The Turning Away

So here is my new story, I hope you got to catch the last of Savin’ Me, it was hidden and I had to get it unhidden which took a few days. It came out on Kakashi’s birthday, one year old itself! I hope you liked the ending. Anyway this one is different, I love the way Kabuto and Kakashi don’t like each other and I wanted to play with that, this is the result…

TITLE: The Turning Away
AUTHOR: Fyrbyrd
CATEGORIES: Angst, BDSM, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Male Pregnancy
RATING: NC-17
WARNINGS: SoloM, MPreg, D/s, Anal, Oral, Non con, maybe more?
SPOILERS: During Timeskip, then it verges off on it’s own.
PAIRINGS: Iruka/Kakashi, Kabuto/Kakashi, more later
SUMMARY: Kakashi falls prey to Kabuto’s revenge, and it’s not easy to take.
DISCLAIMER: I don’t own them, they own me. Masashi Kishimoto owns them.

The Turning Away
By Fyrbyrd

“Damn it,” he muttered as yet again he had to change direction to avoid the enemy Nins. He was starting to get tired and he was no where near a safe route home. He’d been running for three days straight with little time to rest, and yet they hadn’t attacked him hard when they had a chance. He figured they were trying to capture him, not kill him. So when the trees started poofing off as he reached them, he knew he was in trouble. He crashed to the ground heavily, and was soon surrounded by Sound Nins. One of them cut his access to his chakra, and he found himself face to face with an old enemy.

“Greetings Kakashi, so nice to see you again,” said Kabuto. He nodded to the others who held Kakashi down for him and he moved his hand over Kakashi’s lower abdomen after doing some hand signs. Whatever the jutsu was Kakashi felt something happening to him, enough to force screams from him, it felt like his insides were being rearranged.

He came to to find only Kabuto smiling over him, “Let’s see how you handle what I’ve done to you. I’ll be interested to see the results of my experiment, on you.”

“Shit,” said Kakashi as Kabuto disappeared leaving him lying where he was. He knew the Med-nin had been doing experiments for Orochimaru. Now he had done something to him. He finally got to his feet and slowly began to make his way home.

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Kakashi was glad for his bed after making his report. He’d answered all the questions about his lateness, but for some reason he found himself not wanting to tell them about what Kabuto might have done to him. He’d completed his mission before that had happened. And now that he was home he felt no after effects of the attack. Well that was not exactly the truth. He felt a warmth in his lower abdomen and he had a strange urge to go out and find some one to sleep with, he shook that off and slept, maybe after he’d rested he’d have some down time.

It was about sixteen hours later that he awoke, getting towards evening. He as very hungry and decided to get ramen for dinner. He sat down to his meal and soon found himself with a companion.

“Kakashi,” said Iruka as he took a seat beside him taking his own order of ramen to eat.

“Iruka,” answered Kakashi.

And they fell silent between each other, which was not unusual for them. Iruka had not spoken much with Kakashi since Naruto had left with Jiraiya and Sasuke had left to join Orochimaru, as if it were his fault they were gone. It was easy enough for Kakashi to accept that, after all he blamed himself.

Kakashi got off his seat to leave and suddenly found himself doubled over with pain in the area Kabuto had attacked. Iruka was by his side in a moment. “Are you all right?”

“It’s nothing,” Kakashi tried to stand up.

“Tell me another one. You can’t stand up straight.”

“I said I’m fine, I just went too many days without food. This is the first meal I’ve had in days. I should have taken it easier,” he lied.

“Then you won’t mind me accompanying you to your home, will you?”

“I didn’t think you cared.”

“I don’t, but this village needs you at the moment, so it is my duty to make sure you get home safely.”

Kakashi could not argue with him and allowed the chunin to help him home.

“I don’t suppose you reported to the hospital after your mission.” He didn’t really expect an answer.

Finally they reached Kakashi’s place and Iruka got him inside and on the bed. “Tell me why I shouldn’t report this.”

“Because it will pass. I didn’t eat for days like I said.”

“Fine,” said Iruka and he left.

