as I placed my hand on his cheek raising his head
“I’ve wanted this for awhile as well Iruka” I replied kissing his forehead “Just because I’ve been with other people, doesn’t mean I don’t want this as much as you do”
“Then why does it feel like you’re only here because … I don’t want to be a one night stand Kakashi”
“If all I wanted was a one night stand I wouldn’t be choosing now to have it” I motioned to the two sleeping genins on my bed “Nor would I have spent the past few months watching you waiting for the right time … meeting you earlier was not a coincidence Iruka”
“Really, you’re not just saying that?”
“What do I have to do to make you believe me that I truly want to be here with you?”
“Kakashi I want … please just …” I interrupted him with the motion of my weight suddenly moving him onto his back. Before he could protest my sudden act I had his mouth in a masked kiss smothering any complaints or objections he may have.
“I’m done talking”
Then I pulled down my mask so I could finally take his mouth into a deep kiss, I could feel the sigh of relief that his dreams and desires were finally coming true. I too had wanted for this moment so badly to happen as well and I was sure going to take as much advantage of the situation as possible. I moved to straddle his trembling body making sure to continue our deep kiss, once I was comfortable I progressed to move slowly up his neck taking hold of his arms and pinning them above his head.
“Whenever you want to stop” I whispered into his ear as I began nibbling on his ear lobe
“I understand”
I gave him a smile as I took hold of his mouth again lightly sliding my tongue into his welcoming mouth. The sensation of having my tongue inside his mouth startled Iruka as he wasn’t sure what to do, so I took the lead and began to massage his tongue with my own eventually he got the hang of it and was returning with equal pressure. I then moved on to removing his shirt I slid my hands up underneath his t-shirt running them across his sensitive chest then in one quick move had it off over his head. I replaced my mask as I sat up to look down upon his exposed chest watching the steady rising and fall in time with his breathing. I never truly would have imaged that a shinobi of the leaf could have a body so devoid of any scarring, it made me even more inclined to mark my territory. I leant down running my masked face across his now trembling chest loosing myself in the sweet scent that was Iruka.
“How come I’m the only one with my shirt off?”
“Because I’m the master here, my sweet puppy”
“That’s not fair …” I cut him off as the feeling of my head dipping below his waist registered in his brain “Kakashi …” he panted as my now again uncover mouth played with the now hardening erection forming under his boxers. I slid my hand up under one of the legs finding his hardened penis holding it lightly in my hand as I moved back up to kiss him on the lips.
“Kakashi … are you really holding … it feels so …” he panted between the motion of me passionately devouring his mouth
“Please don’t stop” he begged as I began to gently stroke up and down his member making sure to take extra care to play with the head.
“Do you mind if I relieve you of your boxers?”
“Nooo …” he replied as he began to loose himself in the moment
I couldn’t help but smile to myself at how easily I had taken control of both his body and mind. I reluctantly removed my hand from his boxers licking the pre-cum that had dripped on to my hand.
“Remember whenever you want to stop” he nodded completely lost in his own world
I removed my shirt tossing it on the back of the lounge as Iruka ran his hands over my chest
“You have so many scars did they all happen when you were…?”
“No some were when I was a Jounin” I placed my hands atop of his as they traced the outline of the scar that looked the newest.
“When did you get this one?”
“About 2 weeks ago”
“How did you get it?” I looked down at his hands not sure whether to answer
“Umm I got it falling out of a tree” Iruka looked confused
“I was watching you one day when some beautiful lady appeared out of no where”
“You were watching me?” I ran my hand through my hair as I nodded
“How often do you watch me?”
“Only when I’m bored”
“But you always look bored” having been distracted long enough I returned to exploring his body.
I ran my tongue along his jaw line tasting the sweat that had formed as my hands worked their way down along his trembling chest to rest on top of his boxers.
“Go ahead” he sputtered out as he grabbed my neck pulling me closer as he started to return my kisses.
