By the way
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By the way
Summary: Sasuke has returned from Sound for over two years, and after showing his love for Naruto the two being to date. Though his blond is acting weird, so one night Sasuke follows him out for a shocking surprise!
Warning: This story contains Yaoi, meaning boys lovin boys, as well as sexy smut. ^_^
Pairing: SasuNaru and GaaNaru
Story Stats: One Shot!
Disclaimer: Tch! I don’t own shit! Any who, I don’t own the song either; ‘Scotty Doesn’t Know’ that belong to Lustra. I just tweaked it a bit to fit the story.
~| By The Way…| ~
Sasuke lay awake looking up at the ceiling, his mind find with unanswered questions. Two years…he’d come back from the Village of Sound only two years ago. It hadn’t been an easy step, but it was nothing compared to tell Naruto his feeling for returning. The loud blond looked shocked for a second before returning the love confession and tackling Sasuke to the ground with hugs and kisses. Though even with the most important person lying beside him, Sasuke couldn’t help but shake the feeling something was wrong. Naruto didn’t smile the same way, his eyes were always dazed as if he was thinking about something else.
Though what hurt most was Naruto no longer looked at him when they made love. The blond had once said he could stare into his eyes forever, but that wasn’t the case anymore. He was worried, was something bothering his lover? It had been this way for over five months, maybe longer…
Whenever he asked Naruto about it he just laugh and saying he was worrying too much and that he should be focusing on taking care of Itachi. Why did Naruto want him to kill Itachi so bad anyway?! After all the blond had spent nearly are their lives trying to talk Sasuke out of it! Now when he was willing to put the past him to be with Naruto the blond was trying to push him away.
The tan arm resting on his bare chest shifted and Sasuke looked over to his sleeping lover. Last night had been wonderful, minus Naruto’s attempt not to look at him, or at least look at him in the eyes. Still he felt cared for. Leaning over some his brushed a sweet kiss on the blonds’ head, his way of waking him up.
“Five more minutes…” Naruto nuzzled closer to the warmth of Sasuke’s body.
“Come on dobe-chan…we have training today.”
“Please…” ask the darling blond behind closed eyes.
How could Sasuke say no!?
“Ok…you have five minutes…” not one to stay in bed Sasuke got up with a growl from Naruto.
“You were supposed to stay here…” Naruto pouted.
“Then you’d have asked for ten…” Sasuke smirked and began go though his morning routine.
The raven haired teen started out with a shower, washing his hair and body, before hopping out to brush his teeth and hair. Naruto was rolling out of bed when he re-entered to get dressed in his normal navy blue shirt and white shorts. Lastly he tied his headband and pulled out his chuunin vest. Naruto had dragged his naked behind towards the bathroom and thrown himself into the shower. Sasuke always took pride in tiring the blond out of a couple of rounds of sex, it just seem to snap the energy right out of him.
It took another ten minutes for the blond to come downstairs looking refreshed and dressed in a dark pair of chunin pants, and short sleeves orange shirt and chunin vest. Everyday Sasuke thanked Kami that the blond had finally grown out of the ugly orange jumpsuit thing. Sasuke continued to eat his morning breakfast and Naruto tossed a cup of ramen into the microwave watching the silly cup go around in circle with a grin on his face.
Once the timer beeped Naruto flung open the microwave door and grasped the cup and a pair of chopsticks before sitting by Sasuke at their dinning room table. When Sasuke returned it was either be under house arrest or have a live-in guard. It was a no-brainer, since having Naruto to wake up to every morning was a blessing. It wasn’t like he was going to run away from Naruto…not again, not ever!
Naruto slurped his noodles while humming a song…Sasuke never heard the tune before and was about to ask about it when Naruto looked up at him.
“Sasuke…” Naruto wasn’t looking at him, just studying the noodles floating in the cup.
Worried Sasuke set down his cup of tea to give the blond his full attention, “Yes Naruto?”
At his name the blond looked up, and was consumed by onyx pools, “Sasuke…”
He took a breath before turning to full face him, “It’s been…nearly a year, hasn’t it?”
Sasuke was worried he didn’t like the tone in his lover voice, “A year since what Naruto?”
“A year...since we started dating.”
“Yes…it has.” Ok Sasuke was freaking out, but he’d be damned is he was going to show it!
“I just want to tell you…that I really do love you…that, I care about you and I always will…”
Sasuke blinked, he hadn’t been thinking along those lines of what the blond would say…
Naruto stood up taking Sasuke half empty tea cup and his ramen cup towards the sink. He finished off his noodles and set the cup in the sink to be washed, as he tossed the cup he spoke over his shoulder.
“By the way…there’s something I’ve been meaning to tell you for a while now Sasuke. I just didn’t know how to say it, because I didn’t want to hurt you. But I can’t keep it any longer…so please understand.”
Sasuke stiffed, it was the kind of feeling when your heart being to beat too fast for your chest and your brain comes up with the worst images, and then you can’t breath your so scared. Naruto sounded scared too, like he was terrified of what was going to happen. That was why he hadn’t turned around yet. Why he wouldn’t look a Sasuke. He didn’t want to hurt him…he can’t keep what any longer…he didn’t know how to say what!?
“Sasuke…for the last six months…I--”
Sasuke could have killed whoever dared to knock on his front door at this time.
“What Naruto…what ever you going to say?!” Sasuke was standing up moving slowly towards the blond.
“Someone at the door!” Naruto took off in a rush.
“NARUTO!” Sasuke wasn’t letting him leave; he couldn’t just leave him like this!
Naruto threw open the door to find Sakura and Ino both at the door with welcoming smiles on their faces.
“Hey guys!” Naruto beamed; pretending he wasn’t afraid for his life.
“…did you?”
Naruto glared at Ino with fiery eyes. “Hush!”
Sasuke came from around the corner, his dark eyes glaring holes into the blonds back.
“Naruto, we have not finished talking yet!” Sasuke hissed deadly.
“I’m really sorry Sasuke-kun but the Hokage has sent for Naruto. She needs him right away!” Sakura was saying this while backing up.
Fan girl or not, she damn sure didn’t want to be there when the dark haired boy found out what everyone else knew!
