Red

A/N: thnx so much to my beta Annieme who betaed this in what? 4hours!! I mean.. wow! thnx hon. *glomps*

and since your the only one who acctually reviews..XDD this one is for you xfairygirlx oooohh.. and I`m so excited to see what happens next in sing your heart out.. mhm!

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Red was sitting in the window, still just enjoying the calmness that rested over the little house. He had a habit of sitting here for hours at a time, just watching the world revolving outside the slightly salt tinted windows while he waited patiently for Kakashi to come home from work. He had the radio on in the background though. A silent whisper to his ears..



He had to.. If he didn’t, that voice (that certainly wasn’t there) would mumble to him.. silent mumbling in the back of his head. Asking for blood, killing.. and sometimes, just sometimes he found himself standing in the kitchen letting his fingers brush over the cold steel of the knives there, a little part of him wondering which one would be best to gut Kakashi with.



He shuddered as he repressed those memories, a part of him was afraid that one day he wouldn’t be able to hold his monster back. What then? Would he kill the one person he cared for?



But it wasn’t real, not really.. couldn’t be.



Especially not when the radio was on, then he couldn’t hear that voice, then that voice wasn’t a part of him.



Kakashi would be back in a couple of hours, and Red was contemplating on maybe trying to make something to eat. Something simple, like spaghetti maybe? He had never cooked before, or he probably had. But like all the other things, this to was forgotten. Who knew? Maybe he was some famous chef?



He scoffed and got up from his spot in the window, padding over to the little nook in the corner also called a kitchen. He looked through the various drawers, but found nothing he could use to make spaghetti from. Nor any other simple dish Kakashi had shown him how to make. Not even noodles..



He sighed, maybe he should go to the store and buy some ingredients? Could he do that? Kakashi had left him some money.. in case he wanted to go outside and got hungry. And he really wanted to do something for Kakashi.. he had no idea why. But something about that man made him want to please him. Besides, he could bring a couple of the dogs. To feel safer..they certainly would be happy to be able to go for a walk, and not just run around in the dog pen.



He felt those little tendrils of butterfly wings flapping at his tummy again when he thought of doing this for Kakashi. Yes, he wanted to do this.. after finally making his decision, he called for two of the bigger dogs. Getting out their leash from the little cabinet in the hallway as he stepped into his shoes.



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The shy wind bristling his red hair felt refreshing, and he dimly wondered why he hadn’t ventured outside alone before? Okay.. so he knew why. And the reason was just too.. embarrassing to acknowledge.. even to himself.



He had a gnawing feeling, a little fear if you could call it that.. that if he left, even just for a couple of minutes, he would forget about Kakashi. It was so stupid, and he knew it. But he couldn’t help but feel that way.



Or even worse, what if he came back only to find the locks changed? What if Kakashi didn’t want to have him there?



Red would understand if Kakashi didn’t want him to stay there anymore..of course. Red had even contemplated on leaving sometimes himself. He felt like such a burden to the doctor. Even if Kakashi never said so, or gave out any signals that he felt like that..



But after what he had seen, and heard the night before he had a pretty good feeling that Kakashi wouldn’t kick him out. Besides he had the dogs with him now.. and surely Kakashi would want them back in right? And they had tags.. so he would find his way home, even if he did forget.



Red scoffed and shook his head as one of the dogs nudged his hip with its head urging him to snap out of it. While the other started pulling him along to get him going. "Impatient, are we?" Red just mumbled the words, but got a happy yip in return as the dogs pulled him along making him snicker slightly at them, letting the huge rottweiler and labrador drag him in the direction to the store..(he hoped)







Sasuke stared dumbfounded at the redhead across the street.. he couldn’t believe his eyes..



‘Is that?’



‘No..’



‘But it is..’



‘Gaara? What the fuck? Why is Gaara walking, no.. why were two dogs walking Gaara??’ He put down the paper he had been reading, paid for his meal and left the table. Following the redhead intently with his eyes before he rushed out from the café. Walking only a couple of paces behind the redhead.



