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Can I dream too

By: animelives2000
folder Naruto › Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating: Adult +
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Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

Can I dream too

I hope you like this but if not sorry. swearing and other stuff as it goes. Sorry for any misspelling I`m not so good at spelling
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I don`t know if some one like me can dream. Am I even aloud. Or is it just for those that are normal. Placing my head down on my crossed arms. I sigh. I wish I could know. I mean I do dream for some things but it just seems so wrong to me. I mean what else can I do but to dream. I know that I will never belong. So many people if not the whole village makes it clear. A small group of them are on my side and treat me like I`m normal. But I ask you what normal person has a ninetailed fox sealed inside of them. Picking up my head enough to rest my chin instead of my forhead. I stare at the colorless wall. I dont bother to look around after all it would only confrim how alone I am. I mean I know I want some one any one beside me so I just don`t have to face the world alone. I guess I`m getting tired of it. I do it every day and I have done it for so long I guess I`m used to it. But I always wanted more. I scoff at my silly idea. After all no one would stay with me if they ever found about the demon. I dont hate her. Truely Kyubi is atlest always there if not always in the best of moods. I dont have to ever worry if Kyubi be there at the end of the day. But I dont want my only close one to be forced to stay with me. How could I ever dream of having something like that. Even if I could find some one I`m sure there parents wouldn`t want me in their life. After all I`m tainted. Even though they might not know the truth they more then likly wouldn`t go against the village. I sigh once more. This is sorta depressing me. I stand up and grab my keys off the counter locking up what little I had. Walking down the stairs. I just let my feet carry me off to any place. at the moment. I don`t have any place in mind. Making my way past people and stands I keep walking letting my mind wander aimlessly. I blink once taking in the view of where I am. the whole village it seems so pretty. I sit down and I watch the whole scene as the lights begin to flicker on.
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