Once he was gone, Kakashi tilted and fell onto the bed clutching at his lower region. He wished he knew what Kabuto had done to him to make these… cramps come. They eased after a while and he made his way into bed. He really hoped that Iruka would keep his mouth shut about this. He would have to check up with him the next day to make sure.

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Kakashi slept in again the next morning. The pain was gone and he felt a lot better. So later that evening he headed out to Ichiraku Ramen shop to see if maybe Iruka was there. He was there early and ordered a meal for himself and waited, sure enough Iruka turned up and sat down beside him. He ordered and ate, all the while looking over at the jounin surreptitiously.

“I told you I was all right,” said Kakashi.

“You still should have gone to the hospital, it might have saved you a lot of pain, and don’t say you weren’t in pain because I saw you and you were.”

Kakashi smiled and realized that warm feeling was returning to his lower regions, only this time it was a pleasant feeling. So pleasant that he wanted to find someone to go to bed with. And if his lower regions were telling him anything, there was no better than what was right there.

Whoa. Now wait a minute, was he just thinking about Iruka like that?

He felt his cock twitch. Yep, he was thinking that. Hey, what the hell, there was no one else available that he could safely think about.

“Do you want to come to my place to make sure?” asked Kakashi.

Iruka blushed. “You said you were fine.”

“Nah, come on, don’t you want to escort me to make sure?”

Iruka turned to look at him, this was not like Kakashi. He was the most private person Iruka had ever met; in fact he was sure very few people had ever been invited to his apartment. And they were not exactly friends. “Fine I’ll escort you. Just let me finish my dinner.”

Kakashi eye smiled at him.

When Iruka had finished he nodded to Kakashi and they left the shop together.

“Can I ask you something?” said Kakashi as they walked along.

“Why don’t you like me?”

“Why should I like you? “

Kakashi blinked back. Then, “I’m not that bad a person am I?”

“Yes, you are.”

“But how?”

“Because you are! You should have treated Naruto better. If you had not taught Sasuke that damned technique… Look, just go home. I don’t know why I even bothered to help you.”

Iruka turned on the spot and left. Kakashi stood there disappointed, then turned back to his place alone.

He undressed and got into his bed. He again felt rather strange down there, but he was still reluctant to go to the hospital to try and find out what Kabuto might have done to him. They might take him off missions, and as Iruka had said, he was needed for those. And what else did he have to do, teaching more Genin was not what he wanted to do. Not after… He was better off doing missions that was what was important.

His hands moved down and found his cock, and he lay there lazily stroking himself. Pretty soon he was putting more effort into that, enjoying the feelings he was giving himself as he began to thrust into his hand with increasing vigor. Finally he brought himself to climax and got up to strip and change his soiled bed. Later he wondered why he had even bothered, because he had the urge to do it again a few hours later, in fact the second time, he did not get up, just wiped off his hand and rolled away from that spot. In the morning he again sought out his morning erection and brought himself off, this time inserting a finger in his ass as he did so, bucking back and forth into the double pleasure. Gods he needed to get laid.

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The need never really left him after that. He had never really experienced anything like it even when he was a teenager, but back then he had too much to do, he never really got to be a teenager at all. He’d masturbated, but it was nothing like this, every night he had to touch himself, every morning he wanted more. And the funny thing was he was not looking for a girl to sleep with, he wanted…all his fantasies were with…guys. One in particular had been haunting him lately. Someone who wanted nothing to do with him.

He decided that another trip to the Ramen Bar might be in order, for his sanity at least.

After an hour or so of waiting the object of his imaginings walked in. He felt warm all over and squirmed in his seat.

“Kakashi,” the other acknowledged.

“Iruka,” he answered.

Iruka made his order and waited for it. He noticed that Kakashi was drinking sake and that was all. His meal arrived and he sat there eating it while Kakashi slowly drank. He was nearly finished when he looked over and said, “No more of those strange spells.”

“No.”

“So it was just a passing thing then?”

“I hope so.”

Iruka nodded.

“Can I repay your kindness for them with a few drinks?” said Kakashi.

