Mirror, Mirror

Okay, sorry this one took so long, its a little longer then I thought. Some sad stuff.

Warning there is a rape scene, if you are fragile about this sort of thing you may not want to read.


Chapter 7: The Final Straw

Iruka’s POV

Iruka felt Kakashi’s head turn quickly followed by a low growl that rumbled the jounin’s chest. Iruka pulled his head away from Kakashi’s chest and looked up at him. Seeing the look in his eyes Iruka began to feel out with his chakra. (Damn, while we’ve been snuggling the enemy has moved in around Kurosaki’s camp). He heard a faint chuckle come from Kakashi, and turned to look at the man’s face. Kakashi had a horribly maniacal grin on his face, the kind of smirk that his mask wouldn’t even been able to hide.

“What are you chuckling about? We have to get down there….” Before Iruka could finish Kakashi had captured him in another kiss. This one more rough and demanding. (What is he doing?)

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Kakashi’s POV

Kakashi pulled away from the kiss looking down at Iruka. His brunette looked utterly and totally confused. “We don’t have to do anything, that bastard is getting exactly what he deserves. I can only hope the make him suffer for a little while,” his smirk still strongly fixed to his face. Kakashi continued to aimlessly stroke Iruka’s hair, he wasn’t going to do anything for that bastard, and he didn’t care if it was a mission or not.

“Kakashi, we have to go, what about the other people in the caravan, or the boy Renji. I know that Kurosaki doesn’t deserve the protection but this is a mission.” Iruka began to move out of his arms, but Kakashi wouldn’t let him. (Is he defending the bastard or something? Why would Kakashi care about the man’s son? The bastard child was probably going to end up just like his father) “Kakashi please, there innocent, please we have to.” If it wasn’t for the look in Iruka’s eyes and that unbelievable way that he begged, Kakashi would probably just sat there and let the whole damn group be slaughtered. In any sense, he was so aggravated about what happened to Iruka that he really didn’t care for any one else right now.

He grumbled lightly as he pulled his mask back up over his face, glancing down at Iruka he saw him smile slightly. He then looked carefully to the men surrounding Kurosaki’s encampment. There were eight of them all together, and all with low chakra levels. He motioned to Iruka to take the three on the right that were hiding in the trees. He would take the other five; he needed to blow off some steam for rescuing Kurosaki in the first place.

The two of them moved off the tree branch and headed for their targets. Kakashi took the first three down without a problem, but the last two were proving to be a little more difficult. (They were hiding their chakra, damn it) One of them was a water user, and the other focused more on wind techniques. Kakashi moved and swerved avoiding the water needles that were aimed at him by the hundreds. He then slipped in between and separated the two fighters, and then using the sharingan he was able to take them both down, using their own techniques. (Damn, that used up more chakra then I thought it would) Kakashi felt out for Iruka, but with his lower chakra levels couldn’t feel very far. He then started to head in Iruka’s direction, feeling as he went. As he got closer to where the three men had been hiding a feeling erupted in him. He could feel two people in that direction Iruka and…. (That mother fucker).

Kakashi found new strength as he moved a lightening speed towards Iruka, he broke through the tree line into a small clearing to see Iruka on the ground, and there was blood around him. Kakashi could tell he was breathing but it was shallow. He then stared coldly at Kurosaki; the man held a large sword in his hand, and it was covered in blood.

“Hm…Looks like those eight imbeciles weren’t enough after all. Ah well, this just means that I get to take you out my self. And when I’m finished with you, I will finish with him.” Kurosaki’s eyes told Kakashi exactly what he was thinking. Every part of Kakashi started to burn, he was furious, his vision began to go completely red and he lunged at Kurosaki blindly.

Kurosaki dodged, and gave Kakashi a brutal cut on the side of his right thigh for good measure. The pain brought Kakashi back to reality, this man could obviously fight, he needed to stay focused for as long as he could, long enough to catch Kurosaki in his Sharingan.

