Shattered Dreams

Notice: Lemon is contained in this chapter not to mention some kinda harsh language.

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Kakashi awoke early in the morning to an empty spot in the bed next to him. Fearing he had driven her off he lay on his back and sighed. Then he heard her in the kitchen, apparently making something to eat. He grinned and headed for the shower, taking a clean pair of trousers with him. He showered and dried off, hearing her still moving about the kitchen, before heading downstairs to find a steaming mug of coffee on the table and a plate of hot buttered toast alongside it.

He sunk down onto the sofa and stretched out leisurely, waiting for her to come out of the kitchen. She walked into the front room a few moments later, a hot coffee in one hand and a plate of her own toast in the other. She grinned at him, before sitting by his feet and nibbling her toast. Out of the corner of her eye she was drinking in every taut, toned inch of his uncovered chest. He may be slim but every inch of him was raw, tightly wound muscle. The few scars scattered over his chest only served to make him that much more sexy, along with the slightly faded ANBU tattoo on his left arm. Kakashi took his own toast and began to eat it as quickly as he always ate everything else.

He sat watching her, she must have showered before making the toast but how had he slept through it? He was a light sleeper at the best of times but somehow he’d been so content he had slept through her shower. That surprised him, what surprised him more was that as he looked at her, she seemed to be wearing nothing but one of his short sleeved t-shirts and most likely a pair of panties and her bindings. The t-shirt drowned her but she looked damn good in it, as it skimmed her mid thigh and was prevented from being completely flat by her curves adding shape at her hips, bust and ass. She looked up at him as he watched her and drank his coffee, a slight hint of pink tinged her cheeks but she ignored it and finished her toast. Once she’d finished she drank her coffee, averting her eyes from his watchful gaze.

Kakashi leaned forward after she’d finished her coffee and pulled her to lie between his legs. Sakura reached into her pack that lay discarded on the floor next to the sofa and pulled a book from it. Flicking it open to the bookmarked page she lay back on Kakashi’s chest and began to read. He reached out to the orange jacketed book on the coffee table and began to read to. Sakura raised an eyebrow at him as he did so, but he just raised an eyebrow back at her, looked pointedly at her book, then lay back again to read his precious Icha Icha. Everything just felt so natural, they were content to just lie in each others arms and read.

After a while Sakura tilted her head back to look at him and shook her head, seeing how engrossed he was in his book. Kakashi noticed this and lowered his book, to look down at her.

“What?” He asked, eyebrows raised quizzically at her.

“I just don’t know how you can read that rubbish.” She said sighing.

“It’s just a romance, like yours.”

“It most definitely is not! Mine is about love and passion and romance! Yours is about lust, desire and smut!”

“Hmm romance, yes I see that.” He said eyes sliding over the page of the book she’d been reading. “Oh yes nothing like mine at all.” He replied sarcastically as his free hand began to trace circles up and down her outer left thigh.

She blushed and turned away from him again, huffing as she did so. She’d been well and truly caught out and she knew it. Her book may not be as bad as his, but it wasn’t just romance that filled the pages. He smirked at her indignation and went back to reading, still tracing circles on her thigh.

Her breath began to come in ragged pants after a while due to the combination of what she was reading and the fact that Kakashi was still lazily swirling his index finger over her flesh. Noticing this and rather enjoying it, he became a little more daring and began to move his hand closer to her inner thigh causing her to gasp. He became harder with every moan that escaped her lips, his arousal clearly evident against her back. She was no longer concentrating on her book, all she could think about was his hand and what he was doing to her as the heat grew within her and settled in her lower abdomen and the fact that he had a raging hard on and it was pressed against her caused all thoughts of reading from her mind.

Unconsciously she spread her legs a little allowing him access to her inner thigh and he gladly took the invitation, no longer paying attention to his book either. He moved his hand higher so that every now and again his hand brushed against the very edge of her panties. He was rather surprised to feel that they seemed to be made of satin, he hadn’t expected that! It was of course a very welcome surprise however. She moaned a little louder as she wantonly spread her legs further, she seemed to be begging him to touch her down there. He put his book down and pulled hers out of her hand, before throwing it on the floor and moving his right hand to grip her upper right thigh.

Leaning forward he began to plant gentle kisses down her neck and on her earlobe, as his left hand continued to trace circles along her inner thigh. As he began to massage the skin at the top of her thigh and gently brush his finger just under the leg band of her panties, touching the soft hair there, she groaned louder pushing her hips up a little to meet his fingers before reaching her hand down to try and push his hand where she needed him to touch her, to quench the fire brimming up inside her. He groaned deeply at this and realised her couldn’t hold back any longer.

“Bedroom.” He growled in her ear, his voice becoming harsher as she wriggled against him.

She quickly took the hint and made her way upstairs, Kakashi followed behind taking great pleasure in watching her firm yet rounded rear jiggling a little as she walked, and the muscles of her smooth, soft thighs tensing with every step. He groaned a little as she continued her way up, noticing he was clearly watching every move she made, she allowed her walk to become a little more exaggerated as her hips swayed and the curve of her ass bounced a little more, causing a deeper moan to erupt from him. She giggled at this and he knew she’d done it just to tease him. He planned to make sure he paid her back for that.

