Fun With Fetish A

A/N: These things are getting to be a habit for me... Anyway, This is just another warning, that this is a fetish piece, the things contained herein may be a little more intense than what your looking for, please check out the warnings at the bottom. Also, I tried to stay true to the nature of a fetish and the fetish is the focus of this fiction, not the sex and not the relationships. Sorry if that disappoints.

Fun with Fetish- Letter A:

Lee was glad he’d finally come to terms with his sexual desires and stopped trying to fight them. Life had become so much easier since then. He’d stopped looking at his thoughts and urges as an enemy to be defeated and accepted them as a part of himself to be studied and analyzed. And that decision had netted him four of the sexiest men in Konoha as lovers.

Like all tough problems Lee had faced, when these feelings first started appearing he decided that gathering accurate and useful information and lots of effort training his thoughts would be the only acceptable course of action. Consequently he had discovered that these feelings and desires were at least common enough to have a name. Automysophilia: sexual arousal from defiling oneself, or from being dirty or defiled.

While there was so much information about the subject to be found once you began looking in the right places, and there were apparently quite a few people out there who suffered from the same urges, Lee still felt so isolated and alone. There was no one he felt comfortable discussing this with, and he would be absolutely mortified if Gai-sensei or any of his teammates or friends found out.

Even though everything he read suggested that there was nothing wrong with indulging these desires if it was done in a safe way with a partner who was concerned with your safety and pleasure, Lee felt dirty and shameful for even having the desires. There was no way he was actually going to indulge them.

It had been a long hard road from that point to where he was now. It had taken years of self-discovery and acceptance to realize that while what he wanted in a sexual relationship might be outside of what was considered normal, that there was nothing wrong with having those desires and possibly even indulging in them occasionally. That was if he could find a partner to indulge with.

How he ended up with Kakashi, and consequently Raidou and Genma, was a far less complicated and far more accidental process. Lee had been out of the village on a rare and precious solo mission and he had completed it early. So he rewarded himself by taking half a day to visit a shop that sold items one could use to pleasure themselves or a partner in a variety of ways. He was perusing the shelves looking for a book that would appeal to his particular tastes. This had become something of a habit since he didn’t have a lover and was forced to indulge his fantasies in the realm of fiction.

Lee was looking over two of his top choices when he noticed a familiar head of haphazard silver hair looking over a rack of familiar orange books. Lee’s first instinct was to hide, until he remembered that he had nothing to be embarrassed about and that Kakashi was here looking at porn too. So he turned back to his books and ignored the other man.

A few minutes later, a lazy “Yo,” caught his attention.

He turned to regard Kakashi and noticed the man’s lone blue-gray eye flick over his selections. He greeted the man casually and fought the urge to hide the book titles from his view. “Hello Kakashi.”

Kakashi smiled at him enigmatically. “Didn’t expect to find you here Lee.”

Lee couldn’t help the blush that formed, but he refused to show any other outward sign of discomfort. “Yes well. I’ve visited this shop a few times, they have a wonderful selection.”

Kakashi’s eye crinkled up in amusement. “That they do.” He looked down at Lee’s books again. “I’ve read both of those and if you’re trying to decide, this one is better, more realistic.” He tapped his index finger on the one in Lee’s left hand.

Lee was eternally grateful that Kakashi didn’t say the title out loud. He couldn’t quite understand why, but he didn’t mind Kakashi knowing what kind of book he was there to buy. But that didn’t mean he wanted to announce his preferences to the entire store. “Thank you Kakashi. I will take your advice into consideration when making my purchase.”

Kakashi nodded serenely at Lee. His voice held some note of question in it when he spoke. “See you later Lee.” And then he walked out of the shop without a backward glance.

The entire exchange had baffled Lee. And it didn’t get any better when he saw the man again three weeks later.

Lee had been walking alone down the street, he’d trained hard that day and wasn’t quite up to going home via rooftop. Kakashi had approached him and greeted him just as casually as he had that day in the shop.

Kakashi walked up beside Lee and fell into step with the younger man. “Yo.”

Lee looked over at Kakashi and stopped walking. “Hello Kakashi.”

Kakashi stopped walking and turned to face Lee. He reached into his vest and pulled out a small black book with a well worn cover. The cover wasn’t orange and it was noticeably absent of a particular circular logo. He held the book out to Lee.

Lee was immediately curious as to what Kakashi would be reading besides his beloved Icha Icha and he took the book without thought. He glanced down at the cover and then blushed. He should have known better than to trust the man not to give him porn in the middle of the street, but he couldn’t deny that he was intrigued.

Kakashi simply smiled at him warmly. “I don’t know what you’re into specifically, but that one was always one of my favorites.” His words were casual but his voice let Lee know that he was testing him in some way. Then he walked away just as abruptly as he had last time.

Lee had gone home and read the book. He found it to be far more broad than he expected and it encompassed many practices that while they didn’t necessarily turn him off, they didn’t really turn him on. However, it was clear that the book was written for someone who was serious about their tastes. Unlike many of the books he came across it wasn’t written for someone interested in kink, it was written by a fetishist for a fetishist.

Lee understood now, Kakashi wanted to know if Lee was just playing, experimenting, or if he was serious in his interest in the world of fetish. But what exactly did that mean? Was Kakashi merely trying to instruct him? Was he looking for a partner? Was he just being nosy?

Lee returned the book a week after he borrowed it.

Kakashi looked up from his bowl of ramen and took the book, tucking it inside his vest with a curious look. “Did you enjoy the book Lee?”

