Broken Kunai

Beta’ed by PhoenixInnocence
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Sasuke didn’t have to strap on a false leg, so he was the one who got out of bed and put on a robe to answer the door, growling all the way. Kakashi sat up, just as groggy, rubbing the back of his head which still hurt from their rutting on the hard wooden deck.

Wrapped in black silk, Sasuke opened the outer gate. Ino. His eyes opened fully. Shikamaru and Choji were behind her.

“Is something wrong?” Sasuke asked.

“We just came to visit,” Ino said pleasantly.

“Come in.” Sasuke led the trio into the house. He yawned. “Tea?”

“Yeah,” Shikamaru said. Sasuke started the pot. He also grabbed a bag of snacks from a cabinet and poured them on a plate then put them on the counter near Choji who set upon them happily.

Ino leaned on the counter. “Sasuke, I feel so terrible about everything’s that’s been going on. Are you okay?”

Sasuke was expressionless, but his eyes were slightly wider open than normal to convey his surprise; no one ever came to see him or cared about him. “Just feeling a little alienated. I was more concerned with Kakashi’s reputation, but he seems to be weathering it nicely. He was known as a pervert before.” Sasuke shrugged. “I’m a permanent pariah.”

“We just wanted to let you know we’re okay with it. We’re on your side.” Honestly, she’s been shocked and a little disgusted when Sakura first told her about it, but she had enough time to digest it and come to terms with it. It all made sense when she thought about it; Sasuke could have any female he wanted, but he didn’t want any of them.

“Thank you.”

Choji continued to eat and Shikamaru stood there looking bored.

“We’re all from the same year and participated in the Chunin Exams together; we should stick together,” Ino said.

“Indeed.” Sasuke lowered his head. “I never would have pegged Neji as the first of us to die. I really thought it would be me or Naruto. I think we might have become very close friends if he’d lived.”

The four of them were silent for a moment in Neji’s honor.

“But really, you and Kakashi-sensei?” Ino asked.

He knew her real question was ‘you’re really gay?’ “Yes.”

“Is any of it true?” Shikamaru asked.

“If wild, passionate sex is part of it,” Kakashi said as he came out of the hall, “then that part is true. Forgive me, Ino-chan, I didn’t realize you were here too.”

“Apologize to me,” Sasuke murmured.

Ino was blushing, but pleasant. She had once loved Sasuke, but she realized, even before Sakura, that Sasuke was not someone she could, or should, love; he was just a pretty, bad boy she wanted to heal. She had given up on him long ago. She’d grieved when they all decided he should die, but she had already turned her attentions to his near-doppelganger, Sai. She was happy that the man she once thought she loved was happy. But the mention of sex was enough to make any respectable girl blush.

“I didn’t realize it was so late,” Kakashi said. “Even I don’t normally sleep until noon.”

“Retirement suiting you, Kakashi-sensei?” Shikamaru asked.

“No, not really. It’s . . . troublesome.”

Choji snickered.

“Luckily, my boyfriend brings in a lot of money. But it’s a boring life after the life of a shinobi. But what about you, Shikamaru-kun? How’s it going with Tamari-san?”

Shikamaru blushed.

“I hope she’ll be moving here rather than you leaving Konoha,” Kakashi continued. “The Kazekage’s sister; good choice.”

“Tsk. Troublesome.”

Sasuke poured five cups of tea and opened a second bag of snacks for Choji.

“Let’s have tea out in your courtyard,” Ino suggested. “I want to see it.”

Sasuke shrugged, assenting to her suggestion.

Kakashi prepared the low table meant for the deck while Sasuke carried his and Kakashi’s tea cups outside. Sasuke, Shikamaru, and Choji sat down and Kakashi leaned against one of the support beams. Ino stood horrified looking at the courtyard.

“It’s . . . wild and, at the same time . . . barren.”

“I perform my katas out here,” Sasuke said.

“You’ve got a yard out back for that. I will bring plants to make this an elegant courtyard, perfect for meditation and relaxation.”

Sasuke nodded approvingly. “I mediate.”

“After my next mission, I’ll get started.”