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He shut the door behind them and moved to press himself against her straight away. His arousal pressing against her stomach, large and rock hard caused a moan to escape from both of them. She decided to see how much control he’d allow her to have, so she traced her nails across his chest before coming back to the middle and running them down the gap between his well defined pectorals and down his hard rippled stomach before alighting on the waist band of his jounin pants. She ran her fingernail slowly over the material that was holding his raging hard on prisoner and a deep guttural moan erupted from him as she gently squeezed. He moved his hand down and placed it over hers silently begging her to stop as he moved her hand away. He’d never actually beg, she knew that but it was fun to see how far she could push him.

He leaned down and whispered in her ear “Take your top off.”

She looked at him for a second, biting her lip in worry but he moved forward once more and placed his strong hands on her hips and whispered to her again.

“Don’t be shy, I’ll be gentle, I promise.” His voice had taken on a deep, seductive, breathy tone that turned her insides into jelly, she looked into his eyes and saw the love she felt reflected there, but still she hesitated.

“Do you want me to do it?” He whispered smirking.

She nodded her head, as he moved his hands down to the hem of her t-shirt before bringing them back up with the t-shirt riding up as he did so. He moved the shirt up over her body, his hands gliding up her thighs, over her hips, and up her sides and before moving over her breasts as she leaned her head back and cried out.

“Ohh!”

Smirking, he quickly pulled the top all the way off before leaning down to meld his mouth to hers again as he rested one hand on her firm ass cheek and the other was lazily trailing a path up and down her neck. Breathless sighs and moans escaped her lips into his mouth as he continued his ministrations on her. Gently he pushed his tongue against her lips and she opened her mouth immediately to allow him entrance. He gripped her hair gently as he pushed his tongue inside her mouth and began to massage her tongue with his. Pulling away to allow them both to breath he nipped her lower lip, placed one last kiss on her lips and moved his head back to take in the full site of her almost fully naked body.

She was still just a slim as she’d been the last time he saw her, only her curves were more pronounced. Her smooth porcelain skin was flawless, not a scar was to be found on her body, not one single imperfection. She looked like a goddess bathed in the sunlight shining through the thin curtains, her cerise pink hair was soft to the touch and fell about her shoulders in soft waves. Her soft perfectly round breasts looked like they would fit in his large hands perfectly, dusky pink areolas topped off with sweet pink buds just waiting to be plucked to attention, looked so inviting. Her perfectly flat stomach, gently rounded hips and buttocks and long, lean legs all combined to make her the most beautiful woman he’d ever seen. She had a magnetism that just drew him in and her womanly body combined with her naïve expressions and mannerisms were enough to drive even a monk into breaking his vow of celibacy.

Kakashi leaned forward and nuzzled into her neck, kissing up and down her pulse point before he pulled back to look into her eyes.

“Don’t be scared Sakura, you’re beautiful. You’re the most beautiful woman I’ve seen.”

“Yeah right.” She scoffed. “I bet you say that to all the woman you take to bed.”

“I mean it, I’ve never said that to another woman before.” He said looking at her sincerely.

“Really?”

“Yes, now for god’s sake, come here and kiss me.”

“Ok.” She giggled moving forward and kissing him hard as his arm snaked around her waist and his hand rested on her buttock, pulling her flush against him as he slid his tongue into her mouth again.

He let the slick muscle caress every part of her mouth, massaging her tongue tasting every inch of her before they pulled apart to breathe.

“You sure you’re ok with this?” He asked gently leaning his forehead against hers, and staring into her eyes.

“Yes.” She whispered softly looking at him with complete trust. He’d never hurt her and she knew it.

Kakashi pulled her gently over to the bed and sat on the edge of it before turning to look at her. She was looking at him like she trusted him more than she had ever trusted anyone before but she was nervous and she was biting her lip again. Kakashi found this to be very adorable and it only drove his desire for her into higher heights. He kissed her neck, gently nipping at it for a few seconds before moving onto her ear, and nibbling her lobe as he whispered to her.

“Lie down.” He rasped his voice a lot lower than usual.

She complied but looked at him with a hint of fear in her eyes. Kakashi felt kind of hurt that she was still scared of him but he understood her feelings. It was obvious she trusted him, there was just a hint of trepidation in her eyes. He planned to get rid of that residual fear very soon.

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Lying down next to her, he rested his head on his hand and began to run his hand up and down her taut stomach, looking deep into her eyes the entire time. He moved closer and wrapped his right leg over her hers and placed his hand on her hip as he captured her lips in another smouldering kiss. As she grasped his head in a tight grip and pushed her lips against his, he moved his hand down her thigh and pulled her leg up over his running his hand from her thigh up to grasp the soft flesh of her buttock, causing her to gasp and push herself closer to him.

Smirking he gently pushed her to lie flat on her back again as he kneeled over her. She moved to cross her arms over her chest as he gazed intently at her spread out below him, but he wasn’t having any of that. Quick as a whip he moved his hands and caught her wrists, gently pushing her arms up over her head as he leant down and nipped her neck softly before placing a kiss over the bruised skin.

“Just relax.” He growled, his face buried in her neck. “If you want me to stop just say. I’m not going to force you to do anything.”

She took in his words and realised that no matter how much she wanted this if she didn’t calm down it wasn’t going to work. Kakashi felt the tension drain from her as she melted into his touch.

