Hold On Tightly, Let Go Lightly

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Jen: All of what you said is so true!! I completely agree that is would be very difficult for Naruto to attend a normal high school after all he’s been through and Sasuke knows that, which is why he’s suggesting that Naruto just get a GED and then go on to college if he so chooses. Also, you don’t know half of what’s going to happen later in the story, I’m actually a bit nervous about how people are going to handle it which is why I put up so many warnings lol.

 

Moodysavage: I wasn’t even going to have Sasuke freak out about Naruto sleeping with Itachi but then I figured, why wouldn’t he? And yes, Naruto gets less clingy with other guys XD

 

Golden Kitsune: Read on and you will find smut!!!

 

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It was around 3pm when Sasuke decided to check on Naruto, a three hour nap was pretty long but considering what the teen's body was going through, it wasn't that much of a surprise.



Itachi had gone out for a bit, having to meet with someone due to business purposes. The trip wasn't all just for leisure but he had decided to pay his brother a visit nonetheless.



Heading into the bedroom, Sasuke smiled as he spotted Naruto sound asleep, his pillow tucked against the blonde's body. Sitting on the edge of the bed, the raven leaned down and gently kissed the tan cheek, running his fingers over the boy's face.



“Mmm,” Naruto hummed; his voice thick with sleep. He shifted and stretched his legs out, his eyes fluttering beneath the thin lids. It took a few more seconds of Sasuke gently touching him for the blond to stir. His eyes blinked open and the softest of smiles lit his face. “Sasuke?” he whispered, lifting a fist to rub the sleep from his eyes. “Did I sleep too long?”



"It's only three... but I just wanted to check on you." His hand never left the blonde locks as the raven kissed the tempting lips.



Naruto keened softly as those lips found his again, so soft, yet firm against his. He was in heaven, having Sasuke take the initiative. His hands slipped from beneath the blankets and he lifted a hand, sliding his fingers into Sasuke’s hair, encouraging him not to stop. His eyes closed once more and he returned the pressure, keeping it slow and gentle, wanting the raven to lead for a bit, to get used to it.



Trying to remember what Naruto had done, Sasuke just kept the kiss tame for the time being. It was a bit nerve wracking to take the plunge and lead but he was the one that started it. Hesitantly, he opened his mouth, tongue caressing Naruto's bottom lip gently, not really caring if the blonde opened his mouth or not, just being able to be so close was enough.



Naruto moaned softly as soon as he felt that tongue tentatively touch his lip. He slid his hands behind him to prop himself up a bit. He was experienced enough that he could adapt to whatever Sasuke did, so he wouldn’t feel awkward, or like he’d failed. Either way, he was just happy the Uchiha was kissing him. He had to get him used to it. He was not a fan of topping in the least. If there was any hope of their relationship progressing to that point, he had to get Sasuke comfortable enough to top him.



“That’s it,” he whispered, pulling away for a second to catch his breath. “Don’t think, just kiss me. Follow your instincts, S’uke.” And then he was back, pressing their lips together a little more firmly.



Fueled by the praise he was receiving from the blonde, Sasuke continued to caress the plump bottom lip loving the way it felt against his tongue. Taking Naruto's advice, he gently pressed against the seam of the wet lips under his; hoping Naruto would let him explore a bit more.



Naruto barely refrained from grinning with glee as that tongue sought entrance. He parted his lips without hesitation, inviting Sasuke inside. To encourage him, the blonde’s tongue peeked out and poked at the raven’s, sliding sensually against it. The slick appendage slid beneath Sasuke’s, flicking gently, trying to coax it into his own mouth. His heart thundered in his chest; he’d never felt like that before. Nothing he’d experienced had ever been so exciting.



The sounds of what they were doing alone were all Sasuke needed to become hard as a rock in his pants. Feeling that slick tongue against his was so hot and enticing that he was almost powerless to stop his own from venturing into the blonde's warm mouth, tracing that tongue with his own and ghosting over the blonde's teeth and the roof of his mouth. A small nose escaped into Naruto's mouth as the pleasure became unbearable.