Her cheer and resolve showed Sasuke how guilty she felt. She must have been an early cog in the rumor mill. Sasuke felt no ill will toward her; he didn’t care so much anymore. As long as Kakashi’s reputation was not in tatters.

“Thank you.”

Kakashi straightened up and stepped down onto the barren ground. “What are you thinking of doing?”

Ino brightened up being asked about plants and flowers. Kakashi also felt bad for her and already knew she was part of the beginning of the rumors, so he wanted to make her happy.

Sasuke and Shikamaru continued to sip at their tea. Choji munched happily, having really been dragged here against his will, but having nothing better to do. Sasuke glanced at his companion.

“What is being said about me? You’re frank and don’t care about my feelings and you know I won’t hold anything you say against you.”

Shikamaru shrugged. “That Kakashi molested you when you were young and then you gave yourself to Orochimaru. Then, after you came back, Kakashi raped you; put you back in your place. Some people got really specific. Using eggplants, blunt kunai, and sword sheaths as dildos, that Kakashi’s whole pack of ninkin had gangbanged you, and that you used a live fish as a sex toy—you know, like that actor and the gerbil. And those snakes you summon are pretty phallic.”

“Wow.” Sasuke had no expression. “Absolutely none of that is true, but I expected something more heinous.”

“Like what?”

“Well, the molestation, rape, and bestiality are pretty bad, but I don’t know . . . BDSM? Bloodplay? Maybe it’s the way you listed them. I thought a whole village could come up with something kinkier. Or at least something more feasible. I’ve been well used in the last few months, but I couldn’t fit a goldfish.”

Shikamaru choked on his tea.

“Kakashi is a perverted old jounin, that is true,” Sasuke continued, “but there is nothing exceptionally scandalous about our relationship. A man having sex with a former student, yes; but I was the one who seduced him. I do love him, Shikamaru. I did before I came home, but he never touched me or even looked at me with a speck of lust before I seduced him. He wasn’t that happy when I did it, in fact. When he retired, I felt I had my chance. He was angry with me for leaving and turning against Konoha, but we’re happy now. I will not walk through this village with shame; I have what I want and I’m grateful. The rest of the village can hang themselves.”

Sasuke changed tones. “Now, who started it all? Who sought to sully my already tattered reputation?”

“Ino was disturbed and I coaxed it out of her. Then I heard a few other shinobi gossiping about it.”

“Did Ino mention who she heard it from?”

“She mostly gossips with Hinata, TenTen, and Sakura, but she could have heard it anywhere.”

“Hn. I don’t want to ask her; she feels guilty enough.”

“Just leave it alone. You don’t want to do anything to the person who did start the rumor; you’re feared enough now. Be the better man and just let it roll off your back.”

Sasuke nodded. “Indeed. Honestly, it’s nice to have you three on our side. As Ino said, the Konoha Twelve should stick together.”

“Except for Sakura?”

“I no longer want her dead. That’s progress.”

Shikamaru smiled. “I know you love Kakashi—you’d have to to endure all this—but what about your clan?”

“I’m not ready to be a father yet. We’ll cross that bridge when we come to it. I will consult with Kakashi every step of the way. I think he should bring some children into this house as well. No reason to let the Hatake line end.”

“I think it’s the correct decision to wait. Let your reputations bounce back before you subject a child to that.”

“True.”

-----

An hour or so later, Sasuke saw the trio out and came back to find Kakashi staring at him with his mask lowered.

“Are you still naked under that robe?” Kakashi asked.

“It looks like a kimono.”

“You’re still nude under a kimono.”

“I don’t think anyone noticed. You just saw me not dress.”

Kakashi walked up to him and put a hand on his cheek and just admired Sasuke’s perfectly formed face.

“I thought you were concerned with what was under my robe.”

“You are downright pretty.”

Sasuke pouted. Kakashi laughed and kissed him briefly. He let his hand migrate down to Sasuke’s covered crotch and caressed Sasuke’s soft cock through the silk. It wasn’t soft for long.

“We fucked like rabbits last night and you want to do more today?” Sasuke asked.

“Little Sasuke seems to want to.”

“Can Little Kakashi rise to the occasion?”

“Big Kakashi wouldn’t have mentioned it if he wasn’t. Got to get my fill before you go off on a mission again.”

