Hold On Tightly, Let Go Lightly

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The days with Itachi seemed to fly by. The three of them had a surprisingly good time, going out for dinner and hanging out in Sasuke’s apartment. It was fun, but it passed all too quickly. Before Naruto knew it, two weeks had passed. They had honestly been the best weeks of his life. No more scrounging for food, or somewhere to sleep. He had a bed that he shared with Sasuke, and every day seemed better than the next.



A lazy Friday afternoon found Naruto lounging around on the couch, flipping through the channels on the TV. With nothing planned, he was more than happy to lay there, in nothing more than a pair of sleep pants that rode low on his hips. Since he’d been eating normally – thanks to Sasuke – his body had more definition to it and he looked to be in much better health overall.





The front door opened and Sasuke stepped through the threshold looking a bit tired but overall content. Life had gotten a lot easier to deal with now that he had someone to come home to every night to make him feel better whenever he had a trying day at work. He had been back to work for a week now and he had already taken a new case. It wasn’t as big as the last one but it was more than enough to keep him busy for a good while.  



His tired expression turned into a smile as he spotted the blonde lounging around on the couch and he removed his coat and shoes before making his way over to the gorgeous boy, his mind shifting to the plans he had that night.



“I see you’ve kept yourself busy.” Sasuke sat next to the teen, pulling the blonde against his side and kissing his lips gently. “You were still asleep when I got up for work... usually you’re up before me.”



“Yeah… I was just really tired, I guess,” Naruto shrugged, leaning heavily against Sasuke. He nuzzled affectionately against his neck. He brushed a kiss over the pale neck and smiled. “How was your day, S’uke? How was work?”



The raven sighed and leaned his head against Naruto’s. “Lots of paperwork. Not to mention the person I’m working with is twice my age and she’s flirting with me.”  It wasn’t uncommon for women to find him attractive but women old enough to be his mother weren’t exactly appealing. Well, any flirting that wasn’t Naruto wasn’t appealing.



“Poor baby,” Naruto teased. “I think you’re the only person on Earth that doesn’t like when people flirt with them.” Shaking his head bemusedly, he nipped playfully at Sasuke’s jaw before stretching his body out, his arms above his head.



“Do I have to go to work with you and show them all that you’re taken?” he smirked. “Blowjob beneath your desk? Or you could bend me over it and fuck me,” he laughed.



“Yeah, and then I won’t be able to get you all these nice things anymore...” Sasuke teased back, his teeth nipping playfully at Naruto’s bottom lip. “Although the blowjob under the desk sounds very tempting... we’ll have to see about that one.”



He was getting used to the teasing aspect of their relationship, the more they delved into exploring each other every night, the more Sasuke wanted to be with Naruto in the way the blonde was craving.



“Mmm, think about how fun it could be,” Naruto whispered, his voice dropping in tone. “Hiding beneath the desk, while you try your best to hold your sounds in while I swallow your cock whole…” He laughed again, but his cheeks held a hint of pink then.



“I have a surprise for you... how would you like to go out tonight?” The raven continued to gently kiss the tempting lips every few seconds while he waited for the blonde’s answer.



“Really? You wanna take me out?” the blond grinned excitedly. “I’d love to go out! I mean, yes! Let’s go out!”



Sasuke chuckled at how cute the boy could be at times and hugged Naruto close before standing. “Alright then, I suggest you get ready, our reservations are at seven.” With a smirk, he sauntered toward the bedroom to change into something less business like.



“Yeah, okay!” Naruto grinned, jumping up from the couch. He took a moment to stretch out again and then padded into the guest bedroom, wanting to find something sexy to dress in. He wanted to impress Sasuke.



Stripping, he pulled out a pair of lacy orange panties. These were special. They barely covered him in the back, only a strip of silk bordered with lace. From his balls to the top of his crack was left open, with only a string holding the two pieces together. They were his favorite pair. He didn’t know what compelled him to wear them, but he slid them on regardless.  He also grabbed a pair of tight, dark-washed jeans and paired it with a black button down shirt, leaving the top few buttons undone to expose his chest.



