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His Last Thoughts

By: pepper54
folder Naruto › Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating: Adult +
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His Last Thoughts

The pain that I bore has finally become too much for my soul to bare. After all that has happened, everything that went wrong, I could feel the will to live slipping from my very being and not even the happy facade I put on was enough to keep the pain from seeping in. The need to prove that I was still alive began to suffocate me on missions, letting the enemy land more blows than they should have, but in the end the kyuubi always stepped in and took care of matters, wanting to preserve itself more then concern for me. It would completely take over and when I woke up, my wounds were healed, only scars left in their place. It told me they were left to remind me, 'To remind you of how far you have fallen' was what it had told me, but to me all they remind me is of how much of a failure I am.

The first real friend I had up and abandoned everyone for in a search for power and there was nothing I could do to stop him. Throughout the years I tracked him down and every time I found him a battle was fought. Every time we were evenly matched and every time I came back without him, a piece of me lost each time. Maybe...just maybe if I had told him how I really felt about him things would have turned out different. I guess this will just have to do, I love you, my dark angel Sasuke.

Iruka, if I had not met you, I probably would have done this sooner but if I did then I wouldn't have met him. I just wish you will forgive me for taking the cowards way out.

Tsunade, I'm sorry to do this to you and I don't want you to think that this was in anyway your fault. If this necklace that you gave me is somehow cursed then my wish is for you to bury it with me so that it doesn't cost you anyone else.

To everyone else that I have met you have become the family that I had never had and I do not want you to grieve over my death but simply live the rest of your own lives to the fullest and without regret. Unlike me, focus more on the good in life and not the bad but at the same time fight to keep that what is precious to your heart at all costs.




Uzumaki Naruto