Hero to enemy

3 years ago

It’s so dark again, why can there never be any light in here? Why must I suffer in silence because others are too afraid to bare my hurts and my pain? Someone answer me PLEASE!!!!!!!


I don’t want to hurt any more please help me!!!!!!!!!!!
In this dream, so forsaken and daunting, I have no escape. Always returning to it because it is my life, it’s my punishment? I have nothing to hold on to worth real value any more, it’s all disappearing, even those who once said they would have my back through and through now stand as my enemies, just because it is convenient for them to believe I am nothing but a monster, a disgrace of this earth, a born killer. But do they so easily forget they are the same, the only difference, they had a choice and I never.

So as I stand and watch their corpses rot in the fire of the hidden Leaf Village, I can’t help but chuckle at the sight of them, at seeing them suffer for a change, understand all that I went through just for them, to find out in the end that I was just a nameless tool to all those who ever won my heart and my trust. In the end, they made the legend of the monster they condemned me as a child, come true and face them as one of their enemies.


“Hilarious is’nt it, to beg me, the demon child, for your worthless lives, beg all you want, all of you beg because in the end all you will meet is the angel of death himself”


I have finally come to understand what hate is, but where others have failed I have harnessed that hatred to something a whole lot more productive, I used it to my advantage and all those who thought they were playing me were being played right back. The funny thing is that none of this would have occurred if the old hag had’nt sent me on that stupid mission, the mission that sentenced them all to death.

“I had promised you all my life, my protection and you repay me with lies and assassinations, all of you are worth less than garbage”


“N-naruto, pl-please stop this, you a-are to g-good, we love you and forgive you, just stop!!!!”

I heard her whisper, the girl I had claimed as my sister my best friend. The girl that so many times told me she how disgusting I was, the women that took my happiness away just because she thought she deserved it more than me How pathetic, even after so much training under the most powerful women, she can’t seem to understand her whining and begging won’t get her anywhere, at least not with me, not anymore. She is responsible for my pain my tears and my cold heart. She took my life and all to please a man I’m sure never loved her.

I crouch next her and I go back and think that at won’t point in my life I would have given anything to have her friendship her understanding but it seemed that not even know she takes responsibility for her actions so long ago. How truly pathetic she is.

“Sakura, you should know more than anyone else why I do this or do you wish to be reminded of it. It has been almost 3 years since I left after everything that this village did to me. Do you really want me to go back to the night I left or before that? To all you did, do you wish me to explain what you did to me, to my happiness, my soul TELL ME Sakura? Do you truly wish to relive that night and make you suffer more?”

“Naruto, Naruto” she sobs, “please, please, please forgive us, forgive me, FORGIVE MEEEE!!”