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You Can Kill Me, If You Want To

By: Animegirlfreakangst
folder Naruto › Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating: Adult ++
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Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

You Can Kill Me, If You Want To

You Can Kill Me, If You Want To

“What are you doing with that?” Ino laughed as she watched Sakura pull out the camcorder and take off the black lens before turning it on.

Sakura smirked, she leaned over kissing Ino's nose and wagged her index finger at the blond. “I told you not to talk, now you'll have to be spanked.” Ino's smirk grew at the threat of her lover, she liked a little violence in her sex, hell who didn't?

The black clad figure watched as the two females moved inside the car, the camcorder was placed on the dash and angled to tape the two. Teal eyes narrowed as they watched the scene before them. It was rather rude to have sex in a parking lot when people were still around. Most that would watch would get turned on my the act of two girls naked and making out while hands groped breasts and fingers pinched nipples, while other hands moved down to rub and stimulate sexual organs. This watcher was not turned on my the sex he was watching, in fact he hardly noticed what was causing the blond to open her mouth and close her eyes, all he had on his mind was what they would be screaming and pleading as he slowly killed them. A smirk creped slowly onto his face, the voice inside his head was hungry for blood and soon it would be feed.

The streets were now empty and slowly the young man made his way towards the car, not bothering to keep low or try and hide, the events inside the car were keeping the girls attention enough. Slowly the blade made its way down the back of the car leaving a large mark on the trunk, he ducked as he noticed the blond looking up.

“What was that?” Ino asked looking around.

Sakura sighed. “Some pervert watching us no doubt.”

“I got this one then, no one gets to see you naked but me.” Ino growled pulling on her long coat and slipping away from Sakura. “Just stay in the car.” Ino added as she opened the car door and slammed it shut behind her. Ino's blue eyes searched the area around her and then around the car. No one was there. She frowned and looked under the car to see if she could find any feet, seeing none she shrugged and looked in the car to tell Sakura she had found nothing.

While the blond was checking the man had moved over so the tire hide his feet, he was closer to the pink haired girl now, but she was busy looking at the blond. They were soon at it again, so engulfed they didn't notice the man entering the car, until they heard the door shut and the locks click.

“What the fuck, get the hell out you dumb ass!” Ino yelled covering up her Sakura.

The man ignored them as he turned the radio up full blast. SIXX A.M.'s song Pray For Me rang out covering most of the screams the girls were now making.

'And she drags me to church but I'm scared to commit.'

The blade made its first mark across the blonds face, cutting deep enough that her eyeballs were now split, blood was pouring down her face, her screams caught as blood entered her mouth, the pink one was in shock, a face he loved to see. He took a second to take it all in and then moved on, it wouldn't due to have someone hear the screaming over the radio, so he would have to end it soon, to soon for his tastes really but he would do what he had to do. In no time both the girls were dead, he now had time to play in the still warm life liquid that made his heart beat faster and his pants grow stiff with want. He moved the blond to the front seat and crawled into the back with the pink. He took the knife and drew a circle around her face, leaving a trail of blood, smiling all the time. He cut her mouth so she now smiled from ear to ear and stuck his gloved hand into her mouth to pull out her tongue, in a few swift cuts the red-ish muscle was removed and now in his hand to be played with, he held the tongue at eye level and inspected it before popping the bleeding end into his mouth and sucking the blood out.

He loved blood. The taste of it, the smell of it, the way it felt on his skin, how it lingered in his mouth even after it was gone to his stomach. There was much more blood to be taken from these girls and he had a limited time to do so.

Today was going to be a great day, he just knew it. Nothing was going to stop him on his mission... NOTHING. He would make the new guy at work be his friend. No one could refuse him, he was after all... Naruto Uzumaki! He never gave up! Believe it! Now pumped for the day Naruto threw away his empty Ramen cup and headed out the door for work. The sky was gray with the promise of rain and yet he smile all the same, after all rain washed the earth clean so it was just as good as the sun. The walk to work was short and half way there it started to sprinkle, but Naruto continued his pace even as it started to rain harder. By the time he reached the building he was soaked and a tad cold.

“Good morning!” Naruto greeted as he walked in the door a smile so big on his face his eyes were shut into slits.

“Yo.” The owner of the store greeted him with a lazy wave his eyes never leaving the orange covered book.

“Is he here yet Kakashi?”

