Forbidden: Love of Brothers

Sasuke knew his relationship with Naruto was special, but he always knew that he had had those same feelings for someone else.
His own brother... There had been correspondence, secretly between them. Letters that led up to a proposed meeting, a meeting that would take place that very night.
And now, at that moment, he was going to meet him again after seven years.


And this wasn't exactly a family reunion…


Sasuke was going to make love to his brother for the second time. He walked silently, tall grass rustling at his feet,
fireflies swarming about him...then he saw him...he could barely be seen in the dark of night. He was almost like a shadow in the field,
the only thing seen were the blood red eyes as he turned to stare at Sasuke, freezing him in his steps.


“N...Nii-chan” Sasuke whispered, even though he knew Itachi would not be able to hear him.
Sasuke bit his lip before forcing himself to move forward moving to stand not even a yard away from the man.


“...Nii-chan. I’m glad you came”


Itachi looked at Sasuke intently, slowly taking in the sight of his younger brother.
He had grown into a handsome young man. His eyes retained the sharp elegance inherited from their parents, he was taller, more muscular, but still lean.
Sasuke remained as beautiful as ever. “...I'm glad you've come as well.” Itachi said softly looking his brother over. “You’ve grown quite a bit since we last saw each other.”


Sasuke blushed faintly and looked away. “Yeah...” There was a soft smile upon his face. “…but you haven't changed at all. Are you....satisfied with how I've grown?”


The elder Uchiha shut his eyes and nodded once. His voice was calm and steady, betraying none of the underlying emotions stirring within him.
“Anyone can see...that you've become a fine man...that you've become strong.”


Sasuke’s eyes snapped open, and he turned to look at Itachi in surprise. “You....really mean that?”


“I do.” Itachi murmured softly looking his younger brother directly in the eyes to affirm his words.


Sasuke’s eyes returned to normal size, before he began to smirk. “And here I thought I'd always be weak. You’re... difficult to understand sometimes Nii-chan.”


“I'm aware,” Itachi said with a slight smirk, “and you've never really been weak. But I'd say it all the same to push you to become stronger,
because I knew you were strong and had the potential to be great.”


“Tch...Talk about tough love.”


Before Itachi could open his mouth for another sentence, Sasuke quickly stepped forward clutching onto the cloak, burying his face into Itachi’s chest.
“...I've missed you....You were away so long. I didn’t think I’d meet you again.”


Itachi slowly wrapped one arm around Sasuke, inwardly sighing to himself. “I couldn't very well come back.”
He lifted his other hand slowly and gently ran his fingers through Sasuke’s silken hair. “Even though I wished to.”


Sasuke clenched his teeth, fighting back his tears, telling himself he wouldn't cry, not in front of this man. He buried his face deeper into his brother's chest,
in hope of not being seen. Sasuke did not dare to say a word, knowing his voice would reveal his silent tears.


Itachi stepped away slightly and took Sasuke's chin gently in his hand, slowly tilting his face up. “Tears? Surely you couldn't have missed me that much Sasuke...”


Sasuke closed his eyes tight, hiding behind his eyelids. “Itachi...you...” he bit his lip visibly to Itachi, then continued quietly.
“I may not be alone anymore but that still doesn't mean you weren't the first one to complete my life. I'm not a little boy anymore, but....”
Sasuke’s eyes opened to gaze into the crimson eyes of his brother. “that doesn't mean I don't love you as much as I did then I realized that...after being separated from you...
it was difficult to live without you and it was.....lonely.”


Itachi brushed a finger lightly across Sasuke's lips. He understood what his brother was saying. “It has been lonely.
There has been a constant void in me since leaving all those years ago. Nothing I feel for you has changed. If anything...” Itachi stopped and shut his eyes.
What point would there be to saying all this? Would it matter? Sasuke belonged to another. Would telling him now change a thing?

Sasuke looked at his brother curiously, his full lips parted as Itachi finger brushed them.
A passing firefly emitting a warm glow against his pale moonlit skin “Nii-chan...What is it?”


Itachi spoke with an unnatural softness in his voice. “If anything these feelings have become...stronger, almost unbearable.”


Sasuke’s eyes seemed to sadden slightly, his lips closing before he spoke. “You...really love me?”


Itachi listened to his brother’s voice. Mature man though he was, there was still a boyish innocence in the way he spoke.
He opened his eyes after only a moment’s hesitation. “...Yes...”


Sasuke shuffled his leg forward slightly. “I...don't want to think of anything else tonight...I just want to be here with you. You’re the same....”
he said quietly, a faint blush visible only because of the moonlight bathing them. “…right?”


