Love lost and found

Umm...BOO....AHH oh I scared myself...I know thats lame I'm just really bored!

Chapter 3: Confusion is a bitch

Sasuke walked into school the next day after a sleepless night feeling as though he had been hit across the head with a brick he looked it too, his usually perfectly styled hair hung flatly around his head, he had black bags under his eyes, and his usually impeccable uniform was wrinkled, not that you could see it much as all of his clothing is black or a immense dark blue that you can’t tell the difference between them.

“Hey Sasuke…wow you look like shit, are we going to your place to study again tonight or are we going to leave it till later like we used to do?”

“Uhh, Naruto? I uhh…”

“OK your place it is I will see in class ok, bye!” Naruto cut him off and by the time Sasuke knew what had happened Naruto was gone.

‘What the fuck, does he think that after last night he can just be all nice again, it doesn’t fucking work like that’ Sasuke thought ‘I’m gunna give him a fucking lecture next time I see that fucking dobe’

Sasuke walked around for a bit before the bell for his first class rang out through the school. As he walked to his class thoughts of the blonds face last night as he pounded into his, the look of pure ecstasy of his face. He didn’t even realise that he had reached his class, he didn’t even remember walking there. He was about to walk into the class when Naruto walked around the corner and ran up to Sasuke and pounced onto him and caused Sasuke to fall to the floor.

“Hey my good looking man, wanna take me somewhere special and do what you did to me last night?” Naruto asked with a mischievous look in his eyes.

“What the fuck was last night to you anyway, I ask you a question that I said you didn’t even have to answer and you verbally abuse me then fucking run out of the house as if I had assaulted you. Well Naruto as soon as this assignment is over you can fucking leave me alone just like you did last night.” Sasuke got up and started to walk away when a hand was placed on his shoulder to stop him.

“Sasuke please don’t go, there is something that you should know, about why I left and why I am so touchy about that and where I live. Can I show you now or after school?” Naruto’s eyes pleaded at him to trust him and go with him.

“If I do listen to you and go with you at all, what will you do for me?”

“Sasuke I will do anything for you, please just believe me and come with me”

“Fine, we can skip math and go now but it better be worth it.”

As they walked in silence Naruto looked as though it was physically causing him pain to bring Sasuke with him. Little did Sasuke know but it hurt Naruto’s ego, he had been living independently since he got back and as soon as Sasuke saw where he lived Sasuke would make up some excuse that it wasn’t adequate and that he should be staying somewhere that he had all the so called necessities he had been going without for about 3 days.

“Naruto where are we going? This is a forest.”

“Uhh, yea about that…wait till you see where I live its um, got a great view.”

“Naruto where exactly do you live? It can’t be very nice or exactly leisurely in the forest.”

“Sasuke I have no money I don’t have a job, I can’t exactly afford leisurely right now...or anything right now.” He said as they arrived at the entrance to the cave he was going home to everyday after school. It was deep, dark and look as though it was a little wet, dust and dirt was everywhere, it was clearly not a place where anyone should live.

“What? Naruto you can’t be serious, you can’t stay here, where do you go to the bathroom, how do you keep the animals and insects out, don’t any bears or anything try to get into your food or anything…do you have any food?”

“Sasuke its not as bad as you seem to think, I have everything I need I have a sleeping bag over there, I have a bucket for my toilet over there, I have non-perishable food just by that cave wall over there and I a have a little money for meat and vegetables and stuff in my school bag and I cook it all over a fire. I have got a great view of Konoha, you don’t even realise that this forest had an incline to it. The fire is my source of light and I have a small gate I made there, I forgot to close it this morning on my way to school so it’s lucky I came home early”

“Naruto this isn’t home…get your stuff we’re leaving, you may be capable to live out here on your own but this is ridiculous, you may have a great view of Konoha but now you don’t live here anymore you live with me.”

“Ok Sasuke I expected that you would try to find another place to live other then here but I didn’t think you would take me in yourself.”

“…Hn… yea well we have history and I feel sorry for you, nobody should have to life here its wrong. Now get your stuff, c’mon lets go, here I’ll help you carry it.”

“Sasuke you don’t have to do this, I am perfectly capable of living here, and you don’t have to trow your sympathy at me.”

“Naruto we are leaving, get you stuff…just leave the bucket, I don’t want that at my house I actually own a toilet.” Sasuke stated firmly.

“Ok, ok. When we get to your place though when I tell you about why I left you, you are going to want me to leave again.”

As they walked they chatted about what Sasuke did while Naruto was gone, Naruto was intrigued about how many people Sasuke had actually slept with, he hadn’t actually meant to tell Naruto about his explorations with almost every person in the village, but being back near Naruto’s innocent blue eyes again he couldn’t help but tell him everything.

As they walked up to Sasuke’s from door Naruto stopped Sasuke. “Sasuke I really am grateful for all that you are doing for me, it makes me think of all that I have missed out on and know for sure that it was a good idea to come back here, I just hope that later on tonight you don’t hate me.”

