Tormented

Sasuke was lost, utterly and completely lost, which wouldn’t have normally been a bad thing, except for the fact that he was in a rental car, meaning he didn’t have his gps, and the neighborhood was down right scary! So far, with the aide of what few streetlights happened to work, he had seen four drug deals, one possible murder and long ago lost count of the number of prostitutes, both male and female, that had tried approaching his car. The more he drove around in hopes of finding his way out, the more he realized that he was only becoming hopelessly lost. Add onto that the fact that he hadn’t slept the night before, and you had the reason why his normally sharp perceptions were so dulled.

The few barred up convenience stores held little promise of salvation, since they entailed actually leaving the safety of the car to get inside.

Finally spotting three young men hanging around outside of a rather shady, though that didn’t say much compared to the rest of the area, store, Sasuke pulled over to the curb, shifting the car into park and rolling down the window.

“Excuse me.”

He arched an eyebrow as the blond of the group looked over, suddenly beaming a smile.

“You talking to us, yeah?”

Sasuke nodded, motioning the young man over, a mistake he would quickly regret.

“Yes, I’m lost, it seems.”

“Ohhh, took a wrong turn, yeah?”

How had the other suddenly gotten so close? His hand moved to roll the window up a bit, though the action was too late as he felt something sharp almost piercing his neck.

“Ah, ah, that would be rude, yeah. Keep your hands on the wheel.”

He swallowed the sudden lump of fear, cursing himself while the other three men of the group came over quickly, the man with the knife at his throat hitting the button to unlock the doors. Great, here was where his rental car would be stolen and he would be stuck waiting for the police.

“Nice catch Dei! Damn.”

The car wasn’t that nice, well, not in his opinion, anyway.

“Come on, step out, pretty boy, yeah.”

“Hn.”

Really, did this blond have any place calling him pretty?! Sasuke could hardly tell his gender before he spoke!

The greatest shock of the night came as soon as he stepped out, having expected to be shoved aside and his car taken, the raven-haired young man was shocked when he felt his hands grabbed, wrists cuffed behind him and tape slapped over his mouth before he was shoved into the back seat with two of the four men, his eyes covered by more tape to prevent him seeing where he was being taken.

Fear coursed through his veins as he felt the car start to move, a hand rubbing his thigh.

“Hey, no starting early on him, we all want a piece.”

The hand gave a final squeeze before releasing it’s grip, his body already covered in a cold sheen of sweat. They never intended to take his car, it was him they were after the whole time!

Great, he had only intended to look at the site for a renovation project funded out of good will by his company and now he was kidnapped and doubting he would live through this, or would he even want to? The gods only knew what these men had planned for him and the mere thought of it made his stomach lurch so bad he almost missed the fact that the car stopped.

Sasuke was manhandled out of the back and shoved to walk on shaky legs between the men. He could hear one pushing a button and cursing before he was shoved again.

“You don’t think he will mind us using his place, do you? I mean it was closest.”

“Naw, besides, he’s at work until late.”

The brunette had no part in the conversation, but he was amazed he stayed on his feet through the entire, though admittedly short, elevator ride, he was scared out of his mind.

The next sound, after a short walk, was a door being opened, and he was roughly shoved through, barely keeping his balance as his shoulder met a wall.

Sasuke wanted to scream, actually, he was but the tape still over his mouth prevented the sound from truly escaping, being roughly shoved around between the men in his blinded state. The tape was ripped from over his eyes, and he swore most of his eyelashes went with it, pulling another scream up that seemed to only delight his captors while his eyes watered from the sudden abuse.

He realized something was truly wrong when two held him, one with a knife to his throat while another stripped him, cutting away his $500 shirt like so much rags.

Being slammed onto a table had winded him, momentarily, stunning him long enough that his hands had been uncuffed, but both were quickly and securely cuffed to legs of the table, another person binding his ankles to the remaining table legs.

Sasuke felt the cold hand of fear truly grip him for the first time in his life. Not even when he watched his family’s caskets lowered into the ground had he been so scared. He was naked and tied spread eagle, bent over a table with four guys in the room. The full extent of his vulnerability hit him, leaving him shaking and breathless.

He cursed himself for staying up all night and working, cursed himself for thinking he would drive by that address, cursed himself for being so helpless, the tape not allowing him to cry out for help.

“Let’s get to the fun, yeah.”

“Shut up, Dei, you did your part.”

“You shut it, Kiba, yeah.”

“Both of you, can it before I cut your fucking tongues out.”

The room was met with silence after that cold, bone-chilling voice spoke, the last rustling of what sounded to be clothing hitting Sasuke ears.

He suddenly wanted the tape back over his eyes since he could see how bad things were.