When he was ready, Naruto padded into Sasuke’s bedroom with a little grin. “Do I look good enough to go out with you?” he teased.



Sasuke was shirtless in front of his closet wearing a tight pair of Dickies. He was trying to figure out what would look good besides the usual button down shirt when he heard that sexy voice behind him. Turning, his jaw literally dropped as he glanced up and down the sexy body and the clothes that were on them.



“You look amazing... who ever thought jeans could look so good on a person.” His smile was real and genuine, something he had been doing a lot lately. Walking up to the blonde, Sasuke walked around him in a small circle to get the entire view, his fingertips brushing the curved lower back as he went.



Naruto flushed brightly, his head turning to follow Sasuke. His skin beneath his shirt prickled as Sasuke’s hand trailed over him. It hadn’t taken as long as he’d thought it would for the raven to open up to him. In fact, more often than not, Naruto found himself breathless and overwhelmed by how sexy the Uchiha had become. In times like that, he felt almost like a virgin himself, reacting to every little touch.



“Whatever. You’re the sexy one,” he breathed, trying to stifle a shudder. “I guess we’ll make quite a pair tonight,” he snickered. “Girls all over us.”



Placing both hands on the slim hips once Sasuke was behind Naruto, he leaned down to press a kiss to the tan neck, pressing his body against Naruto. “Until I give them my famous ‘shit your pants’ stare.”



Naruto’s breath hitched and he closed his eyes, leaning back against Sasuke. God, he loved how the raven was acting with him now. He couldn’t get over it. So sexy.



Letting go after he felt the shiver run through the teen’s body, Sasuke went back to his closet and pulled out a dark blue button down shirt and his black leather jacket. He hadn’t worn that particular coat in some time but he figured it was a perfectly good reason to break it out. Slipping on the shirt, he buttoned it and then slid the jacket on. It fit perfectly, cinching at the waist to show off his narrow waist and slim hips.



The blond watched as the raven changed and pulled on the sexiest jacket he’d ever seen. “God, I’m not gonna make it through the night,” he muttered, turning and heading for the door. “I’m not sure your stare is gonna work, S’uke. I’m gonna be fighting the ladies off you all night.” Chuckling, he headed towards the door to pull on his shoes. He stopped off in the bathroom to grab some of Sasuke’s gel and ran it through his hair, mussing it up perfectly. “’Kay, I’m ready!”



Grabbing his keys, wallet, and phone, Sasuke headed toward the door and his own shoes, slipping them on before taking Naruto’s hand in his and heading out the door and toward the elevators.



XX



It didn’t take them long to get to the restaurant. The building was lit up perfectly in the middle of the shopping district, the lights reflecting off a small pond and waterfall that was built in front of the building. It was already dark outside, making the lights even more impressive.



Naruto glanced around in awe, a silly smile on his face as he eyed the restaurant. It didn’t look overly expensive, but it was on the upscale-side. “Wow, it looks nice,” he murmured as they approached.



The inside was even nicer. The booths were made of black leather and the tables made of dark wood. The lighting was dim, most of it coming from candles on each table. It was overly romantic, and it made his chest ache that Sasuke had brought him there.



The hostess showed them to their reserved table – which just happened to be the best in the restaurant. It was situated in front of the floor to ceiling windows, right beside the pond. From inside, you could even see the koi fishes swimming around in it. “It’s… It’s beautiful, S’uke. I’ve never been anywhere like this before.”



Sasuke smiled as they sat down, the menus presented to them and the waitress stating she’d be back in a moment to take their drink orders.



“I thought you’d like it. I’ve always wanted to come here but I’ve never had anyone I’d really wanted to take... well, until now that is.”