His elder brother nodded slightly, dark bangs slipping into his face, momentarily hiding the blood red of his eyes.
“Tonight if you wish it...there will be just us.”


Sasuke looked at Itachi, slightly frightened, then closed his eyes and leaned forward, softly kissing his brother's lips.


Itachi reacted almost instantly, pulling Sasuke's body closer, closing his eyes and leaning closer to his younger brother to deepen the kiss.
His arm that had been wrapped around Sasuke’s waist slowly slid lower down Sasuke’s back. Sasuke shivered at the feel, but opened his mouth to gives Itachi better access, his hands unbuttoning the cloak his elder brother wore.


Itachi’s hands quickly found the hem of Sasuke's shirt and slowly slipped inside, his fingers brushing lightly against the warm smooth skin of Sasuke’s back He smirked slightly and whispered to his brother,
“Softer even than my dreams....”


The words roused a blush from the younger Uchiha. Itachi was not one to speak this way, “Don't...say things like that…it’s embarrassing.” Sasuke found himself trembling slightly and blushing like he had in his youth,
his hands tightly clutching the fully unbuttoned cloak.


“Embarrassing?” Came the calm questioning voice of his brother, the faintest of smiles graced Itachi’s lips. “You are embarrassed by your own perfection?”
He slowly slid a finger down the curve of Sasuke’s spine before gripping his shirt and pulling it up over his head.


Sasuke shivered as a cool breeze tortured his hot skin. “I...tachi...” Sasuke then tilted his head back, pulling the cloak away from Itachi,
remembering how Itachi’s lips felt against the sensitive spot under his chin.


Sasuke felt his brother pull him closer and raven bangs lightly brushed against his cheek when his brother tilted his head slightly to whisper in his ear,
“Do you know how much I have ached....to hear you say my name like that?” Itachi’s warm breath lightly fanned the skin of Sasuke’s neck while his free hand slid down Sasuke’s chest and stomach, slowly taking in the changes to his younger brother’s body.


Sasuke moaned gently in response, feeling his erection coming on hard. “I...ta...chi...You...nggh.”
Sasuke stopped speaking at the feel of smirking lips kissing that spot on his neck.


Itachi paused and murmured softly against Sasuke’s neck in a low but heated tone, “Go on...you were saying?”


Sasuke’s skin remained hot and flushed. “You...feel good.” Sasuke’s hands traveled to Itachi’s clothed chest, running down until his hands met the hem.
Sasuke slowly ran his hands up the toned body bring the cloth up with them, stopping halfway.


“And you still taste magnificent....” Itachi continued to kiss Sasuke’s neck, silently enjoying the feel of his brother’s hands against his own flesh.
He nipped softly at the pale skin his lips had been assaulting as his pulse began to pick up in response to his brother’s touch.


“Nggh...Itachi....don't stop that” Sasuke’s hands slowly but only slightly fell back down.


Itachi continued to nip at Sasuke's neck while his fingers traced the waist band of Sasuke's pants.
The young boy had so far changed quite a good deal, and he was interested in seeing how much…other aspects of his brother had changed.
He slid his fingers teasingly inside Sasuke's pants before removing them to caress the skin covering Sasuke's toned chest and stomach, knowing full well he was torturing his younger brother.


“Ha...Nghh...Nii-chan stop, you’re teasing me.” Sasuke bit his lips once before regaining his strength, deciding to fight back, to torture his brother for a change.
He tightly gripped the shirt Itachi wore, lifting over his head, breaking the elder Uchiha away from his neck. He then leaned in against his brother's shoulder,
kissing it lightly then breathing against his flesh, “I'm not a little boy anymore.” He began kissing and sucking his brother’s shoulder and neck more aggressively, grazing his teeth over sensitive areas.


Itachi tilted his head back slightly, closing his eyes to enjoy the sensation before breathing out through clenched teeth,
“No...You are not a little boy anymore....” He forced himself to suppress the soft groan of pleasure building inside him.


Sasuke’s hands reach down to unbutton Itachi’s pants “Itachi. Nii-san...you want me...don't you?” his soft lips smirked against toned skin before kissing down Itachi’s chest.
Sasuke removed the other Uchiha's pants and undergarments, exposing him “hm?” He whispered against the smooth skin, kneeling. “Do you Nii-san?”


Itachi looked down at Sasuke, his eyes hazy with lust and desire. “I thought that was obvious...”


A smirk lingered on Sasuke’s lips. “Yes but...” He licked the tip of his brother’s erection, lapping up pearly white beads gathering there. “It’s fun to torture you for once.”