The four men from before stood around him, all naked from the waist down and all sporting erections.

“Last one done is a spooge licker.”

His eyes darted to a man with wild brown hair and a red triangle tattooed down each cheek.

To his horror all four men began to beat off, their length aimed roughly at his body. He began to jerk against the binds, hearing the laughter.

“Dance, yeah,”

He wanted to scream, to threaten, hell, just to get away.

“Jerking around won’t help you, rich boy.”

It was that cold voice again, making him look up to a man with shockingly red hair and more eyeliner than any one person should be allowed. He started, jerking his head away just before said mad unloaded in his face, the thick globs running down his hair, a few stray drops on his chin, making him shudder and want to retch as he felt more landing across his back and shoulders.

“Ha! Sassi! You spooge licker!”

“Shut up, Kiba before I neuter you.”

He felt a hand in his hair, fisting it and forcing him to look into those dead, green orbs again, shuddering as more cum was smeared from his hair onto his cheek.

“Didn’t like that, rich boy? Maybe you’re just frigid. Let’s see.”

Sasuke’s black eyes grew wide as he fought the cuffs fruitlessly, once again.

“Kiba, get the ice from the freezer, Dei, go see if Naruto has any lube.”

Tears of helplessness were welling in Sasuke’s eyes, this was a nightmare, it had to be a nightmare.

Fingers playing at his displayed hole snapped him back to reality, making him try to yell against the tape, an action that earned him only more laughter from his tormentors.

“You’ll like this, yeah, best night of your life.”

The fingers finally left, though he was only able to relax a moment before something amazingly cold was being pressed inside of him. His first reaction was to push back and was thankful to feel it quickly leave his body, though the feeling was short lived.

“Hand me my belt, he needs a lesson.”

He could just make out another red-head moving behind him, the blond handing over a thick, leather belt studded by blunt metal pyramids.

Sasuke only had a moment to gather what was about to happen before a scream was torn from him, the belt meeting his tender backside with a harsh slapping sound.

“Damn! I bet that scream would have brought the neighbors if his mouth wasn’t taped!”

Another and another landed on him, one coloring his lower back, another between his shoulders, he sobbed into the tape, not registering that one of the men was toying with his balls until the next hit slapped them with his thighs, making his whole body jump as tears streamed down his face and sobs racked his body.

The red head holding the belt was in front of him now.

“Ready to behave, slut?”

He could only shake and nod, his sobs still making it too hard to breathe.

“Good.”

Sasuke could now easily identify the dead-sounding voice of the other red-head, feeling another cube of ice being pushed inside, he didn’t fight it this time, despite the pain as it hit his heated insides.

“Ohh, look at him shake, yeah.”

Sasuke couldn’t stop his tears, no matter how hard he tried, the blond pinching and tweaking his nipple in painful ways not helping as he and the brunette counted the cubes being forced inside. He could only pray this would be the worst of his night, or he would somehow wake up.

The count finally stopped at 22, the 23rd one moving back and forth in his hole, his body too full to accept more as he sobbed from the pain, long past numb inside.

Sasuke had never before known such pain and had no way to deal with it.

“Looks like twenty two is all rich boy can take. Hand me that bowl, Kiba.”

He shuddered, feeling the cold glass being held against his legs.

The blond was in front of him now, kneeling and holding his chin up.

“Bet you like that, being all full, yeah? Come on, push them out now.”

He tried, his whole body shaking and shuddering, but he was simply too numb to know if he even was.

“Did that look like all of them came out?”

The second red-head, who the other referred to as Sassi, answered the brunette.

“How the hell should I know? Reach in and find out.”

“Hell no! You see what came out with some.”

“Kiba, you had some enema kits here from that job interview, yeah? Get those.”

“Yeah, yeah! As long as Naruto didn’t toss them.”

“What the hell did you need an enema for a job interview?”

Kiba’s voice picked back up in volume as he returned.

“Don’t look at me like that, Gaara, I wanted to make certain I passed the drug tests!”

“Whatever,” Sasuke hated that dead voice. “Heat them up, let’s warm this slut up.”

His pale body was still so cold, so very cold and shaking, time meant nothing anymore to Sasuke, he just wanted free, in fact, he suspected one of the guys was doing something to his entrance, but he was still just too numb to feel exactly what.

Less than a minute later Kiba came back, two packages of enema bottles in hand.

“Damn! I think I got these too hot.”

Sasuke’s eyes widened as he felt what he would describe as boiling water hit inside him, his body suddenly clinching down, forcing it out amid the indignant curses from his captors.

The belt came down fast and hard, his balls not spared again in the flurry of hits, causing him to sob and shake, thankful when they finally stopped and his head was jerked up to look into the angry face of Sassi, belt still in his free hand.

