Say It (Song Fic)
Say It (Song Fic)
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It
A Song Fic
Oh Baby
Oh Oh babe
Oh Baby
on the stone throne in the Uchiha compound, with Sasuke’s sword through his
chest Itachi’s eyes glance to the side.
“Like the way you simply decided that
Itachi takes a deep shuttering breath,
“Like the way…you believed I was a kind and caring brother.”
Love was always supposed to be
Something wonderful to me
To watch it grow inside yourself
To feel your heart beside itself
A look of pure pain crossed Sasuke’s
face, as all the times he had with his brother whipped through his mind.
“That’s quite arrogant of you,” he
says shakily, “since I never saw you as that.”
Pain that had nothing to do with the
sword in his chest began to throb steadily in Itachi’s chest. He says nothing,
just closes his eyes, thankful Sasuke is behind the throne.
“I also never saw you as an ‘ideal
older brother’ either.” Sasuke lays his head against the throne. “I just saw
you as Itachi, someone I loved.”
Sometimes it hurts to love so
(When you know you’ve
given all you can)
Sometimes it hurts to
even laugh
(You do your best but
Sometimes the pain is just too much,
oh oh
hell, that’s way it feels
“I saw you as my older brother, but I didn’t
put you on a pedestal.” Sasuke hides a gasp of agony. “Your act did not make me
love you; you had that from me, from birth.”
Sasuke gently grasps the side of the
throne. Shaking he slowly rise to his feet, bringing Chidori
to his right hand, he shatters the genjutsu behind him.
“I loved you with my whole
Sasuke holds harshly to the stone in
front of him. He feels so empty yet so full of genuine sorrow.
Itachi stares at him, keeping his
expression as emotionless as he can, but it is proving difficult.
“Your love, gaining your love, meant
everything to me,” choking on a sob, he turns mournful eyes towards his
brother. “But you just couldn’t give me that, could you?”
True love, it has no hiding place
you just put away
inside of you
Oh, and it shows in everything you do
“Do you know what that fucked up part
is?”
Sasuke walks slowly up to his brother,
so grief stricken he has to keep himself from stumbling.
Itachi’s eyes flicker all over Sasuke,
he didn’t think…
Sasuke gently lays his hand onto his
brother’s cheek, cupping it. The elder Uchiha looks in to those open dark
emotional pools.
“No matter how much I try, I cannot
forget what you meant to me.”
Sometimes it hurts to love so
(When you know you’ve
given it your best)
Sometimes it hurts to
even laugh
(You feel a thousand miles from
happiness)
Sometimes the pain is just too much,
oh oh oh
hell, that’s way it feels
Dropping to the floor in front of
Itachi, the little Uchiha lets a small cry escape.
“You still mean so much to me; I want
to hate you so bad!”
Gripping Itachi’s knees in a bruising
vice, he stares without fear into those cold red eyes. His unleashed suffering
makes any fear he has fly away.
“You deserve my hate, Itachi,”
Sasuke’s face continues to crumble. “You broke my heart; you broke it and you
didn’t care!”
Oh oh, oh
Here we are,
the two of us
So full of love, so little trust
But dying for some tenderness
afraid to take the step
The older Uchiha wants to speak but no
words come. He places his hands on top of Sasuke’s, only to have them smacked
away.
“I still love you, it never left, damn
you,” he weeps full-fledged tears now, all those tears he never shed can no
longer be held.
“You took them with you, even though
they mean nothing to you!” Sasuke hugs his brother’s legs, releasing all his
sadness.
Sometimes it hurts to love so
(When you know what it can put you
through)
Sometimes it hurts to
even laugh
(There’s
nothing funny if it’s killing you)
Sometimes the pain is just too much
hell, that’s the way it feels
Finding his voice, Itachi gazes at his
little brother.
“Sasuke what are saying,” he is quite
confused by his last statement.
The boy looks up at him, there is so
much misery in that young face, that the elder Uchiha looks away. He
“My heart, my soul, weren’t you
listening I gave them to you,” he grasps Itachi’s cloak in two shaking hands.
“Give them back! Unless you… unless you…”
Itachi reaches out and takes his
little brother’s sad yet hopeful face in his hands. He wants that hope he sees
to stay, to erase all that horrid pain. He’ll do
anything to make it so.
I know if there is any chance
For us to find our happiness
let it go
the pain we know
Sasuke grabs his brother’s shoulder;
using it as leverage he straddles his older brother’s
lap.
Now both brothers are cupping each
other’s faces, staring deeply and longingly into dark eyes. Eyes full of hope,
fear, love, and risk.
“If you tell me you love me, even it’s
a lie,” Sasuke grazes his lips, wet with tears, across his brother’s soft lips.
“I will damn my own soul for you Itachi.”
Sasuke rubs his tear stained face
lovingly all over Itachi’s, even though fresh tears continue to join the rest.
“I’ll forgive you anything, follow you
anywhere,” throwing his arms around Itachi, he starts to sob, “it’s Valentine’s
Day, did you know that? Make this my long overdue
gift.”
Sometimes it hurts to love so
(Sometimes it hurts so bad, baby)
Sometimes it hurts to
even laugh
(Sometimes it hurts to
even laugh, oh)
hell, that’s the way
Oh baby, that’s
the way it feels Yeah, yeah oh, yeah
Tipping Sasuke’s head up, Itachi looks
into those pleading eyes. He won’t disappoint his little
brother, he can’t, it’s tearing him apart, as well.
Sasuke’s breathe stops; he
his walls before his very eyes. Eyes showing so much emotion, more than Sasuke
thought the older Uchiha had.
“I don’t want to just tell you
Outoto,” he says holding the back of the boy’s head in both hands. “I wanted to
show you as well.”
Wrapping his arms tightly around
Sasuke like a vise grip, Itachi places his lips next to his little brother’s
ear. “You are my heart and soul
Sasuke. I love you, my true love.”