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And I cry...
And I cry…
By : Hound Dog
Summary: the story starts when Naruto fight Sasuke and failed…
Rating: I hope I will have the heart to write some nasty things, but I’m not sure… just shonen – ai probably. But I think I would write some lemon later on.
Genre: I don’t know! this is just something about Naruto and Sasuke and their cute little romance. Sasuke is the seme and probably a bit of Itachi.
Disclaimer: Through all those prayers and wishes in the middle of the night, I still don’t own Naruto… not his lips, hips, or –piip- (all officially belong to Kishimoto_sama, but whole heartedly belong to Sasuke_chan…) hehehe >_<
Part 1 ‘Kami-sama, it hurts so badly.’
“Sasuke,” Naruto called, “Let’s be together for a long long time…” Sasuke’s tears were running freely in his cheeks. “Yeah, sure… I will watch you get old – the old stupid Naruto. The you that I love the most…” He held Naruto even tighter. And he buried him self in Naruto’s shoulder.
“That sounds really nice – ureshidattebayo…”
* * *
Naruto held it firmly in his hand…
He held sasuke’s hand. It was surprisingly cold, as if there was no warmth at all. As if it was a carcass. But those thought were easily swept away from his mind as a savage pain flew in his chest again. He felt it again as Sasuke’s fingers move inside his chest to produce another sting for Naruto. A slim moan of pain broke out from his mouth. Then, Sasuke pulled his hand and move back, feeling satisfied. Naruto winced feeling the sudden emptiness in his chest as he held it to reduce the pain. And it was so hurt, so fucking hurt. He saw blood drifted from his chest to his hand toward the ground. ‘Kami… Is this the way we have to live? Do we really have to kill each other? Can’t I bring him back to Konoha? To me?’
‘Oh, Kami it hurts so bad…’
“Heh! Are you trying to mock me Naruto? I can see why you are special. But, that special of yours is simply nothing compares to me…” the blonde boy gasping for air as he was holding his chest in his arm. His chest hurt, so fucking badly, he can felt the ribs were cracking one by one. It did hurt that much, but not as much as the pain in his heart as he stared into the eyes of the boy that he thought he knew. People gave him underestimate looked, mocking him continuously, putting him aside, never even acknowledge his presence, and sometimes just throwing things at him when he walked by. Those are painful, but now, it seemed to be just a scratch comparing to the pain he has to bear to look into the eyes of his best friend.
“Oy, giving up already? I expect a little fight from you? Just to test my new power!” the black haired boy smirked at the seemingly worn up boy in front of him. “Who the hell is going to give up, you damn genius? I’m going to kick your ass and make you kneel in front of me begging for me to forgive your fuckin’ stupidity!!” Naruto grinned. “As usual, your mouth is so loud and full of shit! Go ahead and try Naruto! But realize this, you won’t even be able to scratch my Konoha headband!” his smirk was growing even wider.
Naruto clenched his hands into a fist, he ducked his head so slow and bit his own tongue. He felt the metallic flavor in his mouth. He knew it, the time has come. The time to decide, to reveal everything. “Sasuke…” he whispered, but loud enough for Sasuke to hear. “I’LL KILL YOU IF I HAVE TO!!!!!” He brought his head up as his screaming tear up the wood, and his eyes were raging in anger. Red flame chakra covered his whole body. This is it…
‘Hmm… omoshiroi…’ Sasuke told himself as he did too. Pulling out all his chakra.
“CHIDORI!!!!!”
“RASENGAN!!!!”
He’s about to kill Sasuke, he would aim it to the heart. And that would end his misery. This is it… they were so close, all he had to do was aiming his rasengan to that perfect place. He took one final glance into his best friend eyes. It stunned him, knowing that all his hatred vanished in a blink of an eye. And on that fast moment, he realized everything. It was impossible for him to do that. So, instead of the heart, he aimed it to another place, the Konoha headband in his best friend head.
‘Just a scratch Sasuke, something to clear your mind.’