“She can wait…Naruto…” the name was stressed a warning for the blond to close the door and finish speaking.
“No, Sasuke she can’t… I’ll…I’ll be right back…promise! We can talk later…” Naruto didn’t look back he just moved passed Ino and Sakura before running away from the Uchiha manor.
“Sasuke-kun…” Ino began.
“You have to the count of three to get away from me or else…” Sasuke’s eyes bled crimson as the horror fill sharingan eyes began to appear.
The two did not need to be told twice before they took off running scared. Sasuke clenched his fist and exited his home. Naruto would not get away with that! He was going to tell Sasuke what the hell was going on…not even the Hokage was going to stop him!
Naruto braced himself against wall a block away from the Hokage tower. Sasuke wasn’t going to be pleased to say the least, shit was not only going to hit the fan, but it was going to blow the thing up! He was so confused right now, damn how could his whole life just flip and turn upside down on him like this?! Everything was so easy when Sasuke came back. The boy loved him, hadn’t that been enough? He was going to stay? To start a life with him and love him! So why did Naruto have to go a fuck the whole thing up?!
“Damn it!” Naruto pushed off the wall taking a gulp of air and continued onward towards the tower.
He had better think of something quick, if he planned to life long enough to be the Hokage. Cause once he became the Hokage, shit like this would be illegal!
After the brisk walk though the tower he came to the Hokage’s office and knocked on the door. There was no answer and he was about to knock again when the door open and a hand reached out snatching him up and pulling him roughly inside. The door was slammed shut and locked and Naruto was seconds from screaming blooded murder, when a thick husky voice rang in his left ear.
“Koibito…” Naruto shivered, his eyes slowly open to meet the face of all his problems.
“…G…Gaara…” why the hell was he here?!
“I missed you.” The words spoken as if he was reading Naruto’s mind.
Damn him! Damn him with his sexy fishnet t-shirt showing off patches of lickable pale skin. Damn him in his wonderful baggy cargo pants that hugged his sweet ass to perfection. Damn those hypnotic sea green eyes that made his heart beat faster and mind go blank. Damn him, damn him, damn Sabaku no Gaara!
Gaara leaned in stealing a hot kiss from Naruto, his tongue licking his bottom lip for entrance which he got in seconds. Rough pale hands rubbed his body and worked on trying to get under the orange shirt, while Naruto fisted red hair and rubbed his lower half against the hot body of the other. Gaara groaned and lifted the blond up, making Naruto wrap his legs around his waist and he began to rub back. His lips left the blonds and hungrily attacked his neck, biting the flesh and licking the wounds lovingly. Naruto gasped as Gaara picked up the pace with his thrust and moved in slow circles.
“Wait! Baa-chan!” Naruto breathed.
“Isn’t here…I sent Sakura and Ino to get you…Tsunade…had a meeting…” Gaara finally got under the shirt and pushed it up sucking on the left nipple violently.
Naruto moaned arching his back his eyes locked onto the red head’s.
“I…wait…I….Sasuke!” Naruto pleaded.
Gaara stopped; he lifted his head and glared darkly at the blond.
“You…you haven’t told him. Have you Uzumaki?”
Naruto knew he’d fucked up whenever Gaara called him by his last name. Slowly Gaara let Naruto down on the ground and backed up moving to seat on Tsunade’s desk and continue to glare coldly at the blond. Naruto fixed his clothing and gave a sad look to Gaara.
“I…I tried. I swear I really did try to tell him this morning. I just…Kami Gaara if you could have seen his face, and heard his voice. I can’t…he’ll go insane if I do!” Naruto pleaded. Gaara didn’t understand how hard this was!
“I understand. I understand that we had an agreement. You had two weeks to tell the Uchiha about us…two. Today is Friday Uzumaki.”
Naruto’s eyes went wide with shock as Gaara locked eyes with him.
“Times up.” Gaara stood up and moved to exit the room.
Naruto reached out a grabbed him, he was so close to crying, this couldn’t be happening.
“Gaara! Please…just a little more time. I can’t just say it like that…Sasuke…he’s been though a lot in his life. I don’t want to hurt him anymore.”
“Naruto…” Gaara pulled the blond off of him.
“You’ve been though a lot…I’ve been though a lot….every fucking ninja has been though a lot! He hurt you remember? Huh do you? I damn sure remember! Neji remembers, Kiba remembers, Hinata, Shino, and Shikamaru, take your fucking pick! We all remember! So tell me why his pain means more than yours.” Gaara watched the clear tears roll down Naruto’s cheeks.
Leaning down, he licked the tears away before whispering.
“You had two weeks to tell him. You promised…that if you didn’t tell him in two weeks...”
Naruto shivered he couldn’t believe he made such a stupid promise!
“…I would. By sunrise tomorrow, the Uchiha will know about us.” With that Gaara’s sand swirled around his body, until he and his sand disappeared.
Naruto collapsed on the ground, broken and in tears. Tonight was going to be a living hell! Dattebayo!
Sasuke beat on the door with sheer anger, it was finally thrown up and Tsunade glared darkly at the Uchiha, who returned the glare.
“What the hell is your problem!” she snapped.
“Where’s Naruto?” Sasuke demanded.
Tsunade blinked, he came beating on her door like an ANBU asking about his bloody boyfriend?!
“How in the hell should I know!?” She roared.
Sasuke’s glared intensified, “You sent for him this morning! So where is he?!”
Now Tsunade dropped her anger a bit looking truly confused, “No I didn’t.”
Sasuke lifted an eyebrow, “Yes, you did. Sakura and Ino came to my house, in the middle of something important, saying you need Naruto right away!”
Tsunade didn’t like this at all…not one bit, “Sasuke…I did no such thing. I’ve been in this meeting all morning. I never sent for anyone, let alone the brat.”
Sasuke let the information sink in. If Tsunade never sent for the blond, then where the hell was he? Sasuke slowly turned and walked off not saying another word to the Hokage. He clenched his hands at his side and walked calmly out of the tower. Tsunade was freaked out and felt someone was going to get hurt badly for this. Sure she could send Kakashi to keep an eye on the boy to make sure he didn’t kill anyone, but if she had her facts straight, today was Friday and she was going to need all the jounin she could find before tonight was over.
