I Got My Addictions

Author: Zimm
Title: I Got My Addictions
Warnings: Um... I think I covered it all in the warning on the front page. But just in case, YOU ARE WARNED THIS IS PRETTY GRAPHIC AND A BIT VIOLENT. Thank you for your time. Oh possibly a little OOC.
Notes: Okay I know I promised to post chapter three of "Who Am I Really" but my son got sick so to make up for my inability to post chapter three I dusted this off and decided to post it. I hope this smutty smut smut makes up for it. ^^ What little plot I did manage to put into here doesn't make a lick of sense. So don't ask, just enjoy the randomness of the sexy sex. lol
Dedication: To those who crave SasuGaa like I do. ^^ I love you guys.

I Got My Addictions

He stood on the far side of the room watching the others sitting around the room in a circle talk about their sexual exploits. It was odd to see this side of everyone, including the pink haired woman. Still most shocking was Gaara, Sasuke hadn’t thought he was gone and evil long enough for the redhead to come into his own, but apparently he had been.

“Seriously? Why would you want that kind of relationship?” Sakura asked.

“Because I have to many responsibilities and I have no interest in anything else.” The redhead replied.

“Dude Gaara I never thought you’d be into that.” Naruto chimed in staring at his friend.

“What’s wrong with a sexual relationship?”

“I have to agree with him.” Sai commented.

“You would, you’re a perv anyway.” Sakura threw back.

“Besides, nobody can handle my,” Gaara paused thinking of the right word. “Tastes.”

Kiba became curious enough to ask, “tastes?”

“Yes.”

“So what you’re saying is if you found someone that could, you’d totally go for it?” Naruto questioned.

Gaara shook his head, “That’s not what I said.”

Silence reined for a few minuets until Shino had to ask, “what do you mean by tastes?”

Gaara looked directly at the bug man his eyes slightly dangerous. “Ever hear of BDSM, or Sadomasochism?”

“Who hasn’t?” was Shino’s reply.

“Well I enjoy such things, and so far those who have claimed to like it as well have come up very short of my expectations.”

“Which do you prefer?” Sasuke finally chimed in from his position against the way.

Gaara’s jade eyes focused on him. “I enjoy dishing it out, but I have come to realize I like receiving more. Why?”

Sasuke shrugged and looked away as if disinterested, he’d never admit it but he had a similar problem. Those he had slept with had a problem with the things he asked of them. They didn’t like the games he played and thus he had found his dick at the business end of his palm. Inwardly he sighed, really what the hell was wrong with the way he enjoyed sex? He was a ninja and his entire life was rough, why couldn’t sex be that way too?

“You like getting beat?” Hinata asked then her face lit up bright red.

“Not exactly.”

“Seriously anything goes?” Kiba questioned.

“That’s what it would imply.” Gaara answered.

“Wow, I would never have guessed,” Naruto said leaning back into his chair.

“Well living with Shukaku as long as I did twists a person I guess.”

“Everybody likes it rough some times.” Sai commented.

“Not like I do.” Gaara tossed back.

“I highly doubt you like it as rough as you think you do.” Sasuke said with a roll of his eyes.

“I’ll never get to find out I suppose since nobody has been able to rise to the occasion.”

“What have you asked for?” Sakura asked unsure she really wanted to know.

Gaara sighed realizing that it would come to this.

“Smacks, biting, scratching, choking, ropes, chains…” He trailed off as his friends’ eyes widened considerably. “Other things of that nature.”

“Nobody was willing to do that?”

“Not to the extent I wanted them to Uchiha.”

“Hm,” was all he said out loud but inwardly, ‘Pussies.’

“If someone can bring me to my breaking point, I will be very surprised.” Gaara said before standing. “I must retire, I apologize if I have upset anyone.”

“Nah, just shocked us all.” Naruto answered and the others nodded.

As Gaara passed by Sasuke green met black from the corner of their eyes, a challenge. Sasuke watched the redhead leave not bothering to move. Gaara didn’t know what he was getting himself into by waving that challenge in his face. Yet the raven haired nin wasn’t sure he really wanted to go, he tended to hurt people. Besides that was he really interested in the man?

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Sasuke walked the halls, not able to sleep, regretting the decision to hang out with the group. He’d been tired-ish at the time he probably would have gone to sleep then, but now he was wide awake. He sighed annoyed, then suddenly the hairs on the back of his neck stood on end and he whirled around to find Gaara standing there.