Itachi humored his brother, smirking slightly as his breathing became only slightly heavier, barely noticeable to even the best of shinobi.
He did after all; pride himself on his exquisite control. He reached down and ran his hand through Sasuke’s hair. “Well then little brother...if you find torturing me amusing...do your worst.”


Sasuke leaned against his elder brother’s touch before leaning in, taking in the tip of his throbbing member, swirling his tongue around the tiny opening there, placing a hand at the base,and pumping him lightly.
His eyes closed, thick dark lashes standing out against his pale skin.


Itachi released a slow shuddering breath at the wet warmth of Sasuke's mouth, forcibly holding back deep groans of pleasure while tightly gripping Sasuke's hair.
He kept his eyes focused on Sasuke, watching his every motion.


Sasuke removed his hand, taking Itachi in a couple inches further, beginning a slow bobbing motion, one of his hands rested on his elder brother’s hip, fingers massaging over him gently.


“S-Sasuke...” Itachi spoke hotly, gritting his teeth slightly as his eyes slid shut. No one had this effect on him…no one, except Sasuke.


Sasuke smirked around the erection, loving how his name was said, weak in his brother’s voice. He moved in deep throating, keeping him snuggle in his throat a few moments then swallowing,
pulling back to the tip before choking.


Itachi groaned deeply and pulled Sasuke away, staring down into his brother’s eyes before letting his gaze wander to his brother’s lips.
“...I see....you've learned quite a bit...since our last encounter....” For a moment, Itachi had to struggle to regain control of his breathing,
which had, in his brother’s ministrations become quite labored.


“I told you, I've grown up,” Sasuke answered with a smirk. “It’s good right?”


“It's wonderful...” Itachi whispered tracing the line of Sasuke’s jaw with a single finger.
“...you are absolutely wonderful.”


“Good...” Sasuke pulled away from Itachi, lying back in the soft grass, spreading his legs. He was a bit flushed, supporting himself on his elbows;
he looked at Itachi’s eyes almost shyly. Fireflies fleeing their hiding places in the grass glowed against his body and a bit of his raven hair fell into his eyes. “Nii-san?”

Itachi got to his knees slowly gazing intently into Sasuke’s eyes despite the hair partially obscuring them. “Hm?”


“I...love you.”


Itachi’s hard cold eyes softened slightly at the words. “Sasuke...”


Sasuke reached out a hand, trying to bring Itachi closer. “I do. I really love you.”


Itachi moved over Sasuke and leaned down so his cheek gently rested against Sasuke’s hand for the briefest of moments.
He looked down at his younger brother. “I love you as well. More than anything else, more than my own life.”


Sasuke frowned slightly. “Don’t say that, I...don't want you to be saddened.”
He brushed his hand gently against Itachi’s hair, bringing him a bit closer before pulling out the tie that held Itachi’s long hair back,
allowing it to fall freely around his shoulders and face. There was a slight smile on Sasuke’s face. “I’ve always wanted to do that.”


Itachi smiled slightly, mildly amused. “Have you now?”


“I've had dreams too Itachi.” He leaned closer, arms wrapping his arms around Itachi’s neck, lips against his ear.
He kissed it gently while whispering, “And you, what fantasies do you want fulfilled?”


He heard his brother suck in a sharp breath. It was an enjoyable sound, hearing Itachi, one who prided himself so greatly on his control and passiveness,
reacting in such a way to the softest of kisses.


“I have too many to fulfill in one night Sasuke...”


“Then…” Sasuke began, his lips curving into a smirk against his brother’s ear, “Shouldn't you start now?”


He heard his brother whisper softly in reply, “I suppose I should...” Itachi’s hands slowly moved down his body,
“It's nearly midnight already...and we've both been waiting too long for this.”


“H-hai...” Sasuke said shivering slightly at the touch, his lips forming a smile when the caress of his brother’s fingers tickled his stomach. “Go on...I'm yours.”


Itachi remained silent when his hands swiftly removed Sasuke’s pants and undergarments. Yes, Sasuke would be his…but “...Mine....perhaps...but only for this night.”


There was a hint of sadness in the younger Uchiha’s eyes. Yes, there was a good chance it would only be for this night.
“Possibly...but it's better than not having me at all isn’t it?”


“If this night is all I get,” Itachi answered running his hand lightly over Sasuke’s erection before taking it slowly in his hand,
“then this night will have to be enough. Having you this night, will be better than any dream that haunts me now.” He moved his hand slowly along Sasuke’s length.
“And I will gladly allow myself to be haunted by memories of this night.”


