high school

we had walked for the whole night sakura and i after i kissed her she had been silent and i was woried so i spoke up "sakura are you ok?" i asked
"yeah why do you ask" she answered with a sweet smile on her face
"because you haven't said a word sence i kissed you" i explained
"oh im sorry its not the kiss i was just thinking how weird yesterday was, well actualy that does kind of make the kiss part of it" she said as we rounded a corner "well here's my house thanks for walking me here"
"your welcome" i answered in a whisper and started to walk away
"hey hinata would you like to come inside" she asked "we have a few hours before school and well my parents already left for work and i'd hate to be alone right now"
thousands of thoughts ran through my mind in seconds flat 'why does she want me to come inside?, what does she want from me?, will i be ok?, will she be ok?, why did i kiss her?, did she like the kiss?, was i too forthcomming?, what do i say?,' "shur i'll come in with you" 'was that the right answer?'
we walked into the neatly kept house without anymore words. but with all these questions still running through my head
"please hinata sit down" sakura said gesturing to the couch in front of us "we need t talk"
"about" i asked sitting down
"well earlier you kissed me"
"sakura i like you kissing is somthing people do when they like the person"
well im sorry hinata i dont like you" sakura explained with tears filling her eyes "i cant like you its wrong, girls arent suposed to lke other girls its immoral and....."
as she said all this i whispered under my breath cutting her off "but you kissed me back" tears started to fill my eyes as i stood up and started to walk out the door completely ignoring everything sakura was saying "im leaving now, im not going to school today so i'll see you some other time buy, so ill see you soon" i said and lifted up my head and smiled "and sakura"
"yeah?" she answered
"no matter what i still like you" and away i walked out the door and far away from that house

its been two weeks sence i left sakura's house i have a girl friend (ino) and we're reletivly happy. lately ive been watching sakura, not in a stalker way, but acasionaly i watch her to see how she's doing and my feelings for her are still very strong. i think een though i realy do like ino i think i may have some realy strong felings, stronger than just a crush and even stronger than even normal adolecent affection i think it may even be close to love.
'hey hinata i need to talk to you after class please' i read off of the small peice of paper passed to me so i wrote back to sakura 'ok i'll meet you at my locker' and i passed the note back the way it came. after class i walked to my locker wich ino was already waiting for me at
"hey babe" ino said to me right before laying a passionate kiss on me
"hey there" i said after kissing back
"you ready to go home?" she asked
"well actualy i cant go home yet i have to talk to sakura first, but i'll met you at your house ok??"
"ok but dont be late"
"i wont"
"hey hinata, hay ino" sakura said quietly and with her head dropped as she walked up
"hey sakura, well i'll be off then" ino said and walked away
"umm sakura are you ok?" i asked without saying hello
"well actualy thats what i want to talk to you about"
"ok then talk"
"well actualy can we go for a walk, i realy dont want to talk about it here" sakura said with tears starting to form in her eyes
"shur where do you want to go?"
"anywhere is fine"
"ok then lets just walk for a while then we'll find a place ok?"
"ok"
we had probly walked for a good hour or two without her saying a word wich kind of made me a bit concerened sence i was usaly the one to stay quiet. so finnaly i found a park bench and we sat down and what came out of her mouth the next secon was unbelveable
"hinata you are the only person ive told about what happened at that party two weeks ago" she started "and well" she stopped talking and she lowered her head as raindrops began to fall
"wat is it sakura?" i asked
"im pregnant" she said in a low voice with tears in her eyes
my jaw was wide open i couldnt think of a single word to say there were actualy no words to say that could express the emotions in my head
"i want your help hinata, and i dont just want it, i need you hinata your the only one that knows about this and i need the suport of the one person i can trust" she cried
"im sorry sakura i cant" i said standing up
"why not?"
"because im with ino now and i dont want to be unfaithful to her and" i yelled back drifting off "this is so unfair"
"please hinata i dont want to beg" as she said that i walked away as i walked i turned my head and saw sakura still sitting there crying her eyes out
the next thing i knew i was kissing sakura and the words escaped my mouth "i love you sakura, and no matter what i will always be by your side"