“Eh, back room.” Kakashi muttered, having gotten to the best part in his book, the best sex scene in it!!!

Naruto made his way to the back room to find the redhead stacking boxes and taking inventory of the contents in said boxes. He looked out the corner of his eye when he heard the door open, and silently cursed in his head.

“Good morning Gaara!” Naruto chimed as he walked closer to the boy. “Did you watch the news? Isn't it crazy? The new Ninja Wars movie is coming out early! Would you like to go see it with me after work on Saturday?”

“No.” Gaara shortly replied and didn't even bother to look at the blue eyed angel beside him, the light radiating off the blond was hurting him enough as it was, adding his voice to the mix was killing the teal eyed man.

“Please... I don't have anyone else to go with.” Naruto pouted lightly. “And you know its not safe to go alone!”

“No.” Gaara repeated and turned to face the blond, he narrowed his eyes and gave his best death look. “Leave me alone.”

“Don't you like the Ninja War movies? We could see something else.” Naruto nodded happily. “Whatever you want to see, I'll even pay.”

“No.” Gaara groaned, in his head of course not out loud because that would be showing emotion and he really can't do that.

“Alright, lets make a deal then Gaara.” Naruto's face turned serious. “I know you hate me bothering you all the time, so go with me on Saturday and I'll stop trying to be your friend... Unless you smile or laugh while out with me. Deal.”

Gaara pondered this a moment then nodded his head lightly. “What time?”

“YES! I'll be back here to walk with you after you close!” With that, and not wanting the boy to change his mind, Naruto ran off to punch in and get to work. Evil laughter filled his head as he thought about how he had won. “Soon my redhead, soon you will be my friend.” Naruto whispered in a evil voice.

Why had he agreed? What had he been thinking? Nothing as dark as him could be with something so... Pure. He was twisted and wrong, he was... Damned and Naruto, Naruto could never ever accept him. Hell he couldn't accept himself how could he expect this... Saint to accept him.

Gaara watched the blond help a customer and closed his eyes. “You don't know the real me.” he whispered before turning around.

“I bet he'd like to.” The white haired man who had given him the chance to work said, having seemingly popped out of thin air. Gaara blinked in his state of shock before glaring and walking off.

Silent, he never made a sound as he approached the house, knowing already who was inside. He turned the handle of the door and walked through, shutting the door softly behind him. They were talking, more like yelling in hushed tones. They always did that. They stopped talking as he walked into the room. The blond was setting the table while the one with his face painted sat silently trying not to watch the redhead.

“Welcome home.” Temari gave a slight smile to her youngest brother, trying to guess on his mood. With Gaara one could never tell if he was having a 'normal' day or a good one. His normal days ended in someone bleeding or dead, his good one's usually ended with him falling asleep with the music cranked up.

Gaara turned teal eyes to the female and gave a slight nod before siting down at the table and waiting for the food to be served. It seemed today was alright, Temari gave a sigh of relief and started serving the food. They ate in silence, Gaara eating only a few bites and then waiting on his siblings to finish.

“I'm going to the movies Saturday night.” Gaara's voice was heard even though it was soft, his siblings blinked and looked at each other.

“Are you sure, you're up to it?” Kankuro asked while looking at his plate.

“Yes.”

“Who are you going with?” Temari smiled as she thought of all the things wrong that could happen.

“Naruto.”

“The boy from work?” Temari blinked, she had only seen the blond haired blue eyed boy a few times, he didn't seem her brothers type of anything... To date, to kill, to... Anything.

“Yes.” Gaara stood up slowly and took his plate to the sink.

“That's...Nice, Gaara.” Kankuro got out as he glared at Temari. Gaara headed to his room, soon the sound of music was heard all over the house.

“Is it a good idea to let him go?” Kankuro asked his sister.

“What the hell should we do? Lock him in his room?” Temari snorted. “Lot of good that did dad.”

“But, this is... Somebody will know he was with him. They will start to ask questions when they find his remains.”

“Like I don't know that.” Temari rolled her eyes.

“How will we explain why there is no record of our brother anywhere?” Kankuro growled.

“We'll have to think of something.”.

“Gosh, thats a big dog.” Naruto blinked as he watched the man with tattoo's on his face walk a dog nearly his own size, the dog wasn't even pulling the man either, that was the bigger surprise.