But everything was swept through his mind as he felt a savage pain in his chest. He was shocked; shocked to see the hand once again aimed his heart. ‘He wants to kill me’ then his wide baby blue eyes looked up only to see Sasuke deceitful eyes smiling, feeling so happy. ‘Why?’ that word never escaped his mouth as everything went black for Naruto.
The black haired boy kneeled, holding his shoulder and breathing heavily. He had no strength left. He saw the blonde boy across him, lying on the ground. There was a slight wonder in his mind, ‘was he still breathing?’ But it vanished easily as he saw the minor breathing in the boy’s chest. He was shaken to the fact that he was relieved. He gained all his strength and walked toward the blonde boy. Sasuke saw it, his calm face, Naruto was almost smiling, smiling a very sad smile. He never looked like that, Sasuke never saw him like that. Without warning, a sudden feeling burnt his chest as he kneeled above Naruto’s head, hovering over him “Naruto…” It was raining all of a sudden. The rain made mimicry of his heart.
His Konoha headband dropped. “Dobe…”
He stood and walked by, leaving the blond boy alone in the rain.
‘Dobe, I choose my strength over my heart, forgive me…’
And Sasuke kept on walking by, the sound of his brother’s voice playing repeatedly in his mind. ‘Kill your closest person… Kill your closest person… then you will be strong.’
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“Hey brat! Wake up! It’s almost noon! If you don’t wake up now, I’ll throw you to Itachi’s lap!” he opened his eyes to see a familiar figure standing madly in front of him.
“Hai Hai Sensei! Just gimme’ five minutes more and I’ll wake up!”
“You SPOILED BRAT!!!!” Naruto felt light, flied and wet. Jiraiya just pulled him up and tossed him to river on his side. “TEME!! Ero sennin! Nande???”
“You damn lousy kid! What makes your tiny brain think that we are here on a trip? Hah… I wish I had Yondaime as my student again… so polite, talented and handsome…” Jiraiya grudge. “You ero sennin! I’ll show you that I am better than yondaime!”
“Bah! You can try that for as long as you live and end up being the same Naruto! Come on, get up! We have some practice to do!”
It has been like this for the past 2 months for Naruto. Ever since he woke up in the hospital, holding Sasuke headband in his hand, he determined that he won’t lose. This is a battle, and if he loses that means he will lose his closest person. He would make that damn arrogant bastard came back. Even if it would cost him his own life. It wasn’t really because he had promised Sakura. It was more to restrain the pain in his heart; to make sure that Sasuke was just lost for a while and probably to forgive him. So on he practiced hard, letting no physical pain endured him and letting no one uncovered his heart. He put his future on two results, gained Sasuke back or died trying…
“Yo! Enough for today? You look a bit fed up!” Jiraiya stopped his counter-attack. He closely examined the blond boy in front of him that was wheezing for a need to breathe. “Heh!!! Ero sennin, this future hokage will not be stopped by that fuckin’ lame punches from you!!! YOU GOT THAT?”
“Ha… Yosh! I will not stop even you beg to Naruto! Look Out Naruto! This Great Jiraiya is attacking you!!!”
Naruto ducked his head so he could evade from 3 kunai that was released by Jiraiya. ‘That was close’ Naruto thought. He was a bit tired lately. It was only 2 months but his body was starting to ache. His muscles were getting stiff also. Jiraiya sensei has put him under a very strict training. Naruto knew that Jiraiya sensei didn’t do this for Naruto’s sake only. He knew that deep inside Jiraiya’s heart, he didn’t want the history to repeat. Somehow, Jiraiya was doing this for himself, in order to forgive himself for failing to bring back Orochimaru.
“Okay! Let’s stop it for now!” Jiraiya said while he caught shurikens from Naruto.
“What? Stop? now? Ero sennin!!!!! It is not even 9 hours yet!” the blonde boy who was already out of breath still trying to look cool. “You stupid! If only you could count properly, it has been 11 hours! What sin did I make in the past that God punish me to have a student like him…?”