“At least I know you can’t cheat on me when I’m gone; you won’t have any semen in your body.”

“Drain me dry then.”

“Yes, sir.”

Kakashi suddenly pushed Sasuke against the wall and kissed him passionately. Sasuke totally gave in and let himself be taken away. Kakashi plundered his mouth and groped him gently. This is what he sought from Kakashi, the one person who could dominate him and he could give himself up to.

Kakashi had to practically drag the boneless young man to the counter. He sat him up on the counter and that robe was quickly opened. Sasuke leaned back and draped himself over it.

Kakashi loved this absolute perfection. He would get his fill while Sasuke was here.

-----

He promised not to get shit faced, but Kakashi still liked a little to drink and not being an active shinobi anymore meant he could go to the bar whenever he wanted. Pub food and sake. It was also one of the few ways he could catch up on news and gossip—though that was a little tough while he was the subject of much of that. But that’s what enhanced hearing was for.

However, when he got there, he found Iruka drinking alone.

“Iruka-sensei,” Kakashi greeted.

Iruka was startled enough to let out an ‘ekk!’

“Drinking alone? Bad habit, sensei.”

“Kakashi-san. Ah, would you like to join me?” It just seemed polite to ask; he didn’t really want Kakashi to join him.

“Thanks.” Kakashi sat next to him at the bar and ordered food and sake.

“Sorry to hear about your leg,” Iruka nervously started.

“Yeah. Retired too young. At least one good thing came of it.”

“You mean Sasuke?”

“I know you of all people won’t approve, but I love him. He’s no longer your student or my soldier, so I’m comfortable being his lover.”

“It’s not even his age, it’s the fact he was our student. I can’t image doing something like that.”

“I couldn’t see it in my future, but Sasuke burst in and I couldn’t deny him. Now I can’t resist him. And yet, I really have no confidence that I can keep him. He’s so young and beautiful. He was just chatting with Shikamaru and I got jealous because they’re the same age and they seemed to be getting along. Someone will coax him away someday. I’m prepared to say I trust him, but he’ll leave and I’ll be left alone. An old man with a pervy reputation and no one to spend the last part of my life with. When I think he might leave me, I start to hate him a little again, because I know he’ll do it, he’ll hurt me. I never used to worry about dying alone—I was planning on it. Now that I’ve gotten the taste of life with someone like him, I don’t ever want to let him go. If he did leave, I’d fight for him. As much as I may wish for his happiness, I would fight.”

“Wow. You really love him, don’t you?”

“Yes. I didn’t want to, but it took so little for him to push me over the edge to be completely infatuated with him.”

Sake and yakitori and kushiyaki were delivered and Kakashi offered Iruka to have a few skewers.

Iruka took a vegetable skewer. “Sasuke’s a young man, but he’s not very impulsive. All you have to do is glance at him and you know he’s planning every aspect of every second. He doesn’t take a breath without planning it out. There’s so much going on behind those stoic eyes. He would never blindly enter into an relationship.”

Kakashi had to agree.

“He has changed too,” Iruka continued, starting on a new cup of sake. “I’ve seen him, though not to talk to him. Even when he was in my class, his brow was often furrowed and he’d just glare. He may not openly smile, but he doesn’t walk around looking angry at the world anymore. He looks serene. Yes, he’s home, he’s been pardoned, and come to terms with his and his family’s past, but I think that serenity comes from you.”

“You’re right, he is serene. I never would have chosen that word, but you’re right. I hope it is me. He did still look incredibly hostile before he confessed to me. But do you think he’ll move on one day, decide I’m too old?”

“Just don’t get old. I’d just go to Tsunade for some tips about that.” Iruka was getting drunk at this point; he’d probably been sitting in this bar for a while before Kakashi arrived. “Look at her; she’s three times as old as she looks.” He smiled. “Anyway, I’d only worry about when he gets the itch to have kids. It’s what he’s always wanted, right? A family. Rebuild his clan. He’ll need a woman for that.”