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Iruka’s POV Flashback

Iruka left the tree heading in the direction that Kakashi had indicated. He could feel the three men and went for the first, taking him down silently. The second was just as easy. These men appeared to be more along the lines of simple bandits then fighters. The third individual gave Iruka a little more grief and landed him with a few cuts for all of his efforts.

Iruka was about to head for Kakashi’s position when a large sword came flying at his head. He ducked and then whirled to face his opponent, shocked at who he saw.

“Kurosaki?” The red head smirked.

“Oh my, Iruka, if you had just been a good boy and let me have my fun I might have let you be. Unfortunately, you didn’t. So I will just have to have my fun with you this way first. But don’t worry, I promise you’ll die with pleasure, not pain.” Iruka twitched (Sick Fuck!!) But his thoughts wouldn’t have time to continue past that. Already Kurosaki was attacking swinging the large sword with ferocious intent. Iruka was trying to dodge, and then tried to attack, but Kurosaki was waiting for him to and with a quick move slashed open Iruka’s stomach and chest. Not so much as to kill him instantly, but more then enough to keep him down, and if left untreated allow him to die of blood loss.
As he hit the ground Iruka could feel Kakashi coming towards him. His eyes were fluttering, he couldn’t keep them open. (Kakashi, I’m sorry, I knew I wasn’t good enough for you.) Iruka’s eyes closed and the darkness smashed against his senses like a tsunami.

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Kakashi’s POV

“Why? Why the hell did you hire us?” Kakashi glared at Kurosaki. He had to get him to talk so that he could think of a plan.

“Hm…Because I was ordered to bring back the body of the famous copy nin that’s why. Your worth a fortune, and would make my boss very rich.” Kakashi stayed quite, he knew there were a lot of people after him, being a ninja didn’t earn you as many friends as it did enemies.

“And your boss would be?” Kakashi used a sarcastic tone, still focusing on Kurosaki, it would be difficult to pull this off considering his low chakra level right now, but if he did it just right, he would be able to take down Kurosaki and have enough energy left to at least stop Iruka’s bleeding.

“Hm...Well since you’re not going to live to tell, I guess it wouldn’t hurt. His name is Kakuzu of the group Akatsuki.” Kakashi’s eyes widened. (Those are the fuckers after Naruto, shit!) Kurosaki took a step taking up a fighting stance. (It’s now or never)

“Chidori” The electricity in Kakashi’s hand headed at Kurosaki with immense speed, but Kurosaki dodged just enough. Though the impact still had a massive impact it wasn’t enough to kill the man. (Shit, I don’t have enough left for another shot)

“Fuck!” Kurosaki growled and then went at Kakashi, the red moved incredibly fast, especially with the wound that Kakashi had just inflicted on him. Kakashi moved dodging the first two swings of the sword only to be caught in the arm by the third, rendering it almost useless. He tried to fight back with one of his kunai but the larger sword knocked it from his hand. Kakashi drained from fighting and using the chidori couldn’t keep up. His use of the Sharingan in the earlier fights was also catching up to him (hindsight is 20/20. If I had known about Kurosaki, I wouldn’t have used the Sharingan) Kurosaki had reached and was slamming down for the final blow when suddenly he stopped. Sword in the air, his face went pale, and he sunk with a grunt to the ground. He was barely holding himself up with his sword looking behind him at the injured Iruka. Kakashi’s eyes flashed, a grin crossed his lips beneath the mask. He looked at Kurosaki; he had enough chakra for this.

“Kurosaki!” The red head whirled only to be caught directly by Kakashi’s sharingan. Kakashi wove into his head, capturing in a gengutsu where Kurosaki was the victim, the one being beaten, rapped and brutalized. Kurosaki let out a gargled scream before collapsing, dying from both the mental and physical damage.

Kakashi moved to Iruka, his injuries were bad but the bleeding would be easy enough to stop. He laid Iruka down on his back and began to remove his clothes so that he could see the wounds more clearly. He winced at the sight, but moved quickly performing a few hand signs he was able to stop the bleeding and close the wounds enough that Iruka could be moved, he then began to bandage the wounds carefully, all the while keeping his senses aware.