“Damn sand-nin!” she cursed going back into her meeting.
Naruto spent the remained of the day hiding from Sasuke. He heard rumors of the crazed Uchiha tearing the village apart looking from him. Sakura was hiding and Ino never left the safety of her mother’s flower shop. That was dumb, they should have known Sasuke would find out they had lied that morning. Naruto had gone to clear his head, with a bowl of ramen, but his stomach was to shakin up to handle the food. Rather than end up throwing it up later he had it packed up, and when he was sure Sasuke wasn’t home he put it in the refrigerator to eat for later. The day was getting late and no word from Sasuke or Gaara. It was nothing more than a misunderstanding gone very wrong! Sasuke had been away on a mission when Gaara had come to Konoha for a mission of his own. Naruto had no idea he was the mission. He just couldn’t get the red head to back off, and then one thing lead to another and Naruto had woken up naked with a sore behind. The facts later fit together and Naruto knew he’d crossed the line.
He went to Neji for advice, and he only asked Naruto “are you sorry it happened?”. After four days, Naruto had to say no. He wasn’t sorry he’d slept with Gaara. The red head had made him feel things Sasuke never did. When Gaara said he’d never hurt him Naruto believed him. With Sasuke, he always thought the raven haired boy was trying to make up for things in the past. Gaara wanted to create a future, a future that didn’t included Sasuke. Looking on the whole thing now Naruto understood. He could either be trapped in the past, or move forward towards the future.
Closing his eyes, Sasuke voice echoed in his mind ringing like a clear bell.
‘The future is not where my dream is, it is in the past…’
“…Sasuke…” Naruto stood up and his fingers flashed though a few quick hand seals, before he disappear.
-|-| (*_* the magic timeline *_*) |-|-
Sasuke sat on the bed re-reading the letter from Naruto. His body sore from spar with Kakashi all afternoon. The poor man would think twice before spar with Sasuke on a bad day. He never meant to hurt the man so bad, but this thing was Naruto was driving him insane! Still when he came home to find the blond missing and a letter on his side of the bed, he couldn’t help be terrified.
Sasuke,
I’ve been so cruel to you. Not just today, but for a long time now. I’ve kept things from you, which I shouldn’t have. I know you must be wondering just what in the world am I talking about. I know you must be scared, enough though you won’t show it or say it, I know you Sasuke. I know when you’re scared and when you’re hurt and confused. I know you because I am like you, in so many ways that it pained me to do this to you. So tonight. It ends. The lies, the secrets, everything. I won’t continue to hurt you the way I have. Tonight marks the next chapter in our lives. So…please meet me at 8:00 tonight at the club towards the outskirt of the village. There is something I want to tell you…
Signed with all the love I possess for you,
Naruto.
Ps. not all stories have a happy endings.
Sasuke set the letter down, and glanced at the clock. It was seven already! Looking at the letter Sasuke stood up to go shower and change for the evening. This was going to hurt. He didn’t even know what the hell was going to happen but he knew it was going to hurt like hell.
He stood before his bedroom mirror and looked at his reflection with cold eyes. His black button up shirt clung to his chest and torso, leaving nothing to the imagination. While his kohl black slack hung off his hips with sliver chains, and fit loosely around his legs. His left his headband on the nightstand, so that his bangs shadows his eyes dramatically. Naruto’s letter stay folded and tucked into his pocket as he left his home and locked the door. On the outside nothing could be seen, though inside raged a sea of emotions threatening to drown the poor Uchiha boy. The walked slow, afraid of what would be waiting for him, afraid of what he’d find out tonight. Still Sasuke hadn’t walked slow enough as the dark club came into view. The music blasting from inside as color lights flashed on the outside. The club had been built as a way for ninjas young and old relax and have fun. It was in fact pretty popular, Sasuke been there a few times, and all had been with Naruto at his side.
Sasuke had no problem getting in and moved though the crowd of people. Quickly he searched the massive group of people looking for his blond. Though with no luck, he noticed Hinata and Kiba in the corner laughing about something he had no clue about. Tenten and Neji sat with Rock Lee and Sakura, as table close to the stage. Sakura looked sad, like she wanted to cry, but Sasuke dismissed it after remembering her betrayal this morning. Ino could be seen dancing with Choji, and Shikamaru sat lazily with Shino near the bar.
“Where are you dobe…?” Sasuke sighed, he was getting annoyed and as ready to leave when the light shut off.
The crowd screamed and cheered in high pitched voice making Sasuke’s head hurt ten fold. A spot light came on center stage as footsteps could be heard moving towards the light. Sasuke lifted an eyebrow when none other than Gaara stood under the light. His wore torn faded black jeans with random zippers all over, his chest covered with a netted shirt with no sleeveless and leather upper arm bands designed with sand symbol. He wore about three different studded belts around his waist and for once in his life his gourd was missing! Sasuke didn’t know what to make out of the red head, but as he step up to the mic things became clear.
“I wrote this song…for some special. You’ see, I’ve been seeing someone and they were in a relationship and didn’t know how to tell the other person.” Like laser beam eyes Gaara looked right at Sasuke.
Sasuke’s chest tightened and he glared darkly at the red head.
“So…this song is for the other guy…”
The light flashed on, showing Temari on drums and Kankurou on a guitar. They two were drowning in black with twisted grins on their faces. Sasuke stood up fancily looking for Naruto, somewhere anywhere!
Finally as the music began to play his blond appeared in the front of the stage looking up at the red head. His blond hair the only thing he could see, but he knew...he knew it was Naruto!
Kankurou stared up the guitar while Temari tore into the drums showing no mercy. As Gaara took the mic he smirked out at the crowd and then glanced at Sasuke before his voice carried out into the club grabbing everyone’s attention without question.
Sasuke doesn’t know that Naruto and me…
Are foolin around every Sunday
He tells him he’s got practices, but he don’t go
Still he’s on his knees and Sasuke doesn’t know!