“Now, Gaara is going to do it again, you’re going to accept it, you’re going to take it all in and be thankful, that clear, Slut?!”

He nodded as much as the hold would allow, sobbing and shaking as he was released again, his insides being filled once again with what felt like too hot of a liquid, though not as hot as before.

“You should be glad for the heated enema, it’ll keep you from getting frostbite, yeah.”

Sasuke couldn’t care right now, all he could do was sob and shake as he was filled again, one bag tossed aside and then more added, so much it hurt, oh it hurt so badly.

All he wanted was to empty himself, he felt so full his stomach was hurting, muscles shaking from the pain.

“There you go, rich boy, now hold it in.”

The tube was finally removed, but not the painfully full feeling and he didn’t know how much more he could take.

“Damn, he’s shaking like a leaf.”

Sasuke could hear the one known at Kiba laughing, Dei joining him.

“He has a pretty face though, even when covered in tears, yeah.”

The pale red-head called Gaara moved in front of their captive.

“Be prettier with my cum on it.”

He could hear more snickers, see and feel all four crowding around in front of him.

“Look up, Slut.”

Sasuke looked up at Sassi’s order, a fresh wave of sobs wracking his body from the added strain it put on his stomach, though the sight of four cocks being pumped in front of him didn’t help, nor did Gaara’s words.

“Don’t turn away this time, rich boy, you’re going to wear our spunk, then you’re going to suck each of us back to hard. Do a good enough job and we’ll let you empty out.”

He couldn’t hold back the fresh wave of tears.

“Don’t even think about screaming, slut, or we’ll tape your mouth shut and you’ll find out how much my belt can really hurt.”

Sassi’s pale hand clinched on his belt, adding weight to his threat while all four men pumped themselves faster, eager to be the first to spray.

Kiba came first, spraying the thick globs across Sasuke’s pale cheeks, making his stomach churn and sending another wave of pain through him, though the sound of a door being kicked closed stopped the two red-heads before their release, Dei managed his, missing due to the distraction and spraying across Sasuke’s hair and shoulders.

“What the fuck?! You guys break into my place…”

Sasuke first fear was another guy joining these four in torturing him, his second thought was to pray that this guy would actually save him.

A tall, tanned and blue-eyed youth looked over the mess in his kitchen, shocked.

“WHAT THE FUCK?! You want to play your fucking twisted sex games with some slut then do it at your own house! Shit, uncuff him and get out!”

All four looked nervous, though Kiba spoke up.

“Hey, Naruto, how was work?”

“Work?!” The blond looked pissed. “Who the fuck cares about work?! Look at my kitchen! What the hell were you thinking?! Uncuff your toy and move it.”

Kiba looked nervously over Sasuke and then back at Naruto.

“Well, see, we can’t really do that…”

“Look,” the one called Naruto pinched the bridge of his nose. “I don’t care if you’re paying by the hour, you’re not doing this here.”

The dead voice spoke up again.

“We’re not paying for him.”

The blond’s eyes flew open as he looked over the scene, Sasuke finally having some hope as their eyes locked and begged without words for help.

“What the hell is going on here?!”

The newcomer looked to be running out of patience.

Deidara spoke up first.

“Well we kind of found him, yeah. He was lost.”

“Wait, wait, wait!” The blond started pacing. “You kidnapped someone?!”

Kiba spoke up again.

“We’re just showing him a good time.”

The blond finally stopped pacing, pointing at Sasuke and yelling.

“Does he look like he’s having a good time?! You IDIOTS!”

Sasuke finally had some hope, this new guy wasn’t going to join in, he wasn’t going to help them and he just might be his way out. He couldn’t stop the whimper from coming up his throat.

The blond immediately jumped and started working on untying Sasuke’s back legs.

“Naruto,” The dead voice spoke. “You can join us, we’ll dump him somewhere when we’re done.”

Cold dread pooled in Sasuke’s stomach, that is until he felt both ankles come free and he shook as Naruto stood, jabbing a finger in the chest of the green eyed male.

“I’m not joining, in fact the only thing you guys will be doing is putting on your pants while I take care of him. Now give me the keys to the handcuffs.”

Sassi handed over the keys after digging them out of his pocket.

Sasuke almost collapsed when his hands were free, though he was still shaking too badly to do anything.

“Hey, can you walk?”

The voice was like that of an angel to Sasuke, the tenderness in it seemed to wash over him.

Kiba looked over nervously from where he was pulling on his pants.

“I doubt it man, he has two enema kits in him.”