Lee fought down his nerves and decided to go for it. He didn’t know what Kakashi wanted, but the older man was obviously more experienced with this subject. Maybe he could help Lee find a partner to experiment and indulge with, so his books weren’t quite so necessary. “I did Kakashi. It was a bit… broad for my tastes. I happen to be interested in very specific subject matter. But I appreciated the seriousness the author had. I can understand where he was coming from.”

Kakashi nodded as if Lee had just answered a vital question. “These specific tastes of yours, are they just something you enjoy fantasizing about or do you make the fantasy a reality.”

Lee swallowed noisily and met Kakashi’s serious stare. “I would like to make them a reality.”

Kakashi nodded again. “Are you involved with anyone Lee. Do you have a lover you could experiment with?”

Lee smiled ruefully. “No. I am not involved with anyone. I was not sure how to go about finding someone with similar tastes.”

Kakashi smiled at him again. “Be at my apartment at six tonight.” Then he disappeared in a puff of smoke without finishing or paying for his meal, leaving Lee to foot the bill.

That night was the first night he had sex with Kakashi, Raidou and Genma. The other three men were in a committed relationship and loved each other very much. They had been together for years, and occasionally they allowed someone else to share their bed with them. They offered Lee a chance to explore this fetish of his in a safe and pressure free environment.

The only rules were that he be open and honest with them, and that he understood that while they cared for him as a friend, that their hearts belonged to each other. That was a perfectly acceptable arrangement to Lee since his heart lay somewhere else as well. He could enjoy their play without becoming emotionally attached, and it was an arrangement that they all enjoyed for eight months until it changed for the better.

They certainly didn’t call Kakashi a genius for nothing. The man noticed everything and seemed to know Lee better than he knew himself sometimes. So Lee was not surprised when Kakashi announced one day that he knew Lee was in love with Neji. The man just knew these things and Lee didn’t even question how anymore.

He was however surprised to hear him announce that he’d invited Neji to attend their playtime and Neji had accepted. Neji had kinks and unusual desires of his own that he explored with them but he seemed to particularly enjoy in helping Lee indulge in his own fantasies. After including Neji in two or three fun nights, Kakashi had extended the same offer to Neji as he had to Lee, come and play whenever you want, no strings attached.

It had only taken four or five months after that for things to take their natural course and for Lee’s feelings for Neji to be revealed, but miracle of miracles, Neji confessed to returning those feelings. And that was how Lee ended up in a committed relationship with Neji. Their love and their relationship was strong and they were exclusive except for Kakashi, Raidou and Genma. They didn’t do it as often as they used to, but occasionally the new couple would join the trio for a group play night.

They’d experimented and tried a wide variety of things to help Lee narrow down exactly what it was he needed to satisfy his fetish. They’d discovered that just the right amount of physical stimulation combined with verbal humiliation and a healthy dose of submission is what really did it for Lee. He didn’t need it all the time and was perfectly capable of enjoying vanilla sex with any of his lovers. But like any true fetishist, eventually the need would build up in him and he’d need to satisfy those cravings.

But it was never really a problem anymore. He was fortunate that Neji understood his need and didn’t mind at all that he wanted to continue to see Kakashi Raidou and Genma, especially since he enjoyed their playtime so much as well. And his other three lovers really seemed to enjoy giving Lee what he needed as well. It really was an excellent arrangement, one he and Neji took advantage of quite often.

Which is what they were doing tonight. It had been weeks since he and Neji had been over to the apartment the other three men shared and that was far too long for the both of them. They loved each other and it was enough to just be with each other, but they also cared deeply for their other lovers and they wanted to enjoy them as much as possible as well.

Lee knelt on the floor covered in a thin plastic sheet where Kakashi told him to and looked up at his four lovers in anticipation. A few weeks was far too long to go without having all four of his sexy lovers using and humiliating him. He was completely naked with a rubber plug in his ass, stretching him. He was trembling in need and embarrassment and that only made him hotter. He wanted so badly to be used and humiliated by the four sexy men staring at him hungrily.

Kakashi walked over to where Lee was kneeling and grabbed a fistful of Lee’s hair and yanked his head backwards. “Your such a dirty little slut Lee. So nasty. You like it when we do nasty things to you don’t you Lee?”

Lee could only look up into that gorgeous face and whimper in need as a response. The pain barely registered, only the humiliation and Kakashi’s sexy dominance. Kakashi was so good at this, he always understood what Lee wanted, needed from him, and he never failed to deliver. The older man knew exactly how far to push Lee to get him into subspace without getting him lost there.

Kakashi gripped the hair in his hand a little more firmly and pulled Lee’s head back a little more. The corners of his mouth turned down into a frown. “Answer me slut. You know the rules. Do you like it when we do dirty things to defile you?”

Lee shuddered at Kakashi’s words and the arousal they caused to shoot through him. But he ignored his own enjoyment and focused on that frown, he didn’t like when any of his lovers were displeased with him, and Kakashi liked to hear the words. He liked to hear Lee begging to be humiliated, admit to enjoying his submission to Kakashi, it was just part of what got Kakashi off. So he would do that for his lover, even if it was embarrassing. “Yes, I like it.”

Kakashi smirked down at Lee. “That’s right my dirty little slut, of course you like it. And do you want us to do something dirty to you now?”