“That’s my girl.” He said as he placed a gentle kiss on her lips and moved down to her jaw, running his tongue over her jaw line, then moving down her neck, before reaching her chest. He looked up to check if she was ok before he continued. Her breath was coming in short, shallow gasps and her eyes were closed. She opened them and looked down at him to see why he’d stopped. He smirked upon seeing the glaze her eyes had taken on and swiftly planted kisses down her breastbone before moving to circle his tongue around her left nipple.

She moaned, as his tongue slid around her nipple in slow agonising circles, barely missing her nipple every time as he swirled his tongue over her areola. She writhed underneath him and then gave out a strangled cry as he closed his mouth over the pink bud and began to suckle it. Then he began to lick, and nip on it, gently grazing his teeth over it. It hardened in his mouth, causing a shiver of desire to course through her body, he grasped both her hands in one hand before moving his other hand slowly down her arm, teasing her ignored breast with his fingers. She gasped as he moved his fingers to gently pinch and tease her forgotten bud as it swelled and hardened between his fingers she writhed on the bed begging him to touch her more.

He pulled his mouth away from her nipple, and dived down to take the second one in his mouth as he released her hands and moved his right hand to cup her left breast, kneading it gently as he suckled the other one. Her moans grew louder still as he teased her more, she gripped his back and dug her nails into his shoulder, causing him to growl deeply. Nipping her as a gently warning, he moved his mouth away and back up her body to capture her mouth in a kiss so hungry it stole her breath away.

“Kakashi!” She moaned loudly, as he finally pulled away.

“What do you want me to do baby?”

“Kakashi, please…” She whined, wriggling under him.

“Tell me what you want me to do baby.” He rasped, looking into her eyes, his own gaze had taken on a powerful hungry desire that threw her for a second.

“Touch me, please!” She panted.

“I thought I was.” He smirked.

“Please…”

“Tell me where baby and I’ll do it.” He whispered as his lips brushed her earlobe before turning his attention to her neck once more as he kissed down it.

“Touch me… down there… please don’t make me say it.” She said looking at him with such an innocent look that Kakashi knew he wouldn’t be able to resist her request any longer.

“Ok baby, Your wish is my command.” He grinned as he slid his hand down over her breast, pinching her nipple as he went. Running a finger down her toned stomach she arched back up to his touch, causing his dick to twitch again. He moaned as his fingers reached the waist band of her silky panties and passed down to where her centre was covered by the silk.

‘God damn she’s soaked them through!’ He thought as his finger slid along the cleft of her folds. He pushed his finger down a little harder as he ran it up and down the gap, pressing the soft, wet silk onto the swollen nub of her desire. She screamed as he began to rub his finger in circles over her clit. Grinning he moved his finger away, earning him a very annoyed groan and a sharp stare from his precious blossom.

“All in good time baby.” He smirked. “Just lie back and let me show you how much I want you.”

She led her head back on the pillow, thoughts swirling through her mind. How the hell could he ignite such a fire in her from such a delicate touch? She wandered as she felt his rough hands move to her waist band again and pull her wet panties down and off her legs. He knelt up for a second just looking at her sex. It glistened with her juices and he longed to taste her, his cock ached as he lowered his head. She looked down at him a shocked expression written on her face.

“Kakashi… I... What are you doing?” She hissed worriedly.

“Shhh, you trust me don’t you?” He asked looking back at her.

“Yes.” She whispered.

“Then just relax, you’ll like it. Just trust me ok?”

She nodded her head as he smiled at her, before a sly smirk spread across his face as he spread her legs a little wider and bent his head to nip at her thigh. She gasped so sweetly his cock twitched against the cloth of his pants, causing him to moan. Regaining his composure he ran his tongue down her thigh, kissing and sucking the flesh as he moved slowly towards her centre. Nipping at the top of her creamy, soft thigh he moved to the hair covered mound in front of him and unable to resist any longer he snaked his tongue out and slowly ran it over the cleft of her folds, causing her to shudder to with pleasure.

He lifted her leg up and placed it over his shoulder as he began to lap at the juices flowing from her centre. ‘Oh dear god, I never knew this could feel so good! If he keeps this up it won’t be long before I cum.’ She thought as she moved her hands down to entangle them in his unruly mop of soft hair, she tried to push his head down, begging him to do more than tease the outside of her sex. He laughed at this, ‘So much for her being shy and innocent.’ He grinned as he pushed his tongue gently between the folds of her sex and began to run it in circles around her entrance.

Sakura panted as he ran his tongue over the entrance to her virginal hole, softly he moved his hands to spread her folds a little wider and inserted his tongue inside her. She bucked her hips up to meet him as he did so and let out a mewl of pleasure, gripping his hair harder. He inserted his tongue a little further into her, and her muscles squeezed and tightened as they tried to pull him in even further. As she seemed to be getting close to her peak, he pulled away and moved his tongue up to her swollen button and he began to flick it with his tongue. Sakura gave out impassioned cries and arched her back even more, as she did so he took the sensitive flesh into his mouth and began to suckle it gently, sweeping his tongue over it every now and again to keep her crying out, then he gently grazed his teeth over the swollen, highly sensitive skin before carefully pulling it between his teeth and away from her, earning him a cry of pure pleasure. Thank god his closest neighbour was deaf.

Slowly Kakashi moved his hand and brought it down her thigh, before he pulled his face away from her again. She grunted in frustration as his mouth left her skin, but he ignored this and sat up, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand as he did so. Sakura looked at him and flushed a deeper shade of red than he’d ever seen her. He smirked as he brought his face close to hers again and kissed her neck with a growl. He moved his finger’s forward and before she even knew what was happening he swiftly pushed a finger into her entrance, pressing his mouth to hers as she began to moan again.