Sasuke’s savior, as he had come to dub him, stood, railing at the others again. “What? Were you guys trying to kill him or something?! Look, right now I don’t care what your plans were, you clean up this mess, and I mean all of it and then get the hell out, I’m going to take care of him.”

Sasuke felt arms starting to lift him and his body buckled, but instead of falling to the floor he was caught and scooped up, making him scream with the added pressure on his stomach. That soothing voice was back as he felt himself being carried somewhere.

“Shhh, it’s alright, we’re almost there.”

The cold plastic of what could only be a toilet was a shock on his abused rear, making him jump slightly and cry out.

“You can let it go and empty now.”

Sasuke weakly shook his head, everything hurt so bad and been clinching for so long, he didn’t think he could.

Fingers were at the tape over his mouth.

“Look, this is just like a band aid, so I’ll rip it off quickly, okay?”

But as soon as the words were said, the tan fingers ripped away the tape, making Sasuke cry out as fresh tears started, the shock on his system though did get the muscles to release in his bottom, adding more shame as he couldn’t stop emptying himself in front of his savior.

A large hand was petting his hair and he barely realized he was sobbing into a shoulder as that voice tried to soothe him.

“It’s alright, get it all out, it’s over now, it’s okay.”

And more nonsense but soothing words followed, though he couldn’t stop shaking, his limbs feeling numb yet.

“What’s your name? Mine’s Naruto by the way.”

“S-Sasuke U..U-Uchiha.”

He couldn’t believe how long and hard it was to get that out, his hands at some point had found his savior’s shirt and clung desperately, his body long finished with cleansing itself.

“Alright, Sasuke, can I call you that?” Sasuke dumbly nodded, not releasing his hold. “Thanks, well, Sasuke, you’re a mess, so I’m going to start the shower, alright?”

Sasuke shook his head, afraid his savior would leave him and his torture would start again.

“It’s okay, look, I’ll be right here, I’m just starting the shower.”

He felt the hands forcing his own to release the shirt, and was thankful when one hand stayed in his grip.

Good to his word, the sound of a shower filled the small bathroom.

“The water is warming up, can you stand?”

Sasuke shook his head again, as embarrassing as it was, he knew his own legs were still too weak to hold himself. In one night all his pride and confidence had been shattered and stripped from him, leaving him feeling broken and as alone as he was in life.

Those soft hands were petting his hair again, careful of the globs of cum.

“No help for it. Look, Sasuke, I’m going to take my clothes off,” Sasuke felt his own body clench at those words, but the hand never stopped it’s soothing motions. “But don’t worry, I won’t do anything. I promise, I’m just going to help you get cleaned up.”

Clothing started hitting the floor and Sasuke held his breath when his savior stripped off both pants and boxers at the same time, the breath came out in a relieved sigh though when the tanned body wasn’t hard, his angel wasn’t turned on by his suffering.

Sasuke sat trembling on the toilet until those strong arms were around him, lifting him.

“We’re just going to get in the shower.”

He felt himself being sat on the floor of the tub, the shower head spraying down on him until it was moved to a lower holder, one that could be reached on the floor. Then that tanned body was sitting behind him, pulling him against a strong chest.

Sasuke couldn’t help it as he finally broke down crying in relief, he had been so scared, and now those comforting arms were around him again, holding him and telling him it would all be okay. He hadn’t had comfort like that since he was a child, the memory distant even to him.

The tan hands had the shower head, carefully turning his head and rinsing the cum from his hair before the water was put up and shampoo was in his hair. He remained curled into the warmth and safety while gentle hands washed his hair, removing any evidence of the horror that had happened that night.

“It’s okay, Sasuke, we’re just going to get you cleaned up.”

Conditioner was followed, promptly rinsed out as well before Sasuke felt a soft, soapy cloth moving over his skin.

He vaguely remembered now, lost in his own memories of another time like this, when he was a child and his nanny would be there. The woman had been his nanny since birth, both his parents too busy with their social lives and work to truly dedicate themselves to their children. Instead he had the kind woman, she would always kiss his owwies, tell him everything would be okay, at night she ran his warm bath, washed his hair and back while telling him stories of mythical places, knights who slayed monsters and everything had a happy ending. But that life hadn’t had a happy ending, his father had caught them at bath time, had accused her of being too soft and filling Sasuke’s head with nonsense. She had been fired that night, and within the next couple days a new nanny entered his life. This one didn’t tell him stories with happy endings, didn’t wash his hair or back, this woman was as cold and distant as his parents. His time of comfort and warmth was over, and he had never found it again.

Until now, now as those gentle tanned hands took his own, carefully washing every inch, ever digit before rinsing them, washing his face with the same care as one would the finest crystal, rinsing away all the filth and pain, soothing his aching, shattered soul. And Sasuke clung, he clung desperately to that warmth and comfort, not wanting it to vanish on him again, not now.

