Once upon a time no one...
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Once upon a time no one...
Don't take this to seriously. I just wante to write it, and my sister wanted me to publish it. Don't really contains that much sexx though...sorry! ^_^
Once upon a time no one…
Once upon a time, there was a boy. This was a story the boy wanted to have a Happy ending, but he hadn’t come there yet.
Uzumaki Naruto was lonely. No one sat next to him when he was Happy, and no one was there when he was sad. But he lived. And sure that is what all is about? To be alive? But no, Naruto lived. But he wasn’t alive.
But he never told anyone.
Naruto cried sometimes. But only when he was alone. Otherwise he would show his weakness. And he was weak. He was so weak that he cried. He was so weak that he never won. He was so weak that no one…
Nobody loved Naruto.
Once upon a time Naruto had a teacher.
Once upon a time Naruto had another teacher.
But they didn’t care.
They didn’t care about his love.
You see, Naruto had a very big heart. A very big heart with very much love. He loved all the people around him. And he gave them much love. But they didn’t want his love. So he couldn’t give it away.
And when you have so much love, with nowhere to go, you realize how lonely you are. You realize how they don’t want your love, and you don’t know what to do with your love. The loved turns grey. Your eyes turn grey.
Your heart turns grey. And black. With no emotions.
This is what happened to Naruto.
All those year ago.
Once upon a time, Naruto was in love. But the girl he loved despised him. He was a filthy boy, with no family. Narutos heart turned a little colder.
Once upon a time, Naruto had a friend. A friend so close that he thought about him as his brother. But his brother leaved him, and when he came back, he didn’t…
Yes, Naruto cried everyday. But Iruka and Kakashi would never see it. And not Sakura.
And not the returned Sasuke.
He didn’t want Sasuke to leave him again.
Naruto liked that thought, but then he realized that Sasuke had no one to leave.
Because Naruto had not been alive for some years now.
Everyday Naruto waked up with a Smile. He had smiled that Smile so often, that he smiled it when he slept. Smiled it when he talked.
Smiling smiling always smiling.
Smiling until it stuck.
His Faked Smile.
Sometimes he went home to Iruka. Naruto laughed. Iruka laughed. Iruka had a nice time. He saw a Happy boy he cared for.
Naruto once killed Irukas parents. That was all Naruto could see.
“How are you?” Iruka would ask.
Who could love someone who killed ones parents?
When Iruka went home, Naruto would cry to be forgiven. It never happened.
Sometimes he met Kakashi. Kakashi talked to him. Naruto talked back.
“Do you train enough?” Kakashi would ask.
Naruto couldn’t see the point that anybody would want to talk to a Monster.
No one.
No one.
No one.
Sometimes Sakura ran up to him. She was Happy. Naruto looked Happy. He didn’t love her that way anymore. His Fake Smile because she was Happy.
Good thing that someone in the world was Happy.
“See you later!” Sakura would say.
When they went at different directions.
Sometimes Sasuke would ring on his doorbell. Naruto never let him in. But he went out. No one would ever come into his apartment.
Then they would understand.
“Want to spar?” Sasuke would ask.
He never said yes nowadays.
He has other things to do.
He said.
He lied.
Then Sasuke would snort and walk away.
Once upon a time Sasuke didn’t walk away. He walked inside. Naruto tried to stop him, but Sasuke wouldn’t be stopped. And when he stopped, it was too late.
That time Sasuke for the first time saw Narutos apartment. Narutos totally empty apartment. Naruto had one room. One room without a bed. A room without anything. Some blood prints on the floor. But empty.
“I moved it” Naruto Said.
“To where?” Sasuke wondered.
´To hell` Naruto wanted to say.
But he never did.
He would not be a burden to anyone. No one would think he was a burden. To do that, he had to smile. He wanted them to love him.
Once upon a time he believed that they would love him if he was noticed. He wore orange, he screamed, he laughed, he dreamed. He believed that they would love an idiot.
´What is the most idiotic thing a Monster would dream of? ` Naruto asked himself.
To be Hokage. Never a Monster would be Hokage.
Because no one would love a Monster.
Never.
No one.
No one.
No one.
“Just somewhere” Naruto would answer. With his Fake Smile.
Once upon a time Sasuke kissed him. No one ever kissed him before. Naruto kissed back. It was wrong. To kiss your best friend. But it felt so good.
Naruto loved Sasuke.
Sasuke would never love a monster.