“Naruto, it is impossible for anyone to hate you, they just get extremely annoyed at you” Sasuke smirked.

“Ok, wanna order pizza?” Naruto asked as Sasuke nodded and unlocked the door and opened it for Naruto to run in at a mile a minute as he usually did.

Naruto ran straight for the phone. “Hello, yea I wanna pizza with everything on it except anchovies…wait no seafood at all, come to think of it I don’t want any vegetables or fruit either, so yea just meat and barbeque sauce would be great. The phone number and address? Uhh well…Sasuke the phones for you” Naruto called through the house.

“Naruto I am getting dressed I can’t use the phone”

“Sasuke it’s an emergency”

“Fine” Sasuke walked downstairs with just a pair of black skinny leg jeans on, no shirt showing off the slightly defined muscles on his chest. He grabbed the phone out of Naruto’s hand “The address is 7 Panther Lane and the number is 313 3259” and with that Sasuke hung up. “Naruto stop calling food an emergency, you know I know what you mean but really? C’mon its not an emergency.”

“Why did you come down then?”

“Because if I didn’t you wouldn’t see me without a shirt on, and I know how much yo like that.”

“Do I? Naruto questioned walking closer to Sasuke.

“You sure do, you also love it when I unbutton my pants really slowly like this” He said doing so as he talked.

Just then Naruto snapped out of his lust filled look at Sasuke. “Sasuke please put you clothes on, we need to talk.”

Sasuke went upstairs to put on his clothes and came back down looking questioningly at Naruto.

“Sasuke sit down in the couch we need to talk about this or else guilt will eat away at me for very, very long time until I eventually snap and it will ruin everything.”

Sasuke went and sat down waiting for Naruto to speak.

“Well” he began “I know that you are going to hate me but this story needs to be told for you to ever trust me ever again. One year and three months ago after your brother came here for the first time since your parents died when you were six, I fell in love with him, well what I thought was love, he looked so much like you but yet so different. He had the wild side that I had always wanted. For three months we started dating behind your back until one day he asked me to go with him somewhere and never come back, and sadly I agreed” The tears welling up in Naruto’s eyes became apparent as he continued. “I didn’t know how to tell you I was leaving you so I told you I was going to drop rent off a Sakura’s house. I personally didn’t think that you would have believed me; it was Itachi’s idea and well you did. It hurt me so much to leave you.” At this point Naruto was finding it hard to keep talking without his voice wavering and cracking with tears welling over and starting a heavy flow down his cheeks. “Itachi gave me such extravagant gifts and I thought he genuinely loved me, but them we moved away to the city and from there on it just got worse. Everyday he beat me terribly. He would go out to the pubs and come home late at night with the people he met there. I would just sit there as the party continued on in the house until he would go and sleep with people in our bed… Then after having to endure that he would wake me up after everyone had left and would rape me time after time. It hurt” Naruto sobbed “It hurt me so bad.” Naruto cried openly and Sasuke grabbed Naruto and held him tight.

“How after I have told you only half of it can you hold me like that?” Naruto overwrought by sobs now.

“Because he is my brother, I know how brutal he can be, he killed my whole clan and then beat me severely. We may still have been quite young but I was left alone beading on the ground with a broken arm and five broken ribs. But I am an Uchiha and I was not allowed to cry so I did not, but not allowing myself to do so built up rage until I met you, if I had not met you then I would have surely hurt myself or someone else. You don’t have to carry on if you don’t wish to.”

“No I have to tell you this” Naruto said having calmed down slightly.

“He told me I had to get a job so I could support both of us. He just wanted to party all day long. He was on many drugs, all of which made him even more abusive to me; it just set him off faster. I would do whatever he asked me to, I was kind of like a common housewife. I would clean the sheets, clean the house, and make dinner along with going to the doctor for regular visit to see if the beatings had caused any more damage. He would sit down watch TV and eat food all day; if I did just one thing wrong he would find a reason to beat me or hit me. He would say he was sorry each time but you could see there was no sympathy in his eyes. One day I had just come home from work and was boiling some pasta on the stove. He came home from some concert or something and was drunk and high and just puked on the carpet. I asked him if he wanted a bucket and he beat me again…but this time it was really bad, I had cuts and bruises all over my body, to make it worse he ripped off my clothes and poured the boiling pasta water on me then poured the actual pasta over me the ate it off my burned body. That night he raped me continually. He got knifes and put cuts everywhere on my body and then put salt in them. I lay there that night trying to keep silent, but with the pain I was in it was so hard. I decided I didn’t want to be with him any longer, so I got up, got dressed and then took what I needed and went to the hospital, they kept me there for a while and lucky enough Itachi didn’t find me, he is probably still to high to notice I’m gone. Anyway then I hitchhiked some part to wherever people were going then I just walked, and this is where I turned up.”

Naruto was surprised to see in Sasuke’s eyes that he really was upset for him and then he started to cry again, this time not for the horrible not so distant memory but for a man he never stopped loving who had let down his walls and let him come close again.