Once that was finished, he helped Iruka up off the ground and moved them away from the caravan. He used some more of his chakra to summon Pakkun. “Hey.” The dog lifted his paw in greeting.

“Pakkun, I need you to take a message to the Hokage immediately. Tell him that the escort mission was a farce, and that both Iruka and I have been wounded. Also inform him that the group has some connection to Akatsuki.” Pakkun nodded but before he went.

“Do you want me to summon some of the others to keep guard while you recover?” Kakashi thought about it and decided it to be the best mode of action.

“Hai, summon two so they can take turns and help with scouting, I am going to have to move Iruka back to Konoha bit by bit until we can meet up with a medical nin.” With that Pakkun summoned two of his companions, a large bulldog and a german sheppard with sun glasses on. He then took off, headed towards Konoha at top speed. After giving the two new dogs their orders Kakashi turned his attention back towards Iruka.

“Kakashi? Kakashi?” Iruka was whispering and reaching towards no where. Though Kakashi had stopped the bleeding and basically healed the worst of the wounds, Iruka still had lost a lot of blood and seemed to be slightly delirious at the moment.

“Shhh….I’m here Iruka. Don’t worry I will always be here. Try to rest, your safe now.” Kakashi moved closer to Iruka as he spoke, and upon reaching the man's body wrapped his arms around him and pulled him tightly towards him. He did not have much chakra left; he needed to sleep as much as Iruka before he could try to move them anywhere. With that thought Kakashi fell asleep while the large bull dog took watch.

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Kakashi grabbed the hand that had reached for his mask out of pure instinct; he heard a soft chuckle from a familiar person in his right ear. Kakashi blinked and looked at the man who had tried to de-mask him. Though he was happy to see Iruka next to him, he wasn’t too happy about Iruka’s condition. The man was very pale, well for him anyway, and his eyes looked incredibly tired.

“I’m alright Kakashi,” Iruka spoke softly to him. Even the sound of his voice made Kakashi worried. He sounded so weak and frail. (He shouldn’t be reading my mind either, it’s not good for him to strain that much) Kakashi’s sarcasm was the only thing that could liven his spirits at this point. Or so he thought until Iruka had pulled the mask down far enough that he could lean up and kiss the jounin. (Tastes so good…) Kakashi began to reach for Iruka, he wanted on top of him, he wanted to hold him, fuck him, and release all the sexual frustration that he had been holding on to. But when his hand grazed over Iruka’s stomach the brunette let out a squeal of pain and almost drew blood from Kakashi’s lip. Kakashi pulled away.

“Sorry Iruka, I just want…” but his lips were silenced by Iruka’s, their tongues intertwined and massaged one another, then Iruka’s tongue relaxed and let Kakashi take over. Again Kakashi moved toward him this time using his hands and knees for support so that Iruka would have no weight on his body. He deepened the kiss as Iruka’s hands moved up into his hair and around his neck. The feeling was so sweet, so wonderful, it was getting hard for Kakashi to hold back and he broke the kiss again. He shifted his weight to one arm and stroked Iruka’s face with his now free hand.

“You look exhausted, stay here and try to rest some more, I will do some scouting and see if we can’t move towards Konoha.” The look in Iruka’s eyes was heart breaking. (Trust me beautiful, I would rather stay) Kakashi stroked Iruka’s check again and leaned in for a soft peck on his lips. Then got up to go. He looked over Iruka carefully to make sure he was comfortable and then headed carefully away from their little hideout that was currently being protected by the sun glass wearing German Sheppard.

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Iruka’s POV

Iruka was heartbroken when Kakashi told him to stay there and wait. He wanted to be with him, (I finally just got a hold of him, and now I’m a burden.) Iruka wanted to cry, he felt so weak and pathetic, and he doubted he could even really stand on his own right now. (Kakashi would have been better off if Kurosaki had killed me. This is all my fault, if I hadn’t) tears ran down Iruka’s face. He was hopeless, he didn’t deserve to be loved by the Jounin in the first place and then he almost got them both killed by forcing Kakashi to go back to the camp. Iruka’s tears began to carry him into the dream world, he was already so tired, but his sleep was not restful.