Naruto moaned loudly as soon as Sasuke’s tongue joined his. His breath started coming in short little pants. His body pressed closer and he sucked at the others slick muscle, flicking his tongue skillfully and swallowing that delicious noise. His hands suddenly pushed at Sasuke’s chest, forcing them to switch positions. He smirked as he slid in between the Uchiha’s legs, reaching forward to let his fingers flit over the hard bulge in his pants.



“Let me touch you again,” he whispered, his bright eyes meeting those dark ones. “No, let me suck you off, S’uke... You’ll love it, I promise...”



Looking up at Naruto, Sasuke knew he desperately wanted whatever Naruto would give him but... he had never had a blowjob, never even contemplated the subject much. He hesitated only for a moment but then nodded slightly. If he was going to be in this relationship he should be able to feel comfortable with Naruto on an intimate level.



“Like I said last time, if you want me to stop, you just have to tell me to,” Naruto smiled, leaning up to catch those soft lips in another kiss. Settling on his knees, he reached for the fastening’s on Sasuke’s pants and opened them. He directed the older man to lift his hips and slowly tugged them off, along with the boxers, leaving the pale body totally exposed. He almost started drooling at the sight of that thick cock. If there was one thing Naruto loved more than anything else, it was giving head. He was a total cock whore; he would never even begin to deny it. A saucy smirk lit his face as he leaned in and let his breath fan over the head. Wanting to give Sasuke a chance to back out if he needed to, Naruto dragged the flat of his tongue up the underside, and slowly, tantalizingly so, swirled it around the tip.



"Holy shit..." Sasuke's hips jerked at the sudden pleasure that shot up his spine. The smooth wet feeling so amazing he could hardly take it.



Naruto smirked with the older man’s reaction, a thrill of pride sweeping through his body. One of his hands found a pale thigh and he squeezed gently as his other gripped the base of Sasuke’s cock, holding it steady. He teased with his tongue, tracing the veins that ran throughout the shaft with the very tip, working his way back up. He dipped it into the slit, licking along the length of it and applying just enough pressure for it to feel good. And then he closed his lips over the head and sucked, gently at first, slowly growing more firm. His eyes flicked up, his gaze trained on Sasuke’s face to drink in every reaction.



Naruto's eyes were gorgeous as Sasuke met them straight on just as the pleasure became even greater than before. He moaned loudly, keeping his eyes locked with Naruto's. He could tell the teen was enjoying the act and felt himself shiver at the thought of being able to get this kind of treatment whenever he wanted.



Naruto knew Sasuke was enjoying it, but he wanted to hear it, as well. He wasn’t doing his job correctly until he had the older man beside himself, unable to keep himself from making those sexy, heated noises. That meant he just had to work harder. Smirking to himself, Naruto parted his lips further and suddenly sank down, taking the whole cock into his mouth. His nose rested in black curls, and he moaned himself as the head poked at the back of his throat.



"Oooooh... damn it!" Sasuke tried not to thrust up, not wanting to choke the blonde but god it felt so good! The wet heat surrounded his entire length and the tip was squeezed rhythmically by Naruto's throat, it was enough to make him go over the edge, but he held back, not wanting it to stop yet.



Reluctantly, Naruto pulled off, panting as his gaze shifted over Sasuke’s face. “Don’t hold back. Please don’t. Thrust as much as you want, I can take it. I love it.” Almost as soon as the last word had slipped out, the blond was swallowing Sasuke again. He wasted no time, starting a slow, teasing rhythm, and bobbing his head. He flicked and rubbed his tongue along the underside, his cheeks hollowing as he sucked harshly, and then softly, alternating between the two. His hand snaked in between Sasuke’s legs and he palmed at the heavy sac, squeezing and rolling gently.



"Oh god... Naruto..." Sasuke did as told and let himself go, his hips thrusting up into the blonde's talented mouth, his hands buried in golden locks.



Meanwhile, Itachi was just getting back from his meeting, a bag in his hand... a sort of surprise for his brother and Naruto. Closing the door behind him he smirked as he heard a loud moan come from the bedroom and it sounded like his brother was having a bit of fun with his new love interest.



