Accomplish The Opposite

A/N) All right! Well I won’t be doing any Mpreg. I might have gotten 5 or 6 people that said no –out like 30 something- but I cherish you guys just as much. And if you don’t want a Sasuke mommy then I won’t do it. As for the rest of you Preggy lovers…kisses! I wrote a new Ita/Sas for you all. Yay! Go find it!

Disclaimer: I’m just using Naruto characters for the duration of this story.
Warning: May contain sexual content. Or rather: Will contain sexual content.
Credit info: Most of the boy shmex in here goes to the credit of one of my readers. I requested a collaboration and she helped out. Thanks Kat!


Chapter IX
Brothers On A Hotel Bed


(Part I)
The fate of night, Itachi

There was nothing like sleeping in his brother’s arms. Sasuke remembered how much that had comforted him. He adored the way Itachi’s arms felt around his body when he would accidentally roll over and hold him. Sasuke used to pretend that Itachi knew exactly what he was doing, grabbing him and smelling his hair deeply. He would tell himself that Itachi loved him. That he just needed time to admit it and then they could sleep together and Sasuke could return his embrace.

Sasuke waited for years and years for that day. He would even touch Itachi at night when they shared a bed. Silently begging him to cover him in his warmth. It made him happy when Itachi’s sleeping body would roll over and grasp him in a firm hold. This made it easier for Sasuke to sleep.

Then came the day when they moved and Sasuke was forced to forever forget what it was like when his brother would hold him in those strong arms and breathe down his neck. He had snuck in Itachi’s room once or twice after that. Jumping into his bed and laying there while Itachi slept uninterrupted. Eventually Itachi caught him and made him stop his nightly trips to sanity.

Sasuke learned to sleep on his own after that but it was never the same. He’d grown up with Itachi laying next to him, keeping him warm and safe. He yearned for that kind of intimacy with his brother again. He prayed nearly every night that Itachi would come to his senses and maybe come lay with him. All he got were those nights when they would watch late night movies and Itachi would unknowingly put his arm behind the couch and then let it fall around Sasuke’s neck.

Those nights gave Sasuke hope and he would soon be rewarded for being so patient. He just had to stick it out and wait a little longer. He was no fool, Itachi knew what he was doing half the time. Touching him accidentally, showering together to save water. Sasuke knew what his brother was hinting. He was so close and Itachi would give into him one day. That was how he fell asleep now, knowing he could have the love of his brother again one day.

(Part II)
The night of fate, Sasuke


There he was, lying on the bed with his eyes closed and his breathing normal. His arms were under his pillow and he was facing away from the wall, sleeping so still and so peaceful. Itachi was sitting in a chair near the door watching him closely. They had been driving for the passed day and a half. Sasuke had been tired and Itachi was having trouble breathing so they stopped and rented a small room with just one bed. Sasuke had fallen asleep in the car so by the time they walked inside he just fell on the bed.

Itachi hadn’t made it to the bed. He almost refused to lay down next to Sasuke. He was having all these memories flood in and he didn’t know where his emotions for Sasuke had run off. It was almost as if they had never existed. He wanted to lay next to Sasuke and hold him but over all, his chest was hurting. The pain was indescribable when he tried to breathe freely. He would be forced to hunch over and hold close the wound so he could take a deep breath every once in awhile. It was taking all his energy just to inhale. If he were to lay with Sasuke then he knew he would want to touch him. He couldn’t be sure that he wouldn’t reopen the stitches if his breathing got out of control.

He leaned on his hand as Sasuke turned over and laid on his back. He raised one of his knees and rested a hand on his stomach as his eyelids lifted. Itachi stayed still as he watched the boy sit up and look at him. The sweat running down Sasuke’s neck was indicating that he probably wasn’t sleeping very well because he was hot.

