style='mso-bidi-font-weight:normal'>Inside my Mind
style='mso-bidi-font-weight:normal'>By: Late-Sleeper
class=SpellE>style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>Unbetaclass=GramE>…sorry…style='mso-bidi-font-weight:normal'>
style='mso-bidi-font-weight:normal'>Chapter 2: Naruto one
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>I clutched the
pillow tightly against my body and prayed to god that the bed would swallow me
whole and spit me to the fires of hell. Burn me! Engulf me! Kill me!
class=GramE>“Naruto!style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'> You’re not skipping
school this time!” My dad called outside my room.
class=SpellE>Chestyle='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>!style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'> Talk about
teenage-angst-killer…he ruined my emo moment.
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>“I don’t want to go
to school. Ever.”
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>“You’re going to
school or I’ll burn all your ramen!”
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>With that I was up
and running towards the bathroom to take a quick shower and dress myself for
school. Well, it was three days since it happened…maybe Sasuke already had his
laugh, the school must have heard the whole story, pliers of me being gay is
already given to respective bullies…
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>I sighed loudly.
class=GramE>It’sstyle='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'> time to dance to
the music.
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>Hi, class=GramE>I’m Naruto, the biggest loser in school…
class=GramE>…and
now the current holder of I-am-the-most-stupid-person-in-the-world-trophy.style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>
class=GramE>Andstyle='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'> all this because I
fell in love with the most unattainable person one could ever imagine. class=SpellE>Uchiha Sasuke.
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>The funny thing is class=GramE>I’ve fallen in love with the bastard twice. TWICEclass=GramE>!!! At the same time!!!
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>How you may ask?
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>Simple, class=GramE>I’ve fallen for his looks when I first saw him in
school…well that’s a given.
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>Then I also fell
for him when he was befriending me in a prank
call…
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>I know. class=GramE>I’m such a loser.
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>“NARUTOclass=GramE>!!! Hurry up!”
class=GramE>“Okay,
dad.” Okay, dad…I’m okay…is just that my
heart is smashed between two boulders and my mind is in a gutter…but okay dad.
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>“Hurry upclass=GramE>!!!”
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>RULER class=SpellE>RULER RULER is me
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>Well so far so
good. It seems Sasuke hadn’t told anyone yet…or maybe
they’re just waiting for me to take their plan into action.
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>I turned to the
left and sneaked towards the locker room mission-impossible style (insert
mission impossible theme song here please). class=GramE>Heh, seems like no one is
around…well except for Sasuke and another per...
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>Sasukeclass=GramE>?!
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>Shit!
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>“Why do you care so
much? You do realize that Naruto is a boy…or
maybe you’re gay?”
style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>Boy!!!style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'> I felt an
invisible arrow pierced through my already bleeding heart and I found myself
clutching my heart and loosing my balance, face contorted in such anguish. I
held onto a locker to keep me from falling when my eyes suddenly fell on class=SpellE>Sasuke’s companion.
class=SpellE>Oppsssstyle='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>…style='mso-bidi-font-style:normal'>busted.
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>I hurriedly stood
up and brushed an invisible dust off my pants trying hard not to look at the
freaky white-eyed dude. Damn! I’m blushing too much.
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>“But he sure looks
cute.”
class=SpellE>Owstyle='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>!
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>“If you want
ugly-butt face, then by all means he’s yours.” Then Sasuke walks away chuckling
like hearing me, Naruto, being called cute was the most
hilarious thing he ever heard…well maybe it was for him…
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>Ouch!
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>This time I really
did felt something pierced my heart and my chest felt a tightening sensation as
my eyes felt a burning sensation. Then by some miracles
the roof of the school begun to leak because I felt something wet dropped down my
cheeks.
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>“I’m not crying.”
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>I think I said that
aloud because the person Sasuke was talking to was looking at me with gentle
eyes. I rubbed my face with my hands and smiled at him like an idiot then run
off towards the cafeteria to drown myself with soda.