“Well, I’m glad I’m worthy enough to be taken here on a date with you,” Naruto grinned, nudging Sasuke playfully beneath the table. He started to look through the menu, deciding what he wanted to eat. The problem was, everything looked good. But he eventually decided on the fillet Mignon, thinking he should try something classy, since he was in a classy place.



“Neh, S’uke? You think I can get away with having a drink?” he asked, his eyes sparkling. He didn’t really hold any hopes that it would work, though.



Frowning a bit, Sasuke thought about it. He could try to get away with it but he had heard that this place was pretty strict with ID’s.



“I’ll tell you what... when we get home we’ll have some wine ok? I have dessert back at the house for us anyway.” he smirked at that, having something very special planned for after dinner.



“Deal!” Naruto said immediately, beaming brightly as the waitress returned. He wasn’t exactly surprised when her attention went right to Sasuke, her smile a little too bright. She ignored him completely. He knew he’d have to get used to that. No women were going to look at him when he was with the Uchiha. Not that he really wanted them to.



“So, what can I get you, hun?” she asked Sasuke, her eyes trailing over his body. She braced her hand on the table and leaned over a bit, showing off the swell of her breasts through the low neck on her shirt.



“Just water for now, thanks.” He didn’t even look at her, knowing that it was what she wanted and instead focused on the menu trying to figure out what he wanted. For some reason he felt like steak which wasn’t usually like him.



“Of course,” the woman smiled, and then turned to Naruto. She eyed him for a moment, taking in his age. He did look a little out of place there. But as her gaze travelled over his sexily disheveled spikes and clothes, her smile returned. “And what can I get you?”



Naruto knew she’d only become interested because Sasuke had blown her off, but he wasn’t going to be rude. “Could you get me a cola, please?”



“Sure thing, hun,” she purred before walking away to get their drinks.



Naruto shook his head bemusedly, smirking as he looked at Sasuke. “It’s amazing how people treat you depending on how you look. If I came in here looking like I had the first day you met me, they would’ve kicked me out of here.”



“Women like that are pathetic. They don’t give a shit who they’re screwing with as long as they get screwed... no pun intended.” Sasuke smirked a bit at his own joke but his statement still rang true. However, he was not about to let it ruin his night.



Naruto wasn’t either. He shrugged, and sat back in the booth. It wasn’t long before the waitress brought their drinks.



“Have you decided what you’d like to eat, hun?” she asked Naruto, cocking her hip and laying her hand on top of his.



A light flush covered the blonde’s cheeks as he pulled his hand back and hid them beneath the table. He’d almost reached for Sasuke’s, just so she’d get the hint. After ordering his food, he sipped on his drink as she turned to the raven to get his order.



“The sirloin... rare, garden salad and steamed vegetables.” He closed the menu and handed it to the woman. This time he did look at her, his expression full of condescending amusement. Both men were with each other... neither was interested. Somehow it amused him.



Naruto couldn’t help but smirk at the pout on her face as the waitress walked away, leaving them alone. He felt a little bad for her. She had been shot down by two guys.



“Poor thing,” he snickered, reaching across the table to grab Sasuke’s hand. Only, halfway there, he pulled back. He didn’t know how Sasuke felt about stuff like that in public, yet, and he didn’t want to embarrass him or anything.



“Now look who’s shy...” Sasuke reached out and grabbed Naruto’s hand, stroking the back with his thumb.



“I’m not shy!” the blond quickly defended. “Just… it’s not exactly normal for two guys to hold hands in public and I didn’t know how you felt about it…” His hand gripped Sasuke’s back, and he laced their fingers together on top of the table. “Plus, we haven’t really gone official yet or anything, so… I don’t know. I was being stupid, I guess.”



“Don’t feel stupid. I’m flattered that you care so much about my feelings.” lifting the hand, Sasuke kissed Naruto’s knuckles before letting the hand go so he could sip his water.



Their food arrived about fifteen minutes later, the waitress finally having given up on the both of them but was still pleasant.