Iruka was laying quietly in an open field staring up at the stars, it was warm, beautiful. Kakashi leaned over and began to kiss him, to show him what love truly meant. He kissed his way down Iruka’s jaw line and then moved towards his neck, all the while his hands working on removing Iruka’s clothing.

“Mmm…Kakashi that feels so good,” Iruka moaned and purred softly to the man on top of him. The Jounin’s hands began to move lower, enticing the brunette to continue his moaning as his breathing became faster. “Please more give me more Kakashi,” Iruka whimpered helplessly below the man. Iruka’s eyes were closed shut to enjoy the feeling of his loves hands on his body. The man moved back up to Iruka’s ear.

“I’ll be more then happy to my little slut,” but the voice wasn’t Kakashi’s. Iruka’s eyes opened to see orange hair and a dark smirk. He was pinned beneath him and he couldn’t move, couldn’t scream. (No! Stop, get off of me! I don’t want you!) Iruka’s mouth moved, but there was no noise. Suddenly Kurosaki let go of his hands but Iruka couldn’t move them, he looked above him to see his hands sunken into a red ground, he was bleeding, he suddenly hurt all over. Kurosaki forced his bare legs apart, then dipped his shoulders beneath Iruka’s legs and began to pound him ruthlessly. (NO! NO! Please Stop! God Please make him stop!) Iruka could feel his body rip and tare; feel the blood trickle down his ass. The haunting eyes of the orange haired man glaring into his tear filled ones. (Kakashi! Kakashi Please!) But the Jounin was no where. “Why would he save someone as pathetic as you? You ugly little whore.” Kurosaki snarled above him while he relentlessly abused Iruka’s helpless body.

Iruka’s chest and stomach felt as if it was being torn to shreds, his tears flowing down his face. He begged silently for someone to save him, anyone to take him away from this horror. Then he felt a soft touch, he focused on it with all he had and felt it become stronger and more soothing, it was pushing everything away.

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Kakashi’s POV

Kakashi had returned to the hideout after his quick scouting to hear low helpless sobs coming from their little hideout. He glanced down at the Sheppard. “He is having a nightmare, I didn’t want to leave my post,” the dog spoke worriedly as he glanced toward the small nook that Kakashi had managed to find after the attack. Kakashi slipped into the small area covered thickly by trees to find Iruka struggling with his blankets on the ground, tears rushing down his face. Kakashi got closer, reaching towards his beloved he heard Iruka whisper.

“Kurosaki, please stop…” more sobs followed. Kakashi’s eyes narrowed, (that fucker, I wish I had more chakra left last night, I would have really made him suffer.) Kakashi was already stroking Iruka’s cheek, the brunette was burning up. (Shit, this just got worst.) Kakashi reached for his pouch to pull out a small bottle of liquid medicine. (Fever reducer, this should help enough to get him to the village.)

“Iruka, Iruka babe please wake up. Wake up for me baby.” Kakashi continued to stroke his cheek, carefully watching his movements to ensure that he didn’t reopen his wounds. “Baby please wake up. I’m right here, you know I would never let him hurt you, not again. Come on baby open your eyes.” Kakashi looked down at Iruka, (If he doesn’t wake up it means the fever is really bad. I have to get him to that village.) Kakashi began to lift the brunette’s head in order to force feed him the medicine when Iruka’s eyes began to flutter open. Kakashi stopped, his fingers going back to Iruka’s cheek to try and bring him around. “Sweetie, wake up. Open your eyes for me, let me see those beautiful eyes.” Iruka finally opened them all the way, looking at Kakashi blankly at first and then upon registering who it was above them reached for Kakashi to pull him close. Kakashi calmed him down and encouraged to take the medicine that Kakashi offered. He then laid him back down and began to ensure they had everything packed away and any sign of them being there was taken care of.

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Iruka’s POV

The look in Kakashi’s eyes showed pure fear. ( He was worried. But I am so happy, so happy that he is here, he’ll always be here.) Iruka drank the liquid he was offered, it had a bitter taste that made him squint his eyes in distaste. Kakashi then laid his head back against the ground.