Naruto groaned so loudly as those slender hips started snapping upwards, effectively fucking his throat. God, he loved that more than anything. His own cock throbbed horribly, pushing out the material of his small panties. His hard shaft barely fit inside of it. Sliding a hand down, he palmed at himself, which earned another loud moan. The sound vibrated up Sasuke’s cock as he moved faster, meeting every thrust of hips. And then, he forced himself to swallow around it, over and over again. His throat clenched and unclenched around Sasuke, squeezing his cock mercilessly. He craved so badly to taste, to have the raven’s cum flood his mouth.



Breathing harshly, Sasuke's moans were constant now, the blonde's name falling from his lips in constant intervals. He noticed Naruto's hand touch himself and the raven felt compelled by some urge to want to help.



"Naruto... oh god, you feel so good... I want to touch you... please, will you let me?" His hands were now on Naruto's shoulders, his hips still thrusting, he knew he was going to reach his climax any second but he still felt so ready to touch the blonde, to make him feel good.



Naruto absolutely basked in the noises and words falling from Sasuke’s mouth. It made his cock throb horribly with need, and when asked if the raven could touch him... How could he deny that?



“You don’t have to,” he panted, pulling off once more to look at the older man. As he did, his hand continued stroking. “But I’m not going to say no. You can do what you want, S’uke. Don’t ask me.” Hooking his thumbs into the waistband of the tiny panties, he pulled them off and tossed them aside, baring himself to the room. Shifting a little closer so Sasuke could have access to him if he wanted, he swallowed the cock once more, gently and carefully scraping his teeth against the underside.



Itachi took out his laptop and began answering a few emails, thoroughly amused with what he was hearing in the bedroom. Who knew Sasuke was so loud in bed?



Moaning as that hot mouth engulfed him once more; Sasuke tentatively reached out, his fingertips gliding gently up the underside of Naruto's length, amazed at how soft the skin was. It was hot and heavy in his hand once he took a hold of it and he let out a bit of a softer moan as he gave an experimental stroke.



Naruto’s hips hitched; his eyes rolled back and he cried out as soon as those fingers touched him. How long had he been fantasizing about Sasuke doing that? Pretty much since the first day they’d met, and he’d seen how extremely sexy the Uchiha was. His stomach muscles tensed and flexed, his breath coming in small bursts. He swallowed around the thick cock again and when he reached the base, he held himself down until his gag reflex kicked in. His throat convulsed around Sasuke, trying to push him out. The blond pulled himself up to catch his breath, his eyes beginning to water. Strings of saliva connected him to the head of the raven’s cock. He smirked as he took it inside again, and did the exact same thing. He knew when to stop; he wasn’t going to make himself throw up or anything, but he knew the convulsions felt good, and he wanted Sasuke to come.



Gripping the cock in hand tighter, Sasuke let out an almost animalistic like growl as he felt the tightness surround him and quick rhythmic pulses wracking his erection. Feeling the cool air for a moment, Sasuke was able to concentrate on his own hand and began to stroke a bit faster, mimicking what Naruto had been doing the night before, stroking the tip with his thumb, spreading the precum over the head. His stomach clenched as he felt Naruto's mouth engulf him once more and he shouted the blonde's name as his load shot down Naruto's throat despite his efforts to pull out, not sure if Naruto had wanted that.



Naruto’s hips thrust into Sasuke’s hand, forcing more friction against his aching cock. But he was too focused on the one in his mouth. He didn’t care about getting off yet; he cared about getting the raven off. He knew it was coming as Sasuke’s muscles tightened and he prepared himself to receive it. He groaned as soon as he felt the shaft pulse and warmth flood down his throat. He managed to pull off quickly enough that he could catch most of it in his mouth. When Sasuke had nothing left to give him, he pulled off and swished the load around in his mouth, reveling in the taste. Swallowing it all, he smirked.