The food was excellent and Sasuke had to file the place in his memory for later. They were definitely going out to that place again.



Naruto dug into his food happily. It was delicious. He stopped every now and then to sip his drink, and when finished set the glass aside so it could be refilled. He chatted constantly with Sasuke, about everything and nothing at all. It was the first and only date he’d been on, but he couldn’t think of anything better at that moment.



Sasuke paused in his meal for a moment and looked at the blonde, trying to decide if it was the right time to bring up what was on his mind. Figuring it would be better to get it out of the way now rather than later, he cleared his throat to prepare himself.



“Um... I wanted to ask you something...I have a uh... dinner event in about a month. It’s a charity thing that I’m apart of and I was wondering if... you wanted to be my date?” Sasuke looked down at his food, his confidence throughout the whole night almost gone just by that one question.



“Are you kidding me?” Naruto asked, studying the older man for a moment. “Sasuke, I’d love to go as your date. I’m actually a little surprised, and really honored that you’d want to take me. Of course I’ll go with you.”



Smiling, Sasuke shook his head a bit. “I’m sorry, I don’t know why I still get so nervous when asking you things like this. I guess it’s just all a part of me getting used to it. But I’m glad you want to go, you’re the only one I’d consider taking.”



“I hope I’m the only one you’d consider,” Naruto teased, reaching his foot over and rubbing it gently against Sasuke’s calf. “You’re gonna have to stop being nervous sometime, you know. Have I said no to you about anything so far?”



He smirked as he took a sip of his drink, and started eating again. “I’m hoping to make you my boyfriend. Like I’d ditch you on something like that. Either way, I want to go. Show up on your arm, while you’re wearing a sexy tux? Hell yeah.”



“Boyfriend huh? I like the sound of that.” They finished up their meal and headed for the exit after Sasuke paid for each of them, leaving a generous tip to the waitress, just to make her feel a bit better about the evening.



As they made their way home, Sasuke tried to steady his breathing, preparing himself for what he had planned for the night. The romantic side of him was just starting to emerge and he wasn’t finished yet.



Once the car had parked, Naruto climbed out and closed his door. Grabbing Sasuke’s hand, they walked into the building together and took the elevator up to their home. Inside, he kicked his shoes off and sighed, patting his full stomach.



“Thanks for the dinner, S’uke. I had a good time,” he smiled, wondering what else the raven had planned for him.



Grabbing Naruto around the waist, Sasuke gently kissed the boy, his lips lingering against the soft ones against his. He pulled back after only a moment with a smirk to his lips.



“Ready for dessert?” he asked, his voice a bit lower than normal, his anticipation was a bit overwhelming.



Naruto frowned softly, his eyes trailing over Sasuke’s face. The lower timbre had a shudder running through his body, but he didn’t quite understand what was going on. The Uchiha looked almost anxious… Was dessert that good?



“Um, what’s for dessert?” he asked carefully.



“It’s a bit cliché but I’m sure you’ll love it all the same.” Taking Naruto’s hand, Sasuke pulled the blonde into the kitchen and opened the fridge, pulling out a bowl of chocolate dipped strawberries. Handing the bowl to the teen, Sasuke grabbed a bottle of red wine and two glasses before heading toward the bedroom not looking back to see if the blonde was following.



“It’s not cliché to me, S’uke. You think I’ve ever had someone surprise me with chocolate dipped strawberries after an amazing date?” Naruto murmured, trailing behind Sasuke into the bedroom. He climbed up on the bed and settled down, taking the bowl from Sasuke so he didn’t have to balance everything. “I never would have pegged you for a romantic, Sasuke, but I like it.”



Sasuke placed the wine bottle on the bedside table as well as the glasses so he could turn on the free standing lamp next to the bed. Giving Naruto a quick kiss, he went to the door and closed it for no particular reason other than it made it seem a bit more private. He turned the main lights off so only the soft glow of the lamp remained as their light source. Uncorking the wine, Sasuke poured a bit into the two glasses and handed Naruto one before leaning forward and kissing the soft lips once more.  “You really do make me feel special Naruto. I love how caring you are and how much you seem to give everything and expect nothing in return...”