“Sasuke? Sasuke are you with me?”

His savior wanted something, he would give him anything. So he nodded through his tears that didn’t seem to want to stop.

“We have to wash between your legs, I won’t do anything, okay? We’re just washing.”

He could feel those gentle hands parting his legs and didn’t fight it, gasping as the soft cloth moved over his now sensitive entrance.

“I didn’t hurt you, did I?”

His savior was worried, worried over his well being. Sasuke shook his head in the negative, closing his eyes at the relieved sigh, but when the water moved over his entrance, he jumped slightly, startled.

“It’s okay, we’re almost done. Are you ready to get out?”

Sasuke again shook his head no, he didn’t want this to end, he didn’t want this warmth and safety to go away. He wasn’t ready yet to face the harshness of reality.

“Alright, look, I’ll just fill the tub and we’ll lay here until you’re ready or we’re both so wrinkled people don’t recognize us.”

He let out a relieved sigh as a tanned foot pushed in the plug, the tub slowly filling with water, that soft cloth moving over him again.

“That had to be really scary for you, I mean, what they did. Don’t take this the wrong way, but they’re really not bad guys, I mean, sure they sometimes do stupid things, but as people they’re not bad.”

Sasuke couldn’t hold back a snort, unable to believe that about those men. The blond was okay, he was his savior, he was his angel, he shouldn’t be around demons like those others.

Obsidian orbs stared at a tanned nipple in fascination, he couldn’t say why it held his interest so much, but it did. It held it to the point that he watched his own pale fingers graze over it, struck by how different their coloring was while the pad of his finger toyed with the nipple, bringing it to hardness.

“Sasuke?”

He instantly looked up, finally locking gazes again with those blue eyes, this time finally noticing how impossibly blue they were. He found himself swimming in those eyes and had the overwhelming feeling he would drown in them, but he wanted it, he wanted to drown in them and never come up for air.

Naruto blinking and brushing gentle fingers over his cheek finally brought his gaze back enough to look at the whole picture, messy blond hair fell in varying lengths around his head, blond eyebrows drawn in curiosity and worry over those dark eyes, long blond lashes framed out the eyes, almost invisible unless you were close enough. A straight nose took center stage, flanked by cheeks that would be smooth if not for the three straight scars that adorned each, piquing Sasuke’s curiosity, until they were forgotten as he followed a strong jaw line to the most tempting lips he had ever seen.

Now, given his life, at the age that most would take an interest in dating, his family was buried, his chance at a normal childhood went with them. Sasuke had dedicated his life to his family business after that, finishing high school early and starting college while beginning to run the company at the same time, he had no time for romance, no time to dwaddle with others his age, as a result now that he was twenty two, his family business was twice the size it had been when he was fifteen and just starting out, but he had also never kissed another person, never been held or cuddled.

These new urges were baffling him, while the blond’s lips quirked in an amused grin.

“Sasuke? You’re staring at my lips like you want to kiss them.”

He couldn’t help but to blush and look down, biting his own lip. Was that why they fascinated him so much? Did he want to know what a kiss felt like?

“Sasuke?”

Swallowing, he looked up, lost immediately in those eyes again, his voice a whisper.

“Will it hurt?”

Naruto looked surprised at the question.

“Will what hurt? A kiss?”

Sasuke nodded, gasping as those lips came close to his own, barely brushing against them in a kiss that left him wanting more. Wanting anything as long as it was his savior offering it.

“Did that hurt?”

Sasuke shook his head in the negative, biting his bottom lip as he began to think over the kiss.

“Keep biting your lip and I’ll be tempted to kiss you again.”

Sasuke looked up in shock at the words, his savior wanted to keep kissing him? He felt the arms tighten around him as the blond head moved in. He watched in fascination, the kiss this time was longer, more than a mere meeting of lips, it was a slow meld of them.

It also ended before Sasuke was ready for it, examining how his stomach fluttered at the gesture.

“Again?”

Naruto looked amused, his blue eyes twinkled in a way that made Sasuke feel as if butterflies were in his stomach.

“You like that? You know, you almost make me wonder if you have kissed before.”

Sasuke could feel the blush, and almost panicked when his savior moved away rather than in for another kiss.

“Are you serious? This is your first kiss?”

Sasuke felt mortified, but nodded his ascent, what else could he do, he was obviously inexperienced as hell.

“Damn, a complete virgin…” A thought seemed to cross his mind as the tan arms tightened their hold, making Sasuke melt in happiness. “It’s a good thing I got home when I did then.”

