Desperation

FYI, Hinata may seem a bit OOC in this chapter, but as explained in the Prologue, she had snapped. After this chapter, she starts acting normally again…sort of.

Desperation

Chapter 1: Almost Rape

It took Hinata twenty minutes to walk from her house to Naruto's apartment. It was still rather early in the morning when Hinata made it to the outside of Naruto's place. He had a small balcony with a chair and a few plants littered around the edges. She took a moment to admire the great view that Naruto had of the rest of Konoha before activating her byakugan to make sure that Naruto was home. There had been people out looking for both Naruto and Ino all day, but no one had found either of them.

Hinata was relieved when she found Naruto home – and without Ino. A part of her had feared that Ino would be at Naruto's apartment with him staying the night. The idea of the two of them together made the pain in Hinata's chest constrict tighter around her heart.

Locating Naruto lying on his bed had taken no time at all. However, it had taken Hinata a few more seconds to realize that he was not asleep as she had presumed he would be. He held one hand extended from his body as though he hadn't ever studied the back of his hand before. It took another few seconds for Hinata to realize that Naruto was studying his hand, or rather, what appeared to be a ring on his hand.

Hinata's heart sped up as she saw that small detail in her byakugan, and she deactivated it, a sorrowful gasp escaping her lips.

So it was true. They were engaged. Or...something more. Hinata knew of the practice where some men and women exchanged rings as a means to show that they were engaged to be married. However, Hinata was fairly certain that the men didn't wear their wedding rings until after they were married.

What if…what if Naruto and Ino had already gotten married and that was why Naruto was wearing his ring? That thought left her as soon as it had come though. If they had truly been married the same day as their engagement announcement, then surely Ino would have stayed for their wedding night.

Still, it made Hinata feel extremely uncomfortable to see Naruto wearing that little ring, studying it in the wee hours of the morning. For one, it made catching him unaware more difficult as he wasn't even asleep yet.

As quiet as the ninja that she was, Hinata opened the outside door to Naruto's apartment. She barely had time to move inside the door before Naruto appeared before her, kunai held out in hand. Apparently she wasn’t quiet enough for his hearing.

"It's just me," Hinata squeaked gently.

"Hinata?" Naruto asked in surprised hesitance, the kunai still gripped in his hand. His eyes softened as he looked at her, but he was clearly confused at her arrival, especially by entering his place through his balcony door at such a late hour. "What are you doing here?"

"It's okay Naruto. This is just a dream," Hinata murmured softly. Naruto tilted his head to the side and scrunched his eyes together in deeper confusion, looking like he wasn’t sure if he should believe her or not, though her explanation seemed like the likeliest scenario.

"Uh, really?" Naruto asked skeptically.

"Of course," Hinata said, praying to whoever might be listening to her that he would believe her. "Would I do this if I weren't a dream?" Hinata was so proud of herself as she slowly unzipped her jacket, watching Naruto's face soften as he watched her hand pull her zipper down.

She hadn't planned for him to be truly involved in the foreplay, so she actually hadn't bothered to dress sexually for the occasion. Actually, she hadn't truly bothered to really dress. As her zipper slid slowly down, her skin appeared beneath the opening, the curvature where her breasts met peeked out, followed by her thin torso. Her hand slid the zipper all the way down, the slight pop signaling the end. She ran her fingers slowly up the end of the zipper teeth before her hands stopped right around her breasts, pulling her jacket away from her skin to show her nakedness beneath it.

Hinata let her jacket fall to the ground behind her. She was exposed with Naruto watching her, and despite the adrenaline kick, Hinata couldn't help but cross her arms in front of her chest. Even so, she did her best to allow most of her breasts to be seen as Naruto's eyes were fixated on her.

It was at that moment feeling such little embarrassment that Hinata knew there was something wrong with her. She half questioned her sanity. The other half didn’t care.

"Dreaming," Naruto murmured as he watched her. Hinata took in a deep, shuddering breath as she grasped the side of her pants, linking her fingers inside of her panties as well, and pulled them down her legs. As she stood, she stepped out of her clothing, daintily putting her feet back on the ground as she showed off her now fully naked body. The tension in her shoulders wouldn't leave her, but she managed to allow her hands to fall to her sides as she drew confidence from the way that Naruto stared hungrily at her.