Kakashi had been feeling better, but that was a truth that he couldn’t deny. Sasuke had briefly mentioned it before, but put off talking about. He said he was too young and that they would ‘cross that bridge when they came to it.’ Seeing him with his erstwhile students assured Kakashi Sasuke would be a wonderful father. He couldn’t deny Sasuke that or those would-be children. Sasuke was going on dangerous missions, he needed to ensure his clan’s survival, he needed to start thinking about it.

“I’m just glad he’s finally happy,” Iruka said. “You should take care of him.”

“I will.”

“Don’t worry about him leaving you; Sasuke’s not the cheating type. His pride as an Uchiha above all, no? No other student of mine, regardless of clan, wore their clan symbol every day, just Sasuke. He wouldn’t shame his clan by cheating. Just remember his vengeful side.”

“Oh, I won’t forget. I wouldn’t cheat on him. Why would I?” He let his visible face take on a look of bliss. “But I wish I could still go on missions. I want to die before he tires of me.”

“That’s really selfish of you. How would he feel if you died?”

“He’s young and has a future. He’ll get over it. I have nothing to look forward to except getting old and dying. Losing him will kill me.”

“You have something else to look forward to.”

“Oh, what’s that?”

“Time with him.”

Kakashi slapped Iruka on the back and grabbed the back of his neck in an affectionate gesture. “You’re a good man, Iruka. You’re right. I keep getting down and doubting myself and Sasuke. You’re right. I will remember that.”

Kakashi finished his drink and left the rest of the snacks for Iruka. “I’m under orders not to get drunk, so I’ll take my leave. Your drinks on my tab,” he said so the bartender could hear.

He walked home lighter in spirit than he’d felt in a while. But he was returning to an empty house. He went to his dresser where the photos of Team Minato and Team Seven stood. Sasuke was very young and disgruntled and the sheer size difference between the boy and Kakashi in the photo was enough to make him blush. He needed a new picture of Sasuke. His official profile picture might do for now, but he would have to ambush him in front of a camera.

-----

Kakashi had nothing else to do, so the house was spotless by the next evening. He showered and then decided to start reading some of Sasuke’s reading material. All were about chakra and jutsu. Kakashi wanted something more riveting, but it was all in the house except for his over-read Jiraiya novels. Time to raid a bookstore.

He was just finishing a very long scroll on how to focus chakra through meditation—very nearly falling into a trance himself—when someone thankfully knocked on the door.

“Genma!” Kakashi was very happy to see him.

“Hey, want to come out with a few of us?”

“I would love to. My housemate needs better reading material.”

Genma chatted idly as he led Kakashi to a bar and then to the banquet room off to the side. Kakashi stopped dead when he saw almost all his friends and acquaintances were gathered here.

“What is this? An intervention?”

“Kakashi, we’re all your friends and we care about you,” Aoba said.

“Oh, fuck; it is an intervention.”

“A week ago, it would have been,” Aoba said. “No. Actually, we’re all here to apologize. We’ve not be very good friends. During this firestorm of rumors, we never once got in touch or tried to get your side of it. The worst offence is believing them.”

“Well, half or a third are true.”

“How many things are you shoving up the Uchiha’s ass?” Tsume Inuzuka asked with a malicious grin. Kakashi always held a certain amount of affection for the wolfish woman, but she was—just possibly literally—a man-eater. Her clan was definitely run by the alpha females; not Kakashi’s style.

“Only one—no I guess more like five or six. He’s going to fucking kill me for that. No non-body parts.” He paused and looked up thoughtfully. “I’m pretty sure we haven’t used anything else.”

“At least you can have a sense of humor about it,” Raido said.

“I’m happy; let my reputation be damned.”

“Didn’t know you batted for the other team,” Genma said.

“I didn’t. Recently recruited. I wouldn’t say I was bisexual six months ago, but I guess I am now.”

“Nothing sordid? No rape or molestation or underage . . .” Aoba asked.

“Nope.”

“It’s all good then!” Tsume said and brought out the drinks.

The intervention turned into a party.

After a few drinks, Genma asked, “So, tell us, how hot a piece of ass is he?”

“I’d be killed if I told you.”

“Come on, he’s not here and none of us talk to him. Tell us!”

“I’ve fucked him far more than once, so that should answer your question. I was straight before I fucked him the first time, now I can’t get enough of him.”

“Up to sharing?”