Because no one did.
But Naruto kissed Sasuke.
Naruto took off Sasukes shirt and pants. Though Naruto knew that this wasn’t a love to be returned he made love to Sasuke.
Naruto made love to Sasuke, and Sasuke fucked Naruto.
Naruto realized that Sasuke had seen something in Naruto. Something to take out his sexual pleasure on. Something to use.
“I love you” Sasuke sometimes said.
Naruto didn’t answer to that lie.
Because no one would love a monster.
Because no one would love a freaking monster.
Because no one would love a freaking fucking monster.
Would you?
No.
Because no one would.
Naruto didn’t believe that anybody would take a liking in an idiot. But he kept up his act. No one would ever see him cry.
“Why do you smile all the time?” Sasuke would ask when they lied naked in Sasukes bed.
“Because I’m Happy” Naruto would answer.
He really lied in the bed.
Once upon a time Naruto though he had realized everything. That no one would ever love him. Iruka with his murdered parents, Kakashi with his cool talking, Sakura with her Happy life. Sasuke with his “I love you”’s.
But Naruto hadn’t realized. Everyone he loved, loved him. But Naruto misunderstood. They all loved him so fucking much.
Sasuke loved Naruto so fucking much. So fucking much that it hurt like hell when Naruto smiled his Faked Smile. It hurt when Naruto said he was Happy. Why wasn’t Naruto Happy? Happy with Sasuke? Wasn’t Sasuke enough?
“I love you” Sasuke said.
But only when we are alone, Naruto thought. Sasuke never loved him outside Sasukes house.
“I love you” Sasuke said when Naruto was inside him.
But only my body, Naruto thought.
“I love you” Sasuke said in his sleep.
Naruto didn’t have an answer for that. Why did Sasuke love him when he was asleep? Such a waste of words.
Because no one loved a monster.
No one.
No one.
No one.
Not even Naruto.
Once upon a time Narutos realizations cracked.
“Do you want to marry me, live with me, grow old with me, love me and be loved by me, my beloved Naruto?” Sasuke said. Asked.
No one would ever see Naruto cry.
No one but Sasuke.
Once upon a time Naruto saw his Happy ending. And he wasn’t alone. And he was alive.
Naruto had just been an idiot all the time.
~ ~ ~ Owari ~ ~ ~
Once upon a time no one…
Once upon a time, there was a boy. This was a story the boy wanted to have a Happy ending, but he hadn’t come there yet.
Uzumaki Naruto was lonely. No one sat next to him when he was Happy, and no one was there when he was sad. But he lived. And sure that is what all is about? To be alive? But no, Naruto lived. But he wasn’t alive.
But he never told anyone.
Naruto cried sometimes. But only when he was alone. Otherwise he would show his weakness. And he was weak. He was so weak that he cried. He was so weak that he never won. He was so weak that no one…
Nobody loved Naruto.
Once upon a time Naruto had a teacher.
Once upon a time Naruto had another teacher.
But they didn’t care.
They didn’t care about his love.
You see, Naruto had a very big heart. A very big heart with very much love. He loved all the people around him. And he gave them much love. But they didn’t want his love. So he couldn’t give it away.
And when you have so much love, with nowhere to go, you realize how lonely you are. You realize how they don’t want your love, and you don’t know what to do with your love. The loved turns grey. Your eyes turn grey.
Your heart turns grey. And black. With no emotions.
This is what happened to Naruto.
All those year ago.
Once upon a time, Naruto was in love. But the girl he loved despised him. He was a filthy boy, with no family. Narutos heart turned a little colder.
Once upon a time, Naruto had a friend. A friend so close that he thought about him as his brother. But his brother leaved him, and when he came back, he didn’t…
Yes, Naruto cried everyday. But Iruka and Kakashi would never see it. And not Sakura.
And not the returned Sasuke.
He didn’t want Sasuke to leave him again.
Naruto liked that thought, but then he realized that Sasuke had no one to leave.
Because Naruto had not been alive for some years now.
Everyday Naruto waked up with a Smile. He had smiled that Smile so often, that he smiled it when he slept. Smiled it when he talked.
Smiling smiling always smiling.
Smiling until it stuck.
His Faked Smile.
Sometimes he went home to Iruka. Naruto laughed. Iruka laughed. Iruka had a nice time. He saw a Happy boy he cared for.
Naruto once killed Irukas parents. That was all Naruto could see.