It was late, he was on his way home... To his empty house that was lonely and never saw anyone but himself. He smiled as he opened the door yelling into the nothingness. “I'm home!” He kicked off his shoes and threw off his shirt walking into the kitchen, he took a cup of Ramen from the counter and added water before popping it in the microwave. While he waited he turned on the news and scrunched up his face at the news of more murders. Really the town hadn't been this bad since... Well, his dad was around.

Naruto took a seat on his beat up sofa and pulled off his socks, throwing them behind the sofa. He sat a moment before going to eat his dinner. Naruto had been alone for years, the 24 year old had, had a rough past and by any means should not be such a happy person. Even when he was alone he smiled to himself and looked at the good side of everything. His father had been killed, at least his father could no longer kill. His foster parents had hated him, at least they were playing it safe. He lived alone, no one to complain when the place was a mess. He had a very few amount of friends, Gaara would soon be his friend. Life was good. Naruto stretched and walked off to the bathroom to shower then headed to bed, a few more days and it would be Saturday, he couldn't wait.

Gaara had only worked a few hours, the voice in his head had been loud all day. It wanted blood, blood, blood, blood, blood. He couldn't take it any more. He noticed the man and women off the bat, the man was loud and the women annoyed. So he followed them. They were headed home and thankfully it seemed they lived away from others, that always made it easier.

Lee noticed the man first, but continued thinking he was just on a walk to clear his youthful mind or challenge his youthful body. TenTen on the other hand was not so naive and kept glancing at the man. She turned to Lee and saw him give her a smile along with a thumbs up. “The power of youth is a great thing! It must never be wasted!”

“Shut up. He's following us.”

“Maybe, or maybe he's just headed the same way, youthful paths cross all the time you know, we draw the energy of the youth from each other and-”

“Fine, whatever just stop it.”

Gaara turned and walked in the trees, keeping far enough away and behind that the two could not see him. He did not give up his chase though as they walked into a home. His eyes scanned the house and noticed windows open, he smirked and made his way to the farthest away, peering inside before climbing into the house. He could hear them talking, the voice of the male was annoying. Gaara was in the kitchen, looking threw the cabinets He pulled out a knife and a few other objects before making his way around the house. While the two were busy he closed the windows on the ground floor and pulled the blinds shut, all were done but the living room so he made a loud noise in the back of the house to get the attention of the two and waited till the coast was clear before going into the living room and shutting the blinds. He didn't have to wait long before the two were back in th room.

“Hello, my youthful friend. Are you lost?” Lee asked with a laugh. “Happens to me all the time.”

“Lee, he has a knife.” TenTen growled looking at the red heads hand and the rope across his body... Her rope for going rock climbing no less!

“One can't be to careful with a killer out there TenTen.” Lee rolled his eyes as if she was the clueless one.

“Get out.” TenTen spoke as the man took a step closer.

“TenTen-” Gaara had Lee by the neck, knife stabbed into his small intestine. TenTen went for an attack but was sliced by the bloody knife, she yelped and held her collar bone area as blood began to fall from the wound.

Gaara hit his head to Lees knocking the boy out, TenTen was trying to escape but soon found herself out cold by the table lamp. Gaara took a breath, then began to work.

TenTen opened her eyes to find herself tied up on the stair case hanging from the second floor, head to the ground. She groaned and looked around as far as she could for Lee. She spotted the ladder the man had no doubt used to tie her up but nothing else caught her eye.

The screams on the other hand seemed to be coming from behind her.

Lee was tied to the dinning room table, his right leg already slice from ankle to thigh and being held open with screwer's, that Gaara had found in the kitchen. Gaara was slowly cutting threw the meat and licking the blood off the knife, taking his time and enjoying the screams. It took a lot of will power not to just dive into the good parts... Gaara didn't think he would take his time on the girl. Once he was done on the right he turned to the left and proceeded to do the same, Lee had passed out due to the pain and blood loss so it took some of the fun out of it. He was rewarded with fresh blood and hurried to claim it. Gaara moved up the body, straddling the mans waist, he smacked him across the face to wake him. There was no waking the dead though.

Not that it mattered, the body was still warm, yes a bit messy for what he was about to do but that didn't really stop Gaara. Gaara simply untied the dead body and dragged it to the floor, flipping it over so he could move better. Yes, he was fucking a dead body, and no he saw nothing wrong with it. Once the person is dead they don't really care.