“How long has it been?” Sasuke yawned and fingered through his tangled hair. He swung his legs off the bed and got up. Itachi closed his eyes as Sasuke pulled his shirt off and wiped down his sweaty body. Itachi breathed heavily as his heart began to pace faster. He opened his eyes as Sasuke complained about the heat and looked around on the floor for his backpack.

This was the first time Itachi had really gotten a good look at Sasuke’s body. His eyes roamed over the boy’s chest. He had muscles in all the right places and when he reached his arms up to stretch-

“Two hours.” Itachi looked down so he wouldn’t be tempted to stand and ‘help’ Sasuke get back on the bed. The boy reached in his bag and pulled out a fresh shirt but Itachi had stood up by then. He walked over to Sasuke and stopped him from putting his shirt on. He gave Itachi a confusing look but as soon as he was about to say something, Itachi grabbed his hips and roughly shoved him into the bathroom door.

He towered over Sasuke and breathed down his neck. He clenched his jaw as a familiar pain passed through his lower region. He looked down at boy and searched his eyes. Surely Sasuke knew what he wanted, they were finally alone and in a hotel. He rested his forehead against Sasuke’s and they blinked at each other.

Sasuke could feel an ache in his body building up. It was like he could feel everything Orochimaru had done to him coming back up the surface. He swallowed as Itachi touched his lips with his thumb. He didn’t even say a word as their lips fell against each other. Sasuke inhaled deeply and Itachi pushed against him even more. His insides were hurting. This didn’t feel like it was supposed to feel. He wasn’t in that good kind of pain that he wanted to feel when his brother held him.

Sasuke turned away from their kiss but Itachi just thought he was being playful. He licked Sasuke’s neck lightly as his let his body slide down and kissed his chest. The boy’s body was so warm against his lips and the softness of his skin that it made Itachi lick him and kiss him hungrily. Sasuke’s hands shook as he reached up to put his fingers in Itachi’s hair. His body rattled as Itachi moved farther down, unbuckling his belt and pulling it off his pants. He closed his eyes and turned his head when his brother unzipped his pants.

Itachi’s head rested on Sasuke’s stomach as he slid the boy’s pants down to his ankles. Sasuke took a deep breath when Itachi’s hand ran up his creamy thighs. The heat from the room finally got to Itachi and he moved back to take of his shirt. He stood and felt Sasuke’s chest with his. Sasuke looked away, embarrassed, as he stood in only his boxers with a visible bulge.

Itachi ignored Sasuke’s discomfort as he felt along the boy’s body. His hand roamed everywhere, touching everything. Sasuke absently stepped out of his pants as Itachi’s hands graced his body. The elder raven licked down Sasuke’s neck to his nipple. Itachi nipped gently on the little nub of flesh, then soothed it with his tongue. Sasuke failed to stifle a moan, which compelled Itachi to treat its opposite the same way. He moved back to tower over Sasuke and made eye contact, pleading slightly.

“Sasuke, do you want this?” His voice was soft and made the smaller boy tremble. Sasuke didn’t know what he wanted at that point. His body was still overrun by painful memories of Orochimaru. He couldn’t lie about being afraid to do this so early after he’d been taken forcefully. Itachi lifted Sasuke’s fallen head and kissed him between his eyes.

“Make me…forget what he did, Itachi. Please.” Sasuke leaned up and sealed their lips together in an intense kiss. Yes, this was the feeling he wanted, the one he’d been waiting for since they had made love such a long time ago. Itachi pressed against him, causing him to release a moan as their lips parted. He nodded lightly and rubbed his thumb over Sasuke’s lips as the boy shivered.

Itachi tugged on Sasuke’s hand and pulled him to the bed. They stood and stared again until Itachi pushed him back and he flopped gracelessly onto the mattress with Itachi on top of him. Sasuke nuzzled his brother’s throat and arched up into him. The elder took a deep breath then ground his hips into his little lover’s.