Lee panted with the force of his arousal. He practically shouted his answer. “Yes!” Of course he wanted to be defiled, that’s what he was here for, that’s what he craved. But saying out loud, admitting it each and every time (and he was sure that before the night was over he’d be begging for it) that just made it more shameful, dirtier and it pushed Lee farther and farther to the edge of his control. Which, besides his own enjoyment, was why Kakashi had made that particular rule. He knew Lee better than Lee knew himself in some ways. He knew how to push Lee over the edge and make him let go.


Kakashi’s smirk blossomed into a wicked smile. “Very well then slut. We will do dirty things to you and make your body just as dirty as your filthy, slutty little mind is.”

Lee moaned wantonly. He was such a dirty, filthy whore, being so excited by this, being so turned on. He should be ashamed, he should be embarrassed by the way his rock-hard erection jumped with every word Kakashi said, but he wasn’t, he was done fighting it. He was just happy that he’d found lovers who were willing to explore this side of himself with him instead of being disgusted and turned off by it.

Raidou approached from where he was standing and watching with Genma and Neji. He reached out to stroke Lee’s cheek tenderly. “What a dirty little slut you are. Do you want to suck my cock slut?”

Lee leaned into the caress at his cheek and felt Kakashi release his hair. He looked up at Raidou and nodded eagerly. Raidou had a gorgeous cock and the urge to have it filling his mouth and stretching his lips wide was intense.

Raidou looked down at him his eyes and voice steady. “Then say it out loud, you know the rules. If you beg me for it I may let you.”

Lee shivered at his arousal from this new humiliation. He knew he was going to end up begging, they didn’t even have to push him too hard for it. He was so needy the pleas just fell from his lips without thought. It was so easy when you were like Lee and shed your dignity when you shed your clothes. “Please Raidou, I want to suck your cock. Please let me suck your cock. I want to feel it in the back of my throat. I want to swallow your cum.”

Raidou smiled down at him. “Well then slut, I guess that’s good enough. Bring that pretty little mouth over here so I can fuck it.”

Lee turned towards Raidou and obediently opened his mouth. He loved sucking cock, especially like this, on his knees with a big dick stretching his mouth and throat wide. He felt so submissive. He didn’t have to think about anything, he could just let go and let himself be used and trust his lovers to give him what he needed and make him feel good.

Raidou grabbed a fistful of hair on either side of Lee’s head and then slid his cock into the warm confines of Lee’s mouth.

Lee didn’t try to do much besides open his throat and try not to gag as Raidou slowly thrust in and out, going a bit deeper each time. He could feel the spongy tip of Raidou’s cock tapping at the entrance of his throat with every thrust and he willed the muscle to relax and accept the intrusion.

When he had breached Lee’s throat a few times and he knew Lee’s throat was opened up enough to take him, Raidou picked up the speed of his thrusts until he was truly fucking Lee’s face.

Lee moaned and whimpered around Raidou’s cock knowing that it would increase the pleasure for his lover and because he couldn’t hold them back. The feeling of being used like this was such a turn on for him. There was physical pleasure too, but the thought of such a gorgeous man taking him and using him for his own pleasure without thought for Lee was almost overwhelming.

Raidou stilled his movements and pulled out of Lee’s mouth. His voice was harsh and gravelly. “So fucking pretty.” He stood in front of the kneeling man and jerked on his cock a few times before spraying his load all over Lee’s face with a groan of satisfaction.

Lee could feel the warm seed dripping over his face. He could feel it in his bushy eyebrows, he could feel and smell it on his cheek. It dripped in a slow slide over his hot skin marking him as a wanton whore. The milky liquid proclaimed his status as nothing but a hole to fuck and paint with cum. He wished some had gotten on his lips so that he could taste it, but it was alright. The feeling of it dripping over his skin was enough for now. He felt so dirty and shameful it was so perfect, but this was only the beginning.

Genma walked up behind him and slid his hands along the naked skin of Lee’s back and shoulders. He knelt down beside him and bent to whisper in his ear. “That was so hot. Watching Raidou’s big beautiful cock slide in and out of your hot little mouth.” More stroking and a quick nibble to Lee’s ear. “And then he sprayed all that hot spunk over your needy little face. Does it feel good Lee? Do you feel like Raidou’s dirty whore?”

Lee’s body trembled in arousal and he could barely catch enough breath to whisper. “Yes.” Genma’s dirty talk had been his undoing more than once. If there was anybody better than Kakashi at humiliating him and saying the dirtiest nastiest things it was Genma. More than once he’d made Lee cum with just his descriptions of the degrading things he wanted to do to the younger man.

Genma chuckled in Lee’s ear and slowly sucked the lobe into his mouth again. “Do you want to be my dirty whore next?”

Lee swallowed loudly. He nodded before he remembered the rules, he was always supposed to answer verbally, so he corrected himself. “Yes Genma, I want to be your whore. Please make me dirty.”

Genma moaned at Lee’s words and bit down a little on the earlobe he was still sucking. “Christ Lee, you’re so fuckin’ sexy when you ask for things like that. Hell yeah I’ll make you dirty, you fuckin’ nasty little slut.”

Lee bit his lip and fought back a groan. Genma liked sex more than anyone he’d ever met. It wasn’t hard to turn him on, but it was hard to make him lose control enough to start swearing. Because for all his raunchy, dirty jokes and lewd comments, he didn’t have a filthy mouth. Making the man curse was like giving him a verbal orgasm. So knowing how turned on Genma had to be to say the ‘f-word’ twice made Lee dizzy with excitement.

Genma stood up and opened his pants to reveal his cock. He put one hand on the back of Lee’s head and guided him to his waiting prick. “That’s it, yeah suck my cock. Slide it right down your fucking throat.”

