Forgive Me

A/N: One night, I'm surfing AFF.net and found a GaiLee one-shot. I read it and loved it! So I went to found more and discovered, much to my dismay, that there were practically no others! The horror of it all! So, after much debate, I decided to write my own. It's not much, but I hope you all enjoy it.

'Til next time, much love from Chi-chan~
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To an observer, it would appear that Maito Gai was only watching his students train. In reality, there was a mental war going on inside his head. A thought had come to him so suddenly, so unexpectedly, he didn't know what to even think of it. No, that wasn't true. He /did/ know what to think of it, unfortunately those thoughts seemed to conflict with each other.

Gai had been proudly watching his students train on their own, various strengths when his eyes drifted, as they often did, to his protégé, Lee. The young Genin was training hard and suddenly, Gai had a vision of Lee sweating for an entirely different reason. The mental image had been so vivid and so tempting, Gai had to fight himself, just to keep from running over to Lee right now.

Lee had both eyes tightly shut, his lips were barely parted and he was panted slightly. Sweat ran in rivulets down his back as he arched upwards slightly. A small moan of need and desire escaped the young ninja's mouth as he opened his eyes and looked back over his shoulder. "Please, G-gai-sensei," he whispered breathily.

Gai shuddered slightly, despite the heat of the day and shook his head to try to rid himself of the fantasy. Why? Why only now after all the time he had spent with the boy? Maybe exactly that was the problem. Maybe he was spending too much time with him. Everyone else seemed to think so. Kakashi had stated just that on many occasions. They had all voiced their disapproval when Gai had had Lee move in with him. But Gai had seen no other reasonable avenue of behavior. After all, Lee was very precious to him and the boy had had no other place to go. Gai sighed deeply, pulling himself out of his own troubling thoughts and focusing on training his students again. It didn't matter, he would just have to put it out of his mind.

(Time for a shift of focus) XD

Rock Lee trained hard, but he always trained hard so this was of little consequence. He wiped to sweat offhandedly from his forehead as he continued to kick to practice dummy in front of him. He was breathing heavier than normal. The green-clad ninja frowned slightly as a stopped training for a moment.

Three sets of eyes snapped to him as Gai's, Neji's, and Tenten's mouths hung open in shock. Lee had stopped training without being told to...several times.

Lee put a hand to his forehead. It felt hot, but he was training, so that probably didn't mean much of anything. Deciding that it didn't matter, he shrugged and went back to his training. Soon, however, another frown crossed the young ninja's face when he realized to his kicks weren't commanding their usual force. But, typical to Lee, his confusion took the back wall when he decided that this was just another challenge on his road to becoming a great ninja. A challenge that he would face proudly! "If I cannot... do one...thousand kicks," he muttered between strikes, "then I... will do... one thou...sand push-ups." The shinobi would allow nothing to interfere with his training and that included his own frailties. Actually, the fact that it was something to do with his own weakness only spurred the youth on. With renewed passion, Lee began to kick to dummy with increasing power, determined that he would complete the training he had assigned himself. The wooden spine of the dummy quickly snapped neatly in two and the straw-filled practice partner flew halfway across the training field, landing two feet away from where Tenten stood facing the bulls-eyes. Lee frowned again. Something was definitely wrong here. The dummy should have gone further than that, considering the effort he was putting into it.

Suddenly, Lee looked up to see his teacher standing beside him. A small gasp of shock escaped him before he could stifle it. He hadn't even noticed him approach, what was wrong with him today? Instead of voicing his concern about his current state, however, Lee merely turned to the next practice dummy and continued his kicks. "What is it, Gai-sensei?" He asked without even turning to face his teacher.

Gai looked at his student, concern etched onto his face. "Are you feeling alright, Lee?"

"Hai(1) Gai-sensei. I am fine," he said, but the way he swayed from side to side, despite the look of heavy concentration on his face, contradicted those words.

"Neji, Tenten, go on home for today. The rest of training has been cancelled."

The two nod, Neji looking impassive and Tenten looking worried. Both walk their separate ways, Tenten once looking back over her shoulder.

Lee felt a hand rest of his shoulder and he let his teacher guide him home without protest.

~*~

Gai opened the door and pulled Lee inside. The moment the door was closed, Lee begin to cling to the older man, one hand tightly gripping the Jonin vest. He was breathing heavily and his eyes held a glassy look that made Gai sick with anxiety.

The Jonin looked down at his student in confusion. "Lee-"

"G-gai-sensei..."

Gai stiffened as his daydream came back to him, despite that its presence was unwanted.

"...I do not feel well at all..."