Releasing her mouth, he began to move his finger slowly in and out as she grew accustomed to the invasion. Her muscles rippled inside of her, pulling him deeper, squeezing against him. Kakashi let out a groan as she pushed her hips up to meet his finger when he pushed into her again. He crushed his lips to hers in a heated kiss that almost forced her release and as he pushed his tongue into her hot mouth, feeling every gasp she gave out as he moved his finger in and out of her. He moved his hand up and cupped her centre, the combined pressure of his finger pumping in and out and the fact that he was gently crushing her folds against her clit pushed her over the edge.

“Kakashi!!”

Smirking he brought his mouth to her ear and whispered to her. “I’ve never had a woman scream my name that loudly. Didn’t know I was that good.” He said before kissing her neck softly.

Sakura blushed crimson again and tried to bury her face in the pillow beneath her. Kakashi cupped her chin in his free hand and turned her face back to his as he kissed along her jaw, before planting a chaste kiss on her cheek, then her forehead.

“Don’t be embarrassed Sakura, I like to hear you cry my name, and your going to be crying louder than that when I’m done with you.” He said with a sly grin on his face.

“Kakashi?...”

“It’s your punishment for teasing me when we made our way up here.”

“Well if all your punishments are like this then I guess I should learn how to be bad.” She smiled with just a hint of a blush creeping across her cheeks.

“Oh believe me, I have much better punishments than that planned for you, my precious little kunoichi. That was just a warm up. Now then where we?” He asked as he pulled his finger out of her a little.

Sakura lay there, just getting her breath back as she felt him push into her again only it was tighter this time, as he used two fingers. Preparing her to receive him he pushed gently, stopping every time a look of pain crossed her face.

“You ok?” He whispered, looking at her concern written on his face.

“Yes.” She breathed.

“If you want me to stop just say.”

“I’m ok honest, it’s just a little tight that’s all.”

“Mmm, I noticed.” He grinned as he nuzzled into her neck again.

“Very funny!” She yelped swatting him on the arm. “You’ll pay for that!”

“Oh? Sounds good to me.” He mumbled as his lips were currently busy planting butterfly kisses along her collarbone.

“You’re insufferable.” She grumbled.

“Mmm hmm.” He said as he pushed a little harder into her. She cried out, all thoughts of making him pay washed from her mind as the pain was gone and her body was adjusting the unusual feel of his two fingers buried in her.

Kakashi slid his fingers in and out of her dripping wet sex, as she moaned and spread her legs a little wider. That pushed Kakashi too far, he needed her and he needed her now! Pulling back and removing his fingers from her, he stood up and dropped his pants, his erection finally free from its cloth prison stood firm before him aching to be relieved. Sakura looked at him then her gaze moved down, the sight before made her both hotter than ever, but also scared as hell to. ‘How the hell is that gonna fit inside me?!’ she thought worriedly. ‘He’s too big, it’s not going to fit.’

He looked straight at her, her gaze shifted back to his face. He could see the fear plastered on her face, but he planned to calm her down and if she still refused… Well it looked like another night just him and his right hand didn’t it. There was no way he was going to take her without her being fully happy about it. He rubbed her juices that remained on his fingers over the length of his cock, his eyes never leaving her face. She watched as he coated his erection in her juices and there was something deeply erotic about it, as another wave of heat and desire hit her, he kneeled over her again and whispered her name.

“Sakura, do you want this? Now is the last chance to say no before we go too far.”

She looked at him for a few seconds, thoughts swirling through her head, she was scared, scared witless almost but she wanted him just as bad as he wanted her. In answer she wrapped her arms his neck and pulled him close for a mind blowing kiss.

“I want you.” She breathed huskily, the sound of her voice caused Kakashi to leak a little pre-cum.

“I promise I’ll be gentle, I won’t hurt you more than it’s going to.”

“I know you wont, just go slow ok?” She said looking more innocent than normal.

“I promise. I wish I didn’t have to hurt you at all, but it has to happen at some point if you want to do this.”

“I’m glad it’s you.” She whispered so quietly for a second he was unsure if he’d heard her but he had.

He smiled at her as he moved on top of her and brought his hips up to meet hers. He pressed against her, his erection pushing between her folds and rubbed it against her, covering it in her juices.

“Kakashi… What are you…?”

“It’ll hurt less, trust me.” He said placing the softest kiss he’d ever given her on her lips before moving back so that his tip was pushing against her entrance. He looked at her for reassurance, reading her facial expression. She bit her lip and nodded at him.

He pushed forward as slow as he could, his eyes on hers constantly, watching for any signs she wasn’t ready but there were none. She was worried but she wanted it, that much was evident. The tip of his arousal pushed against the tight opening of her hole before sliding in slowly, stretching her to fit him.

“Kakashi, please just do it. Get the pain over with.” She pleaded.

He kissed her softly on the forehead and pushed a little harder. He slid into her with a sigh, her untouched body clamping around him like a vice.

“Ah!” She cried out as the pain hit her.

He leaned forward, careful not to move his lower body at all and wrapped his arms around her, resting his head in the crook of her neck as he whispered an apology to her.

“I’m sorry. I never wanted to hurt you.”