Oh Sasuke doesn’t know
So don’t tell Sasuke
Sasuke doesn’t know
Sasuke doesn’t know
So don’t tell Sasuke
Sasuke stiffened, this couldn’t be happening. This was a dream. He was lying! Naruto would never…but then. There were times…there were Sundays. Sundays when Naruto had in fact told him he had practice! Sasuke shook, with fear, anger, anger weight over all other emotions has he left his seat and took off towards the stage. Towards the blond! Gaara watched with amused eyes, that didn’t stop him from sing the next versus!
Naruto says he’s got a mission.
But he’s under me and I’m not stoppin
Cause Sasuke doesn’t know!
Sasuke doesn’t know
Sasuke doesn’t know
Sasuke doesn’t know
So don’t tell Sasuke
Sasuke doesn’t know
Gaara bent down, taking the blond’s hand pulling him onto the stage for the whole crowd to see. Naruto blushed but wrapped his arms around the red head, wearing a skin tight orange shirt with a netted long sleeved shirt underneath. He wore a pair of loud orange pants with his last name traveling down the leg. His headband was around his arm, while Gaara’s sand headband rested on his forehead. Gaara turned Naruto around his back resting on his chest as their hips rolled to the pounding punk beat.
I can’t believe he’s so trustin
While I’m right behind you thrustin
Naruto has got him on the phone and he’s tryin not to moan
It’s a three-way call and he knows nothin…nothin!
Sasuke doesn’t know
Sasuke doesn’t know
Don’t tell Sasuke
Cause Sasuke doesn’t know
Sasuke doesn’t know
So don’t tell Sasuke we’ll put on a show
Everyone will go
Sasuke doesn’t know
Sasuke doesn’t know
Sasuke doesn’t know
Sasuke was blocked from the stage by people in his way, he could get around them. Naruto hadn’t seemed to notice him yet; he was too busy dry humping the fuck sand freak in front of everyone. Naruto sang along with Gaara in the mic, the lyrics ringing in Sasuke ears. Naruto wasn’t the only one, Neji…Kiba…rock lee…Ino…Choji…even Sakura! They were all fucking singing the song!
The training grounds why not, it’s so cool when you’re on top
His front lawn…
In the sand…
Laughin so hard cause …
Sasuke doesn’t know
Sasuke doesn’t know
I did him on his birthday!
Sasuke doesn’t know
Sasuke doesn’t know
Sasuke watched in horror as Gaara turned and kissed his lover in front of him; pulling away he made eye contact with the Sasuke and smirked. That son-of-a-bitch was smirking! Sasuke’s eyes bled red, sharingan flaring as he thought of burning the bastard and everyone sing into ashes. Naruto had said he had a mission…he wasn’t around on his birthday because of a mission! Not…not, because he was…Naruto wasn’t… Naruto wouldn’t!
So don’t tell Sasuke
Sasuke doesn’t know
Sasuke will know!
Sasuke has to know!
Sasuke’s gonna know!
Gonna Tell Sasuke
Gonna tell’m myself!
Sasuke has to now!
Sasuke has to now!
Sasuke gotta go!
Sasuke doesn’t know!
Sasuke doesn’t know!
Sasuke doesn’t know!
Gaara lead the crowd into a chat, everyone chanting though sick words. Like this was just some fucking joke! Gaara lifted the blond up into his arms, and Naruto hugged him tight, kissing him with a passion of a thousand burning suns. His legs wrapped around his waist and arms around his neck. Everyone was chanting ‘Sasuke doesn’t know’ everyone. Even Naruto…this was fucked up. Temari chatted as did her brother, as Gaara carried Naruto off the stage. The crowd still in roar as the pair left. Naruto was gone, Gaara was gone. Sasuke clenched his chest, it hurt…god it hurt like hell. He knew, he knew and he came anyway. He wanted to hear it, to see it if he could. Though nothing hurt this bad. He slammed into people. Pushed past people, that stupid chat, that stupid song…what was wrong with everyone! This was his life, and they all were just sang like mindless morns! He needed space, he needed air…he couldn’t. Naruto…Naruto…
He couldn’t take it. He exited the club gasping for air, as he fled from the scene the words still playing in his mind, that song, those looks, those kisses. His mind and body hurt, his eyes burned with shedding tears and sharingan still in place. He didn’t get far before his ankle was grabbed and he slammed down to the ground. Cursing he turned to look at what had grabbed him though tear filled eyes.
Sand… he lifted his head and glared at Gaara who stood in front of a weeping blond. Oh now the fucker cries! What the hell? He wasn’t crying when his tongue was shoved down Gaara’s throat! Sasuke felt sick, he truly felt sick… all those times, all those looks he couldn’t stop it. He turned away from the pair and vomited. His hands fisting the grass beneath him, tears streaking down his face. Warm arms came around his body, the scent of oranges and miso ramen filled his nose. He trashed, trying to get away, but Naruto wouldn’t let go.
“I didn’t know Sasuke. I didn’t know you where there!”
“Don’t…t-touch…don’t touch m-me.” Sasuke whimper still trying to get away.
“He wrote that letter not me…I didn’t know. I never wanted to tell you, not like this! Not in front of everyone…” Naruto clung to the dark haired shinobi, while Gaara quietly watched from the background.
He knew he shouldn’t have told the blond so soon after the show…the Uchiha was such a mood killer!
“I…don’t understand? How could you…after we’ve been though…how you could just…”
“It just happened…I can’t change it…but it did. I love you, I really do! But Gaara…he does things for me you can’t.”
Sasuke went limp in Naruto’s arms. He cried that was all he could do.
“…if…if I hadn’t of left…would you…would you and I?” Sasuke whispered.
Naruto kissed his temple, “I don’t know…maybe…but it’s too late now.” Naruto let Sasuke go.
“…by the way…” Sasuke didn’t move, but he listened anyway.
Gaara looked towards Naruto who nodded it was ok for him to continue.
“Everyone knows…they just didn’t have the heart to tell you…thought you should know.” Gaara took Naruto’s hand and lead him back to the club.
As Sasuke laid face down in the dirt beside his own vomit he shook from tears that seemed to be endless. Only one thing stuck in his mind.
