Chained

Chappie 6!

Sasuke's pov:

Now I will tell you about the worst day in my whole life.
I don’t like hurting people, but today I have hurt the person I treasure as a friend and I have sealed everything.
I write everything down, every thought, every important moment in my life. So also everything I have done with Naruto. I write it down in word documents on my laptop, and with my stupid head I didn’t put a lock on it so nobody could open it.

Neji was in my house and we were just chilling and watching movies. I was already thinking of breaking it up with him, but I am not sure yet.
“What are you thinking about?”
I looked to the side and saw Neji looking at me smiling.
“Nothing and everything” I replied and Neji looked at me confused.
“What kind of weird answer is that!”
I just turned my head to look at the movie again, but I felt Neji’s hand caressing my stomach. Everytime he did that, he wants to fuck. But I jerked his hand away.
“I’m not in the mood”
Neji grabbed my chin and forced me to look at him.
“Lately you are never in the mood, we haven’t done it in a week. I wanna fuck!” Neji stated angrily and I just grabbed his hand and twisted it so he had to let go.
“Well I’m not in the mood so go jerk off”
Neji sighed and looked really sad now.
“Is there something with me, am I not good in bed or just tell me” Neji said practically crying.
Seriously I hate it when he does this, because he knows I can’t stand that face.
“No it’s not you” I said.
“Then what is wrong!”
“Nothing”
“Then fuck me”

I woke up naked, a used condom lay next to my bed and I knew I had fucked him. GODDAMMIT! I stood up and drank a glass of milk. Then I noticed I didn’t have any breakfast in my house.
“Neji! I’m going to buy food!”
Neji just humped and went back to sleep. I dressed myself quickly and walked out of the door and was blown away by a strong wind. The street where I lived in was white. Snow always makes me happy, every year I make my yearly snowman. It’s like a little cartman but I don’t care. Has become a tradition to do when there is snow, because it will only stays for a day or maybe two.

I bought my things in the supermarket but was shocked when I saw Kiba.
“Hey Kiba”
“Hey Sasuke”
“How are you?”
“So so and you? How is it going between Neji and you?”
“Yeah good”
This was weird, normally Kiba would talk your head off and smile but now he was answering like he doesn’t want to. His eyes are red and he really doesn’t look good.
“Are you really ok?”
“Yeah yeah! I have to go...I see you later”

After like 30 minutes I was back at my home, I opened the door and couldn’t see Neji but I heard the shower.
“I’m back!”
“You are late!”
“Yeah I ran into somebody”
I walked to my laptop and opend I-tunes and played a song.
“You know I have looked at your photo’s”
I was in shock...in that map there is a map with my thoughts in it. But he wouldn’t have seen it. I stood up and drank another glass of milk, when I walked back to my room Neji sat behind the laptop and looked sad.
“What’s wrong?”
“Nothing”
“Come on I reckonize that face, what’s wrong?” I said annoyed.
“Nahhh...it’s nothing”
“Does it envolve me?”
“Yeah”
“Then fucking tell me”

Neji opened a document and my mouth dropped to the ground. Neji stood up and went to the livingroom to smoke.
I looked at the document, it was the one I wrote down every thought about Naruto. I was mad because he had looked into my personal things but I felt guilty he had to find out this way.

I walked to the livingroom and also sparked a cigaret. Neji was the first to break the silence.
“Why?” he said crying.
I just stared it him blankly and couldn't answer.
When I didn't say anything at all, at that point I thought I saw Neji's heart being torn apart.

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