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>I run in slow
motion adding effects to my drama, eyes brimming with tears, snot dripping from
my nose ready to get drunk with all the carbonated drinks our canteen has to
offer when suddenly I was trampled by horde of girls…class=SpellE>Sasuke’s fangirls.
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>“Did you hear?
Sakura slept with Uchiha-kun yesterday after P.E.
She’s such a slut!” Their shrieking voices pierced my ears.
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>“Well I’d do that
too if I were in her position.”
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>My ears perked up
when I heard them say Uchiha.
Damn! Me and my still hoping heart. I tried to listen
more but they scram off to somewhere, like roaches towards a new prey of food.
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>Lately I been
hearing more and more of Sasuke’s encounters…sexual
encounters. The bastard is such a playboy!!!
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>I class=GramE>can’t believe I’ve fallen to such a womanizer who would fuck
anyone who shows interest on hi…
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>Wait.
class=GramE>Then…style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>
class=GramE>No…style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>
class=GramE>Butstyle='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>…
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>Shit!
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>RULER class=SpellE>RULER RULER RULER
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>Shit!
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>Calm down Naruto.
Calm down.
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>Inhale. Exhale.
class=GramE>That’sstyle='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'> it. Stay cool.
Smile.
class=GramE>That’sstyle='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'> it, walk coolly towards
him and act like you own the world. That’s it…a little
bit more. There, there just lift your right foot, then the left, yes okay a
little bit more.
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>I gave a loud sigh
and shook my nervousness away. I stride normally as possible towards Sasuke who
was sitting on a chair with books scattered all over his table. Good thing the
library is very quiet and that only Sasuke and I are inside it, well, except
for the grumpy librarian of course.
class=GramE>I
gave a soft sigh and practiced once more the lines I was going to say as my gay
alter ego cheered me on, while the crazy one is actually lecturing me that what
I was doing is wrong…but, as always I’m listening to my sane mind and my sane
mind is telling me to go on and be gay as he snipped another weed.style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>Well, here I go.
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>“Hey!” I called out
to him.
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>The bastard did not
look up and continued reading whatever he is reading. I frowned a bit at class=GramE>being ignored. I called at him again, this time much
louder…well louder as I could possibly muster inside a library, but still no response.
Irritation already got a hold of me; patience really isn’t
one of my asset. I tapped his shoulder but still no response. I tried once
again this time with more pressure, still no response.
class=GramE>The
bastard!
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>“Hey!” I called out
much, much, much louder. I even heard my voice echoed throughout the room
followed by the hisses from the librarian.
class=GramE>But
still, no response from the fucking ice princess.
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>I felt some veins
popping from my temple due to annoyance, so forgetting all my embarrassment and
inhibitions; I grabbed on to his shoulders and twirled him around to face me.
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>That got his
attention, as he stared at me wide-eyes.
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>I smirked at that. class=SpellE>Heh, finally.
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>“I want you to
sleep with me.” I blurted out hurriedly as if it was the normal thing to say
when you called out to someone.
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>There I said it.
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>I said it!
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>I said it without
even stuttering.
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>I smirked at him
then turned around and made a beeline towards the exit while walking in a sure
stride with hands inside my pocket. Good thing I hid my hands inside my pocket
because, I can’t stop it from shaking.
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>The librarian gave
me a glare but didn’t say a word as I passed her by.
class=GramE>But…style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>I said it.
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>I said it!style='mso-spacerun:yes'> style='mso-spacerun:yes'>
style='mso-bidi-font-weight:normal'>To be continued…
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style='mso-bidi-font-weight:normal'>Late-Sleeper: And the winner is:
-ding-ding-ding- a kitsunes light (did I get your name right?)
for guessing what or who was Neji staring at.
style='font-size:14.0pt;font-family:Garamond;color:#3366FF'>And people actually
thought I was going to be nice?! Whatclass=GramE>?! Whahaha no way in hell class=GramE>I’d be nice…especially with Sasuke.
