Can you see my Heart?

Firstly, I have to deeply apologize to my readers for the atrocity that I posted before as chapter 5. I don't know what flew into my mind. I still have the same Idea but i have expressed them differently and truer to the characters. I do hope I haven't thrown you guys off. Here is the new chapter re-done and less ideas crammed into it.

CHAPTER 5


It had been two months since they’d gotten back together. Things could be defined as smooth sailing, but Sasuke knew there was still one thing that they were both avoiding to talk about to each other and that was graduation. It was like a bomb in every conversation and whenever Sasuke brought it up; Naruto either swiftly changed the topic or found something to do to get away from his boyfriend. He knew the blond couldn’t avoid it forever but he felt a kind of cold feeling settle over him when thinking he was the one whose fault it was.


His father wanted him to go and work at his company in the United States. This was because his brother, Itachi already oversaw things in the Japanese based company and he wasn’t really needed there.


That was the first thing. Secondly was Sasuke's birthday. He definitely didn't want anything big, but Naruto being Naruto he knew he was planning something and it was just going to get worse, tying in with him going away. Like a farewell party or something, when he'd just rather spend the evening with Naruto.

It made his brain throb and his heart plummet. They'd known each other since kindergarten and dated since reuniting in high school, first as rivals, then friends and lovers.


He was reminded of it when Naruto had visited his house and his mother had dropped a comment of them being playmates when they were younger.


He was starting to feel a bit light headed and realized that the shower was now enveloped with hot steam for having the water running for too long. Turning off the shower and stepping out unto the plush, blue rug that they had, he snagged a towel off the rack to wrap it around his torso. He took another and dragged it through his bangs, getting slightly irritated with the water dripping from them unto his chest.

He walked into their bedroom and spied Naruto still asleep on his back on his bed to the left. It wasn’t that late in the day, about one. It being Sunday, Naruto loved to get up, eat and them go back to sleep again. A smirk curled itself into shape on Sasuke's face. Probably Naruto was rubbing off on him, but he'd never really gotten the dobe back for forcing him to drag him home after Kiba's party.

He took slow steps and dropped his towel over the back of the chair pushed into his study desk.
From where he stood next to the blond's bed he could see the expanse of skin covering
his stomach and leading down to his groin. He resisted the urge to pass his tongue over his lips but it was hard. Very hard.

Sitting at the edge of the bed, he put his arm over to the other side of his boyfriend's body making sure not to touch him. He trusted though that Naruto was a strong sleeper, so he'd be able to accomplish what he had to do. Smiling almost faintly, he leaned close to the blond's ear and blew a breath over it, into the canal. He saw Naruto suppress a slight shudder before he shifted, but he didn't turn.

"Naruto, it's time to wake up.." He pushed down a little further the length of Naruto's body and licked from his navel to the top of his boxers. Twice. Damn did he taste good. Sasuke did really lick his lips this time.

There was something about his boyfriend’s pubic hairs that really turned him on. They were a pure blond and were really soft, only slightly ticking Sasuke’s nose when he gave head. He almost wanted to brush his cheek against it playfully. Ok, that did not sound right.

He leaned to the juncture between Naruto’s neck and shoulder blade before licking the skin there. He saw it flush under his gaze and his sank his canines in a little further but not enough to draw blood. He kept doing that until he was pleased when he saw it working.


“Nggh…” Naruto groaned again in his sleep and Sasuke decided to go right to the main course.

He pulled down the blond’s boxers (he despised those things) and took the leaking head of Naruto’s sizeable dick into his mouth. If he was a little bigger, Sasuke would immediately put a ban on giving blowjobs. The explanation to why was he was usually top lay in his hands; he really couldn’t take the wood that Naruto put out that often, maybe once in a while.


Thank god the blond was reversible. The raven sucked hard on the blood filled appendage and felt Naruto’s hips jerk. He’s really getting into this isn’t he? Must think it’s a dream.


Sasuke pushed down a little further and felt those delightful pubic hairs tickle his nose. Don’t rub against them Sasuke! You’re stronger than that!


He steeled his fingers on Naruto’s hips and began a hard and fast pace to bringing the blond his release, though he could feel himself getting harder at the thought.


Naruto’s dick seemed to curve in anticipation in his mouth now, Sasuke’s breath hot and slick with Naruto’s essence. That’s when he felt eyes on him and in a lust filled gaze peered up to see his boyfriend looking at him in a mixture of shock lust and I’m-about-to-cum in those azure eyes.


“Sasuke?? What the… fuuuuuckk!!” Naruto screamed out the question, Sasuke’s throat tightening around his dick and swallowing hard his cum. He fell back against his pillow from his previous position of just leaning up, panting and out of breath.


“Just when I thought you were never going to wake up.” Sasuke clambered off the bed and retightened the towel around his waist, making a move to get dressed.


“Hey, where are you going?” Naruto pushed up once more, his dick still lying out of his boxers.