“Come on Naruto! Let’s go hunt our supper!”
* * *
A guy sat on a chair, his lips curved to make an impious smile. There was pleasure in his heart, he felt tremendously happy. But it was not perfect, yet.
“I know you will come to seek me Sasuke_kun!” the smile in his face had not disappeared yet.
“I’m not here to seek for you, old man! I’m in quest of power… the one you told me you can give me!” the boy leaned back on the wall with his hands wrapped on his chest, ignoring the guards who examined him closely.
Orochimaru let out a devious laughter, “Indeed Sasuke kun, but we do have one slight problem before we can move on to that phase.”
“I’ve given up on Konoha if that’s your problem, so, if you wish to destroy it again, I plainly don’t mind!” The boy was a bit bewildered with his own words, he hardly believed that they were spitted out from his damn mouth. But, he gained his assurance when he thought about the amusement to kill Itachi.
“No, Sasuke_kun. I wouldn’t worry about Konoha! Well, I do believe that there will be reinforcement to take you. But, I’m convinced that I can handle that. My small problem comes from a minor boy, though he could be very treacherous. You know, I believe that you didn’t kill a particular person. Should I name him?”
Sasuke alleged that his heart stopped for a few milliseconds when Orochimaru brought up this sensitive subject. But, of course, he wouldn’t let it appeared on his calm face.
“There was something missing in your sentences old man!”
“Oh, is that so? What is it Sasuke_kun?”
“One word, ‘yet’.”
“I see. But, Sasuke_kun, you surely knew how much of a nuisance he could be, more over with that cute little kyubi inside him. And, I also believed that he would come after you. He was, and surely is not a quitter.”
“Heh, ano baka? He has to be much stronger than he is now to face me. It’s not like you to worry old man. Relax, he wouldn’t come near me for a while. And, I can assure you this, the next time we meet is the day he died.”
Sasuke ducked his head low, he left a smirk on his face. But, deep inside, his heart never paused to say sorry, not even once.
* * *
By : Hound Dog
Summary: the story starts when Naruto fight Sasuke and failed…
Rating: I hope I will have the heart to write some nasty things, but I’m not sure… just shonen – ai probably. But I think I would write some lemon later on.
Genre: I don’t know! this is just something about Naruto and Sasuke and their cute little romance. Sasuke is the seme and probably a bit of Itachi.
Disclaimer: Through all those prayers and wishes in the middle of the night, I still don’t own Naruto… not his lips, hips, or –piip- (all officially belong to Kishimoto_sama, but whole heartedly belong to Sasuke_chan…) hehehe >_<
Part 1 ‘Kami-sama, it hurts so badly.’
“Sasuke,” Naruto called, “Let’s be together for a long long time…” Sasuke’s tears were running freely in his cheeks. “Yeah, sure… I will watch you get old – the old stupid Naruto. The you that I love the most…” He held Naruto even tighter. And he buried him self in Naruto’s shoulder.
“That sounds really nice – ureshidattebayo…”
* * *
Naruto held it firmly in his hand…
He held sasuke’s hand. It was surprisingly cold, as if there was no warmth at all. As if it was a carcass. But those thought were easily swept away from his mind as a savage pain flew in his chest again. He felt it again as Sasuke’s fingers move inside his chest to produce another sting for Naruto. A slim moan of pain broke out from his mouth. Then, Sasuke pulled his hand and move back, feeling satisfied. Naruto winced feeling the sudden emptiness in his chest as he held it to reduce the pain. And it was so hurt, so fucking hurt. He saw blood drifted from his chest to his hand toward the ground. ‘Kami… Is this the way we have to live? Do we really have to kill each other? Can’t I bring him back to Konoha? To me?’