Sasuke’s embrace around Itachi’s neck grew weak as his back pressed against the grass, “I...Itachi...mmm” his stone blue eyes closed, dark lashes softly brushing his cheeks,
as a light moan escaped his lips from the sensation of Itachi’s hand.

Itachi leaned down, kissing Sasuke's neck, sucking lightly at the junction of his neck and shoulders. He knew well that his brother was quite sensitive there.
And as he expected, Sasuke moaned a bit more loudly, yet still gentle, the sound music to Itachi’s ears. “Itachi....I've missed you”


Itachi softly bit Sasuke’s neck in response, deftly moving two fingers in a slow circular motion while moving his entire hand faster along Sasuke’s hard member.
There would be no more teasing, only pleasuring. Sasuke would be made to feel everything Itachi had found himself dreaming for months since their first letters began.
Itachi spoke in the same low, seductive tone he’d been using for a while, “I know....I've missed you as well Sasuke.”


Sasuke’s hands fell to the ground and tightly gripped at the grass around him. “Nggh...Itachi.....so....good.”


Itachi smirked against his brother’s neck, the sound of his voice only encouraging him. “I see you've gained more control...since your youth...good to know...”


“...you...you talk too much.” Sasuke countered, looking at his brother with a dazed, hazy look in his eyes. “I want you.”


Itachi paused and slowly lifted his head. “Then tell me Sasuke. What exactly do you want?” He asked brushing his lips lightly against Sasuke’s.
“Tell me what you want...what you need.”


Sasuke’s lips parted at the kiss. It all felt too good. Itachi seemed to do this for only him, in this gentle manner.
“I want you...to take me...enter me.”


Itachi smiled slightly he could feel every breath Sasuke took against his lips, and could almost feel every word. “Anything else?”


“Kiss me.”


Itachi leaned down, claiming his brother’s lips in a passionate kiss. Sasuke opened his mouth, massaging aggressively against Itachi's tongue with his own,
his finger sliding up and down Itachi's back.


Itachi’s hands moved to Sasuke’s hips as he shuddered slightly from the feel of Sasuke’s finger against his back. He pulled away slightly and murmured against his younger siblings lips,
“Don’t let me hurt you….Understand?”


“I understand.” Sasuke answered a bit dazed. He lifted his hips slightly to make it easier for his brother.


Itachi’s blood red eyes focused on Sasuke. “Relax yourself. I don't want to hurt you Sasuke.”


“Itachi...I'm not a virgin.”


“I'm well aware...but you have not been with me for quite some time...”


“But....” Sasuke was unsure if he should say anything and bit his lip slightly. “I've been with others; I know how to take it now....I'll be fine.” He assured his brother.


“Very well...” Itachi said lifting Sasuke’s hips a bit more before slowly pushing into him.


Sasuke clenched teeth before moaning. “Ah… Itachi...deeper please…”


Itachi closed his eyes and clenched his teeth slightly, almost hissing at the tight warmth, as he pushed deeper into Sasuke with a muffled moan.


Sasuke hissed through his teeth, not screaming in the fear that someone would hear them. He was nearly breathless as he spoke. “Itachi…”
His legs wrapped around Itachi’s torso, drawing him closer. “Mmm....it's so good Nii-san”


Itachi continued to thrust slowly but deeply into Sasuke. “And it will only get better....I promise you that.” He said in a low voice.


“Nggh” Sasuke was trying not to squeeze his brother too tightly and threw his legs over the elder Uchiha’s shoulders.
“If it can get any better…” he panted softly.


Itachi gripped Sasuke's legs and thrust deeply into Sasuke, increasing his pace slightly. “It can...” His voice came through clenched teeth,
the slight strain of holding back becoming apparent in his voice. “I assure you Sasuke.”


“A..Ah....I....I can't hold back.” Sasuke gripped hard to the ground, pulling out some grass, he bit his lips drawing blood, forcibly holding back tears.


Itachi ran his hand slowly along Sasuke’s thigh and softly spoke his name before lifting his gaze to look into his brother’s eyes.


Sasuke opened his eyes to look at Itachi, a tear slipping running free. He watched a smile curve his brother’s lips. “You really are...beautiful Sasuke.”


Sasuke gasped, taking in the words his elder brother had spoken. “...you...think I’m....” Sasuke’s lips quivered, tears running down his cheeks.


Itachi’s hand reached forward and brushed away a few of Sasuke’s tears.


Sasuke looked back lovingly at his brother, blinking away a few tears. His lips parted slightly, he wanted to speak, but it was like being frozen,
words simply would not form.


Itachi pulled almost completely out of Sasuke. “...You are beautiful...and I love you dearly.”