“I have to get ready to go to the school to help with decorations. Apart from being valedictorian, and class organizer, I still have other things to do you know.”


“Well do you make it a point of sucking me off and then leave me high and dry?”
Sasuke looked at him pointedly.


“Are you saying you don’t like getting your dick sucked?” Sasuke smirked.


“No! What?!—That’s not what I’m saying!” Naruto bolted off the bed towards Sasuke, cornering him against the closet. “What I’m asking is, are you just going to leave yourself like that?” Naruto motioned to the dick devising a way to move past Sasuke’s towel. A little further and an eye would be peeking at him.


“Its fine, it’ll go down after a while.” He maneuvered one of the draws open and pulled out a blue t-shirt.


“It’ll go down? What kind of fucking explanation is that? I can’t believe you allow your cock to go through that sort of pain. I refuse to allow it!” Naruto shook his head defiantly.


“Leave it alone. C’mon let me go, I have to leave. They’re waiting on me.”


“Impossible.” The word was swallowed as Naruto overtook Sasuke’s mouth with his own and lifted him up easily with a hand around his waist.


Sasuke broke their lips apart, his eyes opening wide. “You can’t be serious-!”


“Stop worrying, I won’t hurt you. You have got to learn to trust me sometimes.” Naruto captured Sasuke’s eyes in his own, full of that strong, burning resolve.


The raven remained silent his only physical response was to bury his fingers in Naruto’s uneven sun kissed hair.


“OK.” Naruto planted a firm hand on his boyfriend’s ass and lead them both to his bed. He slipped the towel off Sasuke and saw he was already half erected, the head pink. With Sasuke being so pale, the flush his body couldn’t hide stood out in more detail against his skin, his cock gave a small curve upwards for sure.


“Ahh, there it is.” Winking at him was that small ring of silver by Sasuke’s perineum, he’d persuaded strongly into having done. Sasuke was really sensitive in that spot after getting it only about a month ago.


“Hey, stop staring at it so much, I’m starting to feel uncomfortable.” The raven had that cute blush blotting his cheeks again and Naruto grinned. “You’re so cute when you’re embarrassed.” He dove in for a quick kiss.


“I’m not! Stop saying such things.”


“Plus you smell great. I suppose you not too long showered right? Guess you’ll have to take another after this.” He pushed Sasuke’s knees up to his chest, motioning for Sasuke to hold them in place.


He then proceeded to lavish his tongue on Sasuke’s pink anus that was now winking to him like a welcoming sign. Baby, come get me!


“Ahh!” Naruto sucked hard and flattened his tongue over it before he pushed in past that first ring of muscle.


“I see you washed really clean Sasuke,” He stuck two of his fingers inside and wiggles it around directionally looking for that pleasure button that controlled the erotic sounds that usually burst from Sasuke when he touched it.


Right…”Fuck. Me!!” there! Sasuke’s voice was raspy in his throat, the veins pulsing at his neck.


“Only if you ask nicely.” Naruto grinned wolfishly, all the while bumping again and again against the raven’s prostate waiting for an answer. “Naruto..” Sasuke growled low in his throat. And again.


“If you don’t get the lube right now and get that cock inside me, I swear I’ll do it myself.”


“Wow, if they saw you now Sasuke, I swear they’d dare to believe you didn’t want this just a few minutes ago.” Sasuke was hardly coherent now, and had opted for getting himself off, pumping hard on his dick.


“No baby, you’re not allowed to do that, I am.” The blond sucked hard on his boyfriend’s nipples before taking them between his teeth. Sasuke’s saliva leaked from the corner of his mouth and his eyes were glassy and hazed. Naruto pushed repeatedly against Sasuke’s prostate again. He increased his pace.


“Mmmhh..” A sound gurgled from somewhere in Sasuke’s throat. His hair was splayed haphazardly across the pillow and Naruto removed his fingers with a small pop, the raven’s anus looking more needy that before. His dick looked like it was in dire pain, all purple and stuff.


“Hold on, hold on, just a little bit longer ok?” He reached over to his night stand and retrieved the lube that he always kept there. (Orange flavor!) Slathering it over his cock and Sasuke’s anus.


“If I told you this wasn’t going to hurt Sasuke I would be lying and I love you too much to lie.”
Naruto guided his cock to Sasuke’s ass and pushed in slowly, even though it was straining him so much to do so. As much as he would love to dive into that heat, he would die before shredding Sasuke’s insides like that. He shrunk into himself for a moment remembering how huge he really was and what effort it gave for Sasuke to take all of him.


Finally he was seated fully inside of him and Sasuke looked like he was holding his breath, because it was all let out in a whoosh!


“It’s been….a while.” Sasuke panted, his chest heaving up and down.


“I know,” Naruto pressed their foreheads together, oxygen mixing his own breath lost, “I know.”


With a slow rhythm and love mingling between them it all began.


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