“How are you?” Iruka would ask.
Who could love someone who killed ones parents?
When Iruka went home, Naruto would cry to be forgiven. It never happened.
Sometimes he met Kakashi. Kakashi talked to him. Naruto talked back.
“Do you train enough?” Kakashi would ask.
Naruto couldn’t see the point that anybody would want to talk to a Monster.
No one.
No one.
No one.
Sometimes Sakura ran up to him. She was Happy. Naruto looked Happy. He didn’t love her that way anymore. His Fake Smile because she was Happy.
Good thing that someone in the world was Happy.
“See you later!” Sakura would say.
When they went at different directions.
Sometimes Sasuke would ring on his doorbell. Naruto never let him in. But he went out. No one would ever come into his apartment.
Then they would understand.
“Want to spar?” Sasuke would ask.
He never said yes nowadays.
He has other things to do.
He said.
He lied.
Then Sasuke would snort and walk away.
Once upon a time Sasuke didn’t walk away. He walked inside. Naruto tried to stop him, but Sasuke wouldn’t be stopped. And when he stopped, it was too late.
That time Sasuke for the first time saw Narutos apartment. Narutos totally empty apartment. Naruto had one room. One room without a bed. A room without anything. Some blood prints on the floor. But empty.
“I moved it” Naruto Said.
“To where?” Sasuke wondered.
´To hell` Naruto wanted to say.
But he never did.
He would not be a burden to anyone. No one would think he was a burden. To do that, he had to smile. He wanted them to love him.
Once upon a time he believed that they would love him if he was noticed. He wore orange, he screamed, he laughed, he dreamed. He believed that they would love an idiot.
´What is the most idiotic thing a Monster would dream of? ` Naruto asked himself.
To be Hokage. Never a Monster would be Hokage.
Because no one would love a Monster.
Never.
No one.
No one.
No one.
“Just somewhere” Naruto would answer. With his Fake Smile.
Once upon a time Sasuke kissed him. No one ever kissed him before. Naruto kissed back. It was wrong. To kiss your best friend. But it felt so good.
Naruto loved Sasuke.
Sasuke would never love a monster.
Because no one did.
But Naruto kissed Sasuke.
Naruto took off Sasukes shirt and pants. Though Naruto knew that this wasn’t a love to be returned he made love to Sasuke.
Naruto made love to Sasuke, and Sasuke fucked Naruto.
Naruto realized that Sasuke had seen something in Naruto. Something to take out his sexual pleasure on. Something to use.
“I love you” Sasuke sometimes said.
Naruto didn’t answer to that lie.
Because no one would love a monster.
Because no one would love a freaking monster.
Because no one would love a freaking fucking monster.
Would you?
No.
Because no one would.
Naruto didn’t believe that anybody would take a liking in an idiot. But he kept up his act. No one would ever see him cry.
“Why do you smile all the time?” Sasuke would ask when they lied naked in Sasukes bed.
“Because I’m Happy” Naruto would answer.
He really lied in the bed.
Once upon a time Naruto though he had realized everything. That no one would ever love him. Iruka with his murdered parents, Kakashi with his cool talking, Sakura with her Happy life. Sasuke with his “I love you”’s.
But Naruto hadn’t realized. Everyone he loved, loved him. But Naruto misunderstood. They all loved him so fucking much.
Sasuke loved Naruto so fucking much. So fucking much that it hurt like hell when Naruto smiled his Faked Smile. It hurt when Naruto said he was Happy. Why wasn’t Naruto Happy? Happy with Sasuke? Wasn’t Sasuke enough?
“I love you” Sasuke said.
But only when we are alone, Naruto thought. Sasuke never loved him outside Sasukes house.
“I love you” Sasuke said when Naruto was inside him.
But only my body, Naruto thought.
“I love you” Sasuke said in his sleep.
Naruto didn’t have an answer for that. Why did Sasuke love him when he was asleep? Such a waste of words.
Because no one loved a monster.
No one.
No one.
No one.
Not even Naruto.
Once upon a time Narutos realizations cracked.
“Do you want to marry me, live with me, grow old with me, love me and be loved by me, my beloved Naruto?” Sasuke said. Asked.
No one would ever see Naruto cry.
No one but Sasuke.
Once upon a time Naruto saw his Happy ending. And he wasn’t alone. And he was alive.
Naruto had just been an idiot all the time.
~ ~ ~ Owari ~ ~ ~