No one is going to come, No one will save you.
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Naruto › Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
1
Views:
908
Reviews:
3
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own Naruto, the characters, nor do i make any money from this Fanfiction. Its merely a fanfiction. nothing else. really.
No one is going to come, No one will save you.
This first part is how he feels... I took it from personal experience. The second part after the ~~~ is what happens afterward, what leads him into that situation, and is not from personal experience. This is kinda a prequel to my other story, 'How did this happen?' read it with or without. Although this explains how He went crazy in the first place for that story. Yes, I'm deliberately not telling you who it is. read to see.
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You… never realize how lonely being alone is until you have friends. And then, when you lose them, you fall back into that pit of blackness.
It engulfs you, tearing at your heart, choking you, making you feel as if it would just be better to be fucking dead.
You’re surrounded by nothing. Panic seizes your soul. The acid in your stomach rises at the thought, the very idea that once again, you’re back in that hell hole. You’re alone.
No one is going to come. No one can save you. No one wants to save you. You are alone.
Nothing should ever be like this. No one should ever feel this way.
Pain. Despair. Sadness. Hurt. And then there’s the blackness. It’s never-ending. It won’t go away, you can’t get away. It looms over you, closer, closer, closer…
Until… there’s nothing left. Not of you. Of your ‘soul.’ Your heart.
If someone looks into your eyes, its merely an empty abyss of nothing. Pain seizes you once again, never leaving, entwining with your very essence until you can’t move, breath.
You just want to DIE!
You’ve been left behind. By everyone. Everything. All you can see is their retreating backs, and they aren’t looking back to you. For you. They are all moving on. No one is coming for you. No one wants you. No one would want you now…
“I want you…”
Nothing is there. Its only blackness.
“Come to me…”
I can’t find a way out.
“I won’t let you go…”
Just let me die. I don’t belong.
“You’re never going to escape…”
Please…
“Just let me die… Kill me and let it be done with…”
“Hehehehehe… Ssssssssssausssske… I will never let you go. You are mine now!”
/Naruto… would you still want me? Please. Find me. I need you. I understand, now, how you felt. I’m so sorry. I never realized… I love you…/
“Just… let me disappear.”
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“Oh, Sasuke, I can’t let you do that. No until I get what I want. Now, suck!”
Pale white fingers were brought up to Sasuke’s mouth, wriggling them inside. He tried once again to move his arms, legs, anything, but the chakra enforced rope was digging into his skin, making him bleed. He went limp.. Sasuke didn’t have the strength to fight against him, turning his head slightly, trying not to gag at the feeling of them being in his mouth. He tentatively licked the fingers, trying to lube them without really touching them, but his mouth was dry, the acid in his stomach was rising at the mere thought of this… thing putting his dick anywhere near him.
He jumped slightly as he felt a wet and slimy… something wrap around his calf, and started working its way up his leg. He bit the fingers in his mouth, and tried to move away.
“Ssssaussske…” Orochimaru hissed. “Thissss won’t do at all…” Sasuke couldn’t look at him, but he felt the bed shift as Orochimaru got off the bed and stripped. He felt as if Orochimaru’s eyes were burning paths up and down his skin.
He got into this situation because he had been realizing more and more these…feelings…that had been starting to make their way into his head, his dreams, his thoughts. Orochimaru must have sensed the change… or predicted that it would happen, because he had been called in earlier that night. He was forcibly overtaken by Kabuto and Orochimaru, and then tied down on Orochimaru’s bed, stipped and given something. His mind was hazy, but he knew he didn’t want this. The only thing he could think about… was Naruto. He wanted to see Naruto, and if he couldn’t, then he just wanted to fucking die!
“Ssssaussske…Come back to me….” Sasuke froze, his muscles tense as Orochimaru whispered into his ear. He moved up, until his dick was in his face, and Orochimaru pressed it into Sasuke’s mouth. Moving in, out, in, until it was covered in saliva. All the while Orochimaru kept talking, unaware or uncaring that he was gagging Sasuke with his member.
“I knew that you would feel it. The longing for ssssomething other than power. Esssspcially once Itachi wasss dead. I killed him, thinking only of you, Ssssaussske. But not before I had him. Fucked him. Made him sssscream like the little bitch he wasss. It wasss sssooo good. Ssso hot, and tight in hisss ass. Mmmm. Jussst thinking about it makesss me even harder.” He removed it with a ‘pop’ and slithered back down Sasuke’s body.