‘Sasuke doesn’t know…’
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Okay, now God knows I love Sasuke…but come on…you all know he had it comin?
Warning: This story contains Yaoi, meaning boys lovin boys, as well as sexy smut. ^_^
Pairing: SasuNaru and GaaNaru
Story Stats: One Shot!
Disclaimer: Tch! I don’t own shit! Any who, I don’t own the song either; ‘Scotty Doesn’t Know’ that belong to Lustra. I just tweaked it a bit to fit the story.
~| By The Way…| ~
Sasuke lay awake looking up at the ceiling, his mind find with unanswered questions. Two years…he’d come back from the Village of Sound only two years ago. It hadn’t been an easy step, but it was nothing compared to tell Naruto his feeling for returning. The loud blond looked shocked for a second before returning the love confession and tackling Sasuke to the ground with hugs and kisses. Though even with the most important person lying beside him, Sasuke couldn’t help but shake the feeling something was wrong. Naruto didn’t smile the same way, his eyes were always dazed as if he was thinking about something else.
Though what hurt most was Naruto no longer looked at him when they made love. The blond had once said he could stare into his eyes forever, but that wasn’t the case anymore. He was worried, was something bothering his lover? It had been this way for over five months, maybe longer…
Whenever he asked Naruto about it he just laugh and saying he was worrying too much and that he should be focusing on taking care of Itachi. Why did Naruto want him to kill Itachi so bad anyway?! After all the blond had spent nearly are their lives trying to talk Sasuke out of it! Now when he was willing to put the past him to be with Naruto the blond was trying to push him away.
The tan arm resting on his bare chest shifted and Sasuke looked over to his sleeping lover. Last night had been wonderful, minus Naruto’s attempt not to look at him, or at least look at him in the eyes. Still he felt cared for. Leaning over some his brushed a sweet kiss on the blonds’ head, his way of waking him up.
“Five more minutes…” Naruto nuzzled closer to the warmth of Sasuke’s body.
“Come on dobe-chan…we have training today.”
“Please…” ask the darling blond behind closed eyes.
How could Sasuke say no!?
“Ok…you have five minutes…” not one to stay in bed Sasuke got up with a growl from Naruto.
“You were supposed to stay here…” Naruto pouted.
“Then you’d have asked for ten…” Sasuke smirked and began go though his morning routine.
The raven haired teen started out with a shower, washing his hair and body, before hopping out to brush his teeth and hair. Naruto was rolling out of bed when he re-entered to get dressed in his normal navy blue shirt and white shorts. Lastly he tied his headband and pulled out his chuunin vest. Naruto had dragged his naked behind towards the bathroom and thrown himself into the shower. Sasuke always took pride in tiring the blond out of a couple of rounds of sex, it just seem to snap the energy right out of him.
It took another ten minutes for the blond to come downstairs looking refreshed and dressed in a dark pair of chunin pants, and short sleeves orange shirt and chunin vest. Everyday Sasuke thanked Kami that the blond had finally grown out of the ugly orange jumpsuit thing. Sasuke continued to eat his morning breakfast and Naruto tossed a cup of ramen into the microwave watching the silly cup go around in circle with a grin on his face.
Once the timer beeped Naruto flung open the microwave door and grasped the cup and a pair of chopsticks before sitting by Sasuke at their dinning room table. When Sasuke returned it was either be under house arrest or have a live-in guard. It was a no-brainer, since having Naruto to wake up to every morning was a blessing. It wasn’t like he was going to run away from Naruto…not again, not ever!
Naruto slurped his noodles while humming a song…Sasuke never heard the tune before and was about to ask about it when Naruto looked up at him.
“Sasuke…” Naruto wasn’t looking at him, just studying the noodles floating in the cup.
Worried Sasuke set down his cup of tea to give the blond his full attention, “Yes Naruto?”
At his name the blond looked up, and was consumed by onyx pools, “Sasuke…”
He took a breath before turning to full face him, “It’s been…nearly a year, hasn’t it?”
Sasuke was worried he didn’t like the tone in his lover voice, “A year since what Naruto?”
“A year...since we started dating.”
“Yes…it has.” Ok Sasuke was freaking out, but he’d be damned is he was going to show it!
“I just want to tell you…that I really do love you…that, I care about you and I always will…”
Sasuke blinked, he hadn’t been thinking along those lines of what the blond would say…
Naruto stood up taking Sasuke half empty tea cup and his ramen cup towards the sink. He finished off his noodles and set the cup in the sink to be washed, as he tossed the cup he spoke over his shoulder.
“By the way…there’s something I’ve been meaning to tell you for a while now Sasuke. I just didn’t know how to say it, because I didn’t want to hurt you. But I can’t keep it any longer…so please understand.”
Sasuke stiffed, it was the kind of feeling when your heart being to beat too fast for your chest and your brain comes up with the worst images, and then you can’t breath your so scared. Naruto sounded scared too, like he was terrified of what was going to happen. That was why he hadn’t turned around yet. Why he wouldn’t look a Sasuke. He didn’t want to hurt him…he can’t keep what any longer…he didn’t know how to say what!?
“Sasuke…for the last six months…I--”
Sasuke could have killed whoever dared to knock on his front door at this time.
“What Naruto…what ever you going to say?!” Sasuke was standing up moving slowly towards the blond.
“Someone at the door!” Naruto took off in a rush.
“NARUTO!” Sasuke wasn’t letting him leave; he couldn’t just leave him like this!
Naruto threw open the door to find Sakura and Ino both at the door with welcoming smiles on their faces.
“Hey guys!” Naruto beamed; pretending he wasn’t afraid for his life.
“…did you?”
Naruto glared at Ino with fiery eyes. “Hush!”
Sasuke came from around the corner, his dark eyes glaring holes into the blonds back.
“Naruto, we have not finished talking yet!” Sasuke hissed deadly.
“I’m really sorry Sasuke-kun but the Hokage has sent for Naruto. She needs him right away!” Sakura was saying this while backing up.
Fan girl or not, she damn sure didn’t want to be there when the dark haired boy found out what everyone else knew!