The dark-haired man unfroze and wrapped his arms around his student. He has made up his mind. Did it really matter if other people didn't approve? If they thought it was wrong? It probably was wrong, but he was going to do it anyway. If Lee wanted him, Gai would gladly commit this sin.

"Come with me, Lee. I think I have something that can take your mind off of your illness."

Lee nodded and followed the Jonin into his bedroom. Mutely, he allowed his teacher to pick him up and place him gently on the bed.

"Lee?" the man says quietly.

"Hmm?" Lee looked up to his mentor and was shocked to see a sad look marring his features.

"Forgive me for what I am about to do."

"Wha--"

But Lee's question was cut short as Gai's lips found his, pressing roughly together. He sat there, unmoving, unable to process what was happening, until he felt Gai's arms wrap loosely around his wait. The boy was pulled closer and he melted into the embrace, no longer thinking about the why's. Trembling arms snaked their way around Gai's neck and the young shinobi began to kiss back uncertainly. Lee's world spun around him. Whether from the kiss or the cold, he wasn't sure.

A soft tongue licked the boy's lips, gently asking for permission to enter. Lee eagerly opened his mouth to allow his teacher this and gasp as a tongue entered into his mouth, lightly teasing the wet walls inside. Gai searched the moist cavern, leaving no area untouched as he moved on, pressing against Lee's tongue to instigate a mock fight. Lee moaned into the kiss and pulled himself closer to his teacher. Gai withdrew his tongue, ending the kiss, as he felt Lee tense against him from lack of air. Lee made a small sound of protest at the sudden lack of contact.

"How far do all want to take this, Lee?"

Lee's already flushed face turned a darker shade of red. "I..." he stopped, the words dying on his lips before they had the chance to form. He knew what he wanted, but was it all right? Was it too far? He didn't want to ruin the perfect moment he'd been thrown into. "Please, Gai-sensei," he pleaded, wanting the older man to know how much he wanted this.

Gai's eyes went dark with passion as he reinitiated the kiss. He untied the hitai-ate(2) around Lee's waist. His hands inched up, fingers trailing upward with feather-light touches, to the neck of Genin's jumpsuit. The older shinobi felt the boy shiver as he pulled the clothing down to his waist. Gai almost chuckled as he felt uncertain hands fumbling with his hitai-ate. As soon as Lee got it off, Gai lifted him from the bed with one arm and pulled the boy's jumpsuit off with his free hand. Gai pulled away and stared with lust at the body of the ninja on the bed before him, sitting there like an offering Gai knew he didn't deserve. Lee blushed as his teacher placed a hand on his chest. The older ninja let a finger drift down an invisible line on the boy's chest. Ghosting down, barely pausing to circle the navel once, the finger stops at the base of a semi-erect shaft. Gai slid off the bed and got down on his knees. Lee blushed and wet his lips in anticipation, but Gai only took off the boy's legwarmers and weights.

Gai had to smile at the tiny sound of disappointment that escaped Lee's throat. He tilted his head to one side and knelt down again. Why not give the boy what he wanted?

Lee gasped as a skilled tongue lapped at the tip of his aching erection. A warmth encompassed his length as Gai began to suck on the head. Arching into the warmth, Lee felt his teacher's hands press down on his hips and he moaned in protest. He wanted more of that heat, but Gai was preventing it. "Gai-sensei," the boy gasped out.

Gai's grasp of Lee's hips tightened and he took more of the Genin's length into his mouth, sucking hard as he went down on it. Lee moaned deep in the back of his throat and tried buck his hips again. Gai traced the underside of his student's pulsing erection with his tongue, then went to swirling wet patterns over the tip. Once more, the Jonin descended between the boy's legs, this time bringing Lee's shaft completely into his mouth. Lee gasped loudly and fisted his hands into Gai's hair. The older man sucked hard and hummed, sending vibrations of pleasure through Lee's entire being. Lee tightened his fists in his teacher's hair. "Gai-sen-sensei," he moaned, "I'm--"

Gai cut him off, sucking harder on the boy's length, and he was rewarded as Lee tensed under him and his mouth was filled with a salty, bitter liquid. Standing up again, the Jonin stared at the boy collapsed on the bed, panting heavily. He bit his lower lip as his jumpsuit tightened uncomfortably. Quickly taking off his clothes and discarded them on the floor next to Lee's, Gai sat on the bed next to his panting student.

Pulling the boy into his lap, Gai began to stroke the limp shaft between Lee's legs, bringing it back to life. Lee moaned and leaned back against the man's chest, arching his hips into the sensuous touch. Gai wrapped his arm around his student's waist and pumped the erection, causing Lee to writhe and groan in his lap.