It had been a long week and it was Friday and no one else had asked him out to drink for once. “Well, if you’re sure your okay.”

Kakashi had turned warmer when Iruka accepted his invitation. “I am fine.”

“Okay. I need a drink.”

They got up and paid their tabs before heading off for a bar.

They drank sake and talked about people they knew avoiding their past students. Iruka was glad that Kakashi had taken some time off after feeling off color like he had, though it still bothered him, he always suspected that Kakashi left out a few things in his reports. Not important stuff, only dangerous situations cut down to few details. Didn’t want to look uncool, that would ruin his reputation.

They were rather tipsy when they decided it was time to go. When they hit the night air, Kakashi fell against Iruka as if he needed holding up.

“Oh my, sorry Iruka. Mus’ have drunk more than I shoulda.”

“Looks like it,” muttered Iruka who did not know about Kakashi’s drinking habits. “I think home would be in order.”

“Taking me home, that’s awful nice of you Iruka.”

They got to Kakashi’s apartment and Iruka had to help him find the keys, trying to open the door and get them inside. They fell against a wall and the door behind them with Kakashi leaning against Iruka. “Hmmm, you smell nice.”

“Shit Kakashi, don’t come on to me!”

“Why not? You’re a very handsome man, Iruka. I like you a lot,” his hands started to roam.

Iruka suddenly realized the man was getting serious. “Come on Kakashi, this isn’t funny.”

Then he watched as the man slid down his mask revealing his face which was suddenly after him. Kakashi was all over Iruka, touching, kissing, sucking, feeling. But for Iruka it was a bit much, he tried to push back at the other man, but the Elite Ninja just kept at him. He turned his head away, trying to pull his body from the touches, still Kakashi would not stop.

Iruka shoved at him, “Stop it, I don’t want this. Kakashi!”

“Want you Iruka, need you so bad.”

“No!,” He pulled his head back, “I don’t want this. I’m sick of you Jounin thinking that just because I’m a Chunin that I’m weak and that I want to be fucked by you. Well I don’t, that is not what I want, get off me Kakashi!”

“Oh please, please, Iruka,” he tried to get the other man to kiss him back by pulling his face back with his hand. “I need you Iruka. I want you to fuck me, I want you inside me.”

“What!” Iruka pulled back again this time with more force that had Kakashi stopping. “Did you just say…?”

Kakashi leaned in again, “I want you inside me, take me, please.”

At first Iruka seemed confused, but then he began to push back at Kakashi. “You want me?”

Kakashi nodded between kisses. “I ache for you, I need you. I need it so bad.”

Iruka pushed again, getting Kakashi to move back, until he hit the door.

“Open it,” said Iruka.

Kakashi reached back for the keys, twisting them until the door opened behind him, then Iruka continued to push him within until they hit the bed in the center of the room the door shutting behind them. Losing his balance Kakashi fell onto the bed with Iruka on top of him.

“You’re sure this is what you want?” asked Iruka.

“Yes,” said Kakashi wriggling beneath him, wanting to be touched, anything…

Iruka was aroused by Kakashi’s advances and the thought that the man actually wanted him… Iruka’s fingers reached for the zipper of Kakashi’s flak jacket, pulling it down, then he pulled himself up and put a hand out for Kakashi to be pulled up too. Iruka got to his feet and unzipped his own flak jacket, tossing it carelessly to the floor. He noticed that Kakashi’s eye had landed on his groin, he was aware that he was very aroused, had been ever since Kakashi had first said that he wanted to be fucked. “You want it, don’t you?”

Kakashi nodded and tore his flak jacket off and tossed it, then reached for his shirt and mask and hitai-ate, pulling them both over his head and throwing them to the floor. Iruka had done the same to his shirt and had undone his pants carefully pulling them down as he kicked his sandals from his feet. He stood there in his tented briefs for a moment before pushing Kakashi back onto the bed and reached for his pants himself, slapping Kakashi’s hands away. “No. I’m in charge.”