“He’d rip your dick off.”

“Let me know if you need any more . . . exotic methods,” Ibiki said. “I have experience in many unusual techniques.”

“Orochimaru never did anything with him, right?” Anko asked, more serious than the others.

“No, Sasuke was a pristine virgin before he came on to me. Though you wouldn’t think it; he seduced as a straight man.”

“Good. I knew the old snake wasn’t that twisted. But what about the snakes?”

“You’ve really been thinking about this, haven’t you?”

“My former sensei and sort of brother apprentice.”

Kakashi nodded, now understanding her concern. “It seems the only harm Orochimaru did was encourage his vengeful side. But still, you seem to be eager over the snakes.”

“They can be fun in the bedroom. Just don’t summon real ones, that’s just—” She waved off the end of the comment.

They all laughed and Genma started asking her about those non-summon snakes.

No one noticed Gai’s silence or the fact he left early.

-----

Kakashi headed home, a little drunk, but happy that his friends had rallied around him and supported his new life. He didn’t feel as different from them anymore, didn’t feel like a useless civilian.

Anko ran out to walk next to him.

“Thanks, Anko, for your support.”

“Honestly, I’m a little disappointed. I really enjoyed our time together.”

“I did too.”

“You know I never really thought of Sasuke as my brother apprentice until the rumors started. I should have reached out to him. I will now.”

Anko staggered, Kakashi put out a hand to catch her and he staggered too. They both laughed and she grabbed his arm to steady them both. She then rubbed her cheek into his bicep.

“I guess I missed my shot at you. I thought you’d be a good stable man in my life.”

“Sorry.”

“Not your fault. All mine. I should have collared you sooner.”

Kakashi was silent for a minute as they walked. “But you know, if you’re feeling the urge to have children, maybe you might consider Sasuke. He wants to reestablish his clan. You both took to the curse seal and held Orochimaru’s attention so you must be somewhat compatible.”

“True.”

“He’s going only on the most dangerous missions, so I want him to get on fathering some children. His clan is important to him and to the village. He needs a strong mother for them.”

“That’s a good idea. What about you?”

“I don’t know.”

“I’ll make you a deal, if you promise me one of your kids, I’ll consider Sasuke.”

“After you give birth to one Uchiha, I’ll give you a Hatake. You should start visiting, get to know your brother apprentice.”

“I will. I’ll get to see more of you too.”

She pulled him to a stop and stretched up to give him a peck on his masked cheek. “See you later.”

“Bye.”

Anko split off toward her apartment and Kakashi continued on to Sasuke’s home.

Kakashi thought about it and Anko was the perfect choice to carry on the Uchiha line. He hoped Sasuke would think about it. Kakashi would be easier in his mind if he knew what the future held and knowing who would bare Sasuke’s heirs and not worry about who would displace him.

Thinking about Sasuke having sex, even with a woman, was making him horny and his boyfriend was gone. He really wanted Sasuke to come home.

-----

Sasuke dragged in two days later, his black outfit spotted with dirt and mud. Sasuke’s appearance brought to mind a dirty stray cat.

“Shower,” was all he said when he came in, ditching his gear behind the sofa.

Sasuke officially wasn’t human when he woke up or before he took a shower after getting home.

Kakashi followed the cat-like shinobi into the bathroom and the younger man was already under the spray.

“Have you eaten?” Kakashi asked.

“Not since breakfast.”

Kakashi could see the form of Sasuke’s pale body through the shower curtain. Tonight he was soooo going to tap that. Sasuke had been gone for eight days and Kakashi had abstained from jacking off, waiting for his lover to get back.

“I’ll make an early dinner then.”

“Thank you.”

Then they could make up for lost time.

-----

Sasuke came out in a kimono, scrubbed pink. His damp hair was already perking back up into its impression of waterfowl. He drank a full glass of water before refilling it and joining Kakashi at the table. A quick “Itadakimasu” and Sasuke was shoveling food in his mouth like he was possessed by Naruto with ramen in front of him.

“So, I’ve reconnected with pretty much all my friends,” Kakashi said. “I thought at first it was an intervention, but they all just wanted to show that they support me, us.”