Sasuke was practically ready to purr, those strong arms holding him close, rubbing his back and making him feel so safe. He wasn’t sure what possessed him to do it, but he kissed the collar bone next to his mouth, an action that by the groan pleased the blond, and emboldened Sasuke to place another and another light kiss, trailing up the tanned neck until his lips were caught, this kiss deeper than the ones previous.

Sasuke could swear he was soaring as the other mouth devoured his, his bottom lip being sucked on made a moan come up his throat, parting his lips which allowed another tongue to delve in and explore. Part of him was scared, but the rest of his mind assured him this was his savior, this person made him feel good, made him safe, he wouldn’t be hurt by this angel.

He lost himself completely in the kiss, his own tongue moving in to play as best he could, shyly rubbing against the one currently mapping out his mouth.

Once the kiss broke he panted hard, trying to catch his breath.

“Damn, Sasuke, kissing like that gives a guy ideas.”

He hoped he could speak without stuttering by now, actually, he was certain he could since his shaking had calmed down.

“What kind of ideas?”

The sound of Naruto’s deep chuckle made his spine tingle in a delightful way.

“The kind that usually involve a bed, but I’m sure that’s the last place you want to be, we should get out of the tub.”

A sudden panic seized Sasuke, reality didn’t include this blond angel, reality was harsh and bitter and lonely… he didn’t want reality back yet.

“No!”

Naruto chuckled again, making Sasuke blush, he could feel it on his cheeks.

“Alright, if you like bathes that much, we’ll stay.”

Sasuke hadn’t realized he was holding his breath until it came out in relief, his head laying on the tanned shoulder while his fingers toyed with that dusky nipple again, obviously fascinated with the way Naruto’s breath would hitch if he pinched it or rubbed just right.

“Sasuke, you’re making it hard.”

Sasuke looked up, surprised at the words.

“Making what hard?”

Naruto grinned, it was a sight Sasuke instantly decided he wanted to see more.

“Me.”

“You?”

The smile morphed into a smirk, making Sasuke gulp before he gasped as a hand was suddenly between his legs, stroking him where no one had ever touched him before. It sent a thrill up his spine to dance with the pleasure that the tanned hand brought.

“Yeah, me, here, like this.”

Sasuke closed his eyes, enjoying the new feeling, his toes curling as he mewled.

“Sasuke, you’re so sensitive,” The husky timbre of Naruto’s voice sent more shivers. “I like it.”

“Naruto…”

Sasuke had to admit, he was already hard as a rock after only a couple strokes, he had never been so hard when he touched himself, but his savior sent whole new waves of feelings through him.

“Say my name again, Sasuke.”

“Naruto?”

He arched his back, wanting those lips on his again, and when Sasuke turned his head, his prayers were answered as Naruto’s demanding lips and tongue sought out his, mapping the new territory again, drawing mewls and moans of pleasure from Sasuke before breaking the kiss.

“Sasuke, have you ever done this?”

If he was truthful would his savior stop? Would these wonderful touches and the feelings they evoked be taken away? But he wouldn’t lie, not to this man.

“No…”

The blue eyes were so startling in their intensity.

“Do you want to do this?”

Sasuke couldn’t believe the choice was his, that this angel would continue if he wanted him to? He wanted him to, he wanted anything that would keep Naruto beside him.

“Yes.”

That seemed all the answer Naruto needed as he began to devour Sasuke’s mouth again, leaving the other breathless, dizzy and oh so turned on. He couldn’t believe how much he wanted this after what he had been saved from. But this was Naruto, and Naruto was not those other men, not the cold, dead voice, not the one with a belt or the sadistic Kiba or Dei, this was kind touches and soothing voice, this was all things nice and soothing that had been missing from his life.

Suddenly Naruto was pulling the plug, his wonderful, if now cold, bath was going down the drain.

“Come on, if we’re going to do this let’s go somewhere more suited for a first time.”

Sasuke couldn’t help but whimper as memories of the table came back fresh in his mind, Naruto seemed to read his eyes so easily, hushing him.

“I meant my bed, it’s okay, we won’t use restraints or do anything kinky. I promise, it will be vanilla all the way.”

Sasuke had no idea what he meant by ‘vanilla’, but moving to a comfortable bed wouldn’t be a bad thing.

Allowing himself to be scooted forward, he was shocked when a moment later he was lifted from the tub by the now standing blond, the broad chest and powerful arms making it seem an easy task as he was set on the toilet while Naruto grabbed a towel, taking great care in drying every inch.

Sasuke knew he was being pampered, but he couldn’t help but eat it up, a small smile on his face as his hair was dried in the towel. He even went so far as to wrap his arms around Naruto’s neck when he was picked up again, smiling into the tanned neck while being carried to another room.