Naruto sipped at his wine, grimacing a little at the harsh taste. It wasn’t his favorite, but it seemed appropriate in that moment. Taking another, he set the glass down on the table. “Except I’m not getting nothing in return,” he murmured, caught up in the romantic moment. “I have you, right? That’s enough for me… It’s more than I deserve. I’m just glad you decided to give us a chance, instead of completely blowing me off when I kissed you…”



He smiled and picked up one of the strawberries, holding it to Sasuke’s lips for him to taste. “You’re the only one who’s ever given a shit about me, Sasuke. I mean, I had Itachi, but still… I had nothing, and you gave me everything the night you asked me to move in with you.”



Taking a bit of the fruit, Sasuke had to admit that it was delicious. He usually wasn’t much for desserts but he could appreciate some nice dark chocolate with a tart fruit. Taking a sip of wine, he practically moaned at the combination of all three tastes and held up another for Naruto to try.



“What else was I going to do? I’ve never denied my feelings about anything before... why would I start then?” His hand rested gently on Naruto’s thigh, stroking the area gently through the pants.



“I don’t know,” Naruto murmured, reaching for his glass to take another sip from the tart wine. He took a bite from the strawberry held out to him, and licked his lips as he chewed thoughtfully. “But I’m glad you’re not. It would make my job so much harder.” He snickered as he finished off the rest of the berry, and then leaned forward to lick a little bit of pink juice coating Sasuke’s lips.



Sasuke chuckled as he set down his wine glass and grabbed Naruto’s placing it on the nightstand as well. He pulled the blonde on top of him as he lay back on the bed, his arms encircling that slim waist. Lips sought Naruto’s and he traced his tongue gently along the soft lips, asking for permission to enter that warm mouth.



Naruto sighed as he settled on top of Sasuke, his legs fitting in between the older man’s.  He hummed softly as he kissed back and parted his lips to allow that tongue into his mouth. He accepted it eagerly, meeting it with his own as his hands slid up the raven’s chest to begin undoing the buttons of his shirt.



Letting out a soft moan, Sasuke began to do the same with Naruto’s shirt, caressing the smooth skin underneath. Suddenly he had the urge to be above the teen so he rolled them over, looking down at Naruto once his back was against the mattress.



He nibbled on Naruto’s neck, loving the sharp inhales of breath he heard from the other. “Naruto... you’re so sexy... I... I want you.”



Naruto’s eyes searched over Sasuke’s face for a moment, his heart beginning to thunder in his chest. His pulse raced, pounding through his head. It couldn’t mean what he thought it meant…



“Sasuke, you mean…? You’re ready?”



The raven nodded slightly, knowing exactly what he wanted and he did know that he was ready. After two weeks of nothing but experimenting with each other’s body and no penetration, he was starting to crave it, to know what it felt like.



“I wanted tonight to be special for both of us... not just the dinner, even though that was part of it. I just want you to know that I care about you just as much as I want to fuck you.” He smirked at his own words, a bit more used to talking dirty. It was really starting to grow on him.



Naruto’s cheeks automatically flushed as those words came from Sasuke’s mouth. He felt like he couldn’t breathe as adrenaline coursed through his body.



“Really? You’re ready for me?” he grinned brightly. “I’ve been waiting for this and wanting it so badly, and now I’m not quite sure what to do…”



His fingers continued to unbutton the shirt, and he had Sasuke sit up a bit so he could slide it over his shoulders. His lips immediately found purchase on the raven’s chest, nipping gently and kissing everywhere. “You know this changes things between us, right? If we do this, I’m considering you my boyfriend. We’re officially together. Are you sure that’s what you want…?”



