Untrusting

Naruto’s head was pounding. ‘I must have drank too much.’ Naruto thought. He watched as Kiba stumbled across the room, almost as drunk as he was. Almost. Not much people were that wasted. His eyes wandered from Kiba to Sasuke. Sakura and Ino were flirting with him again. ‘I can’t believe he sat there for 2 hours’ Naruto scoffed. Naruto thought as he observed the people around him. Neji was chatting lightly to TenTen and Gaara was looking pretty bored. Yup. Gaara was here too. Naruto had invited him and he reluctantly came along. “Hey Kiba.” Naruto called out.

“Yeah Nar’to?” Kiba slurred after tripping over a present on the floor.
“I’m going to leave now. Ka’shi sensei will get mad if he sees me like this t’ morrow.” Naruto hiccupped. “’Kay then. Bye.” Kiba said after a while. Naruto could feel the stares that he was getting when he left the house. ‘I’m not that irresponsible.’ Naruto thought and glared at no one in particular.

Naruto decided to take the more isolated road so that he wouldn’t attract any more attention then he needed too. ‘It’s so dark out.’ The demon carrier thought. ‘Well of course it is Kit. It’s 2 am in the morning.’ Kyuubi reminded him. ‘Yeah yeah Kyu. I know. I know. But still…I have an uneasy feeling…’ Naruto felt something tap his arm. He shifted his shirt to see what was on it. An insect? What kind of bug is this? ‘Hey Kyuubi, what kind of bug is this?’ Naruto asked the Demon fox. ‘Kyu?’ The fox didn’t answer. ‘Strange…’ thought the blond boy. His eyes traveled around his surroundings. ‘How long is this road? This is taking too long.’ Thought Naruto. The impatient ninja bent his knees, getting ready to jump.

Strings wrapped around Naruto. “What the h-?” Naruto was cut off. He felt a hand wrapping across his mouth. He bit the hand. Hard. The injured person pulled his hand back. The blond boy took this moment to try and get free. ‘Dammit!’ He thought. ‘It’s infused with chakra! But…who could control their chakra to be put into string?’ The person was back again. He tied Naruto’s hands with more string, but not roughly. Almost…carefully…

A flower was waved in front of him and Naruto breathed in the scent by mistake. ‘Shit!’ Thought Naruto. He tried to stand up but to his dismay, he realized that his legs were tied together. He cursed. Naruto’s vision was getting blurry. The other person was holding Naruto against their chest. The blond boy felt himself being turned around slowly. Too bad he already passed out. His unconscious form was facing his own kidnapper.

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Naruto awoke the next morning, sore all over. He froze. Sore? Why would I be sore? Naruto sat up abruptly. He cried out. ‘Ow! Why does my ass hurt?’ Naruto thought. ‘Wait. What? I’m naked…and…my…ass…hurts?’ His hand wandered to his backside. Panic flowed through him. ‘Dried…semen?’ He looked around the room. “I don’t live here…” Naruto whispered, realizing that it was a hotel room. He felt hot tears prickling at his eyes. No! No! This can’t be! I’m not…raped…what happened last night? I have no memories of it! The blond boy clutched at his head as the memories of him getting kidnapped began to flood his head.

He ran to another room, not wanting to be in the place where he got raped. He looked around, seeing that he was in the shower room. Naruto let out a sob and stumbled to the shower. He turned on the water full force, ready to scrub himself clean. He gasped as the cold water hit his skin. He angrily turned the water hot. Naruto let his tears roll down his face as he stopped denying the truth. He was raped. Somebody knocked him unconscious and had their way with him. He took the bar of soap and scrubbed furiously at his skin.

He scrubbed until the water got cold, and still he didn’t stop. A long time afterwards, the water stopped altogether. The people had cut off his water. Naruto hung his head. He reluctantly left the shower and dried himself off. He had no desire to put back on the clothes that was torn off of him. Was it even torn off of him? He didn’t care. It was touched by a rapist. Naruto scowled. He had no choice but to wear it. He had no other clothes.

So he slowly put his orange jacket on, letting it hang loose. The demon carrier didn’t even bother to put on his shirt. ‘My jacket and my pants are enough,’ Naruto thought. ‘I don’t even want to put on my shirt. I’ll have to burn them once I get home.’ The fox boy decided.

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Naruto leapt from roof to roof, landing with a thud at the roof of his house. He stripped as fast as he can, glad to be rid of the tainted clothing. ‘Now I’ll have to shower again.’ Naruto thought bitterly. So he once again went into the shower, turning the water on full blast, and started scrubbing.

The blond boy stopped when his skin started to turn red. He was currently scrubbing at his backside, making sure that the dried semen was never there.

Now that Naruto was done with his shower, he needed to think. ‘What am I going to do now?’ ‘Kit...’ Kyuubi? ‘KYUUBI! WHERE WERE YOU? WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I NEEDED YOU? DID YOU SEE? DID YOU SEE WHO RAPED ME?’

‘Kit…calm down. No, I didn’t see what happened. All I remember was you telling me that you were feeling uneasy, and then this…bug…came and it blocked my senses. I didn’t see anything that was in the outside world Naruto.’

“Oh…” Naruto said disappointed. ‘What would you do even if you found out who did it kit?’ ‘Well…’ Naruto started, ‘I would probably tell Tsunade-baachan.’ ‘Maybe you should tell her now. Before it happens again.’‘I guess so…’ Naruto thought. ‘Oh and by the way…there’s a slight possibility that you could be impregnated.’ The Kyuubi added in an afterthought. ‘WHAT?’ Naruto panicked again. ‘YOU’RE JUST JOKING! RIGHT? RIGHT?’ ‘I wouldn’t joke on these things. And do try to relax. I said that there was a slight possibility. You’ll find out tommorow.’ Announced the Kyuubi.

“I’m going to tell the Hokage right now.” Naruto declared with some thinking. The whole thought of telling the hokage what happened was unnerving and he was not looking forward to it. But…for some reason…it didn’t exactly feel like rape. He was sore, yes…but…there wasn’t blood. Could it be that…he…wasn’t unwilling?

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A/N – Be nice! It's only my first fic