Obligingly I grabbed hold of the elastic and pulled them down along his legs until I held them above my head. I grabbed the blanket pulling it up around my waist trying to keep as much warmth and protection of pride. On cue Iruka started to blush as I moved up to lay beside him my hand running along his hardening prick.
“Do you want to go further?” Iruka lay lost for a moment as he carefully thought what was being asked of him.
“Will it hurt?”
“Yes. But I’ll go as fast as you’re comfortable with” I gave him a reassuring kiss before getting up and jumping over the edge of the lounge, Iruka let out a cry as the warmth of both my body and hand suddenly disappeared.
I returned after a few minutes propping myself back down next to Iruka sliding under the blanket, holding a bottle of lube.
“This is your last chance to back out before your arse becomes mine”
“You have such a way with words Kakashi”
“Sorry”
“I’m ready” he hesitantly replied
“Whenever you want to stop just tell me. I mean this Iruka don’t just go along because you don’t want to hurt my feelings” he nodded in understanding; I then proceeded to squirt lube onto my index finger then placing the tube next to me I leaned down kissing his forehead I carefully moved my hand down to his opening.
“This is going to feel weird, just tell me if it hurts too much”
I carefully worked my index finger into the tight opening slowly letting him get used to having such a foreign object entering him from the wrong direction.
“Are you ok?”
“I think so” I could see the discomfort on his face
“Am I being to rough?” he shook his head as he let out a whimper
“Are you sure you’re fine”
“YYYes”
“I’m stopping”
“Wait”
“No. You’re not ready for this yet, I can see it on your face” I slowly withdrew my finger
“I don’t want to hurt you” Iruka suddenly grabbed the sides of my head
“I’m fine Kakashi, please don’t stop” I looked directly into his eyes seeing both fear and desire
“I can’t trust you to tell me to stop, so I’m going to decide from here on”
“Ok”
“My decision is final Iruka no puppy dog eyes” he nodded in replied
I gave him a masked smile as I squirted a little more lube on my index finger. I ran my hand down his chest causing him to whimper in arousal as I once again carefully inserted my index finger again.
“If you feel discomfort hold onto my hand”
“Ok”
Once I was sure that he was adjusting to having my finger massaging his inner walls I placed in a second finger. Iruka squeezed my hand as the second finger slide into him I slowly worked the two fingers loosing up the bodies natural urges to tense up. I leant down to take his lips into a masked kiss trying to distract him from the discomfort as I placed in a third finger.
“It hurts a little” he whispered
“I’ll try to be gentler”
“Thank you Kakashi. I’m glad that my first time will be you”
“I’m glad too” I resumed kissing his lips as I slowly work on relaxed his body he continued to squeeze my hand as he slowly became use to the movement of my fingers. After a few more minutes I finally decided he was relaxed enough to move onto the next stage of this momentous act. I slowly withdrew my fingers watching his face for any pain or discomfort ‘he looks so fragile’ I thought as I finally realized that I had become aroused from just being close to Iruka. I leaned back giving myself enough space to remove my boxers, kneeling naked I watched Iruka blush from embarrassment that his prick was standing in the air.
“Don’t be embarrassed” I whispered as I leant down and kissed his exposed chest as I reached for the lube next to his head.
“Are you ready Iruka?” I asked as I applied a generous amount of lube to my aching erection
“Yes” he replied hesitantly
I carefully spread his legs apart shifted my body to move between his legs so I could align myself with his opening I placed in two fingers again to help loosen him up for penetration.
“This will hurt a little so squeeze my hand if you need to” he nodded as I removed my fingers and carefully aligned my erection with his opening. I gave him my hand as I slowly inserted my erection into his opening, automatically he tensed up at the intrusion.
“Relax yourself it will be over in a minute” he nodded in slight discomfort as he began squeezing my hand. I leant down and kissed his forehead trying to distract him again as I edged myself further into his body. With each movement he squeezed my hand harder until finally I was completely inside him I straightened up watching his change of expression shift between pain and confusion.