“I...love you too Itachi, I've always loved you.” came the soft, but steady reply.


With that Itachi thrust completely into Sasuke with a groan. “Sasuke...” He looked down at his brother, their faces close.
“No one...will ever, ever hold a place in my heart, as you do. No one will see me this way, no one except you. I give myself to no other.”


Sasuke moaned aloud, his nails digging into the dirt. “AH! ITACHI!”


Itachi’s hand moved back to Sasuke’s erection, the warm hand moving along the hard length faster and faster as he continued to drive deeply into Sasuke.
“And more than anything,” He whispered hotly to his young brother beneath him, “...I love hearing you call out my name...”


The warmth of the hand stroking him, the feel of his brother thrusting mercilessly into him, deeper, harder, faster with each thrust,
he could feel his brother’s hot labored breath against his skin, their pulses matched yet erratic. It was getting to be too much.


“Nggh...I can’t...uh....I’m gonna cum… Itachi...ah...”


Itachi’s lips curved into a smirk as he whispered breathlessly, “I’m impressed you've held out this long Sasuke.”


“Nggh...I....AHHHHHH!” Sasuke came hard, covering Itachi’s chest and his torso. He panted harshly,
wincing and scrunching his face as Itachi came with a low groan inside him.


Itachi’s hand brushed lightly along the side of Sasuke's face, his breathing heavy, as he whispered, “Perfect....”


“You....enjoyed it.” Sasuke said reaching shaky arms out to hold Itachi, silently asking to be held.


Itachi pulled out of Sasuke and moved to lie beside him. “I did...” He answered gently pulling Sasuke into his arms, lightly kissing his forehead. “Very much so.”


“…Me too.” He said snuggling close to Itachi's warm chest. “We didn't do this...the last time we made love...I've....always wanted you to hold me this way.”


“I've always wanted to, but I never could...”


“...well....it's not exactly never, you are now...right?” Sasuke said lifting his head slightly to kiss Itachi's frowning lips.


Itachi closed his eyes and allowed a slight smile to claim his lips. “Right...not exactly never.”


Sasuke frowned slightly. “You regret it dont you? Knowing if things would have remained that way...we might have...”
he stroked Itachi’s long slightly sweaty hair. “We would have been lovers.”


“I regret many things in my life Sasuke...”


“Itachi…you're not alone…you're little brother will always love you.” He said snuggling back into his brother’s embrace.


Itachi gently tightened his hold on Sasuke and whispered softly into his ear, “Thank you...” he lowered his voice further, as though only Sasuke and none other,
not even the gods themselves, were permitted to hear his coming words. “You were....the only thing in my life....I did not regret and never will regret.”


“...I know...and I am happy for that...” Sasuke said softly in reply. “Itachi....do you...”
Sasuke bit his lip hesitant about asking the question he wished to ask.


Itachi opened his eyes slightly and looked at his brother though dark lashes. “Do I...what?”


Sasuke blushed brightly “Do you have your own place?”


Itachi nodded. “I do, it’s away from villages, and hidden quite well even from the rest of Akatsuki...you know me...I was never the type to mingle.”


“Hm…Yeah....um....you think....maybe, possibly...I could...stay with you a bit...I couldn't well get away without telling Naruto I was going on a mission.”


Itachi eyed his brother intently. “...If you wish. Do you not think others would get suspicious though Sasuke...and are you willing to take that risk?”
If Sasuke were caught with him, the consequences for them both would be dire.


“Would you be ok with it? Would I… be a bother?”


“You wouldn't be...there would simply be one condition.”


“...and what's that?” Sasuke asked, too embarrassed to look up.


“If you were caught....you would tell anyone who asked that I forced you...threatened you even.”


“You’re....trying to protect me? But...I’ll endanger you.”


If he told someone that Itachi had forced him, threatened him…it would just be one more stain on Itachi’s already infamous record.


“That is my only condition.”


“...I…alright then.”


Itachi brushed lips against Sasuke's forehead, content with his brother accepting his only terms. “...Now sleep...” He said pulling his cloak over himself and Sasuke “…you require rest.”


“...you'll be here when I wake...right? You won't leave?”


“I'll be here.”


“Promise me ok.” Sasuke said softly, his eyes beginning to feel heavy with exhaustion.


“I promise you...when you wake, I will be right here.”


Sasuke smiled, snuggling closer, his hand on Itachi’s chest. “Ok... I love you Itachi.” Sasuke mumbled right before sleep claimed him.


Itachi gently stroked Sasuke’s hair, watching him sleep a few minutes before exhaustion set in, drawing him slowly closer to sleep. “And I....love you....Sasuke....”