“She can wait…Naruto…” the name was stressed a warning for the blond to close the door and finish speaking.
“No, Sasuke she can’t… I’ll…I’ll be right back…promise! We can talk later…” Naruto didn’t look back he just moved passed Ino and Sakura before running away from the Uchiha manor.
“Sasuke-kun…” Ino began.
“You have to the count of three to get away from me or else…” Sasuke’s eyes bled crimson as the horror fill sharingan eyes began to appear.
The two did not need to be told twice before they took off running scared. Sasuke clenched his fist and exited his home. Naruto would not get away with that! He was going to tell Sasuke what the hell was going on…not even the Hokage was going to stop him!
Naruto braced himself against wall a block away from the Hokage tower. Sasuke wasn’t going to be pleased to say the least, shit was not only going to hit the fan, but it was going to blow the thing up! He was so confused right now, damn how could his whole life just flip and turn upside down on him like this?! Everything was so easy when Sasuke came back. The boy loved him, hadn’t that been enough? He was going to stay? To start a life with him and love him! So why did Naruto have to go a fuck the whole thing up?!
“Damn it!” Naruto pushed off the wall taking a gulp of air and continued onward towards the tower.
He had better think of something quick, if he planned to life long enough to be the Hokage. Cause once he became the Hokage, shit like this would be illegal!
After the brisk walk though the tower he came to the Hokage’s office and knocked on the door. There was no answer and he was about to knock again when the door open and a hand reached out snatching him up and pulling him roughly inside. The door was slammed shut and locked and Naruto was seconds from screaming blooded murder, when a thick husky voice rang in his left ear.
“Koibito…” Naruto shivered, his eyes slowly open to meet the face of all his problems.
“…G…Gaara…” why the hell was he here?!
“I missed you.” The words spoken as if he was reading Naruto’s mind.
Damn him! Damn him with his sexy fishnet t-shirt showing off patches of lickable pale skin. Damn him in his wonderful baggy cargo pants that hugged his sweet ass to perfection. Damn those hypnotic sea green eyes that made his heart beat faster and mind go blank. Damn him, damn him, damn Sabaku no Gaara!
Gaara leaned in stealing a hot kiss from Naruto, his tongue licking his bottom lip for entrance which he got in seconds. Rough pale hands rubbed his body and worked on trying to get under the orange shirt, while Naruto fisted red hair and rubbed his lower half against the hot body of the other. Gaara groaned and lifted the blond up, making Naruto wrap his legs around his waist and he began to rub back. His lips left the blonds and hungrily attacked his neck, biting the flesh and licking the wounds lovingly. Naruto gasped as Gaara picked up the pace with his thrust and moved in slow circles.
“Wait! Baa-chan!” Naruto breathed.
“Isn’t here…I sent Sakura and Ino to get you…Tsunade…had a meeting…” Gaara finally got under the shirt and pushed it up sucking on the left nipple violently.
Naruto moaned arching his back his eyes locked onto the red head’s.
“I…wait…I….Sasuke!” Naruto pleaded.
Gaara stopped; he lifted his head and glared darkly at the blond.
“You…you haven’t told him. Have you Uzumaki?”
Naruto knew he’d fucked up whenever Gaara called him by his last name. Slowly Gaara let Naruto down on the ground and backed up moving to seat on Tsunade’s desk and continue to glare coldly at the blond. Naruto fixed his clothing and gave a sad look to Gaara.
“I…I tried. I swear I really did try to tell him this morning. I just…Kami Gaara if you could have seen his face, and heard his voice. I can’t…he’ll go insane if I do!” Naruto pleaded. Gaara didn’t understand how hard this was!
“I understand. I understand that we had an agreement. You had two weeks to tell the Uchiha about us…two. Today is Friday Uzumaki.”
Naruto’s eyes went wide with shock as Gaara locked eyes with him.
“Times up.” Gaara stood up and moved to exit the room.
Naruto reached out a grabbed him, he was so close to crying, this couldn’t be happening.
“Gaara! Please…just a little more time. I can’t just say it like that…Sasuke…he’s been though a lot in his life. I don’t want to hurt him anymore.”
“Naruto…” Gaara pulled the blond off of him.
“You’ve been though a lot…I’ve been though a lot….every fucking ninja has been though a lot! He hurt you remember? Huh do you? I damn sure remember! Neji remembers, Kiba remembers, Hinata, Shino, and Shikamaru, take your fucking pick! We all remember! So tell me why his pain means more than yours.” Gaara watched the clear tears roll down Naruto’s cheeks.
Leaning down, he licked the tears away before whispering.
“You had two weeks to tell him. You promised…that if you didn’t tell him in two weeks...”
Naruto shivered he couldn’t believe he made such a stupid promise!
“…I would. By sunrise tomorrow, the Uchiha will know about us.” With that Gaara’s sand swirled around his body, until he and his sand disappeared.
Naruto collapsed on the ground, broken and in tears. Tonight was going to be a living hell! Dattebayo!
Sasuke beat on the door with sheer anger, it was finally thrown up and Tsunade glared darkly at the Uchiha, who returned the glare.
“What the hell is your problem!” she snapped.
“Where’s Naruto?” Sasuke demanded.
Tsunade blinked, he came beating on her door like an ANBU asking about his bloody boyfriend?!
“How in the hell should I know!?” She roared.
Sasuke’s glared intensified, “You sent for him this morning! So where is he?!”
Now Tsunade dropped her anger a bit looking truly confused, “No I didn’t.”
Sasuke lifted an eyebrow, “Yes, you did. Sakura and Ino came to my house, in the middle of something important, saying you need Naruto right away!”
Tsunade didn’t like this at all…not one bit, “Sasuke…I did no such thing. I’ve been in this meeting all morning. I never sent for anyone, let alone the brat.”
Sasuke let the information sink in. If Tsunade never sent for the blond, then where the hell was he? Sasuke slowly turned and walked off not saying another word to the Hokage. He clenched his hands at his side and walked calmly out of the tower. Tsunade was freaked out and felt someone was going to get hurt badly for this. Sure she could send Kakashi to keep an eye on the boy to make sure he didn’t kill anyone, but if she had her facts straight, today was Friday and she was going to need all the jounin she could find before tonight was over.