“This feels so weird, yet so right” he mumbled to himself
“This is only the beginning of the fun” I whispered as I slowly began to move in and out of him his face automatically contorted into pain with the sudden movement. I ran my free hand along his chest trying to calm his pain with sensation diversion. As he slowly became accustom to our current pace I began to speed up a little fighting the urge to just start ramming into him to sate my growing arousal.
“Try to relax your body”
“I’m trying Kakashi it’s just…”
“I know it hurts”
“Yes” he replied as a single tear fell down his face, I moved to wipe away the tear when he grabbed my hand.
“I’m fine. Just fuck me Jounin” I looked into his eyes filled with desire
“As you with lowly Chuinin" I picked him up and moved to lean against the side of the bed letting him slide down onto my erection. He let out a small whimper as he settled down onto my lap looking down at me with surprised excitement.
“Now the fun begins Iruka. I’m going to make you scream my name”
“I can’t wait”
I gave him a dopey smile as I moved his body up and down in a rhythmic manner watching as his discomfort changed to desire. I ached from holding back my urges so long that I couldn’t help but to move faster instinctively wanting to feel his warm walls massaging my hardening prick. I squeezed some lube onto my hand warming it up before taking hold of Iruka’s erection in my hand making sure to cover it completely in lube. Iruka flicked his head back in ecstasy becoming lost in the moment at the mere touch of my hand stroking slowly up and down his length.
“Are you enjoying yourself?”
“YYesss” I gave him a masked smiled
I began to slowly stroke his length watching as his face became a picture of pure ecstasy ‘this is better then I expected’ I thought to myself ‘I think it’s time to show him how better it gets’ I began to thrust into him in rhythmic time with each strokes of my hand.
“Shiitt” he threw his head back as I finally found the spot
“Hmmm finally” I thrusted again making sure to hit each time he was finally relaxing and loosing himself in the moment.
“I …I …can’t on hold on much longer Kakashi”
“So you’re ready to scream my name?”
“YYesss”
“Then lets hear it” I stroked harder feeling him about to climax
“Shiiit” he threw his head back violently as he exploded onto my chest
“Kakashiiii” he sat on my lap motionless for a few moments before slowly bring his head into an upright position
“I’ve heard you scream louder then that Iuka. I’m offended that I didn’t get to hear you louder”
“I’m sorry, it’s just I didn’t want to wake…”
“Don’t worry cause I’m going to make to scream even louder” he looked down at me confused
I removed my mask to take his lips into a long hard kiss as I grabbed his hips and began to thrust him up and down. I could feel his muffled whimpers as I hit his prostate continuously biting his lower lip as he dug his nails into my back.
“You’re so beautiful Iruka” I panted as I finally released into him my vision blurred from stars of ecstasy
“Kakashiii” he threw his head violently screaming my name that I’m sure the Hokage would have heard.
I slumped into his chest panting in exhaustion as I tried to regain my bearings on the world Iruka wrapped his arms my neck as he leant in to kiss my forehead.
“Thank you Kakashi”
“You’re welcome Iruka-sensei” I kept my head lowered as I reached to replace my mask
“Wait” he grabbed hold of my hand “I want to taste your open mouth once more”
“As you wish sensei” I raised my head leaning into Iruka’s gentle embrace his lips confident with taking the lead. We stayed attached together for what seemed like a lifetime neither of us wanting to break away from the closeness of the other’s body I held Iruka close smelling the sweat of sex.
“I think we should get cleaned up” I slowly began to raise Iruka off my lap feeling the stickiness of his cum on my chest as he moved away. I leant over to the side grabbing the box of tissues I had procured from my lube run.
“Here clean as much off as possible” I hand him the box as I worked at cleaning my sticky chest “You can rinse the rest off in the shower”
“Ok” he face flushed from exertion
“I’ll go first” I hoped up and in a swift moved was over the edge and walking towards my bathroom.