“It’s ok, just don’t move for a little bit. Please?”

“I won’t.” He uttered kissing her neck as softly as possible. He wanted to move so bad, he wanted to pump into her and hear her cry his name louder than she had done earlier but he would wait until she was ready for him to move.

After a short time the pain was practically gone, her body was adjusting to the feeling of being so tightly filled. She was wrong he did fit but only just, he really was pretty big. She looked up into his face, she’d never seen him so concerned. As her body adjusted to the intrusion she began to slowly rock her hips side to side, just to test how it felt.

She gasped a little as she did so, there was a hint of pain but mostly it just felt good, very good. As she began to rock her hips a little more exaggeratedly, Kakashi grunted in her ear. Giggling a little at the fact that she could cause him to make noise too, she continued moving side to side, in the hopes of making him groan again. He stayed still, allowing her to control their movements for now, before she was ready for him to take over the reigns.

She grew a little more daring as she moved her hips up and down now, enjoying the feeling of him gliding in and out of her. He moaned softly in her ear again before placing his left hand on the pillow next to her head and gripping her hip with his other hand forcing her to stop her movements. He looked down at her one last time, seeing no resistance, he pulled back from her and drove into her with a little more force than the gentle actions she’d been doing.

She gripped the sheets as he did it again. He quickly got into a rhythm that suited them both and he pushed into her a little deeper and faster with every thrust. She gave out little gasps of pleasure as he began to speed up, watching her face the entire time. As he began to go deeper she felt him hit her cervical wall with every thrust and she reached out to grip his shoulder as he picked up the pace, groaning with every push.

Sakura could feel the heat rising in her again as he moved faster, increasing the friction of their bodies. She lay back and closed her eyes, digging her nails deeper into the flesh of his back.

“Sakura.” He panted as he looked at her. “Don’t close your eyes, I want to watch you.”

She turned to look at him shyly, a pinkish flush on her face as she mewled in pleasure. He pushed into her harder than before and she began to cry out loudly. Kakashi began to feel his own orgasm reaching it’s pinnacle but he refused to leave her behind, moving his hand back down her thigh again he lifted her leg over his arm raising her leg up over his hip and resting it there, allowing him to hit that special spot inside her that would have her screaming till her lungs hurt. He ran his hand down her thigh and squeezed her buttock as he pumped into her faster and faster. Her muscles clamped around him tighter and faster as she began to reach her peak again. Kakashi held himself back, gritting his teeth to hold off until she reached her release first.

Suddenly Sakura could feel his hard thrusts and soft caresses push her into a world of pleasure she’d never experience before. White hot stars erupted in front of her eyes as her vaginal muscles fluttered tightly around him trying to force his essence from his body. She threw back her head and screamed as her orgasm shot heat throughout her entire body, leaving her breathless and exhausted.

“Kakashi!!”

At the feel of her muscles attempting to milk him for everything he had, her own wetness flooding her channel in a torrent of heat covering his erection and her sweet voice screaming his name, he began to pump erratically, losing his rhythm as he followed her over the edge. His seed burst forth, as he slumped forward and moaned his release into her neck.

“Unngh!” He panted, as his orgasm coated her insides, hot and wet.

The feel of it caused her great pleasure, the fact that he had come inside her, letting her feel his desire for her and the fact that she could feel him pulsing inside of her coating her insides with his seed in wave after wave of boiling wet heat, sent her over the edge again before she even knew what was happening. She arched her hips up towards his as she did, kissing his neck, earning her another pleasured grunt from him.

He lay on top of her for a while, not able to or even wanting to move but trying his hardest not to crush her slender frame. His ragged breathing slowly returned more to his normal rate and she was too sated to want to move, even though he was now soft inside her she didn’t want him to move, to take himself out of her. After a few minutes Kakashi raised his head and kissed her neck softly, before lifting himself up to see her face. He smiled at her and ran his thumb over her cheek as he gazed at the only woman who had ever made him feel so alive, so loved.

“You ok?” He whispered.

“Mmm hmm.” She grinned back.

“Sleepy?” He asked seeing the dazed expression on her face.

“Yeah.” She muttered looking embarrassed at him.

“I’m gonna go take another shower, and then I’ll go out to get some groceries for later while you rest, ok?” He asked kissing her cheek.

“Ok.”

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Kakashi pulled himself off her, and moved back abit. ‘Oh god! I don’t know what came over me I forgot to use protection!’ He screamed inside his head as he moved away from her. ‘I’ve never done that before! Not that there’s any risk of catching anything. Besides it’s been so long since I was with a woman even before I went missing.’ ‘But what about pregnancy?’ His mind taunted at him. ‘Shit!’ He retorted.

“Um, Sakura I…” He said turning to face her again his face contorted in worry.

“It’s ok.” She soothed. “I’ve been on contraception since I was fifteen. Unless I’m going to give birth to the next saviour there’s no way I’m pregnant and I’m clean to.”

He grinned at her, squeezing her ankle as he made his way to the bathroom. ‘Of course she would be, she’s a very clever girl and she’s far too grown up not to be.’ Turning the shower on hot, he waited till it was the right temperature before jumping in and letting the hot water run over every inch of his body, soothing his tired muscles. After the last few days he was still a little worn out and after that work out he needed to relax his muscles.

