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Letting

By: Beladara
folder Naruto › Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating: Adult
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Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

Letting

Neji was obssesed by him.
Ever since the other had returned, he had fascinated him. He was almost as good as NEji at hiding his emotions. Almost, but not quite.
There was a darkness in him now, one that he hadn't had as a child.
his eyes spoke of things no 13-year old should have seen. His hands, always covered with black leather gloves now, told of things he should never have been forced to do. he avoided touching others, except when fighting. the only part of his body that could be seen was his face.
Even his neck was covered.
He avoided medic-nins like the plague. He had apparently picked up some healing jutsus from Konoha's traitor. He had become more silent and reserved then ever.
The burning fire for revenge, that had marked him in his youth, had been sated, leaving behind only pain,sorrow and loneliness.
Just as revenge always did.
The other spent most of his time alone.
He only took solitary missions, he trained alone and spent his free time getting away from everyone else.
Pointless really, running away from Neji when he had his Byakugan.
He crept up on the other, whose wanderings had taken him deep into the forest of death.
The chuunin exams had been a lifetime ago, it seemed. That's when he had met him.
Back then he had been full of fire and anger. So full of hate.
Just like Neji.
They had both lost their hate.
Neji because it was replaced by happiness. The other...
because he had burnt out. Nothing replaced the hate in him. All there was left was an empty void. And he wouldn't let anything fill it. It was like he didn't want anything to fill it.
Neji disactivated his Byakugan and entered the liitle clearing the other was in.
A second later. he stood beside the other, careful not to touch him. he then realized that the other had been looking into a small lake, at his reflection. Neji knew what he saw. Emptiness.

He turned to glare at Neji, who calmly stared back.
He watched as the eyes bleed into red.
The air thickened with malicious intent.
Neji activated his Byakugan. He saw every tenketsu in the the other's body. Every flow of chakra. His chakra was black, which had shocked Neji the first time he saw it. It hadn't been like that before.
Now it was just a way to find him more easily.
He watched the other attack and stepped smoothly into the Hyuuga fighting stance.

The fight was brutal,vicious,savage. Almost as though they were trying to kill each other. They fought without words, without restraint.
Thankfully it was short.
The other one, he almost always did.
Neji looked up at him, both dreading and anticipating what was to come. He felt the other's glove-covered hands tangle into his hair and yank him up brutally into a kiss. The kiss wasn't warm, wasn't loving.
Instead it was full of anger,pain,sorrow and despair, hidden beneath a burning, incessant need.
He needed this,Neji knew.
And so he let him have it.Let him tear of Neji's clothes and push him to his hands and knees.
Let him blindfold him with a strip of Neji's own clothes.
Let him push into him savagely, without warning or preparation.
Let him wrap his hand around Neji's waist and fist his shameful erection.
Let himself come first.
Let HIM come inside Neji, his seed mixing with the blood deep inside Neji.
Let him have Neji's pride.
In the end it was what the other craved.
No words were spoken.
It was what Sasuke needed.


5 Years Later

Neji wandered around the forest of death.
Three years had passed since the other threw him away, but he still couldn't let it go.
It was the only thing he couldn't let anyone have.
His memories.
They were all he had left to him now.
The other had left him, and was now mated with Naruto.
His clan didn't care about him anymore, and the only one who did was happily married and busy with children.
Hinata.
He wished her all the happiness in the world. She deserved it.
Lee and Tenten were dead, along with Sakura,Ino,Kiba,Chouji and Sai.
His biggest and last failure as a ninja.

His life had gone horribly wrong. A mummer's play.
Here he was, among the living, and wishing he had died that day.
He HAD died, in every way that mattered.
The other survivors had all paired off, leaving him alone and nothing but a memory. A ghost of a memory. Some things were best left forgotten. And so he was.

Untill today.

A black and a red eye stared at him from abouve a mask.

It's time you let it go-they seemed to say.

He glared at them-I don't want to.

They softened-I know it hurts

He glared harder- you know nothing

They hardened, then became sad-I know more than you.

Neji's glare wavered-The past hurts

The eyes misted-Yes.but the present is worth living.

Sorrow filled the whiteness of Neji's orbs-I don't know how

A smile touched the other's eyes-I'll help you. Then a question-let me?

The other held out his hand.
Neji took it.

He'd let him.


After all, he was already broken