‘Oh, Kami it hurts so bad…’
“Heh! Are you trying to mock me Naruto? I can see why you are special. But, that special of yours is simply nothing compares to me…” the blonde boy gasping for air as he was holding his chest in his arm. His chest hurt, so fucking badly, he can felt the ribs were cracking one by one. It did hurt that much, but not as much as the pain in his heart as he stared into the eyes of the boy that he thought he knew. People gave him underestimate looked, mocking him continuously, putting him aside, never even acknowledge his presence, and sometimes just throwing things at him when he walked by. Those are painful, but now, it seemed to be just a scratch comparing to the pain he has to bear to look into the eyes of his best friend.
“Oy, giving up already? I expect a little fight from you? Just to test my new power!” the black haired boy smirked at the seemingly worn up boy in front of him. “Who the hell is going to give up, you damn genius? I’m going to kick your ass and make you kneel in front of me begging for me to forgive your fuckin’ stupidity!!” Naruto grinned. “As usual, your mouth is so loud and full of shit! Go ahead and try Naruto! But realize this, you won’t even be able to scratch my Konoha headband!” his smirk was growing even wider.
Naruto clenched his hands into a fist, he ducked his head so slow and bit his own tongue. He felt the metallic flavor in his mouth. He knew it, the time has come. The time to decide, to reveal everything. “Sasuke…” he whispered, but loud enough for Sasuke to hear. “I’LL KILL YOU IF I HAVE TO!!!!!” He brought his head up as his screaming tear up the wood, and his eyes were raging in anger. Red flame chakra covered his whole body. This is it…
‘Hmm… omoshiroi…’ Sasuke told himself as he did too. Pulling out all his chakra.
“CHIDORI!!!!!”
“RASENGAN!!!!”
He’s about to kill Sasuke, he would aim it to the heart. And that would end his misery. This is it… they were so close, all he had to do was aiming his rasengan to that perfect place. He took one final glance into his best friend eyes. It stunned him, knowing that all his hatred vanished in a blink of an eye. And on that fast moment, he realized everything. It was impossible for him to do that. So, instead of the heart, he aimed it to another place, the Konoha headband in his best friend head.
‘Just a scratch Sasuke, something to clear your mind.’
But everything was swept through his mind as he felt a savage pain in his chest. He was shocked; shocked to see the hand once again aimed his heart. ‘He wants to kill me’ then his wide baby blue eyes looked up only to see Sasuke deceitful eyes smiling, feeling so happy. ‘Why?’ that word never escaped his mouth as everything went black for Naruto.
The black haired boy kneeled, holding his shoulder and breathing heavily. He had no strength left. He saw the blonde boy across him, lying on the ground. There was a slight wonder in his mind, ‘was he still breathing?’ But it vanished easily as he saw the minor breathing in the boy’s chest. He was shaken to the fact that he was relieved. He gained all his strength and walked toward the blonde boy. Sasuke saw it, his calm face, Naruto was almost smiling, smiling a very sad smile. He never looked like that, Sasuke never saw him like that. Without warning, a sudden feeling burnt his chest as he kneeled above Naruto’s head, hovering over him “Naruto…” It was raining all of a sudden. The rain made mimicry of his heart.
His Konoha headband dropped. “Dobe…”
He stood and walked by, leaving the blond boy alone in the rain.
‘Dobe, I choose my strength over my heart, forgive me…’
And Sasuke kept on walking by, the sound of his brother’s voice playing repeatedly in his mind. ‘Kill your closest person… Kill your closest person… then you will be strong.’
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
“Hey brat! Wake up! It’s almost noon! If you don’t wake up now, I’ll throw you to Itachi’s lap!” he opened his eyes to see a familiar figure standing madly in front of him.
“Hai Hai Sensei! Just gimme’ five minutes more and I’ll wake up!”
“You SPOILED BRAT!!!!” Naruto felt light, flied and wet. Jiraiya just pulled him up and tossed him to river on his side. “TEME!! Ero sennin! Nande???”
“You damn lousy kid! What makes your tiny brain think that we are here on a trip? Hah… I wish I had Yondaime as my student again… so polite, talented and handsome…” Jiraiya grudge. “You ero sennin! I’ll show you that I am better than yondaime!”