Sasuke’s moan was meek as he wrapped his arms around his brother. He didn’t want Itachi to know just how much he really wanted this to happen between them. Itachi kissed Sasuke again, his hands travelling down his sides, trying to drive them closer together. He pulled back and looked down at the one he would soon confess his love for in an intimate fashion; lips slightly parted, eyes glazed over with lust, face flushed a perfect pink, and his hair a tousled mess. Itachi brought one of Sasuke’s perfect fingers to his lips and sucked gently.

“Lube?” Itachi asked as he slid Sasuke’s finger in and out of his mouth, daring the younger to moan louder.

“W-we don’t have any.” Sasuke managed to get out around his gasping breath. Why would they? This had never actually been planned in the first place. Itachi sat up and pulled Sasuke to him, making the boy straddled his waist.

“That’s fine.” He whispered into his lover’s ear. He took the time to appreciate Sasuke’s naked body in his lap and then rubbed his thighs. “Lay down, Sasuke.” He said licking the rim of Sasuke’s ear as he whispered. Sasuke obliged and laid back down, taking a deep breath as he let his legs fall open. He was embarrassed but he never took his eyes off his brother and the older never let his eyes stray from Sasuke’s.

Itachi marveled at Sasuke’s exposed body and leaned forward on his hands and knees. His cheek rested against the boy’s creamy thigh and he smelled the skin, licking it lightly. Sasuke sucked in his stomach as if it was going to make the ripple of feelings dissipate. Itachi moved lower, his face just inches from taking Sasuke’s erected cock into the depths of his throat.

Sasuke gritted his teeth as he waited. He was becoming impatient with the way Itachi was playing but he adored the bits of attention he was getting.

Itachi descended and captured Sasuke into his mouth without warning. The boy’s stomach hitched and he sprang forward unexpectedly. He grabbed Itachi’s hair with both hands and tried to calm his breathing. He moaned softly as his brother took no notice of his utter humiliation for what they were doing.

Itachi’s tongue flicked against Sasuke’s member. He sucked harder now, enjoying the way Sasuke’s body had matured. He couldn’t remember the first time he had done this with Sasuke but he knew this felt so much better. Sasuke was older now, his body was older now. He couldn’t stop himself from placing a hand at the base of Sasuke’s cock and pumping him gently as his mouth inhaled its tip.

Sasuke tossed his head back and gripped Itachi’s hair tighter. Last time they had done this he was so inexperienced that he’d come just minutes after Itachi started. He was determined to hold out this time. He rocked back and forth as he bit his bottom lip and whimpered from the sensation.

Itachi groaned from in between Sasuke’s legs, reaching down inside his own pants to touch himself. Sasuke watched his brother’s hand moving in and out of his pants and it just made the pressure inside him peak. Sasuke leaned forward and his stomach met the top of Itachi’s head. He called out Itachi’s name as he bucked against the elder’s jaws and came quickly.

“Oh God…” He cried as his body emptied itself into his brother’s warm mouth. Sasuke panted and sweat ran down his forehead as he began to fall back from the compression. Itachi raised himself quickly and caught Sasuke in his arms. The boy’s eyes were gleaming with a satisfied look and he smiled softly.

Itachi moved back to Sasuke’s side and licked a thin strip from ear to shoulder. Sasuke’s legs fell open around Itachi again and he whimpered slightly at his brother. Itachi took the hint and wondered if he could go this far with Sasuke so soon. He moved back in between Sasuke’s legs and slid out of his own pants, finally.

After wiping up the cum off Sasuke’s thighs and spreading some onto his fingers, Itachi lowered his hand and ran one finger down the crack of Sasuke’s firm ass. At the prompting of another whimper, Itachi moved his finger to Sasuke’s puckered entrance. Itachi worked the single digit in passed the tight ring of muscles.

Sasuke moaned and bit down on his brother’s shoulder. Itachi, in turn, kissed the boy roughly as he pumped the finger in and out of Sasuke’s ass. Itachi added another finger when he felt the passage around his finger loosen. Sasuke arched his back, almost trying to fight to get away instead of trying to enjoy it.

