For You My Love

A/N:: Think of this as my apology to my fellow readers of 'Can you keep a secret?' Gomen na sai a thousand times for not updating! I've been so busy with school and stuff..ugh..and my internet is down. but, All that while, I've been working on this one! I hope you all enjoy it!!

Sasu: Aren't you forgetting another disclaimer?

Animee: *whimpers* I don't own Little Butterfly's Yuki Kojima either...

Sasu: That's a good girl..

Animee: Crush my dreams Sasu-chan...
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For You My Love
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I wish you could see him. He looks just like you, but with blonde hair. The color of my hair. The day you left, I felt like my heart was being ripped in two. I understand why you left, don't get me wrong, but I just miss you so much. Do you even know why I didn't kill myself? Because I found out that Kojima was inside me.

I was scared though. Scared because I thought the baby wasn't going to make it. I thought that I wasn't capable of giving birth..being a boy and all. When Baa-chan told me they could tell that the pregnancy would go smoothly I got relieved. But when she mentioned she wasn't capable of knowing who the father was, all my thoughts led to you.

I knew that you were the only one that has ever touched me that way. Let's face the facts, your the only one that's ever wanted to touch me that way. I sigh, remembering that beautiful night and sorrowful morning.

~~~Flashback~~~
I moan loudly at the feel of your calloused yet gentle hands roaming my body. You smirk and I whimper. Your devious hands start to take a little tour down my chest to my throbbing desire. I mew loudly as you cup me lovingly. I do nothing but turn my head, flushed and embarrassed. Then I hear your deep soft voice calling to me.

"Naruto..look at me."
"Mnn..no.."

I squirm.

"Naruto."

I can't refuse your soft demand. So, shyly, I turn to look at you and nearly stop breathing at the sight I see. Your looking at me with those onyx eyes full of lust and love. Your hand tightens comfortably around my member, and your thumb gently flicks the head.

I start panting while your eyes burn into mine. And for the first time in what seems like a long time, you smile at me.

"I love you, you know that?"
"Sas..."
"Shh love"

You reach down and kiss me gently, and I do nothing more but kiss back. Your hand leaves my member and I feel something prodding at my entrance. I squirm and whimper letting you know I feel awkward as I feel it press into my body.

"Shhh..relax.."
"B-but..it feels..w-weird.."
"I know, but it'll feel better soon. Trust me"

I nod. I trust you with all my heart and soul. The intruding digit was soon joined by another slightly larger one, hitting somethning inside me. I scream out and again, I feel your eyes on me. The digits retreat and I whimper at the loss. I open my eyes to see your face level with mine.

"I love you."
"Sas--"

Before I could get any reply out, you hug and kiss my sun-kissed hair into oblivion. I hold onto you for the longest time hoping it wouldn't end. Eventually, you let go. I look up into your eyes and everything you feel right now, I see clearly.

I then hold onto your shoulders, bracing myself for what is about to come. My breath hitches in my throat as the head is placed at my now puckered hole. I then look up at you, insecurity evident in my eyes. But all you do is smile ever so sweetly at me. You gently stroke my hair attempting to sooth me. It must be hard for you though. I could tell you wanted to do this for a long time.

You’re holding back aren’t you? Why are you holding back? Are you afraid because this is my first time, as well yours? Are you afraid that I’m too delicate that I might break. I cup your cheeks gently, stroking them. They feel so soft and smooth in my hold. Softly, you look at me with those manipulative onyx eyes.

“Just…just go”
“But you—“
“I don’t care!”

I blush at my sudden outburst and blink shyly. You nod slowly, and thrust all the way inside me, grunting when you’re fully sheathed. I swallow the scream of immense pain that threatened to slip from my lips. I pant heavily, clutching desperately to your muscular shoulders. Then I closed my eyes softly and listened to the sounds around me.

Your light yet evident breathing along with my drastic breathing. The sounds of the night birds singing their songs. The rivers currents flowing beautifully and calmly throughout the night. I dare to look in your eyes and gasp at what I see. You’re staring down at me, those beautiful orbs filled with worry and love. Love is the emotion I see more than anything.