Now that his problem was taken care of he took a few breaths and moved to the next one. The girl who had stopped screaming shortly after Lee. Her face was red from the blood flowing to it and she had seemed to passed out as well, so he shrugged and sliced the girls throat, bringing his lips to the wound from on the ladder. He drank and drank, his face and clothes now covered in blood. The voice in his head was full and leaving him alone so he headed up the steps to shower and find something to wear.

Really, who the hell had so many green body suits?

Naruto was pumped, he had been ready to go to the movies all day and now there was just a hour more to wait! He was showered and dressed in his blue jeans and orange shirt with a blue peace sign on it his black chucks on his feet and yellow hair a mess as always. He gathered his wallet, ID, and looked at the clock one last time. He was going to be early but he didn't care. Of course some times it pays to wait. If he'd have left the house five minutes later he never would have gotten into such a mess.

“Hey. Got a few dollars?” The man with red hair asked as his three friends walked around Naruto.

Naruto smiled and gave a nod. “Yeah, sure.” He fished around in his pocket a moment and pulled out a five handing it to the red haired man. He was garbed by the three men behind him while the red head searched his pockets and took his wallet. They punched and kicked him a few times before running off.

Naruto crawled to the wall and stood up, coughing as he held his stomach. He made his way back to the house and cleaned up some before gathering more money and heading back out, hoping he wasn't late to meet the teal eyed man he had a crush on.

Gaara ran his eyes over the blond and tried to hide his surprise. “What happened?” He asked ignoring the smile and shrug the boy gave him as a reply.

“Nothing really.” Naruto laughed. “Just a few guys who needed money.”

Gaara glared at the blond, how could he just state something so stupid and act like it was a normal thing. How did he not kill those bastards? Easy, because the blond was nothing like him, the blond was pure and held hope that things were good, and he... he was evil and destroyed that hope in so many. So why was it that with even blood running from the tan skin of the angel could Gaara find himself not thinking about what that blood must taste like? Why did he only want to hold the boy, to look into his eyes... Was this the battle of good VS evil? The power of good to make the evil forget its wants?

“Ready to go?” Naruto asked blue eyes looking into teal.

Gaara nodded and they walked away heading to catch the bus.

They sat at the top row, in the middle munching on popcorn and drinking soda... well Naruto was, Gaara had nothing. The movie started, Naruto's eyes were glued to the screen while Gaara watched the boy beside him, taking in the way he looked. He was sitting close to the boy and could even smell him, he closed his eyes and groaned lightly. Why was he turned on, the boy was not dying, bleeding from his hands, hurt or anything! Gaara shook his head. This had been a very bad idea.

Naruto's blue eyes watched as Gaara seemed to be battling a internal battle with in himself. He blushed as he was caught. “Are you OK?” Naruto whispered placing a hand on Gaara's arm. Gaara looked at the tan hand over lapping his own and then back to the boys face. “Do you want to go?” Naruto asked consirned, maybe Gaara was sick.

Gaara nodded. “Yes.” They waited on the bus in silence and the drive was the same.

Naruto smiled lightly at the red head. “I guess I didn't make you smile, so I'll leave you alone.”

“I'll walk you home.” Gaara spoke, lightly taking the tan hand in his own pale one.

Naruto blinked and then blushed looking around, no one was looking. He smiled lightly as they walked the few blocks and then he found his keys to unlock the door, his world was left black after that. Gaara looked at the passed out body he was holding up, he took the keys and opened the door carrying the boy inside.

Maybe he could have asked.

Maybe he should have waited.

His answer may have been yes.

His time may have been better.

None the less Naruto woke tied to the bed and nude. He groaned as his head hurt and looked around the best he could, he was face down on the bed with his arms tied to the posts and his legs spread the same way. Where was Gaara? Was he alright? Naruto began to panic.

“Gaara? Gaara!” Gaara closed his eyes as the voice called to him from the next room. God it was sexy, the panic and fear, but it wasn't fear of him, it was for him. His heart began to beat faster. The saint cared for him. Such a pure being cared for something so wrong. It was what he had wanted, needed, but how the angel would pay for such a thing.

Blue eyes widened as the figure approached, the redhead was nude as well, and looked more then fine, a smile on his face. “Gaara, whats going on?”