With two fingers buried into his lover’s opening, Itachi raised himself higher and looked down at Sasuke who winced slightly as Itachi scissored his fingers. Itachi added another finger and licked Sasuke’s neck, silently asking him to relax.

Sasuke slowly started to unclench his butt-muscles one at a time. When he was relaxed, Itachi moved all three fingers in his little body, searching against the walls for the magic little bundle of nerves. Sasuke let out a loud moan and Itachi pushed at his prostate again.

Itachi’s neglected cock chose that time to throb painfully and he reached for it. Once his cock was sufficiently covered in Sasuke’s sticky coating, he moved and positioned the blunt tip at Sasuke’s entrance. Sasuke groused and his eyes screwed shut, thighs clamping tightly to Itachi’s hip, stilling his movement.

Itachi looked at the boy with concerned eyes. Sasuke’s hands flew to his chest and tried to push him away. Itachi carefully fought him down and pinned him to the bed. He watched closely as Sasuke’s body shook under him.

“Sasuke? Sasuke talk to me.” Itachi leaned in as close as he could, wrapping his arms around his beloved. He almost felt ashamed for what he was doing now. He wanted Sasuke, he couldn't deny that but he didn’t want for the boy to be regretting what would happen between them.

Sasuke started to whimper Itachi’s name, then screamed, “No Orochimaru, not again! You can’t make me! Itachi!” He cried out, trying to gather his brother in his arms so that he could protect himself from the memory of that horrible day. Itachi leaned into him and held tight so Sasuke would know he was safe with him and they were miles away from anything that could harm him.

“I’m right here Sasuke, I’ve got you.” Sasuke’s eyes flew open at his brother’s voice and he clung to him like his life depended on it, and at the moment, it just might. He braved not to sob before his brother made love to him. He wanted this just as much as he ever had. He needed to try harder to push that wretched man out of his thoughts so he and Itachi could finally be happy.

“Please Itachi, I can’t take the memories of it anymore…help me.” He sniffled but he didn’t dare let a single tear pass through his eyes. He wasn’t going to let Itachi see him cry this time. Itachi nodded and laid Sasuke back on the bed, making sure that Sasuke’s eyes were on him the whole time and he knew where he was. He knew it hadn’t been his fault the Sasuke was raped but he blamed himself anyway. He could have been there or he could have killed the man before then, but he was too weak.

Itachi positioned himself again and looked at Sasuke, waiting. Getting a nod he gently pushed into his little Sasuke’s ass. The boy’s eyes fluttered, but they stayed open. He let out a small whimper as Itachi seated himself fully and waited for Sasuke to get used to the feeling of being entered.

Pain kept spiking up his back, but he ignored it and focused on the fact that it was Itachi within him. Sasuke rocked his hips against Itachi’s, ready. Itachi pulled out slightly and moved in slowly. His body didn’t want to wait anymore but for Sasuke’s sake he kept himself at a steady pace, trying his best not to ram the poor boy’s frail body like he wanted to.

Itachi watched Sasuke’s face as he moved, his thrust getting deeper, but still slow and gentle. Leaning down, Itachi kissed Sasuke who returned the kiss eagerly. Both boys smirked and their hips moved in perfect sync. Itachi lowered a hand and started to stroke Sasuke’s cock firmly. Sasuke moaned and panted, feeling his release coming quickly.

Itachi could feel Sasuke’s thighs tighten against his sides and knew that the boy’s release was coming, his not far behind. Sasuke arched his back and his cum shot out of him, over both of their chests and Sasuke’s eyes stayed open the whole time.

Between watching Sasuke cum, the look in those dark eyes and the constriction of the passage around his cock, Itachi moaned and kissed Sasuke as he released deep inside him. They panted and stared at one another. Itachi wasn’t sure if he wanted to let go of Sasuke yet, but he moved in exhaustion.

Itachi pulled out and flopped down on the side of Sasuke. Sasuke took the corner of one of the blankets and wiped the cum off him and Itachi, then threw it on the floor. He grabbed the edge of another blanket and threw over the both of them.