Kakashi smiled and moved his hands away and lifted his hips to allow Iruka to pull his pants and briefs off in one move, his own erection bouncing free. Iruka tossed the pants then reached for his briefs lifting them away from his cock and letting them slide down his legs on their own. He put his hands on his hips. “You want this, Kakashi? You want me to take you?”

“Yes, Iruka, Gods I need you.”

Iruka smiled, then leaned down on the bed and began to crawl his way up Kakashi’s body, pausing only briefly to huff at the erection he found in his way. Kakashi moaned at the touch of the other’s man’s breath on his cock, he wanted to buck up, but Iruka stopped him with a hand heavy on his hip. He kept moving until he was face to face with the copy-nin. “You really are very beautiful Kakashi. No wonder you hide that gorgeous face of yours under that mask. But I get to see what you look like and I like what I see.” He leaned down and their mouths met, tongues dueled. One of Iruka’s hands sought out Kakashi’s nipples and he played with them, squeezing, pinching, flicking. Each time Kakashi threw his head back and a low moan sounded through their joined mouths. Iruka shifted his hips until his cock came in contact with Kakashi’s, and they both pulled back to moan out. Iruka smiled at the look on Kakashi’s face, then moved back a little to descend on the nipples he had teased with his mouth. He soon had Kakashi writhing under him, moaning and crying out in pleasure as he nibbled, sucked and bit on them one at a time, back and forth. Then trailing a line of butterfly kisses down the well muscled stomach as he backed back, he stopped at Kakashi’s groin, sat back to part Kakashi’s legs and move between them. His hand reached out and took a firm grip on Kakashi’s cock. The older man groaned and tried to arch, but Iruka held him there, only allowing Kakashi to tilt his hips a little, then he put his mouth down on the tip of Kakashi’s cock and licked around the head. A long low moan came out of Kakashi, his hands clawed at the bedcovers. Iruka kept a hold of the cock as he swirled his tongue around the tip, pushing into the slit, and squeezing gently on the hard organ he held. Kakashi continued to moan, he kept wanting to hump up and down, but the grip on his sensitive cock stopped him. The torture at the tip continued, Iruka pushed down just a little at a time, moving his hand ever so slightly.

“Oh… Gods… oh… Gods,” he kept saying between moans and trying to strain up into that oh so talented mouth. Iruka was doing things to him that he had never felt before, and he had been blown before, many times. But still in the background was that insatiable need, he wanted Iruka to be doing something else, something more urgent. That need, that burning aching need was so strong now, it had to be fulfilled or he knew he would go insane.

He hadn’t even noticed that that man had been sucking at him hard, rolling his balls with the other hand before he slid back further and ghosted over the hole there. Kakashi groaned hard then, oh yes that was where he wanted to be touched. The finger slid over him again and again he was able to arch up. But it moved away while Iruka concentrated on what he was doing, exquisite as it was, Kakashi knew it was not going to fulfill him.

Luckily for him Iruka tired of trying to bring him off and pulled back licking it a few minutes before he went down and lapped at the balls. Kakashi tilted his hips. Yes, yes that was what he wanted, he cried out, almost whimpering.

But Iruka pulled back further still rolling his balls as he looked at him, “What’s the matter Kakashi, don’t you want to cum?”

“Inside me, I need you inside me.”

Iruka looked down and could see his spasming hole as he wiggled his ass up and down off the bed. “Oh man, you really want it don’t you?” He had to reach for himself wanting to cum there and then, but that wouldn’t do. “Lube?”

“Under the pillow.”

“You have lube under your pillow? You invite others back here that often?”

“No… helps… with hand.”

“Oh,” Iruka reddened and he reached for the tube finding it. It was half used already.

“Come on,” said Kakashi, it almost sounded like begging.

Iruka slicked his fingers up and went back to playing with Kakashi’s balls as he circled the hole that stopped squeezing in on itself as he touched it.

Kakashi seemed to sigh in relief and his cock was leaking profusely now.

Iruka was easily able to slide a finger inside, and the sounds he heard coming from Kakashi were stronger than when he had sucked on him. His hands were clutching at the bedcovers, his head rolling from side to side, “Hurry please. I need…. I need you.”