Lee opened his mouth and let it be filled with Genma’s dick. Genma was a little more content to let Lee do what he wanted than Raidou was, so Lee rolled his tongue on the underside of the head and then swirled it around the tip before swallowing the whole thing. The taste of it exploded across his tongue and Lee moaned in contentment. He truly was a cock slut.

As much as he wanted to be used and humiliated, he also wanted to please his lovers. They could at any time decide that they were done playing around with him and leave him. He’d still have Neji of course, and that would be enough, he knew Neji loved him and wouldn’t leave him. But Raidou, Kakashi and Genma might become bored with him if he didn’t please them and they may not want to play with him anymore and Neji hated doing this to Lee by himself, he was too much of a switch to be Lee’s Dom. What would he do without the other three helping Neji humiliate him?

So he made sure to always please them. He went down all the way and then drew back up, dragging his teeth along the top as he did so. Then he made a few shallow, bobbing sucks teasing just the sensitive head. Then he went all the way down again, squeezing the head with his throat muscles. He repeated the process until Genma’s filthy rambling was turned into continuous tortured-sounding moans interspersed with the word ‘fuck’ above him.

Genma let out a hissing breath and then looked down at Lee with desire. “Stop Lee. I’m about to fuckin’ cum and I wanna blow my load all over that slutty body of yours.”

Lee stopped his ministrations and pulled back from Genma’s cock. Genma closed his eyes and began fisting his own dick making slick, wet sounds. “Oh god yeah, you want my fuckin’ jiz don’t ya? Well fuckin’ take it then.”

There was a loud moan above him, and then sticky hot cum was splattering on his chest. He moaned loudly at the feel of it. The majority of it slid down the dip between his pecs and began to coat his wildly clenching abs. But there was a small drop gliding down over his nipple and the sensitive bud hardened even more at the stimulation from the viscous fluid.

Cum on his face, cum on his chest, he must really look like a dirty boy now.

Genma ruffled Lee’s hair playfully when he finally recovered from his orgasm. His voice was lazy and sated now. “So sexy.”

Neji approached and reached out to straighten the hair Genma had just mussed. He smiled down fondly at Lee. “He’s right Love, you do look so sexy kneeling there painted with cum from two different lovers. So dirty and defiled. Would you like me to soil you some more?”

Lee moaned wantonly and he couldn’t keep the excitement out of his voice. “Oh please Neji, I need you.” When Lee got desperate like this, he needed Neji, the love of his life to be there to be part of it. Neji was like an anchor and also a measure of comfort. If Neji was there participating, then these things he was doing were okay, they were youthful and beautiful despite their sordid nature. They weren’t shameful and empty like he felt they were sometimes.

And Neji also made everything more intense. Because while he felt very warmly towards his other three lovers and he had a certain fondness for them as well, he didn’t love him like he loved Neji, and they didn’t love him like Neji loved him. And seeing those lips he loved so much forming humiliating words, feeling those hands he worshiped any chance he got degrading him in some way, having this man that he couldn’t live without using him for his own pleasure, nothing felt better to Lee.

Neji opened the fly of his pants staring down hungrily at Lee the entire time with pale, lust-filled eyes.

Lee practically attacked Neji’s cock as soon as he could get to it. He inhaled it right down to the root and breathed deeply through his nose. He was so turned on, he couldn’t help himself. His own arousal was aching and leaking between his legs. But he was more concerned with Neji, he needed to see pleasure twisting that beautiful face, he needed to hear those lustful words tumble out of that perfect mouth.

Neji moaned at Lee’s actions and enthusiasm, and reached down to stroke Lee’s hair while his lover worked his cock. “Oh, yes Lee. Like that.”

Lee continued to bob his head, going down as far as he could as quickly as he could. Saliva trailed out of his mouth and rand down his chin and throat and he moaned at the feel. All of it, every action every fluid every moan every word, all of it made Lee feel so dirty and humiliated and it made his cock throb painfully.

Kakashi moved forward a bit so that he was in Lee’s line of vision, and started stroking his own cock. “You look so slutty down there on your knees with Neji’s cock in your mouth, Lee.”

Lee moaned at the words and the sight of Kakashi stoking himself. It made him so hot to think that he had aroused such a beautiful man enough that he had to touch himself to relieve some of the pressure.

Kakashi picked up speed and grimaced in pleasure. “I wanted to wait for your slutty little mouth. To make it my dirty little fuck-hole, but I couldn’t. You’re just too damn pretty and submissive for me to wait.”

Lee was practically vibrating with arousal at Kakashi’s words, but he never let up on sucking Neji’s cock. Kakashi’s praise and the feeling of Neji stretching his lips wider than they were meant to go had him panting around the turgid flesh in his mouth. His hands clenched and unclenched rapidly as he fought to keep them behind his back like a good submissive. He wanted so badly to touch something that he wished his hands were bound so he didn’t have to fight the urge.

Neji was moaning and gasping softly now, and tugging a bit at Lee’s hair. His cheeks were flushed with arousal and his lips were shiny with moisture.

Kakashi groaned harshly and moved forward, close enough to touch both Neji and Lee, perspiration clung to his skin and his silver hair clung to his forehead in disarray.

Neji reached up and pinched Kakashi’s nipple and tugged harshly at it. Then he let his hand drift down over Kakashi’s muscled stomach with light touches, then around to Kakashi’s backside. He ran his fingertips lightly over Kakashi’s puckered entrance, just teasing, not penetrating.