“Good. I didn’t feel so bad about my own reputation as I did about yours.”

“I also talked with Anko, you know, Orochimaru’s genin student.”

“She administered the second exam during the chunin exams; I remember. She loved dangos.”

“Yeah. She’s open to maybe helping you rebuild your clan.”

Sasuke stopped his chopsticks halfway to his mouth.

“I didn’t mean to go behind your back, but you’re going on dangerous missions and you really should think about it. She’s your sister apprentice under Orochimaru, though you didn’t learn at the same time, and she took to the curse seal as well.”

“She was there when Itachi and I fought Kabuto. He was using the traces of Orochimaru’s chakra inside her to increase his power. You could say we saved her life. Then I used her curse seal to resurrect Orochimaru and removed her curse seal. I see no reason to object to her.”

“She said she would consider you if I agreed to give her a child too.”

“I think you should have children. I just wish they could be ‘ours’.”

“I’m sure Orochimaru could think of something.”

Sasuke shuddered.

-----

Sasuke attended to his gear, cleaning and oiling them, after dinner. Kakashi was prepared to jump him, but thought it best to wait until Sasuke wasn’t holding lethal weapons. Sasuke certainly noticed his attention and slowed his work to get under the laid back man’s skin. But Kakashi knew Sasuke was nude under that silk robe. Both had major cases of blue balls too.

Sasuke carefully slipped the last of his kunai into his pouch. He slowly snapped it shut and immediately grabbed Kakashi’s wrist as the man tried to tackle him out of his chair. He spun out from between the chair and table and tried to pin Kakashi to the wall, but Kakashi used his newly acquired chakra strings to wrap up Sasuke’s wrist and pull it out to the side, giving Kakashi the advantage, shoving Sasuke into the wall instead.

They smiled at each other.

“I’ve fucking missed you,” Kakashi said.

“I thought about you the entire fucking time. If I wasn’t constantly in the company of three other men—one of whom wants to fuck me—I might have jacked off thinking about your cock.”

“Fuck,” Kakashi sighed and grabbed Sasuke’s cock through the silk fabric. He squeezed him and gave him a few yanks before reaching under the hem for flesh on flesh contact.

“I love you, damn it,” Kakashi grunted. “I love you and I love your body. Such a lovely fucking slut.”

Sasuke shrank a little and looked up in a sultry way. “I love you too.” His breath hitched as Kakashi fingered the underside of Sasuke’s cock.

“So fucking perfect,” Kakashi breathed against his jaw. “Every fucking inch of you.”

Sasuke returned the favor and rubbed Kakashi’s erection through his pants. “Every inch of you is perfect too.”

“I wish.”

Sasuke’s sultry eyes turned warmed and concerned. He pushed Kakashi away gently with the hand on his throat so they could look in each other’s eyes.

“Don’t think about it. I know it bothers you, but I love you no less. It makes me want to dote on you more. I love you.” He never stopped rubbing his lover’s erection. “Just remember: there is no other man I respect enough to fuck me; there is no other who is man enough to fuck me. Only you. I submit to no one but you.”

Kakashi slid his hand to the side of Sasuke’s neck and pulled him in for a deep kiss. Sasuke knew how to stroke his ego and his cock. To have one of the most powerful shinobi in the world dote on him was a heady idea. He really was lucky. If he had to be wounded and made a civilian, at least he had a wonderful nursemaid and breadwinner.

Since Kakashi seemed content to just kiss the hell out of him against a wall, Sasuke took the initiative and pushed Kakashi back and then led the older man to the bedroom.

Kakashi pushed Sasuke onto the bed; the blanket already pulled away in preparation. Tucking his real leg under him, Kakashi sat and pulled Sasuke’s mouth to his own before Sasuke could even shed his kimono. They simply sat on the bed and kissed for over a minute, their hands straying over their bodies.

Kakashi’s smile broke the kiss, making his lips too taut to continue.

“What?” Sasuke asked, smiling himself.

“I’m in my thirties and yet I’m making out with someone like a teenager.”

“Really, you’re making out with a teenager. In a sense you are one too; you’ve never kissed anyone before me, right?” Kakashi nodded. “So you’re still only as experienced as a teenager at kissing. Me too. Makes it more fun though, right? Two people who have no idea what they’re supposed to do, sloppily making out and feeling each other up?”