Ridding Naruto of his shirt as well, Sasuke began to work on the jeans, unbuttoning the tight denim and sliding the zipper down. “I’ve never been more sure... and I’d love to be your boyfriend, and I’d love for you to be my boyfriend.”



His fingers ghosted over the prominent bulge that was already in Naruto’s pants, noticing the bright orange of his panties and feeling his own cock becoming hard just imagining the blonde in only those lacy undergarments.



Naruto’s heart soared. His grin was huge and silly as he worked on Sasuke’s pants. He had them undone within seconds and tugged them down the slim hips along with his underwear, as far down as he could get them without the older man standing up.



“Strip for me, baby,” he teased, gently pushing Sasuke away from him. His own hands moved down, and he lifted his hips, shimmying out of his pants. He was left only in those special orange panties, glad he’d decided to wear them that night. His cock pushed against the sheer material, hard and ready. He hoped Sasuke would appreciate the back of them, once he turned over.



Standing, Sasuke removed his pants and boxers the rest of the way, wanting to feel his length against those lacy panties as soon as possible. In seconds he was back on top of Naruto, his lips devouring Naruto’s as his hips rubbed against Naruto’s body, his cock pressing against the blonde’s lace covered shaft.



Naruto welcomed that body on top of his, sliding his arms up around Sasuke’s neck. He moaned into the raven’s mouth as their erections came together, his hips jerking upwards in search of more contact. A small stain formed over the lace as his length leaked its pleasure and desperation for more.



“God, Sasuke... I’m so excited,” Naruto breathed, his hands shaking as they stroked through that dark hair. “I don’t know if I want to wait and take this slow… I want you in me so bad.”



Sitting up a bit, Sasuke’s hands stroked the inside of Naruto’s smooth thighs and the edges of the panties. “I’ll give you whatever you want Naruto... however you want it. Just tell me what to do and I’ll do it.”



“I don’t really need preparation, but it might be best if you learn how to do it,” Naruto murmured, his brows furrowing slightly. Propping himself up, he reached for the bedside table and rooted through the drawer until he came out with the lube. “You don’t have to go slow, and don’t worry about hurting me. You’d normally start with one finger, but use two, okay?”



Handing the lube over, Naruto flipped over onto his stomach and lifted himself onto his hands and knees, presenting his ass clad in the barely-there orange panties. Smirking over his shoulder, he spread his legs wider.



“Jesus...” Sasuke muttered as he gazed at the perfect as in the hottest pair of panties he’d ever seen. His hands shook a bit at he opened the lube, squirting a bit onto his fingers and making sure they were slick enough before gently stroking them against  the exposed crack of the ten’s ass, feeling the body shiver in anticipation.



“You like them?” Naruto husked, his gaze lifting to meet Sasuke’s. “When I bought these ones, I was thinking of you… I’m so glad you like them.” His hips pressed back and a low whine slid through his parted lips as those fingers teased him. He wanted them inside. “C’mon, S’uke… Put them in me, please?”



Scooting a bit closer, Sasuke let out a breath and gently began to press against Naruto’s opening. He knew the blonde wanted it fast but Sasuke just wanted to take his time, to make the moment as pleasurable as possible.



“Of course I like them, they look so good on you... Your cock covered in laced is so fucking sexy.” His fingertips slipped passed the ring of tight muscle and he began to push a bit faster into the tight heat, burying the  fingers deep inside the boy’s body.



“Hm, good. I guess I can keep wearing them, then,” Naruto teased, lowering the top half of his body to the bed. He kept his head cocked so he could watch Sasuke, finding the expressions that crossed his face almost sexier than what they were doing.



Almost.



“Fuuckkk, yessss,” the blond gasped out as his body was breached. His body was tight; it always had been, but the slight sting as his muscles were forced apart by the intruding fingers was what he craved. He’d always enjoyed pleasure laced with pain.



“S-Stretch me,” the blond muttered. “Wiggle your fingers, spread them open… Get me ready for your cock, S’uke.”