I attempt at a smile so that you feel a little more reassured that I’m okay. You then give me a look, and your angelic voice fills my ears.

“Are you s-sure?..”

I can’t help but giggle a little. I can sense that you’re trying to maintain your usual monotone voice, but you fail miserably.

“What are you laughing at?! It’s not like I’m a pro at this!”
“(giggle) It’s not that…”
“What then?!”
“I love you.”

You stare at me. Shock evident on your face. At first, I wonder if I said the wrong thing just now. But then I remember the words you said to me not too long ago. I look away. I can’t handle this gaze that you have just transfixed on me. It makes me feel uncomfortable in a way. And this is when I go back to thinking the same thoughts I always think. Nobody could ever want to love a monster like me.

“Is that true?”
“H-huh?”
“Is it true that…that you love me?”

I look at you and gasp quietly. You look…happy. Why are you happy? You’re happy that I love you? A smile comes to my face, and I’m close to tears.

“Dattebayo.”
“Hn. Dobe.”
“TEME!!!!”

You smile, knowing our terms of “endearment” and kiss me softy. I get lost in this beautiful kiss. Suddenly, I moan at the feel of your engorged member sliding out of my tight entrance. I hear you groan as I press our chests together, caught up in the moment of indescribable pleasure. I smirk lightly then groan an inaudible ‘oh god’. You start moving in and out in a slow motion. I clutch onto you and groan loudly.

“Uhnn…Suke…”
“Say m name Naruto…”

I whimper softly at your demanding voice. Then I feel your calloused hands grip my member. I moan loudly and arch my back as I feel your finger wipe up a pearly trail of precum from the base all the way to the head. I whimpered more as you clutch me softly yet firmly, making it extremely hard for me to focus.

“Say it Naruto.”
“S..Sasu..ke..”
“Mmm…More Naruto. More.”

I gasp as I felt your hand start to jerk me off. I shoot my eyes open to stare into yours. Suddenly, the look on your face makes me feel so…wild and free. I snap. And after what seems like an eternity, I give you what you want and more.

“S-Sasuke. More…more fuck me more.”

You smirk and go harder and faster, causing me to scream your name into the darkness. I then feel something in my stomach. It’s a strange tingling sensation. Like a coil coiling up ever so slowly. And I don’t want it to stop.

“Sasuke! Harder harder! Go harder!!”

You do as I say and I can feel you ram into that sweet spot inside me. I clutch onto your shoulders as my orgasm explodes on me violently. As this happens, I hear something splurt onto our stomachs. I pant heavily moaning slightly as I feel something hot shoot inside me. You pull out weakly and collapse on the side of me, pulling the blanket over our nude chests.

I stare up at the ceiling. Images of what just happened replaying in my head. As I do this, I feel your strong arms pull me towards your warm body. I purr lightly and snuggle further into the warmth, allowing sleep to overcome me.

~~Morning~~

I wake up to find myself cold. I sit up pain shooting through my lower back. Your not there. I look around, and see your back as you sit to put on your shoes.

“Suke…come back to bed..”
“…”

I blink twice. You’re back in that…outfit. I can’t stop the tears that are running down my face. I pull my knees up to my chest and sob. You and I made love..and you’re leaving. I continue to sob, thinking you won’t give a damn and just leave. But oh how wrong am I. As I sob, I feel strong arms wrap themselves around me and pull me into a possessive embrace.

“Naru…please don’t cry…please…listen to me…”
“You-You’re le-leaving…m-me…”
“No..well…not exactly…let me explain love..”

I look at you, my eyes puffy and red and listen. You’re going back to betray Orochimaru and kill Itachi. I smile when you say the last thing.

“After that. Immediately I’m coming straight back to you.”
“You promise Suke?”
“I promise.”

I nod and kiss you passionately. I hold onto you for so long and let you go. You give me a sad smile and head for the door. I smile sadly back and watch you open the door into the chill misty morning. As you leave, you say one more thing that assures me you’ll come back.

“I love you my Naruto.”

A/N:: Should this be a oneshot? I’m thinking of continuing it. It’s a nice story….tell me what you think. Yes this was all in Naru’s point of view. Please don’t critisize. It is my first time making a first person point of view! Don’t kill me for making Sasuke leave!! He has a good reason!! R&R!!!!!!

Sasuke: Ja.

Animee: YOU GET TO SEE SASUKE NEKKIDD IF YOU READ AND REVIEW!!!!!

Sasuke: WHAT!?!?!

Until then! JA NE!!

~~Naru-kun