He showered pretty quickly, stepping out of the shower he dried himself off, wrapped a towel around his waist and walked back into the bedroom rubbing his hair dry with a second towel, only to find Sakura hunched into a ball looking at the wall at the opposite end of the bed. ‘Shit! Did I do something wrong? Is she regretting it?’ He wondered as he moved towards her.

“Sakura? Whats wrong?” He asked, the worry clearly written across his face.

“I… I’m sorry!” She squeaked as he bent over her hunched body. “I… I made a mess of your sheets and I got blood on them!” She howled, turning to look at him with fear in her eyes.

“Is that all?” He chuckled as he took her face in his face and raised it to look her right in the eyes. “I expected there’d be some blood and as for the ‘mess’, I’d be feeling like a failure right now if you hadn’t.” He said, kissing her softly on the lips whilst still looking her in the eyes.

“You’re not mad?” She whispered.

“No.” He chuckled again. “Why don’t you go take a shower while I put some clean sheets on the bed, then you can rest while I fetch some food.”

She nodded and moved to get off the bed but then the pain between her legs hit her. She was so sore! She hadn’t expected it to be like this. She winced and drew in a sharp breath as she tentatively took a step forward. Kakashi’s head whipped away from the bed sheets as he watched her grimace as she made her way slowly into the bathroom. He felt a pang of guilt at causing her pain but he also felt pride at being her first. At least she had the chance some kunoichi and even shinobi didn’t, to choose who to share herself with.

Sighing he pulled the sheets off the bed, and threw them in a ball on the floor, as he heard her step into the shower and sigh happily under the onslaught of hot water. He shook his head chuckling and moved to the cupboard to pull out some clean sheets. Once he’d made the bed, he finished drying his unruly mop of hair, threw on a clean uniform and picked up his hitae-ate from where Sakura had thrown it yesterday. He still couldn’t believe they had slept through an entire day but they had pushed themselves a little too hard the last two days. Putting his hitae-ate on and pulling up his mask, he walked to the bathroom door and stood leaning against the frame as he looked at her.

“You’re supposed to sit in baths and stand in showers Sakura.” He smirked as he looked at her sat on the floor of the shower, resting her head back against the glass.

Poking her tongue out at him she tilted her head away so that the water splashed onto her face and completely soaked her hair, ignoring him. Chuckling he left his house and made for the supermarket, a copy of Icha Icha planted firmly in his hand.

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Making his way round the aisle’s, he wondered vaguely what kind of food Sakura would want. She was quite health conscious last he knew but then he’d been away two years so what did he know?

“Lost Kakashi?” A voice said from behind him.

“Um, kinda.” He admitted turning round to face Tenzo.

“Need to get some food for Sakura hmm?”

“Um yeah, something like that.” He muttered rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly. “Last I knew she was a health nut and I’m guessing she still is but well I just don’t know what to do.”

“Well apparently being frozen hasn’t killed your instincts.” He chuckled. “Go with the healthy food, if you buy anything with fat in it she’ll most likely kill you.”

“Thanks, I’ll make sure to remember that.” He gave Tenzo a happy eye crease and walked off to the fruit and veg section.

Tenzo watched him go, with a grin on his face. Kakashi Hatake buying food for a woman was something he never thought he’d see, but then again many things had happened in the last few days that he never thought he’d either see again or see for the first time. The Copy Nin himself being one of those things.

Everywhere Kakashi went, whispers and stares followed him. No one could quite believe their own eyes, the Great Copy Nin was back among them after seemingly vanishing from the face of the earth for two years. He waved at everyone and gave them his usual greeting of ‘Yo!’ But everyone seemed too unsure to actually walk up and ask him anything they just smiled and waved back, which he was very grateful for.

Moving to pay he was surprised to hear the woman behind the checkout look up at him in shock and say “Mr Hatake, It… It’s so good to see you! No, no I wont let you pay, not today, call it a welcome home gift.” She said smiling sweetly at him.

“Well I… Uh…” He answered rubbing the back of his neck once again. “You don’t have to…”

“Please it’s my treat. The entire village is just so glad to have our best shinobi back. I wouldn’t dream of making you pay for any of this.”

“Well thank you.” He said giving her an eye crease before picking up his shopping and heading back home.

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Reaching his house he put his book away and opened the door listening for sounds that Sakura was up and about, but judging by the silence she was curled up in bed. He searched and sure enough her chakra signal was upstairs and apparently she was asleep. He moved upstairs quietly and walked to his room, standing in the door way he looked down at her with a smile on his face.

Moments later she stirred, feeling someone else’s presence, she rolled over to face the door and grinned sleepily as she saw him silhouetted against the light shining through the closed curtains.

“How long have you been stood there?” She asked sleepily.

“Just got in before you turned over.” He lied nonchalantly.

“Liar.” She giggled as he peeled himself away from the door way and moved towards her, pulling his mask down he leaned in for a kiss.

Wrapping her arm around his head and pulling him closer she deepened the kiss and pushed her tongue into his mouth. Kakashi gave in for a while but pulled away before things went too far.

“I wouldn’t get me started again, not just yet, or you’ll end up really sore. Next time I won’t be so gentle.” He smirked kissing her bottom lip and nibbling it softly.

Her eyes widened at those words as she took in what he was saying. He grinned at her, kissing her forehead before moving away and saying “Shall we attempt to relax again or do you plan on seducing me again?”

“You seduced me!” She spluttered.

“Really? I seem to remember you trying to push my hand onto you.”