Lee let out a slightly choked sound. He had never known that this could feel so good. He moaned and fell backwards against the Jonin's chest again. For a time, the Genin knew nothing but the skin-to-skin contact, warm breath on his neck, and Gai's hand, pumping in time with his own hastened heartbeat. Slowly, he became aware of a tightening feeling in the pit of his stomach. "Gai-sensei..." he choked out. "I'm s-so close..." He arched into Gai's hand.

"Shh..." Gai whispered as he quickened the pace.

Lee moaned and arched upward again. Suddenly, his world went white in a burst of sensation. He fell limply back against his sensei's chest and tried to steady his breathing and calm his racing heartbeat.

"It's not over yet, Lee," the Jonin murmured lustfully into the young shinobi's ear. His hand went down to Lee's stomach and he wiped off some of the aftermath with two fingers.

Lee turned his head and looked back at his teacher questioningly.

"Move like this," Gai said as he positioned Lee onto his back and spread his legs. Lee blushed deeply as a cum-covered finger circled his entrance. The older shinobi leaned over him, "This will hurt, but it gets better, I promise."

Lee nodded and Gai initiated a passionate kiss. The Genin wrapped his arms around his lover's neck, kissing back with equal desire. He gasped and tried to pull away as pain rubbed his raw insides. Gai only pulled his student closer and deepened the kiss. Lee writhed uncomfortably for a few seconds, then gasped again as another wet finger slid inside of him. Tears began to gather in the corners of his eyes as the fingers stretched him out with a scissoring motion.

"Gyaagh," he moaned into the kiss.

Gai was worried. He stroked the limp shaft between Lee's legs, slowly bring it back to full mast. He wanted Lee to enjoy this. The Jonin pulled away the kiss and looked down at his student. Concern lined his face. "Are you ready for this?"

Lee, breathing hard, nodded eagerly. He wanted this. Doing this was the deepest sign of love someone could gave. And besides, Gai-sensei said it would feel good soon.

Gai looked around for something to use as lubricant, but saw nothing. He didn't keep that sort of thing around. Deciding that it was the best thing he could do, Gai spat in one hand and coated himself as thoroughly as he could. Pulling one of the boy's legs over his shoulder, Gai positioned himself at Lee's entrance.

Lee gasped at the sudden absence of a pair of fingers. It left him feeling almost empty. Soon, however, the emptiness was filled and Lee let out a choked sound as Gai slowly pushed inside him.

Gai moaned in pure pleasure and almost fell against the Genin's chest. "You okay?" he asked gruffly.

Lee bit his lower lip and nodded. It still hurt, but the look in his teacher's eyes made it seem unimportant. Besides, Lee has dealt with pain before.

The older shinobi lifted Lee's other leg and began slow, shallow thrusts into the other ninja.

Lee groaned and grabbed the sheets beneath him, gripping tightly so that his knuckles turned white. Gai pushed in again and Lee gasped and pushed in to meet Gai's next thrust as he felt the Jonin brush against a bundle of nerves inside him.

"Gai-s-sensei," he moaned breathlessly.

The man grunted and thrust faster and deeper. He leaned over and locked Lee in another kiss. He kissed roughly and passionately, moaning occasionally into Lee's lips. His mouth wandered downward and he attacked the tender neck laid out before him. He nipped at the junction of the neck and shoulder, then sucked at it gently. Lee moaned at the attention and bucked his hips back to meet Gai again.

The Jonin knew he was reaching his peak and he grabbed Lee's weeping member and pumped it in time with his thrusts. Lee writhed and moaned beneath him, pushing himself on and off his lover, eager for the sensations he was receiving. Gai grunted as he felt his groin tighten. Then Lee shuddered beneath as he came, and Gai groaned as the boy's walls constricted around his swollen shaft. With a few more thrusts, Gai came, his essence filling the boy lying spent beneath him.

They held the pose for what seemed like forever. Lee on his back with his legs over Gai's shoulders and his hands grasping the sheets under him. Gai hovering over Lee, one arm propping him up and the other resting on Lee's cum-covered stomach. Soon, the Jonin's arms threatened to give out on him and pulled out and rolled to lay at his new lover's side. Lee curled up to Gai and sighed contently. Gai put one hand to his Genin's forehead. His fever was gone.

Gai stared at the ceiling and he felt Lee's breathing slow and knew that the boy had fallen asleep. Thinking over the day's events, the shinobi decided that he didn't regret it. After all, his behavior had been very youthful.

~Owari~

A/N: Alright, there it is. That was my first ever lemon. *is proud of herself* Any suggestions for improving it would be appreciated, but please no flames! Have something useful to say. Well, 'til next time. R&R

(1) Hai- Yes.
(2) Hitai-ate- just another word for their headbands.