“Damn sand-nin!” she cursed going back into her meeting.
Naruto spent the remained of the day hiding from Sasuke. He heard rumors of the crazed Uchiha tearing the village apart looking from him. Sakura was hiding and Ino never left the safety of her mother’s flower shop. That was dumb, they should have known Sasuke would find out they had lied that morning. Naruto had gone to clear his head, with a bowl of ramen, but his stomach was to shakin up to handle the food. Rather than end up throwing it up later he had it packed up, and when he was sure Sasuke wasn’t home he put it in the refrigerator to eat for later. The day was getting late and no word from Sasuke or Gaara. It was nothing more than a misunderstanding gone very wrong! Sasuke had been away on a mission when Gaara had come to Konoha for a mission of his own. Naruto had no idea he was the mission. He just couldn’t get the red head to back off, and then one thing lead to another and Naruto had woken up naked with a sore behind. The facts later fit together and Naruto knew he’d crossed the line.
He went to Neji for advice, and he only asked Naruto “are you sorry it happened?”. After four days, Naruto had to say no. He wasn’t sorry he’d slept with Gaara. The red head had made him feel things Sasuke never did. When Gaara said he’d never hurt him Naruto believed him. With Sasuke, he always thought the raven haired boy was trying to make up for things in the past. Gaara wanted to create a future, a future that didn’t included Sasuke. Looking on the whole thing now Naruto understood. He could either be trapped in the past, or move forward towards the future.
Closing his eyes, Sasuke voice echoed in his mind ringing like a clear bell.
‘The future is not where my dream is, it is in the past…’
“…Sasuke…” Naruto stood up and his fingers flashed though a few quick hand seals, before he disappear.
Sasuke sat on the bed re-reading the letter from Naruto. His body sore from spar with Kakashi all afternoon. The poor man would think twice before spar with Sasuke on a bad day. He never meant to hurt the man so bad, but this thing was Naruto was driving him insane! Still when he came home to find the blond missing and a letter on his side of the bed, he couldn’t help be terrified.
Sasuke,
I’ve been so cruel to you. Not just today, but for a long time now. I’ve kept things from you, which I shouldn’t have. I know you must be wondering just what in the world am I talking about. I know you must be scared, enough though you won’t show it or say it, I know you Sasuke. I know when you’re scared and when you’re hurt and confused. I know you because I am like you, in so many ways that it pained me to do this to you. So tonight. It ends. The lies, the secrets, everything. I won’t continue to hurt you the way I have. Tonight marks the next chapter in our lives. So…please meet me at 8:00 tonight at the club towards the outskirt of the village. There is something I want to tell you…
Signed with all the love I possess for you,
Naruto.
Ps. not all stories have a happy endings.
Sasuke set the letter down, and glanced at the clock. It was seven already! Looking at the letter Sasuke stood up to go shower and change for the evening. This was going to hurt. He didn’t even know what the hell was going to happen but he knew it was going to hurt like hell.
He stood before his bedroom mirror and looked at his reflection with cold eyes. His black button up shirt clung to his chest and torso, leaving nothing to the imagination. While his kohl black slack hung off his hips with sliver chains, and fit loosely around his legs. His left his headband on the nightstand, so that his bangs shadows his eyes dramatically. Naruto’s letter stay folded and tucked into his pocket as he left his home and locked the door. On the outside nothing could be seen, though inside raged a sea of emotions threatening to drown the poor Uchiha boy. The walked slow, afraid of what would be waiting for him, afraid of what he’d find out tonight. Still Sasuke hadn’t walked slow enough as the dark club came into view. The music blasting from inside as color lights flashed on the outside. The club had been built as a way for ninjas young and old relax and have fun. It was in fact pretty popular, Sasuke been there a few times, and all had been with Naruto at his side.
Sasuke had no problem getting in and moved though the crowd of people. Quickly he searched the massive group of people looking for his blond. Though with no luck, he noticed Hinata and Kiba in the corner laughing about something he had no clue about. Tenten and Neji sat with Rock Lee and Sakura, as table close to the stage. Sakura looked sad, like she wanted to cry, but Sasuke dismissed it after remembering her betrayal this morning. Ino could be seen dancing with Choji, and Shikamaru sat lazily with Shino near the bar.
“Where are you dobe…?” Sasuke sighed, he was getting annoyed and as ready to leave when the light shut off.
The crowd screamed and cheered in high pitched voice making Sasuke’s head hurt ten fold. A spot light came on center stage as footsteps could be heard moving towards the light. Sasuke lifted an eyebrow when none other than Gaara stood under the light. His wore torn faded black jeans with random zippers all over, his chest covered with a netted shirt with no sleeveless and leather upper arm bands designed with sand symbol. He wore about three different studded belts around his waist and for once in his life his gourd was missing! Sasuke didn’t know what to make out of the red head, but as he step up to the mic things became clear.
“I wrote this song…for some special. You’ see, I’ve been seeing someone and they were in a relationship and didn’t know how to tell the other person.” Like laser beam eyes Gaara looked right at Sasuke.
Sasuke’s chest tightened and he glared darkly at the red head.
“So…this song is for the other guy…”
The light flashed on, showing Temari on drums and Kankurou on a guitar. They two were drowning in black with twisted grins on their faces. Sasuke stood up fancily looking for Naruto, somewhere anywhere!
Finally as the music began to play his blond appeared in the front of the stage looking up at the red head. His blond hair the only thing he could see, but he knew...he knew it was Naruto!
Kankurou stared up the guitar while Temari tore into the drums showing no mercy. As Gaara took the mic he smirked out at the crowd and then glanced at Sasuke before his voice carried out into the club grabbing everyone’s attention without question.
Sasuke doesn’t know that Naruto and me…
Are foolin around every Sunday
He tells him he’s got practices, but he don’t go
Still he’s on his knees and Sasuke doesn’t know!