She blushed furiously but yelled out at him “Because you kept touching my leg!”

“Hmm true, but I seem to remember you being only to happy to open your legs for me.” He mused.

“Hmph!” He grinned at the fact that he’d silenced her with her own actions and moved out of the bedroom laughing. “You’re a sod Kakashi Hatake!” She threw at his retreating back.

His only response was to wave an acknowledgement and to let his laughter ring out as he walked down the stairs again to put the food away.

Rummaging in his chest of drawers she found a pair of his work pants and pulled them out of the draw. Searching her pack she found a clean pair of underwear, she always packed more than necessary just in case the mission was longer than expected. Slipping them on she retrieved the bottoms she’d just found and pulled them on. She rolled them up around her calves so they weren’t too long, before sitting on the bed, putting her bindings around her before slipping on the t-shirt she’d borrowed earlier and heading downstairs.

She found Kakashi in the kitchen putting milk in the fridge and the fruit in the fruit bowl. He turned to see her leaning against the door frame, watching every move he made and dressed in his clothes no less. He grinned over at her as he closed the fridge and walked over to her.

“Yo.” He said nuzzling into her neck.

“Hi.” She giggled entwining her fingers in his hair.

“So, what do you wanna do?”

“Read?” She asked not able to think of anything else, as long as she was with him she didn’t care what they did.

“Hmm, remember what happened last time?” He smirked as his lips brushed her neck.

“Well it would help if you kept your hands to yourself, and didn’t read smutty stories written by that pervert!” She countered raising her eyebrows at him.

He lifted his head to look at her and smirked again. “If I remember correctly I wasn’t the only one reading smut you know.”

“Shut up.” She replied twisting around and heading for the front room in a huff.

Chuckling softly, he followed her after stripping off his jacket and long sleeved top, leaving him in just his jounin pants, leg bindings and his skin tight top with attached mask. He pulled off his hitae-ate and laid it on the table before lying back on the sofa and running his hands through his hair. Sakura was stretched out on her stomach, led on the floor with what looked like a medical text book open in front of her.

Looking over at her he chuckled quietly, shaking his head. She looked up at him, eyebrows raised questioningly. He shook his head grinning and picked up his book from the floor and began to read, one arm raised above his head the other holding the book in front of his face. He earned himself a very vocal huff and an utterance of something that sounded like ‘Pervert!’ causing him to chuckle as he relaxed completely and read his precious novel.

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“Hungry?” He asked a couple of hours later putting his book down and looking at her.

“Umm, yeah.” She replied, her eyes still glued to her book.

“Wanna cook me something?” He asked cheekily.

“Kakashi!” She yelled, picking up the pillow she was resting on and throwing it at his head. He blocked the pillow from hitting him and laughed as she got up and walked over to him.

“Mmm.” He muttered as he pulled her closer to him, before picking her up and setting her atop his hips. “Hmm, I seem to remember waking up with you on top of me like this just a few days ago.”

“Kakashi! I thought you said you were hungry.” She sighed ignoring his reminiscing.

“I am.” He growled, with a mischievous twinkle in his eye as he sat up to kiss her softly.

“Kakashi, not now.” She sighed.

“Aww, why not?” He asked, pretending to sulk, as his lips found her neck again.

“I’m still sore, that’s why, you perv.” She giggled swatting him on the arm.

“Mmm fine, but we’ll continue this later.” He groaned lifting her off him and setting her down on the sofa, planting a kiss on her lips before moving into the kitchen and looking through the cupboards to decide what to make.

Following him she stood by the wall and watched as he went through the cupboards one by one. Creeping up behind him she wrapped her arms around his waist and rested her head on his back.

“Kakashi?”

“Hmm?”

“I know you went and bought food today and everything but, take me out for dinner?”

“Is that a good idea?” He asked turning round to face her.

“Maybe not, but there’s nothing wrong with an ex-sensei taking his ex-student out for dinner, to catch up especially since you’ve been gone so long.” She pouted.

“Don’t pull that face.” He said running his thumb over her lips, as he considered her request.

“Then take me out for dinner.” She pleaded.

“Sakura.” He sighed “You know I can’t refuse you anything, but I don’t think it’s the best idea.”

“Please……..”

“If you get what you want and I take you out to dinner, what do I get?” He asked, his mind thinking up various ways she could make it up to him.

“Kakashi! For gods sake is that all you think about?!” She sighed, knowing exactly where his train of thought was headed.

“Mmm hmm, pretty much, when it’s to do with you anyway.” He said lifting her onto the kitchen counter and kissing her on the lips.

“Fine, you get whatever you want if you take me out for dinner.”

He pushed himself against her, as his fingers skimmed the top of the pants she was wearing, as he pressed his arousal against her centre.

“Now?” She squeaked. “I won’t be able to walk!”

“I’ll be really gentle honest. I’ll have to save the stuff I promised you earlier for another time.” He mumbled as his lips brushed her ear.

“Kakashi I… Ohhhh!” Her complaint lost as it turned into a cry of pleasure when he rubbed his arousal against her.

“Sorry, was that a yes?” He teased, his fingers brushing the fabric of her bottoms against her swelling bud.

“Yes!” She cried as he ran his finger up and down the gap between her folds.

“Good.” He replied, nibbling her neck before pulling her t-shirt up over her head.

“Here?!” She asked breathless.