Orochimaru rubbed his member against Sasuke’s leg, his hands on either side of his face. Orochimau’s face hovered above Sasuke’s turned one. A cold pale hand grabbed his chin and forced him to look into his eyes.
“What cold, dead eye’ssss. How lovely. But I ssstill ssseee sssome anger. I’ll have to rid you of all emotion. I’m going to break you. Make you sssscream in pain, in agony, in dessspair. After I fuck you you’ll never be able to look at yourssself without thinking of me. You’ll want me to take over thissss body of your’sss jussst to get away from everything. Not even your preciousss Naruto will be able to sssave you from that Hell.”
Orochimaru’s eyes gleamed with madness, lust, excitement, as he crashed his lips down onto Sasuke’s. His long slimy tongue worked its way into Sasuke’s mouth, feeling everything, and he had to repress the urge to throw up. He couldn’t bite down because of Orochimaru’s iron grip on his jaw.
Orochimaru started to rub himself against Sasuke, moaning delightfully at the friction. He removed himself from Sasuke’s lips and moved down his body, biting, sucking, licking, marking him. Sasuke closed his eyes, trying to disappear into the darkness. Even that place would be better than this. His body was betraying him. The medication Kabuto gave him was working its way into his system. He wasn’t in control of himself anymore, and he… he may have betrayed Naruto in many ways, but he never wanted to hurt him like this.
Naruto…
Sasuke’s body was responding to the ministrations being lavished upon it by Orochimaru’s skilled hands and tongue.
“That’ssss right. Give in. You can’t do anything now, Ssssaussske. You are mine! MINE!” Orochimaru bit into sasuke’s hip, leaving a deep impression of his teeth, and a bruise.
“I can’t wait anymore. You were being ssso uncooperative, even biting me that I don’t have time to prepare you. What a sshame…”
Sasuke’s eyes flew open as he looked at Orochimaru in terror. This was bad. It was going to be painful, and horrible. But then he deserved this, didn’t he? For leaving Naruto? Making him feel like he feels now?
Sasuke gritted his teeth as he felt Orochimaru’s member teasing his puckered hole. He tried to relax, but the feeling of sickness was just overwhelming.
“Here I… COME!” Orochimaru slammed inside, forcing Sasuke’s body to bow with pain.
Unrelenting, non-stop, force. Deeper and deeper he pushed until he was balls deep.
“Come, Ssssausske, pretty, SSSSCREAM FOR ME!” He Drew out, and rammed himself back in, again and again, ripping tender muscle and skin. Blood lubed the way, making it easier to move.
Pain. Blinding, white hot, never-ending, ass-splitting pain. He was going to die. It was like nothing he had ever experienced, nothing he ever wanted to experience again. His stomach turned, the scent of musk, sex, and coppery blood filled his nostrils.
He was being raped. Taken by the man that had controlled his mind, raped his brother, robbed him of his vengeance… was taking what was left of his sanity, his body, his sanctuary. There was nothing left. Nothing he could offer to Naruto, nothing to fall back on. Nothing. Blackness. Darkness. Pain.
Orochimaru fucked him harder and harder, more blood pouring out of him. He was being touched by that tongue, those hands, kissed. He didn’t want this. As Orochimaru Peaked inside him, he screamed.
There was nothing left.
Orochimaru collapsed on top of him, undoing his bindings.
“Your eyesss. They are ssso empty, dead. I control you now, Sssaussske…”
Nothing.
Sasuke turned to the side and retched.
No one.
Orochimaru was careless. He had fallen asleep.
Darkness.
Sasuke closed his hands around Orochimaru’s neck, and snapped it.
Nothing…
Kabuto came in, not realizing Orochimaru was dead.
Pain.
Sasuke choked him with the chakra ropes, his eyes bulging, blood vessels bursting,
causing them to turn red, until he ceased to move.
Darkness.
Sasuke could only think of one thing as he stopped the bleeding, and stumbled out of the
room.
Naruto.
Naruto… Naruto… accept me… Love me… take me back…
Naruto, I’m coming for you, my love…
Naruto!
~~~~~~~~~~~~______~~~~~
Personally, I thought that how I wrote that, was creepy. But whatevs. I don't like this pairing, and it's not that i don't like sasuke or anything, but it was convenient to show how he lost his poor little mind. I started out with just the beginning, the part above the ~~~~___~~~~ but thought it was too short, and that i should add more. This is also my first yaoi writing. Like, actual acting it out. I havent gotten to it in my other story yet cuz i'm stumped on that one and waiting for the votes on how they want it to go... wanna read the other one? Its called "How did this happen?" by me. And its the aftermath of this story. still a WIP, at the moment.
tell me what you think, and if i should do more like this. I'm still getting used to this writing style. <3
Fly away on the wings of your LovelessAngel.