The raven’s other hand was already on his erection, slowly stroking it a bit to relieve some of the pressure. Just the act of foreplay was turning him on so much...



“You like my fingers inside of you?” he asked, his voice low as he stretched them apart and slid them in and out of the tight hole.



Naruto moaned as he was asked that question. He’d always been into talking during intimate acts, being forced to answer questions even when he was nearly delirious with pleasure. “Y-Yes! God, I love it, S’uke. Your fingers feel amazing inside me!” His hips jerked and he pressed back, grinding himself against the questing digits. “But, I want you…”



Sasuke gave a few more thrusts of his fingers before pulling them out slowly, his other hand reaching under the blonde to stroke that covered erection, feeling the rough lace against the hard appendage.  “You want me inside you baby?” He  had slicked up his own cock a bit earlier while he had been stretching his lover’s tight ass.  “You want my hard cock sliding in and out of you?” He brushed the tip of his slick length against Naruto’s loosened entrance, teasing the blonde a bit.



Naruto whimpered and ground his erection down against Sasuke’s hand. “God, if you keep talking to me like that, S’uke, you’re going to make me come.” It was the hottest thing he’d ever heard, and his cock gave an appreciative twitch. “C’mon, please? Please put it in me, S’uke.” He pushed his hips back in an attempt to make Sasuke enter him. “Pleaseeee? I need you so bad.”



Not able to stand the hot begging any longer, Sasuke’s hips pushed forward, putting constant pressure on the blonde’s entrance until the slick head popped through the muscles causing him to moan loudly at the sensation. “Holy shit baby... you’re so tight around me.”



Naruto cried out as soon as he felt the tip breach his body. It was much thicker than the fingers and even though only an inch or so had made it inside, it felt amazing. But his cry might have been portrayed wrong, especially since it was Sasuke’s first time.



“Keep going,” he encouraged, glancing over his shoulder to show off his half-lidded eyes, the bright orbs drowning in lust. “Feel how tight I really am, S’uke…”



Sasuke was already panting hard, trying to refrain from his instincts and pounding the boy right then and there. Instead he continued to slide in, moaning at how hot Naruto’s body felt around his cock, it was unlike anything he’d ever experienced.



“My god baby... oh shit you feel so good.” It didn’t take long for his hips to touch Naruto’s ass and he paused for a moment, needing to catch his breath. “How do I feel baby? Are you ok?”



Naruto moaned for every second it took for Sasuke to slip inside. It was so slow, he could practically feel himself stretching, bit by bit, until the cock was fully-seated in him.



“Ohhh, fuck,” the blond hissed. “No, no, I’m fine! It just feels so fucking good, S’uke, you don’t even know. Don’t hold back, okay? Just… fuck me, please!”



In a way Sasuke couldn’t believe what was happening. He was balls deep inside Naruto, about ready to make the boy his... needless to say the feeling was incredible and he could only imagine how good Naruto was feeling as well.



“Get ready for me...” he whispered, his lips gently kissing Naruto’s spine as he slowly pulled out and experimentally thrust back in a bit faster and with a bit more force, just as Naruto had wanted it. He moaned loudly as Naruto’s passage stroked his cock and he found himself not being able to stop at one thrust and continued to move at that pace, a bit shaky at first but it became easier every inward thrust.



“I’m so ready for you,” Naruto whimpered, feeling as though he was going to go mental if Sasuke didn’t move right- A long, low groan slid up his throat at the feel of that first thrust. It was clumsy and a little awkward, but god was it sexy.