Itachi reached out for Sasuke. Finding him, he pulled the smaller boy to him and Sasuke curled into his side, head resting on Itachi’s shoulder.

“Itachi,” Sasuke yawned, “I…love you nii-san.” Sasuke said lightly. He was so happy to be in his brother’s arms that he didn’t feel the tense sensation of Itachi’s body. Itachi stared up at the ceiling.

Sometime later, Itachi finally responded to Sasuke’s statement, “Yeah, I know.” He whispered. He laid his head on Sasuke’s and took a deep breath. He couldn’t wait anymore. He had some explaining to do now. Itachi inhaled and held his-

“Sasuke.” He began softly. “We’re brothers…aren’t we?” Itachi’s eyes were full and he didn’t look like he could even believe what was happening anymore. He was calm while Sasuke moved out of his arms with shock in his eyes. He sat up and turned his back to Itachi.

“You lied to me.” Itachi didn’t know how exactly he knew to say all these things but memories were flooding him again. “Why?” He asked, trying to get Sasuke to look at him again but it didn’t work.

“I love you.” Sasuke gritted his teeth. “And you won’t have me. I did what I had to do so that you would understand that it ‘is‘ okay for us to be this way. I had to prove to you that you feel the same way I do. I never imagined it would got this far.” He put his head in head in his hands.

“You used me.” Itachi sat up and put a hand a Sasuke’s back.

“It wasn’t intentional!” Sasuke turned around and pushed him back on the bed. He laid on top of Itachi with their hips touching again. “How could you be angry with me?! I only did what you were afraid to do.” He had his palms on Itachi’s chest and he was pressing down without knowing. Itachi winced and slightly closed one of his eyes. Sasuke immediately jumped off him when he noticed what he was doing.

Luckily just a little of Itachi’s blood was passing through the reopened wound. Sasuke hid himself under the sheets and put the pillow over his head. Itachi laid there for a moment as he tried to think about their situation.

“You should have told me, Sasuke.” He pulled the sheets back and laid on top of his brother. His hips laid on Sasuke’s backside and he leaned his chin on Sasuke’s head as he interlocked their fingers in front of them.

“I knew you wouldn’t have approved.” Sasuke turned his head to the side. “You’ve always been like that. Running away from me, telling me you don’t love me. It wasn’t fair.” He pushed Itachi off of him and they both sat up staring at each other. The older touched the side of Sasuke’s face.

“I apologize then. I still can’t remember everything but I know I’ve been lying to you too.” He moved closer. “I’ve loved you for a long time. Just because my mind changed doesn’t mean my body did. I knew exactly how I felt about you that day in the bathtub. It just…felt wrong, so I stopped it.” He kissed Sasuke’s cheek.

“What are you saying?” Sasuke asked as he tilted his head to the side and Itachi kissed his neck lightly. He wrapped his arms around Sasuke’s waist and covered Sasuke’s eyes with his hand, imitating what Sasuke had done to him the other day.

“I don’t care what we are. I don’t care that you’re my brother, I still love you the same.” He gave Sasuke a small kiss on his shivering lips. “I’m sorry it took me so long to tell you that.” He pulled away from the boy. Sasuke’s eyes were closed but when he opened them they were red. The tears begged to leave and run down his face but he just shook them away. He had Itachi confessing everything he’d ever wanted him to, he just wanted to enjoy it.

He looked in Itachi’s eyes, they weren’t like they used to be. They were soft and his lips held the tinge of a small smile. Sasuke hadn’t seen him look so peaceful in years. It reminded him of when they were young. Somehow that little smile had disappeared but he’d brought it back. Itachi was smiling because he loved his brother and he couldn’t hide it anymore.

Sasuke almost didn’t recognize him. They were both finally content with what the other meant to them. Sasuke smiled to himself as he laid back down and reached for him. Itachi laid his head down on Sasuke’s chest and the younger combed through his hair softly. They were just going to lay like that for the rest of their lives. They were safe now. Konoha was behind them and their love was the only thing in front of them.