~~~~~~~~________~~~~~~~~~~~
You… never realize how lonely being alone is until you have friends. And then, when you lose them, you fall back into that pit of blackness.
It engulfs you, tearing at your heart, choking you, making you feel as if it would just be better to be fucking dead.
You’re surrounded by nothing. Panic seizes your soul. The acid in your stomach rises at the thought, the very idea that once again, you’re back in that hell hole. You’re alone.
No one is going to come. No one can save you. No one wants to save you. You are alone.
Nothing should ever be like this. No one should ever feel this way.
Pain. Despair. Sadness. Hurt. And then there’s the blackness. It’s never-ending. It won’t go away, you can’t get away. It looms over you, closer, closer, closer…
Until… there’s nothing left. Not of you. Of your ‘soul.’ Your heart.
If someone looks into your eyes, its merely an empty abyss of nothing. Pain seizes you once again, never leaving, entwining with your very essence until you can’t move, breath.
You just want to DIE!
You’ve been left behind. By everyone. Everything. All you can see is their retreating backs, and they aren’t looking back to you. For you. They are all moving on. No one is coming for you. No one wants you. No one would want you now…
“I want you…”
Nothing is there. Its only blackness.
“Come to me…”
I can’t find a way out.
“I won’t let you go…”
Just let me die. I don’t belong.
“You’re never going to escape…”
Please…
“Just let me die… Kill me and let it be done with…”
“Hehehehehe… Ssssssssssausssske… I will never let you go. You are mine now!”
/Naruto… would you still want me? Please. Find me. I need you. I understand, now, how you felt. I’m so sorry. I never realized… I love you…/
“Just… let me disappear.”
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
“Oh, Sasuke, I can’t let you do that. No until I get what I want. Now, suck!”
Pale white fingers were brought up to Sasuke’s mouth, wriggling them inside. He tried once again to move his arms, legs, anything, but the chakra enforced rope was digging into his skin, making him bleed. He went limp.. Sasuke didn’t have the strength to fight against him, turning his head slightly, trying not to gag at the feeling of them being in his mouth. He tentatively licked the fingers, trying to lube them without really touching them, but his mouth was dry, the acid in his stomach was rising at the mere thought of this… thing putting his dick anywhere near him.
He jumped slightly as he felt a wet and slimy… something wrap around his calf, and started working its way up his leg. He bit the fingers in his mouth, and tried to move away.
“Ssssaussske…” Orochimaru hissed. “Thissss won’t do at all…” Sasuke couldn’t look at him, but he felt the bed shift as Orochimaru got off the bed and stripped. He felt as if Orochimaru’s eyes were burning paths up and down his skin.
He got into this situation because he had been realizing more and more these…feelings…that had been starting to make their way into his head, his dreams, his thoughts. Orochimaru must have sensed the change… or predicted that it would happen, because he had been called in earlier that night. He was forcibly overtaken by Kabuto and Orochimaru, and then tied down on Orochimaru’s bed, stipped and given something. His mind was hazy, but he knew he didn’t want this. The only thing he could think about… was Naruto. He wanted to see Naruto, and if he couldn’t, then he just wanted to fucking die!
“Ssssaussske…Come back to me….” Sasuke froze, his muscles tense as Orochimaru whispered into his ear. He moved up, until his dick was in his face, and Orochimaru pressed it into Sasuke’s mouth. Moving in, out, in, until it was covered in saliva. All the while Orochimaru kept talking, unaware or uncaring that he was gagging Sasuke with his member.
“I knew that you would feel it. The longing for ssssomething other than power. Esssspcially once Itachi wasss dead. I killed him, thinking only of you, Ssssaussske. But not before I had him. Fucked him. Made him sssscream like the little bitch he wasss. It wasss sssooo good. Ssso hot, and tight in hisss ass. Mmmm. Jussst thinking about it makesss me even harder.” He removed it with a ‘pop’ and slithered back down Sasuke’s body.
Orochimaru rubbed his member against Sasuke’s leg, his hands on either side of his face. Orochimau’s face hovered above Sasuke’s turned one. A cold pale hand grabbed his chin and forced him to look into his eyes.