“Sasuke… Sasuke… Sasuke…” the blond chanted, pushing his body back to meet each thrust of hips, making them connect more forcefully each time. His fingers clenched at the sheets and he tugged at them, panting harshly as the stain on his panties became darker and bigger. He reached between his legs to palm himself, knowing Sasuke wouldn’t be able to handle both yet, a loud moan spilling free. “I-It feels… feels… shit! Your cock fits perfectly in me, S’uke. It feels so fucking good…”



“Mmmm... I love the way you clench around my cock... you’re so fucking hot baby.” Sasuke’s thrust became a bit harder as his pleasure built, his hands tightening on Naruto’s hips, nails digging into the skin slightly. “Fuck... Naruto... you’re going to make me come so hard...”



“Oh, yes!” Naruto cried, his own length jerking in his hand as he was pounded harder. His entire body rocked forward as Sasuke thrust back into him, and he freed his cock from his panties, letting the precum dribble down onto the bed as he stroked himself in time with the raven’s movements. “W-When you do… I want you to come inside me. God, I’m close! I want you to fill me up, S’uke…”



Those words alone made him lose it as he thrust two more times inside the blonde, moaning the boy’s name.



“Come with me baby... “ He said just before his orgasm exploded and he practically screamed as he spilled his seed inside Naruto’s body, claiming the boy as his.



“Uhnnn… Oh… Oh, shit…” Naruto whined, his body tensing right before his release hit. His back arched and fingers clawed at the sheets, ripping them away from the mattress as he suddenly came. His own scream echoed through the room seconds after Sasuke’s, and seemed to go on and on as he felt the splashes of warmth inside of him. His strength seemed to evaporate completely as his orgasm subsided and he collapsed on the bed, a pile of groaning, sated blond.



Sasuke leaned against Naruto for a moment just trying to catch his breath. It was the most sexually fulfilling experience he had ever had in his life and he wondered what the hell had scared him about it in the first place, it was incredible!



“Oh my god... shit, how can anyone go without sex?” He gently pulled his now limp cock out of the blonde, moaning a little at how sensitive his flesh was still as he lay down, pulling Naruto against his side, kissing those panting lips.



“I have no idea,” Naruto breathed, laying his head on Sasuke’s chest. He wrapped his arm around the raven and took a few deep breaths, trying to regulate his breathing. “It’s amazing, isn’t it?” He tilted his head up and brushed his lips over Sasuke’s neck, nipping at his pulse. He still felt so high from the experience, and a little emotional, as well. “I’m so glad I could be your first, S’uke. You have no idea how much it means when you’re doing it with someone you love, and God, I love you…”



Sasuke’s body immediately tensed at those words. It was entirely unexpected and he just looked at the blonde, not really knowing what to say. He wasn’t sure how he felt yet; sure he was starting to love Naruto, the boy was everything he wanted and so much more but... it was a bit too soon to be saying something like that, wasn’t it?



Naruto froze as soon as he realized what he’d said. He stopped breathing and couldn’t even seem to draw a breath as he felt his heart slowing. Pulling away, sitting up slowly, he stared down at Sasuke in complete and utter shock. It felt like a heavy boulder was sitting on his chest, crushing everything inside.



Sasuke hadn’t said it back.



“I-I’m sorry,” he choked out, placing a trembling hand over his mouth.



Sasuke hadn’t said it back.



Tears prickled at the corner of his eyes and he felt like he was going to be sick. He’d never meant to utter those words. They were true, but they were also premature. He felt so stupid, but worse… He’d been rejected, and he’d ruined the amazing moment they’d just shared.



“I- I don’t know why…” He swallowed thickly; it took every bit of strength he possessed to keep those tears from falling. “I- d-didn’t mean to… to…”



Sasuke hadn’t said it back.



Without another word, Naruto slid from the bed and bolted towards the guest room, slamming the door shut behind him. He slid down the wood until he landed on the floor, burying his face in his hands. The tears were allowed to fall, then; the tears of self-hatred and devastation, the like he’d never felt before.



For the first time in his life, he found someone that cared about him. Someone that wasn’t out to hurt him, or break him in any way. And what had he done? He’d ruined it all; thrown it away in a single moment of passion, one that had probably ruined everything for both of them.

TBC