“Have you ever killed somebody just to feel the pleasure of their life blood flowing on your hands, to feast off of the liquid that runs threw all beings, to tear into the flesh and see whats inside?” Gaara sat on the bed, his hand lightly playing in the golden locks of silky hair while the others fingers gently touched scarred cheeks.

“What are you talking about?” Naruto asked eyes wide with fear and confusion.

“I don't want to kill you.” Gaara whispered close to Naruto's ear, he moved so he straddled the boy's lower back and rubbed his head against Naruto's hair. “I want you.” He kissed the soft flesh of Naruto's shoulder. “A devil who wants a angel.” He laid more kisses down the trembling boy and spoke against the flesh. “A devil who wants to be good.”

“There is no such thing as devils and angels, merely people who do good and bad things.” Naruto whispered. “Everyone sins and everyone does good, there is no one side to anything.”

“I've killed many souls for no reason. I've done nothing good.” Gaara laughed. “You, you couldn't even hurt those who hurt you.”

“My father, was Kyuubi... I will not be like him. Please, don't do what your about to do.”

“I wont kill you, I can't kill you. I've watched you, trying to bring myself to do it... But I can't.” Gaara placed to fingers inside his mouth and sucked. “But, I want you.” He said as he pulled the coated fingers out.

“Wait a minute... can't we talk about this?” Naruto winced and tried to move as fingers entered him swiftly. “Aha...” He cried out and bit into the pillow to stop his scream. Gaara worked his fingers in and out spreading them to stretch the virgin tight hole, normally he would have just pounded in, but the angel was different, he wanted to hurt him... But he didn't. He couldn't. He just... Needed him.

Naruto could feel Gaara slide down his body and move to between his legs, his own legs were lifted and his member attacked my firm hands, hands that were covered in blood. That fact in his head did nothing to stop him from growing hard as he was stroked and the warm mouth took in his sack, he groaned and moved his hips with the beat of Gaara's hands, soon the mouth was gone and licking its way to his hole,Naruto's breath caught in his lungs as the thick muscle made its way inside him, coating his opening and leaving him with a mix of pleasure and disgust.

Gaara removed his tongue and his hands as he moved to enter the boy with something bigger and thicker then anything before. He pushed the head in and stopped, throwing his head back as Naruto pleaded. “STOP,! IT HURTS!” Gaara pushed in more. “I CAN'T BELIEVE I EVER LIKED YOU!” Naruto hissed as he tried to pull away, but hands took his hips and pulled him back It was a tearing pain, mixed with the feeling of having to shit right then. Naruto whimpered as Gaara pulled out, he yelled as he pushed back in... a few more times he continued the two... Then it started to feel good, really good. To have the thick long rod inside, its hardness in him, how it grazed the right spot, how everything he felt before seemed to disappear into nothingness. It felt right, good, and now his hands were back on Naruto's own hard member stroking and adding to the effect. Naruto was moaning like a whore, and yes he knew it. He was being raped and acting like a whore. He had wanted this though, he had known Gaara was bad, but he had also saw himself. He and Gaara were the same. Naruto could have ended up just like the boy pounding into him, but instead he had picked the different route and ended up here, underneath a cold blooded killer and getting fucked by his thick, hard, long dick while loving it. Didn't Gaara know how close he was to cuming in his hands?

“Gaara, I'm going to cum.” Naruto breathed out and heard the groan from behind him, he blew his salty load on the pale hands and his orange sheets as Gaara came inside him. Gaara laid across Naruto's back for a few moments before he dragged himself up and untied Naruto's limbs. Naruto turned over to look in teal eyes.

“You can kill me, if you want to.” Gaara spoke as he handed Naruto a knife.

Naruto took the knife and rose to press his chest against Gaara's, he moved the knife to Gaara's throat and pulled his lips to the other boys, kissing him lightly on the lips. “Next time...Can I be on top?”

Gaara blinked and looked in Naruto's eyes. “Look at me... Do you really think you can be on top?”

Naruto smiled as Gaara smirked. Naruto pulled away and groaned. “Shit, that stains never gonna come out.”


A/N: For the Challenge I made this. I've been wanting to do a killer Gaara for awhile now, so it was a win/win for me. I hope you enjoyed it even though it was rushed and thank you for reading this story.

Disclaimer: I do not own anyone from Naruto, I do not own any song by SIXX AM. I wish I did since I'd sure as hell have money then!!! ... But I don't. :(