Iruka slid another finger inside and moved it around, scissoring the two to stretch him faster. Then he pushed a third in. “Gods… Iruka… you… I want… you.”

Iruka slid his fingers out and grabbed for the lube, he was aching himself, the way Kakashi spoke was an added incentive. He lubed himself up carefully, then parted Kakashi’s legs a little wider, lifting first one over a shoulder, then another. He moved into position and pushed his cock at the slick entrance and was soon granted entrance. A loud sigh came from Kakashi as he was entered, offering very little resistance at first, but the he groaned with the burning feeling of Iruka’s cock pushing into his tight channel. Iruka groaned himself at the tightness, “Damn K’kashi… a virgin.”

“Aaaahhh,” groaned Kakashi as he felt Iruka pull back, “No, in… further.”

“’Kay,” ground out Iruka as he pushed slowly into the tight space. He’d never felt such tightness, and he had done this before. Finally he felt himself buried all the way inside the older man. “Oh man, so tight.” He held himself there for a short time.

“Move…oh please… fuck me Iruka.”

Iruka pulled back a little and pushed back it, Kakashi cried out. Iruka set his hands a little harder on the bed as he pulled back a bit further and thrust back, before finding a slow but satisfying rhythm. Kakashi was clutching at his arms, urging him on, moaning and groaning as he began to feel the pleasure he had been seeking. Iruka began to move a little faster and harder, and finally hit the bundle of nerves inside Kakashi that had him arching off the bed and also screaming.

“Arrrgh,” cried out Iruka as well and he sped up some more, thrusting hard enjoying himself as the need built up in him, he felt so good moving in and out of the tightness of Kakashi’s virgin body hitting that spot that had him arch up to him. Even though he would have liked for it to last a whole lot longer, he knew he would not be able to hold out for too much longer.

Kakashi’s cries were getting shorter and short then he threw his head back on the bed and came, spurting over Iruka’s chest, to fall on his own stomach, his body clenching hard at Iruka’s cock, making him scream out, and thrust in hard as he came too, filling the other with his cum that was milked by the squeezing channel. Iruka thrust in a few times more as he rode out the aftershocks, then he stopped falling onto his elbows, his chest on Kakashi’s chest, their lungs bellowing.

Finally Iruka pulled out and let Kakashi’s legs fall to the side, before he rolled over onto his back beside him.

“I didn’t know you were a virgin,” said Iruka.

“Never been with a man before,” said Kakashi.

“What? But you came on to me. I thought you wanted to fuck me at first.”

“The thought never entered my head. I just really needed… I mean… shit...I don’t know what I mean.”

They lay there in silence looking at the ceiling.

“I suppose I should go can I use your shower?”

“Do you have to go?”

Iruka raised himself up on his side and looked down at the man. “I don’t understand what just happened, Kakashi. You begged me fuck you and I did and I enjoyed it. Are you saying you want me to stay?”

“I liked it Iruka. I think I’d like to do it again.”

“I am going to have a shower. Believe me Kakashi, you don’t want me to do you again so soon. You will be sore as it is in the morning.”

“I’d still like to do it again.”

“I’m not letting you fuck me,” said Iruka rolling off the bed.

“I want you,” said Kakashi as he watched him.

“Yeah right,” Iruka disappeared and soon the shower was running.

Kakashi lay there, his body was a little sore already, but damn he felt good. The strange ache he had been feeling down there had gone. He hoped for good, but… Still, he had enjoyed what Iruka had done to him.

Iruka came out of the shower drying his long hair, and picked up his discarded clothing putting it on. “You should shower you know, you’ll be all sticky. And you’ll want to change the sheets too.”

Kakashi watched him dress and head for the door. “Iruka.” He turned but did not look him in the eye. “Please, I would like to do this again, sometime.”

Iruka just nodded before disappearing out the door. Kakashi flopped back on the bed, then feeling the cooling cum on his body decided that Iruka’s advice was good and got up to have a shower.

tbc

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