Finding confidence that only seemed to come to her when Naruto was around (or more likely because she had finally snapped), Hinata stepped closer to him. The movement seemed to snap Naruto out of his stupor at her peep show, and his head snapped back up from staring at her naked body to stare straight into her eyes.

Gently she placed her left hand over the kunai that Naruto held in his right hand. He let her take the kunai from him, and she tossed it to the floor with a clatter. She felt slightly unnerved as Naruto stared into her eyes, wondering when he would push her away, wondering when he would realize that this was more than just a dream, but his blue eyes never left hers as she slowly brought her right hand up to his cheek. Shakily, her nerves getting to her, she pressed her naked body against his clothed one as she slowly and gently pressed her lips to his.

Naruto's lips were warm and moist, and the contact made Hinata's stomach tighten in a way that only her darkest fantasies made her feel. Her thoughts sexually fueled her body's sudden contact with Naruto's lips as she felt her confidence grow tenfold as she threw her other arm around Naruto and pressed herself against him.

With a gasp, Naruto pulled away from her, his hands suddenly at her waist to keep her at arm’s length. His eyes were hazy as he looked at her again.

"Hi-hinata," Naruto stuttered out her name in surprise. The stutter made Hinata smile devilishly. It must have seemed like an uncharacteristic smile for Naruto only stared at her in greater surprise. It didn't matter. He had pushed her away in surprise: that was all.

Hinata put her hands to Naruto's waist, sliding her cool hands underneath Naruto's nightshirt. She trailed her fingers along Naruto's sides before she gently tickled his stomach. He shivered at the touch, his eyes closing in pleasure as she continued to explore his body beneath his top. She finally moved her hands to grasp his shirt to pull it over his head.

Naruto helped her as she pulled his shirt over his head, her hands trailing over the muscles of his arms as his shirt came off. Once his shirt hit the floor, Hinata's hands were back on Naruto's chest, trailing her fingertips over his lean body, as she enjoyed the feeling of his soft skin stretched against his hard muscles.

Her fingering stopped as Naruto's hands slid to her sides, gently tracing patterns against her body. She shuddered and pressed her breasts against his chest as he stroked her.

"Naruto-kun," Hinata purred.

"This dream smells good," Naruto murmured as he put his face in her hair. Hinata sighed as Naruto traced her back with his hands. She wrapped her arms around Naruto's backside, sliding her fingers beneath his night shorts as she slid her nails along his skin while pulling the shorts off of him, only finding resistance as the fabric got caught for a moment on Naruto's erection.

And then, Naruto was naked.

Hinata could feel her body tighten as her naked body pressed against Naruto’s, his body warm against hers. She could feel the way his cock pressed hard, yet softly, against her stomach. Her clit began to beat as though with a heartbeat of its own at the pleasure that began to course through her, starting at her vagina and warming the rest of her. Hinata snaked her arms around Naruto's neck and she pressed her body against his as tightly as possible as she rose on tiptoe to kiss him full on the lips.

Naruto's arms wrapped around her back, his warm, slightly callused hands gripping her body just as tightly against him. Hinata couldn't help the soft moan that escaped her as Naruto moved his lips against hers; his mouth opening slightly as he softly trailed his tongue over her top lip. She opened her mouth in delight as he began to slowly stroke her tongue from inside her mouth.

Pulling away with a slightly wet sucking sound, Hinata pressed her cheek against his and whispered as seductively as she could muster in his ear.

"The bed," Hinata whispered. Naruto seemed slightly confused again, so Hinata lightly pressed her hand against Naruto's chest and pushed him backward gently till his legs hit the bed. He sat down first before sliding his legs onto the bed, lying on his back, looking up at her expectantly.

Hinata froze for half a moment as she stared at her naked prey. Part of her realized that whenever she had imagined this situation, she somehow managed to find herself beneath Naruto on the bed. Yet now, with the way that he stared up at her made her think that his scenario was a bit different. She moved quickly, not wanting her courage to fail her, nor wanting Naruto to finally realize that he truly wasn't dreaming, she put her hands on either side of Naruto's body and slowly began to straddle Naruto's waist.