“You taste so good, S’uke. You better watch it, though... I love to suck cock and I just might get addicted to yours,” he chuckled. “Now... do you wanna keep touching me, or would you rather watch me touch myself? ‘Cus I gotta get off soon, that was way too hot...”



Laying there boneless and trying to catch his breath, Sasuke had to admit the orgasm was even better than last night. Thinking about the blonde's question, his hand continued to stroke the hard shaft as he met Naruto's eyes. "I want to see you touch yourself, but I can't stop touching you..."



“Then don’t,” Naruto smiled, shifting so he could crawl into Sasuke’s lap. His head rubbed against the pale stomach, leaving a stain of clear precum behind. “It feels so good when you touch me, S’uke. It’s not going to take me long to get off,” he admitted, a light blush spreading across his cheeks. “I’ve been imagining this since the day I met you, what your hand would feel like, wrapped around my cock...”



Pulling Naruto closer, Sasuke's mouth met his, he tasted himself on Naruto's lips and he had to say he didn't particularly like the taste of cum. Perhaps it was just his own... maybe Naruto would taste better. No... He needed to stop thinking ahead of himself; he was not ready to give head anytime soon.



Continuing the stroking with his hand, Sasuke felt Naruto move against him and it turned him on all over again to feel how into it the blonde was, not to mention listening to the moans that came out of that sinful mouth were nothing short of hot.



Naruto’s moan was lost between their mouths, but he purposely kept his tongue in his own. While he enjoyed the taste of come - his own, or his partners - he tried to keep in mind that Sasuke was new to all of this.



“Fuck, yes,” the blond breathed, his hips thrusting. “That feels so good... God, I wish I could have you in me. I wish I could have you pounding me into the mattress...” Mewling, he buried his face in Sasuke’s neck and sucked at his pulse, adding another mark to the one he’d left the previous day. His gut was coiling like a tightly wound spring, ready to burst free at any time. He was so damn close...



Sasuke let out a soft moan as he felt his neck being sucked by that talented mouth. He heard something out in the living room and a moment of pure panic entered his mind. Itachi was back? How long had he been out there... listening to them? Despite his fear of being caught in the act, he found it rather exciting at the same time, his hand speeding up a bit in his eagerness to make Naruto cum, to make him moan louder.



The blonde’s length leaked freely, the copious amount of precum making Sasuke’s hand glide perfectly over him. His thighs shook and his muscles twitched, beginning to tense as his orgasm approached. It hit so suddenly and forcefully that the sound he produced was practically a scream. He bit down instinctively against Sasuke’s neck, his hips jerking wildly as he spurted heavily over the raven’s hand and stomach, his head falling back in bliss as his body was wracked with wave after intense wave.



Holding onto the blonde, Sasuke was a bit freaked out by how intense Naruto’s orgasm hit. It was so forceful and loud... Feeling the teeth leave his flesh, the raven rubbed at the spot instinctively to get rid of the sting as he held the panting blonde.



"Are you alright?" he asked quietly, kissing the blonde's lips gently.



Naruto was a little - or a lot - overwhelmed. He’d come so many times before, but this was different. He never thought being with someone he actually cared about would make it feel THAT good. He was also really embarrassed for having reacted like that. He could see that it had freaked Sasuke out.



“Yeah... Sorry, I just... I told you I’d been thinking about it a lot...” The flush on his cheeks grew and he stooped down so he could bury his face against Sasuke’s chest. It didn’t bother him that Itachi had heard. He had always been loud, very vocal and Itachi had experienced it before, but... Shaking his head, Naruto tried to clear the thoughts away.



"Don't be embarrassed... I mean, it was pretty intense but it was flattering to know that I was making you feel so good..." It was Sasuke's turn to blush and he kissed the top of Naruto’s head gently.



“If you say so,” Naruto muttered, brushing little kisses across Sasuke’s chest. “I... Well, to be honest... I haven’t been touched that often. Whenever guys paid me before, they had no interest in me, you know? I was just there to make them feel good. So, I’ll probably be like that a lot...”



Looking down at the blonde, Sasuke sighed as more of Naruto's insecurities started to surface. It was good that it was happening; it gave them a chance to work it out.