The sight of his two lovers touching each other sent a stab of arousal through Lee and he sucked even harder on Neji’s dick. He was so needy, so aroused and his lovers were just so beautiful in their pleasure that it made a little more of his pride and his resistance to being humiliated slip away. He would do anything for them, suffer any abuse or degradation if it pleased them. His only thought was pleasing the other four men in the room.

Kakashi moaned low at Neji’s light touches. His hand sped up and then he was moaning and shooting his cum out over Lee’s cheek and mouth where it was still wrapped around Neji’s erection. “Oh fuck.”

Lee moaned in bliss around the cock in his mouth at yet more cum on his face and finally being able to taste some. Oh god, Kakashi’s cum, proof that he found Lee sexy was on his face dripping down his cheeks and mixing with the saliva running down his chin. It coated Neji’s dick and every movement he made pushed it past his lips and he could taste it. It was salty and bitter and in many ways unpleasant, but Lee craved it, he loved being forced to swallow it, to take it. It was just another symbol of his complete and total submission.

Neji moaned and then pulled his cock out of Lee’s mouth. He forced Lee’s head down and then blew his load in Lee’s hair, whispering Lee’s name. When he was finished spurting, he wiped the tip off in Lee’s mane.

Lee almost came when he felt the hot cum spray in his hair, and he shivered in delight when Neji cleaned himself with his hair. He was being used and treated like a dirty whore and he was loving every minute of it. He was deep in subspace now. Everything his lovers gave him was a gift, a symbol of his complete surrender to their desires and their ownership of him.

Genma walked up to Neji then and stroked his shoulders. He reached up and cupped Neji’s cheek then bent his head to give Neji a rough and demanding kiss.

Neji trembled and sighed into the kiss and then pulled away, stepping back to let Genma have his way with Lee.

When the kiss ended Genma looked down at Lee with need burning in his eyes. “On your hands and knees slut, time to dirty you up a little more.”

Lee obeyed instantly. He could feel the cum in his hair dripping down his face, making the strands stick to his sweaty skin. The cum on his face and chest was already beginning to dry and itch making him feel even more unclean. He was sure he looked utterly debauched and quite well used and it made his cock throb.

Genma circled around behind him and used the toe of his foot to nudge Lee’s legs wider apart. His voice was deeper and husky with lust. “That’s it Lee, be a good little slut and spread wide for me.”

Lee spread his legs even further and lowered his head and shoulders to the floor, pushing his ass up higher and making the plug inside him stretch him wider. The pose felt so exposed, so shamefully immodest that it made a little bead of moisture gather on the tip of Lee’s painfully engorged erection.

Genma knelt behind him and put his hands on his hips, stroking and feathering light touches over Lee’s sensitized skin. He took his hands away then, and then brought one down open-handed to smack Lee’s ass with a couple of quick strokes. “Just to give this slutty ass a little color.”

Lee moaned as the slaps jostled the plug inside him and made it graze over his prostate. It was humiliating to be spanked like a child and it forced another drop of milky fluid out of the tip of his erection. He was such a naught, dirty boy and he was being punished, but he didn’t think he was supposed to be enjoying it so much.

Genma then reached down and pulled the plug out of Lee’s asshole. “You won’t be needing this for a while. I’m gonna fill your hungry hole with my cock.”

Lee whimpered in pleasure and loss as the flared head of the plug passed through his tight pucker. He felt instantly bereft and Genma couldn’t push hi cock in soon enough to satisfy him. Every muscle in his body clenched with the need for him to be filled again.

Genma then lined his dick up with Lee’s hole and thrust in. “Oh damn Lee, so fuckin’ tight. So fuckin’ good. Your slutty little hole feels so good wrapped around my hard cock.”

Lee moaned at the feel of Genma inside him. The plug had stretched him out some, but it was nowhere near as big as any of his lovers so the initial penetration still burned a bit. But Lee didn’t mind, he actually liked it, just another degradation to be enjoyed. He was stretched wide and covered in cum while Genma showered him with obscenities. He was on sensory overload.

Genma thrust in hard and fast, not caring at all about Lee’s pleasure, simply trying to reach his own end. “Oh shit… God, you’re so fuckin’ good. Wanna pound into you ‘til I can’t fuckin’ see straight.”

Lee bit his lip and tried to hold back his orgasm. He knew Genma wasn’t trying to make him cum, it was too early in the game for that, but it just felt so good to have a cock inside him after being teased with the plug for so long and to know that he had pushed Genma that far.

Genma thrust in deep one last time and then he pulled out quickly, spraying his cum all over the cheeks of Lee’s ass. “Oh holy hell… that’s fucking sexy.”

Lee moaned and bucked wildly at the feel of cum dripping down his ass cheeks. He could barely choke out words, but somehow he managed. “Thank you Genma.” He was so grateful for the attention, he would take whatever Genma wanted to give him, he was so grateful that he could please his lover and feel his warm cum painting his ass. Tears of gratitude welled up in his eyes and threatened to spill over his cum-covered cheeks.

Genma slumped to the ground behind him. It always took a lot out of him to come twice so quickly. “You’re welcome, my sexy little fuck-hole.”

Kakashi bent and whispered something in Genma’s ear that made Genma moan raggedly. And then Kakashi was helping Genma up to go lay on the futon against the wall.