“Bah! You can try that for as long as you live and end up being the same Naruto! Come on, get up! We have some practice to do!”
It has been like this for the past 2 months for Naruto. Ever since he woke up in the hospital, holding Sasuke headband in his hand, he determined that he won’t lose. This is a battle, and if he loses that means he will lose his closest person. He would make that damn arrogant bastard came back. Even if it would cost him his own life. It wasn’t really because he had promised Sakura. It was more to restrain the pain in his heart; to make sure that Sasuke was just lost for a while and probably to forgive him. So on he practiced hard, letting no physical pain endured him and letting no one uncovered his heart. He put his future on two results, gained Sasuke back or died trying…
“Yo! Enough for today? You look a bit fed up!” Jiraiya stopped his counter-attack. He closely examined the blond boy in front of him that was wheezing for a need to breathe. “Heh!!! Ero sennin, this future hokage will not be stopped by that fuckin’ lame punches from you!!! YOU GOT THAT?”
“Ha… Yosh! I will not stop even you beg to Naruto! Look Out Naruto! This Great Jiraiya is attacking you!!!”
Naruto ducked his head so he could evade from 3 kunai that was released by Jiraiya. ‘That was close’ Naruto thought. He was a bit tired lately. It was only 2 months but his body was starting to ache. His muscles were getting stiff also. Jiraiya sensei has put him under a very strict training. Naruto knew that Jiraiya sensei didn’t do this for Naruto’s sake only. He knew that deep inside Jiraiya’s heart, he didn’t want the history to repeat. Somehow, Jiraiya was doing this for himself, in order to forgive himself for failing to bring back Orochimaru.
“Okay! Let’s stop it for now!” Jiraiya said while he caught shurikens from Naruto.
“What? Stop? now? Ero sennin!!!!! It is not even 9 hours yet!” the blonde boy who was already out of breath still trying to look cool. “You stupid! If only you could count properly, it has been 11 hours! What sin did I make in the past that God punish me to have a student like him…?”
“Come on Naruto! Let’s go hunt our supper!”
* * *
A guy sat on a chair, his lips curved to make an impious smile. There was pleasure in his heart, he felt tremendously happy. But it was not perfect, yet.
“I know you will come to seek me Sasuke_kun!” the smile in his face had not disappeared yet.
“I’m not here to seek for you, old man! I’m in quest of power… the one you told me you can give me!” the boy leaned back on the wall with his hands wrapped on his chest, ignoring the guards who examined him closely.
Orochimaru let out a devious laughter, “Indeed Sasuke kun, but we do have one slight problem before we can move on to that phase.”
“I’ve given up on Konoha if that’s your problem, so, if you wish to destroy it again, I plainly don’t mind!” The boy was a bit bewildered with his own words, he hardly believed that they were spitted out from his damn mouth. But, he gained his assurance when he thought about the amusement to kill Itachi.
“No, Sasuke_kun. I wouldn’t worry about Konoha! Well, I do believe that there will be reinforcement to take you. But, I’m convinced that I can handle that. My small problem comes from a minor boy, though he could be very treacherous. You know, I believe that you didn’t kill a particular person. Should I name him?”
Sasuke alleged that his heart stopped for a few milliseconds when Orochimaru brought up this sensitive subject. But, of course, he wouldn’t let it appeared on his calm face.
“There was something missing in your sentences old man!”
“Oh, is that so? What is it Sasuke_kun?”
“One word, ‘yet’.”
“I see. But, Sasuke_kun, you surely knew how much of a nuisance he could be, more over with that cute little kyubi inside him. And, I also believed that he would come after you. He was, and surely is not a quitter.”
“Heh, ano baka? He has to be much stronger than he is now to face me. It’s not like you to worry old man. Relax, he wouldn’t come near me for a while. And, I can assure you this, the next time we meet is the day he died.”
Sasuke ducked his head low, he left a smirk on his face. But, deep inside, his heart never paused to say sorry, not even once.
* * *