‘Oh gods.. he has such a nice ass.’ Sasuke smiled to himself and upped his pace so he walked even closer. No.. this was definitely not the Gaara he knew. The Gaara he knew would have noticed him the moment he had came out from that little café, or sooner.



This Gaara didn’t even sense him. Even as he was just a couple of feet away from him. Sasuke smirked. Yes, it seemed like the redhead indeed had a little amnesia. Oh how much fun he could have with him. Maybe this was the opportunity he had been waiting for to lure the demon vessel to bed? Sasuke let an evil smirk grace his features. Oh yes.. how he would play with Gaara.. just a little bit, before he used his sharingan to fix his mind again.



Sasuke was just about to approach Gaara when a silver haired man walked up to the boy. He had this look in his eyes, Sasuke would know that look anywhere. Like a kid in a candy store, the man’s features brightened up the moment he saw Gaara. And the dogs seemed quite familiar with him too. The way they jumped up and down, trying to lick his face while their tail waggled back and forth in a happy dance.



The real shock though.. was when Gaara smiled. Not a big smile..but it was more than Sasuke had ever seen on that face. If you didn’t count the sadistic smiles Gaara always wore when he killed someone slowly with his sand..







Sasuke retreated a bit, deciding that maybe he should just see how this evolved. Maybe he could let this man soften the redhead up a bit. Maybe he would let Sasuke touch him then?



He watched in fascination as the silver haired man talked and smiled while he tussled Gaara’s hair, and Gaara let him?! He even smiled back.. albeit reluctantly.. but he smiled back! The cutest little smile sasuke had ever seen. This was the only time Sasuke had seen Gaara act so shy and coy, except from the times he had made him kiss him. He just looked to damn cute.



Gaara had been missing for a little over a month now, they had searched everywhere. And for a while now, they had suspected him to be held captive somewhere. They had sent people out to all the hospitals in Konoha, prisons, psychiatric facilities.. even the children services had been asked, but no one had seen a redhead with a love tattoo on the forehead.



Wait..



Sasuke studied the silver haired man closer.. of course! This was one of the doctors in the Konoha hospital! Dr. Hatake was it? Sasuke had an exceptional good memory and remembered that he had seen this man in the paper once. So Gaara had been at a hospital after all.. but why hadn’t they been told?



It seemed someone hadn’t done their job right.. Sasuke snarled and flipped open his phone. He had some disloyal servants to take care of it seemed. He could find the Dr’s address later to go get Gaara back. But for now.. he would let Gaara enjoy his little "vacation" if one could call it that. And when he went to get him back, oh yes.. he would fuck that tight ass so good and hard..(he would just have to deal with a pissed of Gaara later.)



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Kakashi decided to go home from work a couple of hours earlier, he had gotten Tsunade to cover for him. He figured he could buy something to make for his little wonder waiting for him at home, as a little surprise. It was Friday and he had the weekend off. And he was going to make the best out of it. Maybe try and pry Red open a bit more. (no pun intended XD)



He had gotten the surprise of his life when he saw said redhead getting pulled along by two of his biggest dogs. And he couldn’t help the butterflies that erupted from his heart the moment those teal eyes caught his.



"Red? What a nice surprise."



Red didn’t even answer him, just nodded while he tried, and failed to keep the two big dogs from jumping up, trying to lick Kakashi’s face off..



Kakashi laughed heartily before he pushed the dogs down and told them to sit..Red frowned when the two big beasts happily complied. Why couldn’t he do that?



"So.. what are you planning on? Hm.. just a walk? Or?"



".......I was planning on making you dinner.. "



Kakashi almost swooned where he stood. Red! Was going to make him! Dinner!.. He didn’t have a chance to stop the huge smile that crept over his face. "That’s so nice of you Red.. I’m sorry to ruin the surprise for you. What did you plan to make?"



"Spaghetti.."



"Oh.. that’s good." Kakashi felt his smile widen even more. And he couldn’t help but ruffle that red mop of hair. He felt his belly explode in little warm needles piercing his heart as Red smiled back at him. A timid smile.. but it was there.



"Is it ok if I join you? I wanted to get something myself."