She tilted her head upward so she looked away from Naruto as she activated her byakugan so she could watch as she lowered herself onto Naruto's erection. Her breathing sped up as she watched the head of his penis brush against her body, shuddering as she felt his warmth against her entrance. She spread her legs wide, feeling grateful for the training she had as a shinobi to allow her body to spread around Naruto's girth.

Hinata bit her lip as she felt slight friction inside of her, despite the strange slickness that coated her insides, watching as what appeared to be a slight layer of skin with a small opening prevented Naruto from filling her further. The slight pain she felt as the skin tore didn't even register as being worth caring about on her pain meter; she was a shinobi and pain was a part of what came with what she did.

And then, Naruto was inside her.

Hinata settled her legs on Naruto's sides, letting the weight of what she had done, what she was doing, set in as she straddled Naruto's body beneath hers. Her actions were finally catching up with her, and she began to take short, gasping breaths in her sudden, and horribly timed panic attack.

'What am I doing?' Hinata screamed mentally to herself. She stayed still, desperate for her senses to leave her again as what she was doing crashed around her. 'I’m manipulating poor Naruto-kun, and – and, ooh, I’m so sorry Ino!' Hinata thought wildly, her panic attack finally letting her mind wrap around what was right and what was not. This was not.

Thankfully (at least thankfully for Hinata’s temporary state of mind) Naruto had other plans to distract her from her conscious.

Hinata's short breaths turned into a surprised gasp as Naruto's hands found her waist. He gripped her firmly as he lifted her body off of his before pulling her hips back down against his body, his hips thrusting up into her.

"Aaah!" Hinata moaned in shock as Naruto began to thrust inside of her, using his hands to help lift her body up and down on his. The pleasure of Naruto moving inside of her made all of Hinata's common sense vanish once more as her senses heightened. The feel of Naruto inside of her made her want to explode as he thrust into her. It was like something was building inside of her, desperate to escape her body.

Hinata moved her hands to grip Naruto's shoulders, unaware that her nails were leaving marks on him with her death grip. She used her hands to help thrust against him, letting her hips rise and fall to meet his as that beautiful pressure began to build inside of her.

Once Hinata started moving against him, Naruto moved his hands to her breasts, cupping them with his thumb under the bottom curvature of her breast while kneading her. She moaned at the extra pleasure, and increased the speed of her thrusts to show her happiness at his attentions. He enthusiastically increased his speed to keep up with her.

After thrusting against him for who knew how long while his hands kneaded and pleasured her, Hinata gasped in shock as she felt her orgasm hit her, her body jerking as waves of pleasure jerked through her, her lower body flooding with pleasure as she felt her juices slide out from her and onto Naruto's cock. Her emotional high began to leave her as Naruto's body arched into hers, her entire body lifted off the bed as he moved his hands to grip her. She had to grip his shoulders to prevent herself from sliding off of his body as his strength rocked her slightly to the side. He moved his hands to her waist, gripping her tightly as he slammed his body roughly into hers with several hard, jerky thrusts as he orgasmed inside of her, his essence mixing with her own.

Naruto gasped for breath beneath her as his body lowered back to the bed, her body still on top of his, his now wilted erection still softly inside of her.

Shakily, Hinata slid her body off of Naruto's, breathing heavily as she watched the way Naruto's eyes were closed, his chest moving as he took deep breaths of his own. Hinata slid to the side of the bed, carefully putting her feet on the floor.

She bent over and kissed Naruto on the forehead as he looked up at her.

"Happy dreaming," she murmured before she gently pressed his eyelids closed. Not bothering to see if he opened his eyes again, Hinata grabbed her clothes, dressed, and dashed away from Naruto's apartment, terrified that her one night lover would figure out that she truly hadn’t been a dream.

Even her beloved Naruto-kun wasn’t that dense, right?


Next Chapter: Almost Back to Normal


Hope you enjoyed the chapter. ~ Jelp