"Naruto, look at me."



Naruto hesitated for a moment, afraid of what he would see in Sasuke’s eyes. But he did as he was asked and lifted his head, fixing the raven with his bright gaze.



Sasuke's dark eyes were gentle and soft as he spoke. "I don't want you to ever think that I'm just using you for my own pleasure. I mean, I really like knowing that I can do those things to you and that I'm not doing it wrong or something..."



“I would never think that of you, S’uke,” Naruto said immediately, his eyes widening. “It was me that started all this... I’m the one that came onto you.” He couldn’t help smiling softly as the raven showed some insecurities of his own. “And you haven’t done anything wrong. Nothing. It makes me crazy when you touch me.” Reaching out, he cupped Sasuke’s cheek with his palm, his thumb stroking gently over the soft skin.  “I just wish you were a little more confident. Whatever you do to me, I’m going to like. I mean it...”



Nodding, Sasuke leaned into the touch and his arms wound around the slim waist. "I noticed... you make the hottest sounds..."



“Hm, I’m not the only one,” Naruto smirked. “I never expected you to be so vocal...” His back straightened and his smile grew into a playful grin. “Or I’m just that good at sucking cock. It’s my favorite thing, you know. I hope you liked it, ‘cus I might be bugging you to let me do it all the time...”



Sasuke chuckled and pulled Naruto closer to him. "I'd let you do that anytime you wanted, it was amazing..."



“Good. At least I won’t have to hound you for it,” Naruto laughed, and then a thought occurred to him. “I don’t think I’ve ever mentioned this. I never really had a reason to, I guess... but you know whenever we get around to it, you’re gonna be topping me right? I really don’t like being on top... It just doesn’t appeal to me. I don’t wanna freak you out about it or anything, but... I just wanted you to know, I guess. If you haven’t guessed it already, which you probably have.”



"Naruto, relax..." Sasuke rubbed the tan back as the teen leaned on him. He was a bit nervous about it but he had his suspicions that the blonde usually was bottom considering his profession... or former profession now. "Really, it's ok. But you have to remind me constantly that I'm not hurting you... at least the first time."



“Hurting me?” Naruto couldn’t help but laugh, shaking his head bemusedly. “Okay, I will, but it’s not going to hurt me. I’m used to it. But I could, ahhh... Prove it if you wanted me to,” he smirked, his eyes gleaming mischievously.



Looking a bit apprehensive, Sasuke met Naruto's eyes. "What do you mean exactly?"



“Mmm, I’m not telling,” Naruto snickered. “That would ruin the surprise. I’ll just say... it’s something you’ll enjoy watching.” Not giving Sasuke a chance to question him any further on it, he slid from his lap and pulled his panties on, and then his tight jeans, escaping into the living room as he pulled his shirt on.



“Hey, ‘Tachi. Wanna go out with me for a bit?” he asked, feeling entirely evil as he put his plan together.



A bit confused by Naruto's sudden departure, Sasuke dressed once more and headed into the bathroom quickly to wash his hands before going into the living room.



Itachi just smirked at the blonde. Of course Naruto would act like nothing happened; he didn't think sex was that big a deal. "I suppose so, I'm sure you need some fresh air after you're little... workout."



Sasuke came in at the tail end of that conversation and blushed fiercely at the words before escaping to the kitchen.



“Actually, I do,” Naruto laughed, popping back into the bedroom to grab socks. He perched on the edge of the couch as he tugged them on. “I haven’t been out in a few days and there’s something I need to get...” Grabbing his dingy backpack, he slid it onto his shoulders and then found his shoes, stuffing his feet into them. “We shouldn’t be long, S’uke.”



There was a sound from the kitchen letting them know he had heard them. Why did his brother have to be such an ass? Oh well, while they were out it would give him a chance to work on dinner. He was glad that Naruto was able to keep his broth down earlier so he was planning on making some noodles for the boy with just a little butter to flavor them. If that went well then it would be a great relief, knowing that Naruto was getting a bit better.

TBC