Red just nodded again before he continued to walk. Letting Kakashi walk beside him while he talked about his day, like he always did when he got home. Telling about all stupid things Ino had done.. and all the bets Tsunade had made. How many girls Jiraiya had pissed off and other trivial stuff that really shouldn’t be interesting.



Red loved it. The way Kakashi was so laid back when they were like this. Joking around, and talking to him like a normal person. And not the monster he knew he was. And at times like these Kakashi didn’t have that look in his eyes neither.



They walked like that to the store and home, switching on carrying the groceries and holding the dogs leashes. Talking casually. Kakashi loving the way Red responded to him. The words coming out easier and his smiles more frequent.



"So do you want to go to the zoo this weekend? Or maybe we could just go to the cinema?"



"Are you asking me out on a date Kakashi?" Red just couldn’t help it. He let the words slip even before he realized he thought them. Kakashi stopped dead in his tracks, laughing nervously and scratching the back of his head.



"I guess you could call it that.. " He had a cute little blush creeping over the bridge of his nose. And Red just had to smile back.. "Yeah.. I think I would like that."



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They had sat in the couch just watching t.v for what felt like forever. Neither saying anything to the other. But it wasn’t an uncomfortable silence.. no not like that. It was just that they were so damn aware of each other’s presence. Each movement made the other’s heart flutter. Creating a thick aura hanging over them. Not uncomfortable, just.. awkward..



Red felt his heart do a little jump as Kakashi leaned forward to grab the remote, his arm brushing against Red’s elbow in the process.. fuck! Red was already hard. He had been unable to focus on the t.v. He could only replay the scene he had seen the night before. The way Kakashi looked with his skin glistening with sweat. Touching himself in the most beautiful way. He didn’t know what to do.. but this was getting ridiculous. He knew the man wanted him. Why couldn’t he just say so? Red sighed.. "I saw you last night.."



The statement made Kakashi’s blood run cold. Red didn’t even have to say *what* he saw. It was obvious..



"Why.. why did you do that?.. Why did you say my name?"



Kakashi swallowed hard and took a sip of his coke..trying to disappear by sheer willpower. What the hell was he supposed to say? That he found the boy attractive? That he thought maybe he was crushing on him? That he wanted to fuck his brains out??? Hell..



"Why do you think..?"



Red shrugged and stared at the t.v again.. " You looked beautiful like that."



"Y-you liked it?"



"Yeah..like I said.. you looked beautiful. I wish you could make me so pretty..give me that pleasure. Was it me you were thinking about?"



Kakashi swallowed. He couldn’t believe his ears.. was this really Red? The little shy boy he had brought in a couple of weeks ago?? "Yes.. it was you I was thinking about.." Kakashi did the only thing he could think of.. and leaned forward. Relaxing a bit when Red closed the distance between them. Electricity shocking his system when their lips met.



The first kiss was tentative. Kakashi’s lips so, so soft against Red’s. They only lingered for a couple of seconds before the man pulled slightly back, staring carefully into heated teal eyes. Red didn’t know what this was. He felt almost like he couldn’t breath.. his heart beating ridiculously hard in his chest, his hand trembling as he gripped Kakashi’s shirt pulling him closer again, leaning a bit forward, pressing his lips against kakashi’s again, moving them experimentally while he closed his eyes.. He inhaled deep when he felt a tongue lick at his bottom lip, Kakashi sneaking a hand up to cup his jaw. Tilting his head, deepening the kiss.



Red let the man’s tongue into his mouth, and Kakashi was soon sucking Red’s tongue into his mouth, tasting the boy. gods.. he tasted like something he could get addicted too. Fuck.. Kakashi felt his whole body heat up as he explored that hot mouth with his tongue. Loving the little mewls and whimpered breaths coming from the boy as he continued to ravish him.



He tried to control himself. He knew that if he rushed this he might scare the boy. But oh god.. how he wanted to feel that soft skin under Red’s clothes. To rake his fingers up that pale skin, he wanted to leave red marks in his fingers wake. Yes, he wanted, needed to mark this boy as his. A shiver ran through his body when he felt Red’s hands grab his hair. A moan escaping the redhead’s lips.