The silence in the apartment was heavenly to Sasuke, a sign that his earlier tormenters had vacated the place, leaving them alone. The bed he found himself placed on was a bit lumpy, had obviously seen better days and was no where near the level of comfort as Sasuke’s own, but right now, with Naruto giving him that soft smile, it was heaven on earth.

“You’re sure you’re okay with this?”

Earnest blue eyes were locked on his own and Sasuke couldn’t help but squirm under the intense gaze.

“Yeah, yeah, I’m sure.”

Naruto gave him another smile that made Sasuke’s inside melt and a shiver race down his back. Finally feeling braver, the Uchiha leaned up, captured a surprised pair of lips in a kiss that began chaste, but as the tanned body settled more comfortably against his own, heated up quickly.

Eventually Sasuke had to turn his head away, gasping for breath and moaning loudly as Naruto attacked his neck.

“Naruto!”

Pale fingers gripped and clawed at the tanned shoulders over him while their bodies bucked and rubbed, Naruto’s mouth sucking so hard at his neck that Sasuke was about to lose it from the pleasure.

This was what it was supposed to feel like to be with another person, no fear, no anger, no pain, just this feeling of safety and wave after wave of pleasure. He couldn’t tell which was making him writhe more, the talented mouth, teeth and tongue marking every bit of neck he exposed so willingly or the skilled hands working over his chest.

“Sasuke, I want to be inside you now. I need it, baby.”

Sasuke could only gasp and nod, he knew on some level he should be scared, but this angel had only shown him pleasure and caring he forgot he missed. Some void in his soul was slowly filling, filling with the light from his blond savior and he wanted it, he wanted the void gone, he wanted to be so filled by that light that he drowned in it. If giving his body to Naruto could accomplish that, then it was a small price he would easily pay.

But then the body over his own was gone and all the pleasure stopped, making Sasuke open his eyes in protest.

“Naruto?”

“Lube, where the hell is…” The blond was in his nightstand, digging for something. “I bet they had it.”

Worried blue eyes turned to lock with obsidian.

“Don’t move, okay?” A quick kiss was given and then Naruto was gone from the room, making Sasuke blink in shock.

Thankfully he was only gone a minute, but still cursed when Sasuke was sitting up.

“Dammit, I know, mood killer, but bear with me.” And again the blond was digging in his drawer. “I know I had some.” He gave Sasuke a sheepish grin, still rifling through the drawer. “Just looking for a condom, I know I’m clean, and you’re definitely clean, but you know, just for your piece of mind.”

Sasuke looked at the sheets pooled around him, his own erection staring back at him.

“You know, I might be out. Dammit. Okay, a quick run to the store and we’ll be all set.”

“No.”

Surprised cobalt eyes looked up, before defeat flashed in them.

“Sorry, guess I really screwed up.” An embarrassed grin spread so easily as a tan hand scratched the back of his neck.

“It’s okay, let’s just…” Sasuke knew from sex ed classes that this was a risky choice, Naruto said he was clean, but what if he wasn’t… but then, Sasuke didn’t plan to take anyone else to his bed anyway. “Let’s just do it.”

Shock was the expression that marred the whisker-clad face, pure shock.

“You sure? I mean, I can go get some or we can just call this off?”

“No!” Sasuke couldn’t help but blush at how desperate he sounded. “I mean, I’m sure.”

Naruto didn’t need anymore reassurance as he was back on the bed, kissing Sasuke into laying down again before sitting back up and grabbing the lube, marveling as his tanned hands moved over the soft alabaster skin.

“You’re so soft, I don’t think I’ve ever felt skin this soft before.”

Sasuke’s cheeks colored at the comment, but he allowed his legs to fall open while he looked away.

“What are you doing?”

Naruto grinned down at him again, loving how bashful this man was. This man that he knew owned half the city, that could break him if he wanted to, but was instead laying in his bed blushing, every bit the virgin.

“I don’t want to hurt you, so I’m preparing you.”

Sasuke’s eyes snapped back at the sound of the cap opening, taking in the sight of Naruto coating three of his fingers in the slick gel.

“Will this hurt?”

“It might be a bit uncomfortable, but it shouldn’t hurt, not once I’m done. Just try to relax.”

Sasuke nodded his understanding, looking at the off-color ceiling as he felt the first finger enter him.

Actually, it didn’t hurt, maybe that was what that guy had been doing while he was numb, stretching him? But then he doubted it was done for his benefit.

“Sasuke, are you okay? I’m adding the second, and you’re a lot more relaxed than I would have figured.”

The last Uchiha bit his lip, contemplating briefly on telling him, before deciding it was better to tell than to have Naruto think he had done this before.