Lee watched Kakashi help Genma to the futon and used the small break to compose himself. Genma was practically a sex god and he’d almost gotten Lee off without even trying. But he had to hold out, they weren’t done yet, and if he came now it would feel good, but in the long run it wouldn’t be satisfying. He hadn’t been disgraced and demeaned nearly enough yet. He needed more submission and humiliation before he could let himself go.

Genma settled into the futon bonelessly, and positioned himself so that he could still watch the show that was going to continue to take place. He threw a lazy wink in Lee’s direction when he noticed how Lee was still staring at him hungrily. “Maybe again after I rest a minute, lover.”

Lee sucked in a shuddering breath at Genma’s sexy stare and the little wink. How on earth could such a gorgeous man find plain old Lee attractive, especially when two of the other most beautiful men in Konoha were already his lovers?

Raidou walked around behind Lee and leaned over to grab Lee’s hair. He pulled until Lee lifted up and settled on his hands and knees then thrust in without warning. “Mmm. Perfect.”

Lee moaned in bliss when he was filled again so suddenly. Raidou’s powerful strokes were relentless and Lee could do nothing but try to remain on his hands and knees and take the brutal fucking. He was being stretched to the point of discomfort, he was being owned, he was being used and it pushed rational thought even further away from Lee’s grasp.

Raidou continued to thrust wildly into Lee with abandon. Confident in the fact that he wouldn’t hurt him, he let himself go and pounded into him wildly.

Lee moaned and wailed and pushed his ass back for more. Raidou was so good to him, using him and fucking him without though for his comfort. The others were a little softer on him, and he knew they didn’t mean to be, but he appreciated the fact that Raidou knew he could take his brutality. Being fucked by Raidou was just on the pleasant side of painful and it was all he could do not to cry and beg for the privilege of being allowed to cum.

Raidou pulled out before his orgasm and had to give his dick a few more strokes before he came, shooting his load in long ropes across Lee’s back.

Lee was in heaven, all he could see was naked skin and cum, all he could smell was the bitter tang of his lovers’ seed. He had cum everywhere, in his hair, on his face, dripping down his chest, his back, his ass, slipping down his skin with the speed of molasses. Some of it was still warm, some of it had cooled, some had dried completely and was pulling at his skin with a pleasant tug. It felt so deliciously dirty he couldn’t help but shake and twitch in delight.

Raidou ran one broad hand across Lee’s back, smearing his seed across the skin. Then he leaned over and licked the skin on Lee’s shoulder. His voice dropped to a low rumble with the sated feeling settled low in his gut. “Mmm, thank you Lee. I needed that.”

Lee closed his eyes and fought back orgasm yet again at the sexy quality of that voice. It just wasn’t fair, how was he supposed to keep from coming when everything his lovers did was just so unconsciously sexy?

Raidou stood up and made his way over to the futon where Genma was slouched against the wall. He settled himself beside Genma and allowed the shorter man to lean against his side. He tilted his head enough to whisper in Genma’s sweat-soaked hair. “Love you.”

Genma slumped against Raidou and rested his head against the scarred man’s chest and reached out to draw lazy circles on his thigh. “Love you, too.”

Lee watched the pair and felt a pang of gratitude that they even noticed him. They obviously loved each other so much and Kakashi as well, they didn’t need him. Yet they still chose to include Neji and himself in their lives and their bedrooms and they were willing to give Lee the things he needed so desperately.

Neji walked over to where Lee was still kneeling and lay down gracefully. “Come here Lee and ride me.”

Lee crawled over to Neji and then straddled his hips. He lowered himself down on his lover’s cock and moaned at the feel of it breaching him. “Oh god Neji.” He pushed himself up and down a few times before he felt Kakashi’s hand on his back. He knew what was coming and it made every muscle in his body seize up in excitement.

Kakashi leaned forward and put his mouth close to Lee’s ear. “Wait a minute slut, don’t get too carried away. Wouldn’t your dirty little fuck-hole like another cock in there to satisfy it?”

Lee couldn’t even answer all he could do at this point was nod. He knew he was supposed to answer in words, but he just couldn’t.

Kakashi decided to take pity on him, and began pushing his cock in alongside Neji’s anyway. “Such a good boy. Such a hungry little hole. You really should see the way your dirty little hole swallows two cocks Lee, it’s so hot.”

It would have been too much if Lee didn’t do this regularly and he hadn’t already been stretched out by two other cocks first. Raidou was the biggest out of all of them, and he’d been rough enough that Lee felt loose enough that there was little pain. Just minor discomfort and the overwhelming feeling of fullness and surrender.

After a minute’s pause to let Lee adjust, both Neji and Kakashi began thrusting into him.

Lee took hold of Neji’s shoulders and looking down into the beautiful face of the man he loved more than anything, he simply enjoyed the ride. It was nice to make love with Neji and be gentle and romantic when they were alone, but he was so glad that he could bask in the glow of Neji’s love for him under these circumstances too. He knew Neji did these things to him out of love for him, not because of a lack of respect for him. He accepted Lee’s submission as a gift freely given, he didn’t demand it.

Neji came first, shooting deep inside Lee with a hoarse cry. “Love you, my dirty little slut.”

The swelling of Neji’s cock where it was pushed against his own pulsing with release sent Kakashi over the edge as well. He thrust deep and came into Lee’s clenching passage.

Lee bit his lip in ecstasy and his cock twitched where it was smashed against Neji’s stomach. Feeling both his lovers reach completion inside him and spray the walls of his spasming passage nearly sent him over the edge.