Oh Sasuke doesn’t know
So don’t tell Sasuke
Sasuke doesn’t know
Sasuke doesn’t know
So don’t tell Sasuke
Sasuke stiffened, this couldn’t be happening. This was a dream. He was lying! Naruto would never…but then. There were times…there were Sundays. Sundays when Naruto had in fact told him he had practice! Sasuke shook, with fear, anger, anger weight over all other emotions has he left his seat and took off towards the stage. Towards the blond! Gaara watched with amused eyes, that didn’t stop him from sing the next versus!
Naruto says he’s got a mission.
But he’s under me and I’m not stoppin
Cause Sasuke doesn’t know!
Sasuke doesn’t know
Sasuke doesn’t know
Sasuke doesn’t know
So don’t tell Sasuke
Sasuke doesn’t know
Gaara bent down, taking the blond’s hand pulling him onto the stage for the whole crowd to see. Naruto blushed but wrapped his arms around the red head, wearing a skin tight orange shirt with a netted long sleeved shirt underneath. He wore a pair of loud orange pants with his last name traveling down the leg. His headband was around his arm, while Gaara’s sand headband rested on his forehead. Gaara turned Naruto around his back resting on his chest as their hips rolled to the pounding punk beat.
I can’t believe he’s so trustin
While I’m right behind you thrustin
Naruto has got him on the phone and he’s tryin not to moan
It’s a three-way call and he knows nothin…nothin!
Sasuke doesn’t know
Sasuke doesn’t know
Don’t tell Sasuke
Cause Sasuke doesn’t know
Sasuke doesn’t know
So don’t tell Sasuke we’ll put on a show
Everyone will go
Sasuke doesn’t know
Sasuke doesn’t know
Sasuke doesn’t know
Sasuke was blocked from the stage by people in his way, he could get around them. Naruto hadn’t seemed to notice him yet; he was too busy dry humping the fuck sand freak in front of everyone. Naruto sang along with Gaara in the mic, the lyrics ringing in Sasuke ears. Naruto wasn’t the only one, Neji…Kiba…rock lee…Ino…Choji…even Sakura! They were all fucking singing the song!
The training grounds why not, it’s so cool when you’re on top
His front lawn…
In the sand…
Laughin so hard cause …
Sasuke doesn’t know
Sasuke doesn’t know
I did him on his birthday!
Sasuke doesn’t know
Sasuke doesn’t know
Sasuke watched in horror as Gaara turned and kissed his lover in front of him; pulling away he made eye contact with the Sasuke and smirked. That son-of-a-bitch was smirking! Sasuke’s eyes bled red, sharingan flaring as he thought of burning the bastard and everyone sing into ashes. Naruto had said he had a mission…he wasn’t around on his birthday because of a mission! Not…not, because he was…Naruto wasn’t… Naruto wouldn’t!
So don’t tell Sasuke
Sasuke doesn’t know
Sasuke will know!
Sasuke has to know!
Sasuke’s gonna know!
Gonna Tell Sasuke
Gonna tell’m myself!
Sasuke has to now!
Sasuke has to now!
Sasuke gotta go!
Sasuke doesn’t know!
Sasuke doesn’t know!
Sasuke doesn’t know!
Gaara lead the crowd into a chat, everyone chanting though sick words. Like this was just some fucking joke! Gaara lifted the blond up into his arms, and Naruto hugged him tight, kissing him with a passion of a thousand burning suns. His legs wrapped around his waist and arms around his neck. Everyone was chanting ‘Sasuke doesn’t know’ everyone. Even Naruto…this was fucked up. Temari chatted as did her brother, as Gaara carried Naruto off the stage. The crowd still in roar as the pair left. Naruto was gone, Gaara was gone. Sasuke clenched his chest, it hurt…god it hurt like hell. He knew, he knew and he came anyway. He wanted to hear it, to see it if he could. Though nothing hurt this bad. He slammed into people. Pushed past people, that stupid chat, that stupid song…what was wrong with everyone! This was his life, and they all were just sang like mindless morns! He needed space, he needed air…he couldn’t. Naruto…Naruto…
He couldn’t take it. He exited the club gasping for air, as he fled from the scene the words still playing in his mind, that song, those looks, those kisses. His mind and body hurt, his eyes burned with shedding tears and sharingan still in place. He didn’t get far before his ankle was grabbed and he slammed down to the ground. Cursing he turned to look at what had grabbed him though tear filled eyes.
Sand… he lifted his head and glared at Gaara who stood in front of a weeping blond. Oh now the fucker cries! What the hell? He wasn’t crying when his tongue was shoved down Gaara’s throat! Sasuke felt sick, he truly felt sick… all those times, all those looks he couldn’t stop it. He turned away from the pair and vomited. His hands fisting the grass beneath him, tears streaking down his face. Warm arms came around his body, the scent of oranges and miso ramen filled his nose. He trashed, trying to get away, but Naruto wouldn’t let go.
“I didn’t know Sasuke. I didn’t know you where there!”
“Don’t…t-touch…don’t touch m-me.” Sasuke whimper still trying to get away.
“He wrote that letter not me…I didn’t know. I never wanted to tell you, not like this! Not in front of everyone…” Naruto clung to the dark haired shinobi, while Gaara quietly watched from the background.
He knew he shouldn’t have told the blond so soon after the show…the Uchiha was such a mood killer!
“I…don’t understand? How could you…after we’ve been though…how you could just…”
“It just happened…I can’t change it…but it did. I love you, I really do! But Gaara…he does things for me you can’t.”
Sasuke went limp in Naruto’s arms. He cried that was all he could do.
“…if…if I hadn’t of left…would you…would you and I?” Sasuke whispered.
Naruto kissed his temple, “I don’t know…maybe…but it’s too late now.” Naruto let Sasuke go.
“…by the way…” Sasuke didn’t move, but he listened anyway.
Gaara looked towards Naruto who nodded it was ok for him to continue.
“Everyone knows…they just didn’t have the heart to tell you…thought you should know.” Gaara took Naruto’s hand and lead him back to the club.
As Sasuke laid face down in the dirt beside his own vomit he shook from tears that seemed to be endless. Only one thing stuck in his mind.
‘Sasuke doesn’t know…’
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Okay, now God knows I love Sasuke…but come on…you all know he had it comin?