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Perfect

By: Silkylove
folder Naruto › Yaoi - Male/Male › Kakashi/Naruto
Rating: Adult
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Perfect

Perfect

Naruto look at the kunai as it cut from his wrist to the crook of his elbow.


I’m not perfect but I keep trying
‘Cause that’s what I said I would do from the start
I am not alive if I’m lonely
So please don’t leave
Was it something I said or was it just my personality


As the blood started to drip from the cut onto the floor the fox growled at him. “I’m not going to allow you to die kit!” And he watched it heal. The only sign of it having happened was the blood that had pooled on the floor.


Making every kind of silence takes a lot to realize
It is worse to finish then to start all over and never let it lye
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won’t fall even if you said I was wrong

I’m not perfect but I keep trying
‘Cause that’s what I said I would do from the start
I am not alive if I’m lonely
So please don’t leave
Was it something I said or was it just my personality


“I can’t do it anymore Kyuu. It’s too painful.” He dragged the kunai down the same path again. “No one will care, they will celebrate it. You see the way they treat me, even him.” Tears slid down his whiskered cheeks. “I asked for nothing really. Just a little attention, just a little love.”


When you’re caught in a lie
And you got nothing to hide
When you’ve got nowhere to run
And got nothing inside


He watched as it slowly started to heal before growling, “If you heal me, I’ll just stab myself in the heart, or cut off my own head.”

“Then do it that way.” The fox yelled at him.


“I want to watch myself bleed out can’t you just give me this? I need to feel the pain, it’s the only thing I know how to feel.”
It tears right through me
You thought that you knew me
You thought that you knew


“As much of a brat that you are, you’ll always be my kit.” Kyuubi purred, letting the few feelings of love and happiness that he had flow into the boy.

“Thank you.” Naruto sat on the floor as his body slowly began to feel weak.


I’m not perfect but I keep trying
‘Cause that’s what I said I would do from the start
I am not alive if I’m lonely
So please don’t leave
Was it something I said or was it just my personality


Naruto let out a barely heard laugh. “I wish I had told the pervert just how much I love him, but no one loves a demon. I don’t think I could have dealt with the rejection too.”


I’m not perfect but I keep trying
‘Cause that’s what I said I would do from the start
I am not alive if I’m lonely
So please don’t leave
Was it something I said or was it just my, just myself
Just myself
I’m not perfect but I keep trying


He felt himself slipping into the darkness as he heard the bathroom door bang against the wall. He could hear what sounded like his loves voice, as he felt something soft press into his bleeding arm.

“Damn it Kyuubi heal him now!” The words broke through his haze as a whisper, though he could tell that they were being yelled.

He did his best to open his eyes and look at the silver haired shinobi kneeling in front of him but failed. Everything was becoming quiet and dark but he really wanted to see him one last time. Managing to open one eye slightly he saw the man covered in his blood doing his best to stop the flow and try to gather him up into his arms.

‘I love you.’ He did his best to mouth as his eye closed again. The last think he felt were warm lips pressing against his own cold ones as he finally succumbed to the darkness.




A/N: I love that song. Was it sad? I was going for simple yet a slight tear jerker. The song is Perfect by Hedley. Well hoped you like it and please review.