Dreams Long Past

Note: After listening to the song Posion by 'Groove Coverage' about a million times this drilled its self into my brian..it was pretty much banged out in one shot (surprise! Finished it in one day, even!) and though I've looked over it I tend to skim so I'm sorry for any mistakes you may find (point them out to me and I'll gladly change it ^^). The POV switch at the end when he wakes up was done on purpose so...yeah, that stays *^_^*

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto or any of it's charaters...*tear*

/I hate nights like this./

"Sasuke..." I feel it as if it were real; the feel of his calloused hands against my skin - the scent of his body..

"Niisan-"

"Shh, Sasuke. Just feel."

/Why can't I wake up?/ My body twitches in sleep as he strokes my young body into a near frantic state of arousal, younger me biting down hard on my lower lip to keep my moans of pleasure at bay. It would be trouble if mom and dad woke up...

"Sasuke..."

Dark eyes, so like my own above me. There's a touch of a smile on his lips, eyes holding a hint of-

"Niisan-"

"Shh.."

Slickened fingers, pressing against the puckered skin of my entrance. He always did this; just rubbing the pad of a finger against the sensitive skin until I whimpered and squirmed under him, hips pushing down against it. "P-please-"

/Damnit, wake up!!/

The lubricated digit slips in, slowly working its way inside my body. I tense, wincing at the pain the move causes before forcing my body to relax. "Good boy..." His voice is soothing, much more so than father's. I yearn for his approval as well as- "I'm adding a second.."

The warning is enough to prepare me, closing my eyes as I focus on breathing steadily and staying relaxed. The second is always more painful; he nuzzles my temple lightly in a soothing gesture, stilling when the pain became too much until I've adjusted then slowly pushing on.

"Just a bit of pressure here would kill you instantly, Sasuke." He runs his tongue over the spot he'd nuzzles just a moment before, sending a thrill through me. "Know that the only one allowed to have you like this is me." The fingers are moving now, slowly but firmly. "You belong to me, Sasuke."

"H-hai, Niisan.."

/Why didn't he kill me?/

Those eyes, dark and endless in their depth are above me again, holding me in place. "You're ready." He would never ask me if I was, he'd just..know. My legs wrap around his waist as much as they can, just resting on the curve of his his hips. Then he pushes, always slowly, carefully, tenderly-

"Sasuke.."

It hurts! It always hurts at first but Niisan is patient with me. He still when it gets too painful to keep quietly, kissing my sweat-dampened skin, talking nonsense in that soothing voice of his. After an eternity I'm ready again and he pushes all the way, filling me fully.

/...Niisan.../

"Good boy.."

He's moving - it's just friction, a bit uncomfortable but then - gods! That spot...I bite down on his shoulder to keep from crying out, each inward thrust sending jolts of pleasure through me. He knows just when to speed up, to roll his hips, to slow down to keep me from climax - I'm begging, muffled moans against his skin. I know the smile - that slight upturn at the corners of his lips - is there, amused at my submission. He teases me until he's near his own climax, a hand moving between us to grasp my weeping length and stroke the head with his thumb, the lightening bolt of pleasure quickly sending me over the edge with a muffled groan. He releases more quietly, more of a grunt against my ear.

My eyes are closed against, heart pounding in my chest and hair sticking to my face. I can feel him watching me, can see the dark orbs of his eyes in my mind's eye. "Sleep, Otouto. We'll finish...the..rning.."

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Jerking awake Sasuke pants, disoriented for a moment before sighing shakily. /Damn you Itachi../ Kicking the dampened sheets off of the bed he climbs off, heading to the dresser against the wall for a clean pair of shorts. /Wait-/

A kunai, hidden in the band of his soiled shorts is tossed across the room to the darkest corner, making a soft thunk as it embeds its self into the wall. /Shit...I thought../ Growling in annoyance at his mistake he heads into the bathroom, closing the door with a slam behind him as he washes. He doesn't notice the twin pair of red and black orbs that watch his retreat, soon disappearing into the night.