Kakashi’s eyes lulled with lust and affection. His answer to Sasuke’s question was to lean in for another moaning kiss.

Sasuke tied his causal kimono on the side and Kakashi pulled at the knot to slide his hand over the firm, warm flesh beneath, starting with his side and moving to chest and abs. Sasuke had long since stopped wearing anything underneath when he was at home, deciding it was better to be completely available to his amorous housemate.

Sasuke ran his hand down Kakashi’s clothed stomach to his covered thigh and traced meaningless designs on the damage limb. He had intended to unstrap the false leg, but Kakashi still had his pants on, covering it. Sasuke instead slipped his hand under the waistband and growled at the fact he also had boxers to contend with. He stopped the kiss.

“For fuck’s sake, undress.”

Kakashi stood up and stripped, while Sasuke shrugged off his kimono and tossed it aside. The leg was last to go. He crawled over Sasuke’s body and went back to making out with his boyfriend, but horizontally now.

He was discovering how best to use his stump to support himself over his lover. It was difficult to use it differently than his intact leg, the way he’d used it for thirty years, but he learned how to balance his weight on his thigh at an angle so that he could hold his body just above Sasuke’s, not wanting to lay completely on top of him. Despite being more muscular and having an intact leg, Sasuke still weighed less than Kakashi who was several inches taller. He truly dominated the body beneath him.

He lowered himself more to an elbow so he could plunder Sasuke’s mouth and he lowered his hips to slide his erection against Sasuke’s, rolling his hips. He mussed Sasuke’s hair and rubbed his hip.

Kakashi finally grabbed the back of Sasuke’s thigh, pulled it up, and lined up. Sasuke shook off Kakashi’s lips.

“You are going to use lube, aren’t you?”

“Sex with men is so much more work,” Kakashi lightheartedly complained.

He reached for the lube and coated himself.

“I don’t need stretching,” Sasuke said.

“You sure?”

“Yeah.”

Kakashi was too eager to begin that he took Sasuke’s word for it; he just eased in a little slower than he normally would. Sasuke’s body yielded, but Sasuke still gritted his teeth as his body struggled to accept Kakashi’s thickness without preparation. He had waited as long as Kakashi and just wanted to be fucked. Eight days. He’d tightened up since their last fuckfest. He liked the feeling of being stretched anyway; he just preferred it slower with fingers. As intimate as having Kakashi’s cock inside his body was, he felt that having those strong, calloused fingers inside him was even more intimate. Whereas a cock could just thrust, fingers could play within him, play his body like a violin, dictate his pleasure with more mastery. It was more violating and made him feel more submissive.

And yet, the thick, pulsing heat of Kakashi’s cock brought him far more pleasure. The smooth, slickened head slid against his walls, parting them and licked the small gland as it glided by. Even through the pain of penetration, the spreading burning heat of his anal ring being reopened after a week of being an exit-only orifice, he felt the sparks of absolute ecstasy.

It took nearly a minute for Kakashi to fill him. Sasuke became aware that Kakashi had stopped moving and his balls were pressed against his crevasse. Kakashi’s face was just above his own and he felt his panting breath on his skin. He was enveloped by Kakashi’s heat. He wove his arms around Kakashi’s neck and back, pressed his knees to Kakashi’s hips.

“Make love to me,” Sasuke breathed. “Fuck, I need to feel you cum inside me.”

Kakashi spread his legs to trap Sasuke’s thighs hiked up. He kissed him. He needed to feel Sasuke orgasm around him. He needed to feel their mutual pleasure and see Sasuke at his barest, his most open, his most vulnerable.

Kakashi thrust leisurely into his lover. It wasn’t the frenzied fucking Kakashi had been thinking about, but a loving, measured roll of his hips. It was an affectionate act in which the rest of the world dissolved. Even the thunderous sound of their own breaths seemed to vanish and it was all warmth and sensation.

The kiss was broken to breathe as their orgasms approached. Kakashi rested his head on the pillow next to Sasuke’s head. Kakashi started mindlessly chanting Sasuke’s name in heavy breaths. Sasuke answered in sighs and a few whispers of Kakashi’s name.