“We will be moving soon so try to relax and rest a little bit.” Iruka then watched as Kakashi began to clean up the area around them and prepare for their move. (Where are we going to go, I can barely stand.) Once again his insecurities and guilt poured over him like a waterfall. It was at that moment that Kakashi had looked over at him. “Iruka? Iruka I don’t like it when you look like that, are you alright?” Iruka looked into his eye, he knew that Kakashi cared but.

“I’m no good for you. I’m not strong, I’m foolish and overly trusting, and your Kakashi the great copy Nin. Just leave me here, I’m too weak anyway. Being able to kiss you meant so much. Thank you.” Iruka knew he couldn’t be what Kakashi really wanted, he had been like this since he was younger.

Flash Back

Iruka was always a showoff, but when it came to going home to his empty apartment he was anything but. He never heard a “good job” or a “well done” because he had no one to tell him that. It was on one of those quite walks home, when he was alone in a dark all his own, that he was jumped by two older boys.

“Well, well, what do we have here.” The first man had Iruka pinned to a wall.

“Let go you bastard!” Iruka was struggling against the man. (Damn why didn’t I pay attention in class. I could have gotten out of this hold already.)

“Hm, he’s a mouthy little fuck isn’t he. Let’s put that large little mouth to work.” The two older boys dragged Iruka into an alley and slammed him to the ground flat on his back. They pushed him down hard enough to knock the air out of him. One of the boys stayed on top of him while the other stood up and unzipped his pants letting them fall to the ground. His erect cock visible in the barely lit alley. He then positioned himself over Iruka’s face. “Suck you little bastard!” Iruka clamped his mouth shut and shook his head. The man reached down to his face and plugged his nose. Iruka held his mouth shut as long as he could but soon had to open his mouth with a gasp for breath. As soon as his mouth opened the boy thrust his cock inside. “If I feel any teeth you little fuck I’ll beat you to death and then rape this pathetic body of yours.” The boy was thrusting his cock into Iruka’s mouth harshly. Meanwhile the other boy began to pull down Iruka’s pants leaving him half naked.

“Hurry up, I want to fuck this little slut’s ass.” The other offered a grunt before he came. Iruka coughed as the boy’s cum filled his mouth and withdrew, falling to the side to recover from his orgasm. Iruka turned his head coughing up the cum, he began to try and fight again but the other boy wouldn’t have it. He flipped Iruka onto his stomach, then slammed his head down. Iruka’s face slammed into large piece of wood that was on the ground. The hit knocked him out for a brief period of time, only waking to feel the other boys cock ramming ruthlessly into his ass.

“Help, Help me.” Iruka tried to scream for help, but he had no voice after the first boy had slammed his cock down his throat brutalizing the back of his throat, leaving only stinging and the taste of blood.

“No one is going to help a pathetic little shit like you. You’re worthless, and no one wants something that’s worthless. The only thing you’ll ever be good for is a quick fuck, but don’t worry we’ll make sure that happens on a regular basis so you don’t feel too lonely.” The first boy was talking in his ear as his friend continued to thrust. He had a tight hold of the brunette’s hair, keeping his ear close to his mouth.

When they were finished they left him half naked on the ground. His body bleeding from various places, he ached all over. (They’re right. I am worthless. If I was any kind of a ninja, even at 12, I would have been able to stop this.)

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Kakashi’s POV

Kakashi’s eyes went wide. (Does he really think so little of himself.) Kakashi softly stroked Iruka’s face. ( I don’t know why you think this way, but I’ll show you Iruka, I’ll show you how wonderful you are.) Kakashi leaned down and kissed Iruka. “Stop talking like that, you’re perfect and you deserve me just as much as I deserve you. We both deserve to be happy Iruka, and when we get home I will prove that to you in any way possible.” Iruka’s eyes got wide. Kakashi smiled softly at his beloved. He knew this went deeper then just Kurosaki, but he didn’t have time to dwell on that right now. All he could do is be there, and show Iruka that he loved him and that there was no way in hell he was leaving him anywhere.