“Sasuke, I… I lo… I’m sorry”

“I forgive you… and I love you too Naruto”

Sasuke just smirked as Naruto kissed him gently, Naruto’s tears wetting Sasuke’s face. Sasuke moved his head to the side to let Naruto’s kisses get deeper and more heated. Sasuke picked Naruto up in his armed in the bridal position, still kissing him and moved them to his room.

Sasuke lay Naruto down on the bed gently. Sasuke broke the kiss only momentarily to take of the ugly orange shirt Naruto insisted on wearing and threw it onto the ground continuing the kiss. He kissed down the side of Naruto’s jaw to make his mark on the neck of the boy that was now beneath him on the bed. With a quick look at the mark, satisfied he continued licking down the sculpted chest stopping only to suck and nibble on a nipple drawing a moan from Naruto. Sasuke looked up and smirked at the look of love mixed with lust in Naruto eyes. He kissed down Naruto’s tanned stomach and past his naval to the hem of his pants. Sasuke slowly undid Naruto’s pants and slid them down and off then threw them on the ground accompanying his shirt.

“Sasuke you don’t have to do this.”

“You spent a year with my brother, a man I personally know cannot love anyone, I want to do this.”

Naruto watched as Sasuke slid down his boxers revealing his half hard dick. Naruto gasped as Sasuke’s warm mouth engulfed his cock making him fully hard instantly. Sasuke moved his head up and down listening to the moans and groans Naruto was making causing is own penis to become hard straining against the black jeans he was wearing. He moved his head down as far as he could until his nose was touching the dark blond curls as the base of Naruto’s cock and continued moving his head up and down sucking gently while Naruto was lightly thrusting up into Sasuke’s mouth silently begging him to do more. He listened as Naruto’s breathing became heavy, with that Sasuke sucked harder and faster causing Naruto’s breathing to hitch and then become even faster. Sasuke held down Naruto’s hips to stop him from thrusting to hard and causing him to choke.

“Nnn…Sasu, ahhh I am so close, please uhh, don’t keep sucking.”

Sasuke kept sucking hard and fast.

“Uhh… SAAASSSSUUUUKKKEEE! Uhh oh god Sasuke!” With the scream of Sasuke’s name Naruto came hard into Sasuke’s mouth with Sasuke sucking in all he could get. When Naruto had stopped moving his hips Sasuke let go of them and let the spent member slide from his mouth. He looked at Naruto with beads of sweat sliding across his face.

“Sasuke, that’s the best thing that’s happened to me in a long time.” He pulled Sasuke to lie on him.

“Hn, well after what you went through you deserve to be treated with love.”

“But you are still hard I don’t feel right, Sasuke I want you inside me now.”

“Naruto I just gave you a blow job, I’m not going to have sex with you as well.”

“Yes you are.” Naruto stated pulling off Sasuke’s clothes until he was lying on top of him completely naked.

“Are you sure about this Naruto?”

“Mhmm, just hurry I’m getting impatient.”

Sasuke went and got the lube that he had put in his top draw and walked back to Naruto while pouring a little onto has hand and covered his penis with it. With fingers covered in lube he slid one digit into Naruto and waited to hear the moan and then stuck the second digit into Naruto pushing it as far as he could until he hit Naruto prostate that caused Naruto to whine.

“Ahh, Sasuke s…so good, I’m hard again. Ahh fuck me now. Stop wasting time.”

Sasuke hit Naruto’s prostate one more time before pulled his fingers out eliciting a groan from Naruto. Sasuke placed Naruto’s legs around his hips and aligned his penis with Naruto’s hole and slowly pushed himself in until his balls touched Naruto’s ass.

“Uhh, Naruto…”

“Ahh, Sasuke move!” Naruto groaned

Sasuke slowly started to move, restraining himself from pushing as hard as he could into Naruto.

“Sasuke, move faster.”

“Ahh”

“Ahh” Both boys moaned simultaneously.

Sasuke moved his hand down to wrap around Naruto’s throbbing erection as well as pounding into him hitting his prostate each and every time causing him to scream in pleasure.

“Uhh Naruto, I’m close.”

Sasuke still pumped at Naruto’s cock. Naruto and Sasuke both felt the heat coiling inside their stomaches and they both ejaculated at the same time screaming each other’s names.

“SASUKE!”

“NARUTO!” Naruto’s seed splashed across both boys’ chests as Sasuke exploded into Naruto.

Both boys lay completely exhausted as Sasuke pulled out of Naruto. Sasuke pulled the other boy onto the floor while he changed the sheets and got a cloth for Naruto to catch the semen seeping out of his hole.

Once the sheets were changed Naruto and Sasuke lay in the fresh sheets looking at each other when Naruto finally spoke.

“Sasuke, I love you, I never stopped loving you, and so will you be my boyfriend again?”

“Of course I will, although I feel quite de-masculinized…I love you too.

‘I can finally sleep without having to dream about having him back, because now he is mine for real again’ Sasuke thought

And with that both boys feel into a deep peaceful sleep.

End Chapter 3

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