“What cold, dead eye’ssss. How lovely. But I ssstill ssseee sssome anger. I’ll have to rid you of all emotion. I’m going to break you. Make you sssscream in pain, in agony, in dessspair. After I fuck you you’ll never be able to look at yourssself without thinking of me. You’ll want me to take over thissss body of your’sss jussst to get away from everything. Not even your preciousss Naruto will be able to sssave you from that Hell.”
Orochimaru’s eyes gleamed with madness, lust, excitement, as he crashed his lips down onto Sasuke’s. His long slimy tongue worked its way into Sasuke’s mouth, feeling everything, and he had to repress the urge to throw up. He couldn’t bite down because of Orochimaru’s iron grip on his jaw.
Orochimaru started to rub himself against Sasuke, moaning delightfully at the friction. He removed himself from Sasuke’s lips and moved down his body, biting, sucking, licking, marking him. Sasuke closed his eyes, trying to disappear into the darkness. Even that place would be better than this. His body was betraying him. The medication Kabuto gave him was working its way into his system. He wasn’t in control of himself anymore, and he… he may have betrayed Naruto in many ways, but he never wanted to hurt him like this.
Naruto…
Sasuke’s body was responding to the ministrations being lavished upon it by Orochimaru’s skilled hands and tongue.
“That’ssss right. Give in. You can’t do anything now, Ssssaussske. You are mine! MINE!” Orochimaru bit into sasuke’s hip, leaving a deep impression of his teeth, and a bruise.
“I can’t wait anymore. You were being ssso uncooperative, even biting me that I don’t have time to prepare you. What a sshame…”
Sasuke’s eyes flew open as he looked at Orochimaru in terror. This was bad. It was going to be painful, and horrible. But then he deserved this, didn’t he? For leaving Naruto? Making him feel like he feels now?
Sasuke gritted his teeth as he felt Orochimaru’s member teasing his puckered hole. He tried to relax, but the feeling of sickness was just overwhelming.
“Here I… COME!” Orochimaru slammed inside, forcing Sasuke’s body to bow with pain.
Unrelenting, non-stop, force. Deeper and deeper he pushed until he was balls deep.
“Come, Ssssausske, pretty, SSSSCREAM FOR ME!” He Drew out, and rammed himself back in, again and again, ripping tender muscle and skin. Blood lubed the way, making it easier to move.
Pain. Blinding, white hot, never-ending, ass-splitting pain. He was going to die. It was like nothing he had ever experienced, nothing he ever wanted to experience again. His stomach turned, the scent of musk, sex, and coppery blood filled his nostrils.
He was being raped. Taken by the man that had controlled his mind, raped his brother, robbed him of his vengeance… was taking what was left of his sanity, his body, his sanctuary. There was nothing left. Nothing he could offer to Naruto, nothing to fall back on. Nothing. Blackness. Darkness. Pain.
Orochimaru fucked him harder and harder, more blood pouring out of him. He was being touched by that tongue, those hands, kissed. He didn’t want this. As Orochimaru Peaked inside him, he screamed.
There was nothing left.
Orochimaru collapsed on top of him, undoing his bindings.
“Your eyesss. They are ssso empty, dead. I control you now, Sssaussske…”
Nothing.
Sasuke turned to the side and retched.
No one.
Orochimaru was careless. He had fallen asleep.
Darkness.
Sasuke closed his hands around Orochimaru’s neck, and snapped it.
Nothing…
Kabuto came in, not realizing Orochimaru was dead.
Pain.
Sasuke choked him with the chakra ropes, his eyes bulging, blood vessels bursting,
causing them to turn red, until he ceased to move.
Darkness.
Sasuke could only think of one thing as he stopped the bleeding, and stumbled out of the
room.
Naruto.
Naruto… Naruto… accept me… Love me… take me back…
Naruto, I’m coming for you, my love…
Naruto!
~~~~~~~~~~~~______~~~~~
Personally, I thought that how I wrote that, was creepy. But whatevs. I don't like this pairing, and it's not that i don't like sasuke or anything, but it was convenient to show how he lost his poor little mind. I started out with just the beginning, the part above the ~~~~___~~~~ but thought it was too short, and that i should add more. This is also my first yaoi writing. Like, actual acting it out. I havent gotten to it in my other story yet cuz i'm stumped on that one and waiting for the votes on how they want it to go... wanna read the other one? Its called "How did this happen?" by me. And its the aftermath of this story. still a WIP, at the moment.
tell me what you think, and if i should do more like this. I'm still getting used to this writing style. <3
Fly away on the wings of your LovelessAngel.