Red was feeling new feelings he didn’t even know he could feel. This felt so good. Too fucking good. How could anyone.. anything make him feel so freaking hot.



He couldn’t help it.. he needed more of this man. Albeit uncertain, he straddled the man's lap never breaking the kiss, grinding his hips down onto that hard bulge. Yes.. fuck yes, he needed this. Needed more of this.. much more. Kakashi and Red moaned in unison as their erections rubbed together through the soft fabric of their pants. Red pulling his fingers through silver tresses tugging Kakashi’s head back, a string of saliva snapping as he bit his bottom lip, moaning, thrusting his hips forward one more time to get more of those electrifying spikes running through his spine. "Gods.. Kakashi. I feel so hot. MmmM..please.."



Kakashi moaned. He was so turned on. He was dimly afraid he’d cream his pants. In one motion he grabbed the boy's ass and kneaded hard, making Red moan before he latched back onto those kiss swollen lips. "You look so fucking precious like this Red, MmmMgods.. are you sure you want this?"



"Yes.." Red grinded his hips down again. He liked the way it felt when Kakashi spread his ass like that. He felt his hole clench and unclench. Fuck! He needed to be filled. Needed it so desperately.. even if he never had done this before. At least he didn’t think he had. This was another one of those feelings that felt so foreign that he didn’t think he had felt them before. This was so fucking intense.. burning his every nerve ending with sexual lust.



Kakashi rose from the couch and was walking blindly towards the bedroom. Still holding a firm grip on Red’s ass. The redhead’s arms flung securely around his neck while they continued the heated kiss, unable to hold little moans and whimpers back. He felt Red’s erection against his belly, the way the mushroom tip rubbed against his stomach each time Red jerked his hips forward.



Red gasped when he suddenly was tossed onto the soft bed. His body bouncing a couple of times when he hit the white cotton sheets. "Gods.. you look so fucking precious like this Red. Do you have any idea how much I want you? Wanted you? Ever since the first time I saw you?" Kakashi was stripping down fast. Revealing more and more of his god like body. Perfect pale skin stretched over elongated muscles. Making Red’s blood boil in his veins. Fuck! He needed this man.



Red moaned at Kakashi’s confession. "Please.. " it was all he could say. He felt so hot. So needy. Kakashi’s naked body was on his only seconds later, pressing his lithe frame down into the mattress. Idle fingers touching, caressing his soft skin under the too hot fabric of his clothes while a hot mouth latched onto his bare throat.



He started to fumble with his shirt. Kakashi was fast to help him drag it over his head, tossing it to the floor. They ripped of the pants off next tossing those too to the floor along with his briefs.



"A-are you sure you want to do this? We. A-ha.. MmMdon`t have to go all the way." It hurt. It actually hurt to utter those words. Red had latched onto his nipple and was playing with his nipple ring. Sucking it into his mouth fiddling with the little silver loop, tugging at it.



The prospect on not being able to fuck Red’s brains out now.. shit. Kakashi shuddered before he pushed Red off of him. "Listen to me.. If you continue to kiss me like that. I won’t be able to stop myself from fucking you. If you want.. we can stick to oral sex today. Ok? If you want to. I don’t want to rush you, ok?"



"Don’t.. please don’t. Don’t make me beg for something I know I want. I-I think I need this.. please Kakashi.. just fuck me."



Kakashi turned to liquid heat the moment he heard those words. A wild shudder coursed through him. This was way too intense. His mind felt fuzzy as he leaned down and started to lavish every available patch of skin with attention. Loving, tracing.. memorising every rise of skin.. every crook and nook of Red’s perfect, oh so perfect body. Kissing, licking, nipping at him. Making the boy under him moan and writhe in pleasure and need. Desperate whines colouring the silent room along with the sound of Kakashi’s hard breathing and sloppy kisses.



"D-don’t tease me.. "



"You look so fuckable.. " Kakashi took claim on those pouty lips, plunging his tongue into that hot mouth while he flipped open the cap of the lube he had fished out from under his pillow. Somehow managing to pour a good amount onto his fingers.