They could go anywhere now. No one had to know what they were to each other. It didn’t matter that they were in love anymore. The world meant nothing to them now. They were just two brothers on a hotel bed.

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Itachi stood at the foot of the bed a few hours later. It was dark out by now and it dared to rain. He was fully clothed with his keys in his hand. He jingled them slightly but Sasuke didn’t wake up. He must have been very tired. Itachi couldn’t really blame him. They’d had a long day. He took a deep breath and laid the keys on the nightstand. Maybe he was just going to go for a walk, and not come back. He could leave the car with Sasuke. He would need it to get back home, or somewhere safe. Itachi watched him closely, thinking he should kiss his brother…his lover goodbye. He never did it and he walked out of the hotel room just a simple as that, closing the door behind him.

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Sasuke sat up in the darkness of his room and reached for Itachi’s body. He felt he was alone in the bed and looked around, worried for a reason he didn’t know.

“Itachi…” He called, sensing that the entire room was empty. ‘Itachi…’ Sasuke reached for the lamp next to his bed and saw that Itachi’s clothes and bag were gone. His heart raced as he got out of the bed and pulled his pants on, heading over to the door. He pulled it open swiftly and stared out into the beating rain. It thundered and the rain was so thick he couldn’t see.

“Itachi.” Sasuke said again, stepping outside and having the water hit his back like sharp pricks. He wandered out into the parking lot barefoot and called his brother again. His breathing had picked up and he was going dizzy now. He spotted the car where Itachi had left it. Sasuke walked over to it, hoping his brother was sitting inside.

He wiped down the window and looked inside. He beat on the glass when he found the car empty, just like his bed and his room.

‘He didn’t leave me. He didn’t leave me! Oh God…he couldn’t have left me here!’ Sasuke stood near the car and dropped to his knees in the water. “Itachi!” He cried now, he’d been left behind. He slammed his fists into the ground and screamed his brother’s name again and again. He screamed because he couldn’t bear the pain. He screamed because he was heartbroken. He screamed because Itachi had promised to love him. Now, he was alone again.

Sasuke stood slowly and stared up at the sky. The rain came down on his face and mixed with his tears. Had Itachi lied to him when he said he loved him finally? How could he just leave him alone like this?

“W-why? Why’d you leave me? Am I not enough for you?!” Sasuke was still shouting into the emptiness of the parking lot. “Itachi…” He sobbed slowly as he stumbled back to the room and stood in the doorway, dripping on everything. He was crying so hard that he could barely breathe. He fell on the bed and screamed again, tugging painfully at his hair and tossing around.

“…you promised.” Sasuke looked up, fresh tears rolling down his cheeks. His eyes were red and his face was the same color. He wasn’t in the least bit angry. He was just overwhelmed by loneliness. He wanted Itachi so bad he could feel him. He felt walls he’d built tearing down inside him. How was he going to survive with no one to guide him?

He was so weak without his brother around. He was literally breaking in pieces trying to grasp his loss. He felt like Itachi was so far away. He wouldn’t be coming back this time, Sasuke could feel it. He was losing touch without someone to hold him.

Sasuke rolled over on the bed that was now just as soaked as he was. He looked up at the dresser, ready to turn the light off and wallow in the darkness when he found a small note. He grabbed it up fast, expecting to read that Itachi had just left for a walk. He would be back, Sasuke had faith.

-Brother…
We were together for an eternity. I still want to hold you Sasuke. I can still feel you but I must leave you now. You’ll have to understand that no matter how much you mean to me, I can’t save you by staying. I thought maybe I could but you’re in danger with me here.

Think about us as we were in each other’s arms. If you wait I’ll come back to you someday. You’ll have to leave this world but we’ll be together again, I promise you.

Close your eyes Sasuke, I’m right here.-

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