“Mmm, hmm.” He answered, as he moved his hands back down to her waist and pulled the bottoms down with a little difficulty, before pulling her panties off as well, leaving her almost completely naked on the cold countertop, apart from her bindings.

“Kakashi, it’s cold!”

“I’ll keep you warm.” He breathed huskily, dropping his pants and moving towards her again.

Bringing his fingers to her slightly damp folds he pushed between them and began to rub her clit as she purred her approval of his actions in his ear. As she grew wetter he moved his finger down and inserted his digit into her waiting hole, feeling her muscles clamp around him tightly again as he pumped in and out of her, slowly building up the speed until she wriggled on his finger, stretching her body up to bury her hands in his hair again and rest her head against his neck.

He pulled his finger out after a while and before she had a chance to complain he pushed back into her with two fingers, alternating between pumping them in and out and gently curling them towards him to hit the special spot inside of her that had her panting heavily and thrusting her hips towards him with every touch. She moaned as he brought her quickly to her peak, her vision blurred as she achieved the pinnacle of her desire, gripping his hair a little too hard, the world seeming to disappear for a few seconds, as white hot lights danced across her sight. Kakashi kept his fingers inside of her, moving them slowly while she came down from her high. Grinning he withdrew his fingers and pressed himself against her again.

Spreading her legs a little wider, he put his arm around her, leaning her back and pulling her bottom half towards him, gently pushing his erection towards her waiting entrance. Sliding into her with a sigh, he pressed himself tight against her. Nothing could have passed between them, as he moaned in her ear, rocking against her. Her hand on the back of his head pressed his mouth harder against hers as she moaned loudly, there was practically no pain this time, he was good to his word to be gentle.

He leant her back again as they both began to pant harder, he was nearing his release again as her tight muscles undulated around him alternately gripping him with an iron grip before releasing him, only to have another part of her grip him harder than before. He sped up, pushing into her just a little harder until she finally succumbed to his movements and shuddered into her orgasm. The white hot stars burst before her, as the world around her vanished and all she could think about was the feeling of him rubbing against her insides, and her own juices splashing over him and covering his erection.

“Oh! Kakashi, I… Oh god!” She cried as she let herself go fully.

Snaking his tongue into her mouth, he stole her breath away as he let go of his own release that he had been holding back. He filled her with his hot seed as he collapsed against her, withdrawing his tongue from her mouth to rest his head against her neck as he pulsed inside her, his breath harsh and ragged against her throat. Catching his breath he nibbled her neck gently.

“Now we can go get something to eat.” He smirked.

“Well we could, only there’s one little problem.”

“Oh and what’s that?”

“You’re still on me you great lummox! Get off!” She laughed pushing him off her.

“Aww, do I have to?” He asked resisting her push and moving closer to her again.

“Yes, because you promised you’d take me out for something to eat.”

“Ah, so I did. I don’t know.” He said shaking his head. “You always get your own way or will I win occasionally?” He asked tickling her.

“Hey you got what you wanted to!”

“Ah, well yes but only at the cost of you getting what you wanted first.”

“Yeah, well get used to losing, cause it’s going to happen a lot. Now get off me, I want to get dressed.”

“Fine, fine.” He said in mock suffering, drawing out of her and pulling his pants back up.

“Are you going to give me my clothes or do I have to go upstairs practically naked?” She asked with a smirk.

His reply wiped the smirk off her face as he looked at her before smirking himself and saying “You can go upstairs naked, and you’d best hurry up if you want to go out or I’ll drag you outside naked!” He called out as she ran out of the room.

“You wouldn’t dare!” She yelled, stopping on the stairs.

“Try me!” He laughed back.

“Kakashi!” He heard her shriek as she ran up the stairs a lot quicker than before.

Chuckling he made his own way up the stairs and into the bathroom. Quickly washing himself down, he kicked off his pants and grabbed a clean pair. With that done he made his way back downstairs to wait for her. He still thought this a bad idea but he couldn’t refuse her when she looked at him like that. Sighing he retrieved his long sleeved top and jacket from the kitchen, slipping them on he walked over to the table and picked up his hitae-ate and placed it over his eye.

“Sakura! I’m coming up to drag you out the door now. I hope you’re decent!”

“Eeep!” He heard her squeak as he moved back up the stairs again.

Walking into the bedroom he found her hurrying to pull her shorts on over her panties. He walked up behind her and gripped the top of her shorts, pulling them up for her, before bending over to pick her skirt and hand it to her. He watched her pull it on, before brushing her hair out of the way and planting a soft kiss on the nape of her neck.

“Ready?”

“Yeah.”

“Good then let’s go I’m starving.” He said, taking her hand and leading her downstairs.

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Just as she was about to open the door, he called her back.

“Sakura, wait.”

“What?” She asked innocently.

“Kiss me.” He said, leaning down towards her. She reached up and wrapped her arms around his neck as she kissed him.

“I just want to make something clear. I don’t do public displays of affection. Kissing, hand holding or hugging in front of others or in public places, I just don’t do. Not that we can do that right now, but holding hands on the way back from the mission was different.”

“I know.” She replied smiling a little sadly.

“It’s not that I don’t care. I do, it’s just not something I do. You know what you mean to me though don’t you?” He asked cupping her face and looking at her.

“I know.” She replied, a real smile this time.

“Good. Because you really are precious to me Sakura.” He said, giving her an eye crease before pulling his mask up as they headed out the door.

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