Naruto, Letter of Longing

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Some want to know why I seek him.
Many say that my is soul consumed by him.

Others don't understand why I continue to search for him, even tho he lift on his own.

I began to ask myself why?

First, I told myself that teammates look out for one another.
I was honor bound to find him.

When that excuse was not satisfactory I lay claim to brotherhood.
It was my rite to save Sasuke from the darkness.

In my heart I knew that this was just another escape.

The years went by and every day my heart burned for him.
I wanted to be by his side. I wanted to feel his presence.

I am getting better.
I want him to see me.
I know that if I'm strong enough to bring him back we will be equals.

I realize the truth.

I love Sasuke with entirety.
I'd kill many enemies.I would make
a path.
The distance would never quench my need for you.
I would become a monster, anything to bring you back.

Sasuke, touch me, claim me.
I want you to beg in pleasure.
I'll worship every part of your body.
I'll drown in the kisses you give me.
I offer myself to you freely.
Drive me to the brink of insanity.
I'll scream your name over and over again.

All will know that I belong to you.

In the end I will tell no one the real truth.
Life will go no and i will continue to act carefree.

My love, the obsession and the overwhelming lust will have to wait.

I will find you, my Sasuke

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