Sasuke was on the edge, agonizingly close to orgasm. He began clawing with his short nails at Kakashi’s neck, back, and upper arms. Kakashi’s thrusts were accompanied by grunts and growls as Sasuke wordlessly begged for release. Kakashi sought out Sasuke’s sweet spot and Sasuke moaned with every strike, their cries in unison as their climax came closer. Sasuke tightened up and tried to draw Kakashi in faster and harder until finally he came with a cry, drawing Kakashi down with him as Kakashi nearly howled like a rapacious wolf.

They came almost at the same time, relishing the waves of pleasure wracking each other. Shutters and cries passed between them. The existence of one was lost in the other. Kakashi fisted Sasuke’s hair in one hand, clutched at Sasuke’s hip with the other leaving red lines there. Sasuke’s nails dug into his neck and clawed down Kakashi’s shoulder blade.

Kakashi let his weight fall onto Sasuke and they panted into each other’s ears. Kakashi could feel Sasuke’s heartbeat through his chest. He used that to anchor himself as he came down from such a high. Sasuke latched onto Kakashi’s weight on top of him and their combined pulses in his ass, his tight entrance aching and Kakashi’s deflating cock still throbbing even after he spilt his semen inside him. Sasuke tightened as Kakashi slipped from him and he could feel the wetness in his body and dripping from his heated hole. Sasuke chuckled with difficulty as Kakashi lay on him. He was happy and relieved.

Kakashi raised himself up and rolled over onto his back, his body cold from the loss of Sasuke’s body heat. He sat up to pull the blanket over them.

Kakashi was still out of breath. “Ha, as much as I want to go another round, you sucked more than my cum from me.”

Sasuke chuckled. “I ran home and then . . . I’m fucking exhausted.” He laughed and moved his legs, feeling the slickness of the cum and lube his hold had scraped off of Kakashi’s length between his cheeks. It was only then he realized his stomach was covered in his own cum. He reached over to Kakashi’s stomach and felt the same stickiness and he laughed again. “What a mess. We should clean up.”

“The blanket’s already soiled.”

Sasuke scoffed. “I’m not sucking your cock in the morning then. Just fuck me when you wake up.”

Kakashi chuckled. “I’ll suck yours.”

“It’ll be a mess with dried cum.”

“Fuck, you’re like a cat. If you care so much, you get up.”

Sasuke turned to practically lay on Kakashi. “Too tired. Too content.”

Kakashi sighed in mock exasperation. They lay in silence for a time, Sasuke playing his palm over Kakashi’s chest, feeling the muscles and sweat-damp skin.

“By the way,” Sasuke said, “I’m not angry you asked Anko. I appreciate your support. I also rather you choose the woman since you have to approve her. I’d rather you were comfortable with her. And I like the idea of you having children too. I just fear having kids will put a damper on our sex life.”

“True, but it’s important to you. And you looked like you’d be a good father when you were training those genin. The children will be too young to know what our actions mean for the first two years.”

Sasuke shifted a little. “I’m not ready.”

Kakashi stroked his arm. “Anko didn’t say yes yet, but hopefully, she’ll agree once you’re ready. I didn’t mean to pressure you; I’m just worried about you. You’re going off on high rank missions and if you die I wouldn’t know what to do and I’d regret that you didn’t accomplish that. I assure you that I would raise them for you if the worst should happen.”

“Thanks. I’m not afraid for my life. If I did, I’d be more eager, but I really don’t want the burden right now. It may be selfish, but I also don’t think they would be accepted into the village yet; too many rumors about me and still some distrust of my clan. It would also be nice if they had some friends their own age; I’ll wait until Naruto and the others have some children.”

“Sounds like a plan.” Kakashi knew he shouldn’t worry about Sasuke’s safety; he had the Susanoo and all his skill as an Uchiha. If Sasuke wasn’t in a hurry and not worried about his safety, Kakashi felt he could relax. Sasuke was a realist and as Iruka noted, over-thinks everything.

And maybe he wanted Sasuke to get a move on fathering some heirs so Kakashi would have something to do. He was bored. He needed something to do with his days without his lover.

TBC