Kakashi pulled out and let Lee pull himself off of Neji’s softening cock before reaching over and grabbing the plug where Genma had set it earlier. He pushed it inside Lee’s fluttering hole before it could push out any of the cum that was inside it. “There you go my sweet little slut. This ought to keep your little slut-hole nice and nasty with our cum.”

Lee moaned at the feel and the words, Kakashi had played this game with him enough that he knew exactly how to hit Lee’s kink buttons with minimal effort. The unforgiving rubber barely stretched his loosened hole but it pressed against his prostate with every movement. Lee could feel the wetness of his lover’s seed inside him and combined with the cum still covering most of his body it was a heady feeling.

Neji got up and made his way over to the futon, where he nestled against Raidou’s other side.

Lee watched the three of them lazily kiss and randomly lick the sweat off throats and shoulder blades and he didn’t think he’d ever seen a sexier sight.

Kakashi stood up to stand before Lee and looked down at him. “Alright now slut. You’ve been such a good little fuck-toy. I guess you can come now. Reach down and stroke that pretty cock of yours.”

Lee wrapped his hand around his pulsing prick like Kakashi had ordered him to and began to stroke. The pleasure of having some attention on his long neglected arousal was overwhelming at first, but soon he began to need more. It still wasn’t quite enough. He’d been used and humiliated and he’d submitted to the best of his ability, and while the feeling of his own hand and the cum all over him was intensely arousing it wasn’t enough to make him finish. He needed Kakashi to keep talking, and maybe Genma too. He needed them to keep saying those filthy things that pushed him over the edge to completion.

Kakashi could sense his distress in his frantic jerky movements. He spoke once again in his trademark lazy drawl. “Well look at this slut. It seems you’ve made a mess of me.” He pointed down to his crotch to indicate the cum and cherry lube still shining wetly on his softening cock. “I think dirty boys who make messes should have to come clean them up, don’t you?”

Lee whimpered and continued stroking his cock and nodded. Shame and arousal swept through him washing all thoughts from his mind. Oh god, Kakashi was so good to him. Still willing to dominate and humiliate him even though he was already satisfied. He always took care of Lee and he knew him so well, Kakashi always knew what he needed.

Kakashi stepped close enough for Lee to reach his cock. “Alright dirty boy, lick me clean.”

Lee flattened his tongue and used broad sweeping strokes to cover every inch of Kakashi’s cock and balls. The humiliation of the act brought a blush to his face, but it also made his cock throb in his hand. The taste of cherry flavored cum and Kakashi’s softened dick was strange but not unpleasant. It felt so degrading to be doing this, so undignified. It was almost enough, he was almost there. But it wasn’t quite enough. He looked up at Kakashi with pleading eyes, begging him silently to push him further, to keep going, to send him over the edge.

When Lee had thoroughly cleaned him Kakashi grabbed a handful of hair and pulled Lee’s head back. “That’s enough slut.”

Lee moaned at the quick stab of pain in his scalp and looked up at Kakashi. The man was so incredibly sexy and he was always completely in control, it made Lee so hot. He kept stroking his leaking, flushed cock tensing his muscles to feel the dried semen sticking to his skin trying to send himself into orgasm, but it was quickly becoming apparent that he needed more. It was so embarrassing and the fresh wave of shame made tears well up in his eyes.

Kakashi looked down at him. “Look at you kneeling there you dirty little slut. You’ve got a plug up your ass holding cum from two men in your slutty little hole. You’ve got cum in your hair, on your face, on your body and yet still it’s not enough is it.”

Lee whimpered in despair and shook his head to confirm Kakashi’s words. An emptiness surged through him. What was wrong with him? Four men had fucked him tonight and covered practically every inch of him from the ass up in their seed. They’d used him roughly and humiliated him, what more could he possibly want? What was it going to take?

Kakashi shook his head. “You really are a nasty little slut. Well slut I may just have a little something left for you.”

Kakashi took his soft cock in his hand and began urinating. The warm golden stream hit Lee in the chest at first before he angled it down and let the stream flow over Lee’s cock where his hand was swiftly stroking. “Dirty whore. Look at you getting off on being pissed on. What kind of filthy slut likes to be pissed on?”

Lee moaned at the feeling of the pee gliding over his skin, defiling him, making him dirty. When it hit his hand and cock, he threw his head back and gave a last few strokes before he came hard. An overload of pleasure that was more than just a physical release seared through him burning his nerve endings and stripping all thought from his brain.

Lee’s orgasm was so intense that his vision began to blur around the edges, and he let the darkness take him. He felt strong hands breaking his fall and then he knew nothing.

~*~

When Lee came to, he was in the shower enfolded in Kakashi’s sure embrace. He smiled against the skin of Kakashi’s shoulder and sighed as warm water cascaded over his back. The rubber plug had been removed from his anus, and since he could smell the sandalwood soap on his skin he knew that Kakashi had already washed him at least once.

This had gotten to be a ritual for them just as much as the sex they shared had. The other three would pass out from exhaustion and it would be left to Kakashi to take care of Lee or the younger man would be forced to clean himself up afterwards. But Kakashi had never put him in that position.

Most times Lee would be either unable to stand or lose consciousness entirely because of the force of his orgasm, and so without words or hesitation, Kakashi would simply scoop Lee up and bring him to the shower. He would quietly and tenderly wash Lee and shampoo his hair, before drying him and redressing him.

It was never sexual, but Lee wasn’t quite sure what it was either. Kakashi never spoke, sensing that Lee needed the time after such intense experiences to collect himself and think. But his touches were light and familiar and Lee could feel that he cared with every sure movement the other man made. But Lee just wasn’t sure what level of caring existed between them.