“You think that I would back out if it was you dealing out the pain.” Not a question but a statement.

Sasuke relaxed minutely, “I don’t know what the hell your talking about.”

Gaara’s lip at the corner quirked up for a brief moment before his face went back to the impassive look. Then the man took a step forward, and suddenly Sasuke’s mouth went dry. There was something dangerous but arousing with the way the redhead approached him.

“You do, and if you think you can, then I’ll take that challenge.” Gaara mumbled out as he walked past not bothering to step slightly to the side but instead brush himself against the other man.

Their eyes met again as he went on his way, and Sasuke found himself hard at just the thought of being able to do as he pleased with someone. He had probably always been this way, but had been to young to really recognize it, but spending time with Orochimaru hadn’t helped his problem. He’d never done anything with the nasty creature, but witnessing all the things he had probably made it all the worse. His first time he had gone easy, but it had been boring, and when he started to exercise his fantasy he came to realize that most others didn’t live in his twisted world.

And here was one that might live in the exact same twisted world and he was just standing here in the hall looking after where the other man had gone. Sasuke decided to follow in the direction of the other, and walked towards his room. Once in front of the door he went to knock only to have the door opened.

“No strings.” Sasuke said.

“None.”

“Just sex.”

A nod.

“And you think you can take what ever I dish out.”

“Of coarse.”

The two stared at one another and then Gaara stepped back opening the door more. Sasuke walked into the room and surveyed what he could use if he wanted to. Then it dawned on him, how the hell was he supposed to start this? Before Sasuke could think of anything Gaara shut the door and wrapped his arms around him. Sasuke tensed but when his shirt was ripped, he growled.

Turning around quickly he slammed the man up against the wall. “You’ll pay for that.”

“I doubt it.”

The raven haired nin narrowed his eyes and flipped Gaara around and roughly pushed him up against the wall again. Using his free hand Sasuke untied the rope belt around his waist and leaned his weight against Gaara’s body.

“We’ll need a word, or phrase so you can opt out.” Sasuke said pulling Gaara’s arms back between them.

“Won’t need one.” He replied panting with excitement.

“Your mistake.” Sasuke answered while tying the rope around the wrists.

“That as tight as you can get it?” Gaara taunted.

Sasuke yanked on the bonds tightening them garnering a groan from the other man. A slow smile spread across Sasuke’s face as he tied the last knot. Maybe this would be far more worth than he originally thought. Spinning the man around he smashed their lips together roughly, teeth, and tongues warring before he pulled back.

“Suck me.” He demanded, “now.”

Gaara’s eyes didn’t leave his as he lowered himself to his knees and leaned in to open his pants with his teeth. Sasuke braced his hands against the wall and spread his legs slightly, his eyes following Gaara’s every move. The other man cheated a little using his sand to help pull the fabric down, but Sasuke allowed this as it didn’t really matter. The fact that Gaara was just doing as he was told was hot as hell and all that Sasuke wanted.

Gaara licked the underside of the hard shaft getting a shiver from the other man. Deciding he wanted to play with him a little, test how much he could get away with, test what Sasuke would do when he’d had enough, he licked again before puffing out hot breath over the hard cock. Sasuke groaned before reaching down with his left hand and grabbed a fist full of red hair. Wrenching Gaara’s head back he glared at the man.

“Stop teasing I told you to suck me.” he growled.

Green eyes shined with amusement in the moonlight coming from the open window before he opened his mouth and took in Sasuke’s sex. The raven haired man groaned as the wet orifice encased his dick then sucked hard enough to make his eyes roll to the back of his head. Gaara was good with his mouth, that was a definite plus, the man almost sucked hard enough that it hurt.

“Fuck.” he groaned in a strained voice.

Gaara smirked around the flesh in his mouth and hummed causing the other man to scrap his nails on the wall and choke out a strangled moan. Feeling the need to mess with Sasuke more he scrapped his teeth along the sensitive organ just hard enough to cause a little pain. Sasuke gritted his teeth as pain flashed over him and he looked down at Gaara with a glare, before grabbing him by the collar. The red head wisely removed his mouth and was drug back up to his feet.

“You shouldn’t have done that.” The raven haired man growled dangerously into Gaara’s ear.

Gaara shivered at the thought and a small moan escaped his mouth.

“You’d like that wouldn’t you?” Sasuke said, “you want me to punish you for being bad.”