“It feels weird but it’s not hurting, and well…. One of those guys, he was doing something with his fingers….”

He was thankful for the understanding look Naruto sent him, and especially for not having to go into details or continue on.

“Then it sounds like he stretched you for me, but just in case, I’ll finish up.”

Sasuke bit his lip, the feeling of stretching finally hitting with the third finger, but he thought it wasn’t unbearable, just odd. Then the fingers were gone and he breathed a sigh in relief, watching as Naruto coated his length.

Of course Sasuke decided that watching that had been a bad idea, Naruto was larger than himself, both in girth and length, and watching the swollen member slipping between the tanned fingers reminded him where it would be going next. It was definitely bigger than three fingers.

“Naruto?”

Concerned blue eyes looked up to meet obsidian as Naruto wiped his hands clean.

“Sasuke? Do you still want to do this?”

There were those eyes again, that look in them, like nothing in the world was more important than what he wanted, that nothing mattered more, not business, not stocks, not boards of directors or bank accounts, none of it mattered, only him and his angel.

Sasuke wanted to cry and cling to him, cry in joy of being looked at like that, cling to this person who valued him and made him feel so important, but he instead blinked away his tears and nodded, thankful when the lips that had taunted him with their closeness finally merged with his.

His mind was quickly turning to mush again with those kisses, that tongue that battled his own into submission, stole his breath from his lungs and made his entire body tingle like electricity ran through it. Then his neck was being assaulted again, his ear tortured while his legs were shifted. It all felt so good, making him moan and writhe, in fact it all felt so good he didn’t notice what was happening until a length of hard flesh was being slowly pushed inside, Naruto panting and groaning above him.

It didn’t hurt, Naruto had made sure of that, and with all the attention he couldn’t concentrate long enough to tighten up, but he felt so full, so very, very full it was almost too much. He had never experienced anything like it, couldn’t compare it to anything.

“I’m in, Sasuke.”

“Naruto.”

He clung, his eyes closed, a sheen of sweat breaking out across his body to match the one above him, his short nails digging into the tanned flesh as his panting breath fanned over a shoulder he couldn’t help but bite into, not enough to draw blood, but just something to anchor himself from the onslaught.

Then, remembering how good it felt when Naruto sucked on his skin, he latched onto the patch, sucking hard and smirking as a shiver moved through the body over his own. He felt powerful for a moment, that he could bring the other pleasure, but that power trip was short lived as Naruto suddenly began to move, pulling out and slowly pushing back in.

Sasuke’s back arched as his eyes flew open, body quivering as so many nerves he never knew existed were stimulated.

“Naruto!”

The motion was soon a slow rocking one, making Sasuke swear he could describe every inch of Naruto’s length by feel alone.

“That’s it, Sasuke… say my name.”

“Naruto! Naruto… I.. ah…Naruto.”

He knew he wasn’t making sense, but his body was rocking with Naruto’s, dancing in the way humans have since the dawn of time and Sasuke’s brain was drowning in the pleasure. His cock felt so hard and hot, his entire body was on fire, and once Naruto shifted slightly, he saw white with every thrust. The speed couldn’t be fast enough, and Naruto eventually had to grasp the pale wrists to keep some flesh on his back as Sasuke went wild.

“Faster! Harder! Naruto! More!”

He had a taste, a taste of something he never imagined and he knew he would never get enough. He needed it deeper, harder, faster, his cries turning into all out screaming once a leg was lifted over Naruto’s shoulders, allowing the blond that much deeper.

It felt like eternity and mere seconds, time was gone, there was only the feel of their bodies, their souls meeting and melding and then Sasuke entire universe exploded as he lost it in the most intense orgasm of his life. Nothing had prepared him for the feeling as he came with what felt like his entire being, and on some level he knew he had sworn eternal love, but that level was lost to him as pleasure continued to roll with every thrust into him, dragging out his own orgasm until he finally felt a warmth spread across his insides, Naruto groaning out his own orgasm before the larger body rolled off, pulling Sasuke to his chest.

“Naruto.”

It had been his mantra in those moments, and it still felt like the only word he knew as he watched the contrast of his pale fingers move over the still heaving chest.

“Damn, Sasuke.”

Lips kissed his forehead, arms held him close. Yes, this was heaven, he went through hell and here was his angel, his savior in all things. He wouldn’t let him go, no, no matter what it took, Sasuke swore to himself, no matter the cost, he would have this man beside him, he would have this sense of peace found only in tanned arms, have those eyes look at him. Yes, he could make it through life, make it through anything, as long as he always had his angel.

That was the promise he swore to himself as sleep claimed him, and if anything, Sasuke was a determined man.