He didn’t know if Kakashi thought of him as a friend he routinely had sex with and was therefore required to care for afterwards. Or did he consider him to be one of his special people? Kakashi was certainly one of Lee’s special people, but did the other man return the sentiment? Was there any attraction, any affection at all between them beyond what Lee was willing to let Kakashi do to him?

Suddenly those silent, careful touches that were just on this side of loving seemed cruel and teasing. They tempted Lee with something that he needed yet couldn’t understand, couldn’t recognize. He was feeling raw from the sex earlier and he needed something from Kakashi and he wasn’t sure what.

He pulled away and looked at the other man, ignoring the way the spray of water was plastering his bangs in his eyes.

Kakashi looked down at him and mild confusion registered in his mismatched eyes. His voice was soft and had lost the husky edge of arousal. “Do you want me to wash your hair Lee?”

That voice was what undid him finally. That same sexy drawl he heard telling him dirty shameful things now sounded concerned and caring and Lee just couldn’t take not knowing anymore. This ambiguity between them just wasn’t good enough anymore. “Kakashi, will you kiss me?”

Kakashi looked down at him and the concern in his eyes didn’t entirely melt away, but it lessened. He brought both hands up to gently frame Lee’s face with his fingers and slowly brought his lips to the younger man’s.

The kiss was gentle and languid, nothing like any of the other kisses they’d ever shared. It wasn’t meant to arouse, it was meant to comfort and to convey feeling, and it left Lee breathless with the depth of that feeling. Lee wanted to cling to the things he was feeling from that gentle press of lips but he didn’t dare to hope. What if he was wrong? He had to be wrong, there was no way Kakashi felt that way about him.

Kakashi pulled back and brushed his thumbs over Lee’s cheekbones softly.

That was too much for Lee and all the emotion of the night came crashing down on him. He’d felt smaller versions of this after leaving Kakashi’s apartment before, but he’d pushed it aside ignored it. He’d never worked through and examined all of the feelings the aftermath of what meeting his sexual needs caused. He’d never opened up and analyzed the shame and the loneliness or the feeling of safety and comfort these showers gave him, or how completely separate this seemed from what he had with Neji.

Lee felt tears well up and spill over his cheeks and a wracking sob forced its way out of his throat. He pulled himself forward and crushed his face into Kakashi's chest and sobbed brokenly.

Kakashi rubbed small circles on his back and waited for Lee’s uncontrolled sobbing t calm some. He murmured soothing nonsense phrases and ran his fingers through his wet hair trying to calm the other man.

Lee felt himself calm a little in Kakashi’s steady, comforting embrace but he still couldn’t look at Kakashi, still couldn’t face the other man with what he was feeling, so he spoke into the flesh of Kakashi’s shoulder. “Kakashi, do you think that what I allow you to do to me is shameful?”

Kakashi pushed Lee away from him, and tilted the younger man’s head back with gentle but firm hands. He stared directly into Lee’s eyes with sincerity. “Lee, nothing we have ever done together has been shameful. I care about you very much, and I only do things to you that I think will bring you pleasure. The fact that they bring you pleasure isn’t shameful either, not when they’re being done by people whole love and care for you Lee.”

Lee felt another sob pushing its way up his throat at Kakashi’s words. Kakashi cared about him? Kakashi didn’t think he was dirty, wasn’t ashamed of what they did together?

Kakashi smiled softly. “I should have known that you weren’t as okay with this as you seemed. I should have said these things to you long before, but I was being stupid and selfish.” He shut his eyes and sighed before opening them again and pinning Lee with an intense look. “So I’ll fix that now. I’m going to tell you what I should have been telling you every time we showered from the beginning, and what you’re going to hear every time we shower from now on.”

Lee sucked in a shuddering breath, not knowing what Kakashi was going to say, but needing to hear it more than he needed oxygen at the moment.

Kakashi’s smiled softly but his eyes were blazing and his tone was firm. “I love you Lee. I know that I said I wouldn’t, that I couldn’t; but I do. I don’t think you’re dirty or shameful. I think you’re beautiful and sexy, and yes, youthful too.” He winked at Lee before continuing. “The things you need from me, that you ask for, they aren’t shameful and embarrassing, they’re a gift and I feel honored that you chose me to give that gift to. You can’t understand how incredible it feels to know that you want me enough to let me do anything I want to you. Raidou and Genma love me, but even they can’t give me that gift Lee. Only you can. Our actions are private matters done between consenting adults who are all aroused by them. They only become shameful if you allow yourself to be ashamed of them Lee. And you shouldn’t be ashamed, you should be proud of the fact that you are willing to admit your desires to yourself and others and seek them out in safe, healthy relationships when so many others are unable to.”

Lee stared up at Kakashi and felt the tears running over his face. He was so choked with emotion he didn’t know how to answer that. The empty loneliness was gone and replaced with the comforting knowledge that Kakashi loved him. He was sure he would still become emotional and a little needy after more intense bouts of sex in the future, but Kakashi had promised to say these things to him again whenever he needed to hear them. Lee felt so lucky to have Kakashi in his life and at that moment he couldn’t think of a single thing to say that could adequately express the depth of that gratitude. So he just smiled softly up and Kakashi. “Thank you.”

Kakashi smiled down at Lee and dropped a quick kiss on the tip of his nose. “You’re welcome. Now let’s get that hair washed, Neji really did a number on it.”