Gaara didn’t answer, and winced when Sasuke pulled on his restraints wrenching his shoulders. Sasuke spotted a round wood table that would probably come to about his waist and smirked as a dark thought came to mind. Turning Gaara around he grabbed the man by his cheeks with one hand.

“See that table over there?” He asked.

Gaara nodded.

“I’m going to bend you over that table and Fuck you so hard you won’t be able to think.” He whispered into the man’s ear.

Gaara’s eyes closed, and he groaned.

Shoving Gaara in the direction of the table, making him stumble, they made their way to it. Once there Gaara found himself bent over the table the vase and stack of books falling to the floor with a loud bang and shatter. He found his pants quickly pulled down his legs and his arms started to burn in pain with the new position he was in. Two slick fingers slid into his puckered entrance and began to stretch him none to nicely while a free hand pushed flat against his back and pushed him into the table more.

Sasuke resisted the urge to simply plunge into the man, he was so turned on right now, but it wouldn’t do to actually injure his sex partner. Causing pain was thing but to actually hurt the person you were dominating wasn’t really an okay thing to do. Pulling his fingers out he untied Gaara’s hands and leaned over him not letting go of the redhead’s wrists. Placing each hand so they held onto the edge of the table before bring the rope to Gaara’s mouth.

“Open up.”
Gaara did as told his heart pounding, and his cock red and swollen between his legs twitched in anticipation. Sasuke put the rope in the redhead’s mouth and pulled the two end pieces around to hold as if they were reins to a horse.

“This is how it’s going to go. If even one finger moves off that table, no matter how hard I pull on this rope, I’ll stop and it’ll be over.”

Sasuke wasn’t sure he’d actually be able to stop, but he hoped Gaara wouldn’t call his bluff. When Gaara didn’t give any indication he was listening the raven haired nin decided to make sure he got his point across. Leaning back over him, his hard cock placed tight against the other man’s back side he brought his lips parallel to Gaara’s ear.

“Did you hear me? Not one finger or it’s over.” He said again and tugged unexpectedly on the rope.

When he saw Gaara’s hands tighten on the table his mouth stretched into a smirk. Perfect Gaara understood the conditions and hadn’t called his bluff.

“Good.” He purred.

Sasuke straightened up positioning his lubed hard member at Gaara’s entrance, kicking his legs further apart. He slowly pushed in so not to orgasm prematurely, and not to cause undo, uncalculated pain to the other man. Once seated all the way in he stopped all movement taking in deep calming breaths to steady himself and he could hear Gaara doing the same. Fuck he was so hard, and having Gaara in such a compromising situation was fucking hot too.

Gaara wiggled a little testing his bonds and the man behind him only to have the rope yanked for the disobedience. His hands immediately clamped down on the table, he was pretty sure at this point Sasuke wouldn’t stop, but he didn’t really want to test the theory. So far Sasuke had done everything very right, not as rough as he was wanting to go, but enough that he wanted to keep going. The game that the other man had set up was intriguing and a huge turn on, so Gaara had no intention of possibly stopping the entertainment. Behind him Sasuke began to move out and Gaara let out a low long groan as the man did, this in turn earned him a moan.

Sasuke’s brow started to sweat, keeping control over his body took more focus than he would ever admit, the fact that he was having trouble was proof that Gaara had control over him. Finally pulled out enough he rocked back in, repeating the motion a few times just to get the flow of the movements. Every push and pull garnering the sexiest sounds he’d ever heard, and they were coming from the redhead. He knew those sounds would haunt him for a good while to come.

Wrapping the rope around his right arm to tighten his hold on the red head and allow him to easier perform what he wanted to do he pulled out his arm stretching out. No warning was needed Gaara had felt Sasuke change the way the rope had been sitting and he tightened his hands in anticipation. The raven haired man yanked back on the rope sending Gaara’s entire body rocking back as he pulled the man head back. He found himself impressed that Gaara had been able to keep his fingers around the edge of the wood and he smirked as he realized he was going to be so much more mean about it.

Pulling back out he rolled his hips as he pulled back on the rope again to send Gaara pushing back against him. Sasuke caught the fact that this time the redhead hadn’t tensed in anticipation, he was waiting to clinch his hands for just at the moment of the pull. It was thrilling to think that Gaara played the game so well, that he himself wanted to test his limits. The thought turned Sasuke on even more.

