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A Lonely Love

By: Animegirlfreakangst
folder Naruto › Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating: Adult ++
Chapters: 2
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A Lonely Love

A Lonely Love

As I serve you I wonder, what do you think of me? As I lay here watching over you, I wonder if you watch me when you watch for enemies? As I look away when you look towards me I wonder, do you look at me too? As I love you I wonder if you love me too?


“Haku, stop staring at me and look out.” Zabuza spoke quietly eyes shut still.


“Yes Zabuza-San.” Haku blushed lightly and looked away from the older man looking out beyond the tree branches.


Chapter 1: As I Serve You.

Haku watched as the older ninja walked ahead of him, speaking not a word, he admired him behind his Shinobi Hunters mask. “Haku.” Zabuaz turned quickly and Haku quickened his pace stopping a few inches from his master. “Take that freaky mask off-” He leaned down and removed it himself, “I prefer your true face.” The older ninja’s hand lingered a moment on the younger boys face. “Much better.”


“Yes, Zabuza-san, if I may, where are we headed today?” Haku smiled lightly closing his eyes, he didn’t want his master to see the lust in his innocent eyes from a mer touch of the hand to the face, imagine if it were other areas. At the thought Haku shivered lightly.


“Are you cold? You come from a village where it snows a lot , you must have been away to long.” Zabuza rubbed his hands over the younger boys shoulders creating friction and warming him slightly, it was winter and snow had falled around sunrise waking the two slightly early.


Haku blinked and his eyes widened, then turned soft as he looked away. “Thank you for caring Zabuza-San, I’m fine.” Zabuza gave the boy a questioning glance but turned around none-the-less still holding the mask, he held it to his own face and turned around looking at Haku, he tilted his head Haku smiled and laughed but reached up and pulled the mask away. “I prefer your face as well, Master Zabuza.”


Zabuza leaned down and then turned going back down the trail. Haku followed as always bringing a finger to the mask and tracing the inside, he fought the urge to place it back on and hope the warmth of Zabuza was still inside.


“Haku, lets rest a moment, I’m hungry.” Zabuza pointed to a snow covered area by the thin iced covered river.


“Yes, Zabuza-San.” The boy smiled and followed his masters lead stopping to sit their bag
on a log and dig out some ramen nodules they had bought in the last village, Haku started a fire and gathered water from the river after breaking the ice, Zabuza relieved himself then sat keeping guard.

Haku looked over at the older man, he looked away after a moment blushing lightly, for someone so pure his thoughts were very nasty, though he was a teenage boy and had just gone through the stages of puberty. He was beautiful like a girl and always heard people in town speaking of him in ways that made him blush, many men though him female and Zabuza never corrected the clients when they addressed his protégé a girl. Master Zabuza never spoke to him in such ways, and never looked at him as the others did, Haku never sensed the man lusting after him... and thus he was ashamed of himself. He let out a breath he hadnt known he’d been holding and ended up splashing boiling water on his hand. The boy hissed in pain and sucked on the burn.

“Haku, you have to be more careful, your fine when fighting but outside of that you hardly ever pay attention.” Zabuza held out his hand and Haku stood going over and letting the ninja look at it. “It isn’t too bad so find some aloe for it OK?”

“Yes, Zabuza-San, right after the Ramen is done.” Haku added standing up and going to look after their meal.

Master Zabuza is in a good mood this morning, he must know a job is coming up soon. Haku thought as he gathered the plants that held the soothing aloe, he smiled as he pulled a few daises and headed back to Zabuza weaving the daises as he walked and wearing them as a crown in his hair. He smiled at Zabuza and kneeled down beside the man.

“What are you wearing?” Zabuza laughed lightly at the younger boy. The kid was always doing something amusing when they were alone, though he was always trustworthy and mostly serious when they were in the room with others, unless they were hitting on him...
or Zabuza himself. “Sometimes you do act like a girl, Haku.”

“I’m sorry, Master Zabuza, they are really pretty though, I thought they were nice.” He added and took the crown off gently running a finger over a yellow petal.

“Done worry about it kid.” Zabuza a said in a light tone. He touched the boys face once more and leaned closer kissing his forehead, without a thought. The boy blinked and looked confused a moment, Zabuza stood and walked off to a near tree acting like he was using the bathroom, but really cursing himself for such an action.

Do not grow attached to him! He’ll leave you, turn on you, or use up his usefulness, don’t grow attached, and dont care for him... Zabuza had found this easier to say when he took the boy then to do know.

Haku touched his forehead and let out a small moan/sigh. How he wanted more then just that, but would never ask for more he was a tool and when he was used up he would no longer have a purpose and would die a lonely death.

“Haku, lets go.”

“Yes, Zabuza-San.” The boy hurried and gathered their things dropping the crown in his rush and steeping on it, he frowned looking down and walked away slowly.

A/N: I know it is short and sweet but this story won’t be too long I could have sworn they
said Haku’s village’s name but I looked through the books and found nothing Sorry. I hope this story isn’t too lame and you all enjoy it! The next chapter will be more interesting I promise. Lame title I know, it seems a bit out of character too, but I like it.
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