"This might sting a bit baby.. just relax ok?" Kakashi pulled back a bit and let his lube lavished fingers smear the cold liquid around Red’s tight entrance. He dipped the tip in a couple of times while he watched Red’s face.



Red kept his eyes locked with Kakashi’s as he felt himself getting penetrated by a slick digit, it just felt weird, the way it pushed in and out, wiggling around a bit. But it didn’t hurt. It felt good.. in a foreign way. Something entirely new.



And then a second finger was inserted. Kakashi still not breaking his gaze with Red. This one added a certain burn to the feeling. And Red was starting to feel stretched, in a good way.. but it felt sort of uncomfortable at the same time. Was it supposed to feel like he needed to take a shit? But still not..??...



White light soared through his body and made his initial pondering disappear as his eyes rolled into the back of his skull, lulling his head back. ‘Fuck!’ His whole body spasmed as Kakashi’s fingers kept rubbing at that spot deep inside.. `more` fuck... he needed more! Now he understood what it was that had compelled Kakashi to stick his fingers up his ass the night before when Red had spied on him. Shit.. this felt way too good. And then Kakashi’s hand was around his dick.. stroking it.



"MM..more.. gods! Please.. more! I need... aaah!" Reds back arched of the bed slightly as Kakashi pulled his fingers fast out from his stretched hole..



kakashi admired his handiwork. The way the redhead lay there panting. His straining erection pressed firmly against his belly. Arms flung at either side of his head, gripping the sheets.. legs spread so fucking inviting. He looked edible.. Kakashi could spend the whole weekend in here.. just fucking this little sex kitten. He was becoming addicted. And from the looks of it Red really didn’t seem to mind.



He leaned down and kissed the boy carefully on the lips. Calming himself down. Just grinding his lube covered erection against Reds.. teasing the boy, making him moan and writhe under him. Red showing his desperation by clawing at Kakashi’s back, kissing him fervently back.



He positioned his mushroom head at that tight entrance and pushed slowly in.. drowning in the pleasure just the fucking hot sounds the little redhead under him made. "Fuck.. so tight baby.. just try to relax ok? This will feel better soon, ok?"



Red honestly didn’t mind. He found he liked the pain. The stinging and burning that Kakashi’s big cock made. It made him that much closer to the silver haired man. To know that this was caused by Kakashi.. and that it gave the man so much pleasure. Hell! He could have walked on fire if it made this man happy. But this.. oh gods! It felt so good.. that wide cock forcing his inner walls to expand. He could feel every vein on that cock as it pushed deeper into him. He whimpered and clung closer to that strong body hovering over him.



Kakashi was trembling with the effort to hold back from plunging into that wet heat engulfing his cock. He had been right.. Red felt like nothing he had ever felt before. The feeling so exquisite that he just knew he would never get enough of the boy’s inviting heat. He was afraid he was going to cum the second Red clamped down experimentally, producing a wild shudder running through his body, making him gasp in pleasure.



"Move.." Kakashi complied immediately and pulled out.. pistoning himself in and out of that fucking tight hole. All the while never taking his eyes from that beautiful face creased in pleasure. Teal eyes lolled back into Red’s skull.. slim hips rocking back and forth to meet Kakashi’s thrust while little pleasure mewls escaped ajar, pink lips.



Gods.. kakashi was so in love.



Red couldn’t talk.. couldn’t breathe.. couldn’t fucking think as Kakashi kept plunging in and out of him, abusing his prostate with agonising accuracy. His body was spasming, shaking.. he felt a thick taste on the back of his tongue as he felt himself convulse. He was screaming out his orgasm. His entire body engulfed in white fire. His ass clamping down hard on the cock inside him, pulling his lover with him into the soaring heat. The needy sound of his name rolling off Kakashi’s lips made his body convulse again one last time before he felt himself float into a light slumber. His body lost in light euphoria.. he could never have felt this good.. this he was sure he would have remembered. Even if his mind couldn’t remember this, he knew his body would have