“Fuck yeah…” He groaned out bringing his hand down onto Gaara’s backside.

The man’s body tensed flexing the muscles around Sasuke’s cock, and he cried out around the rope. Gaara really did like it rough, Sasuke thought as he pulled back on the rope again yanking his arm back further than the times before. With ever moan from Gaara, the sight of sweat dripping down the man’s back, and the sight of him bent over the table holding on for dear life so it wouldn’t end was bringing Sasuke closer to his climax and he knew he wouldn’t last much longer.

Dragging his free hand over Gaara’s back enjoying the feel of smooth plains and toned muscle under his finger he leaned back over the man. Pulling the rope back far enough to keep Gaara head up and neck bared he reached around under the man and grabbed a hold of the weeping organ. Pulling back and slamming back in faster and harder than he had before he pumped his hand over the hard organ the table squeaking against the floor with the force of their sex.

Gaara cried out with every hard thrust inward and all the muscles in his body burned with an ache but he refused to give into it and let go. When a hot mouth bite down on his exposed neck just as the other man slammed up into him he cried out around the rope as his orgasm rocked through his body. Sasuke following shortly there after as Gaara’s muscles tightened around his hard shaft.

Sasuke let go of the rope and Gaara pressed his sweaty forehead against the cool surface of the table as he panted. Sasuke found himself practically laying on top of the other man as his body gave out from the powerful climax. Slowly the two started to move, Sasuke pulling his softened member out of Gaara the other man finally moving his stiff arms and fingers experimentally.

Taking off his ripped shirt he used it to wipe himself off before he pulled his pants back up, then he tossed the fabric on Gaara. Sasuke watched from the corner of his eye as Gaara slowly rose up straight his arms shaky. It pleased the raven haired man to see he done a good job on Gaara.

Gaara picked up the shirt and wiped himself off, he could shower in a moment, and pulled his own pants up. He turned and the two looked at each other in the dark room only lit by moon light, then Sasuke turned and walked to the door. They both knew that it had been a watered down session, neither of them knowing how far the other was really willing to go, but both knew now that it could go further, be rougher still.

Sasuke wrapped his hand around the handle and paused as Gaara called out his name.

“Next time, try to be a little more serious.”

“I will if I decide a next time is even worth it.”

Gaara chuckled, “Of coarse.”

Just for that little comment Sasuke would probably be back to teach the man another lesson, though he supposed Gaara said it for that purpose. Leaving the room Sasuke headed towards his own as he felt the familiar heaviness of his eyes. That had been well worth it for sure, but he was still curious how it would be in the morning if they saw each other.

*******

“Holy fuck!” Naruto exclaimed pointing wildly at Gaara’s neck.

Everyone in a mile radius seemed to turn and stare, or at least it felt like that. Gaara glared at the blond man who seemed to deflate and look sheepish.

“Heh, sorry but ah I couldn’t help but notice that huge ass bite mark dude. It’s like some huge monster tried to take a bite out of ya.”

Sakura walked up close and tilted his head to the side, “I can heal that if-”

He swatted her hand away, “it’s not necessary.”
“It looks pretty bad.” She said as Sasuke entered the lobby area.

“Precisely.” Gaara replied.

Sasuke paused but for a moment missed by everyone but Gaara.

“So who was it?” Sai asked.

“That’s for me to know, and you to find out it seems.” Gaara replied brushing past the three of them.

As he passed the raven haired nin the man nodded to him in the customary polite way one did when standing in the presence of a hire up. Gaara nodded back and continued on meeting up with his sister and brother who both took a moment to stare at his bite mark.

“Jesus Gaara, had a fun night did you?” Kankuro asked.

“Mostly.” he answered knowing that Sasuke would have heard that.

“Whoa Sasuke something wrong?” he heard from behind him and smirked.

“No.”

Gaara wasn’t sure when, or if they’d ever get the chance to do such a thing again, but he definitely wanted to. He would be ready for it too, and he would have much more fun the second time.

~End~

End notes: OKay so I hope all enjoyed this slightly ill written Yaoi smut. If you guys crave a sequel I am more than happy to provide as I do have some random inklings for one. Also here's a challenge for you guys. Anyone who can tell me my inspiration for the title, which also strangely inspired the story, I will write you a fic, pairing of your choosing, post it here on aff, and dedicate it to you. That's anyone who can, so if more than one of you figure it out I will compensate each one. ^^ Later folks.